Everything is a Wound

June 23, 2022, GERMANY

"How does it feel? Did you enjoy it?" said Dinda.

The sigh that made her body sweat, at this moment seemed to not cause a tremor in her heart. She could hear the man's breathing very clearly.

"Hm, right now I'm enjoying it. Tonight your passion is quite savage too!" replied this man wholeheartedly.

"Is that true?"

"Right!"

"But it looks like you look worried right now."

"Oh yes? Seems like it's just your feelings!"

Where there is desire, there will be fire. Where there is fire, one will surely burn. But, only because it burned. It doesn't mean you will die, in the end, you have to keep getting back up. After this night is over, everything will be fine again. There will be no more tears, no more pain. It's okay, after all, it's all been lost since eight years ago.

***

March 20, 2014, Indonesia.

(Eight years ago)

Rained down as if she understood how a girl was feeling who was lying weakly on her bed, at that time tears fell along with raindrops. Although it has been deleted repeatedly, it still. Uninvited tears, always running down hER cheeks. Even though it was her birthday, that day she turned twenty-one years old. But no birthday wishes, nor a gift. That poor girl, just passing her time lonely. Suddenly at the same time, the girl began to hear footsteps approaching her. The girl could only get up from her bed while rubbing her cheeks and then hiding in a small cupboard in the corner of her room.

"Dinda where are you!" shouted a voice calling her name very loudly.

The girl didn't dare to answer, she just folded her legs. Also covering her ears, at this time she was very scared.

"Dinda do you want to die? Go out. Don't make me angry!" shouted the voice again.

The girl can only surrender to the situation. If she was going to die soon, then she had to be prepared.

Drak!!!

The door to the closet where she was hiding, opened violently. At that time Dinda only saw her father standing looking into his eyes full of anger, at that moment she knew she had made a mistake.

"It turns out that you are here!"

Then her father began to pull her hair very tightly, forcing the girl to come out. Her weak body began to drag out.

"Father please forgive me!" said Dinda pleading for her father to stop torturing her.

"You know what you did wrong?"

"I'm sorry father,"

At that time Dinda could only ask for forgiveness from her father, she did not know. The suffering that always continued to torment him, could it ever end?

"You ignorant self, I worked hard to feed you. But this is your reply to me!"

"Father please forgive me!"

But the request of the poor girl, as if not heard by her father. On the other hand, her father beat him more and more. Punches are also slapped, and she received them without stopping. At that time Dinda could only endure the pain, not daring to rebel. After all, it wasn't the first time, the bad treatment had become a daily meal for the poor girl.

"Why are you here? Hah?" said the man began to strangle his daughter's collar.

"I'm sick right now, dad."

"Is that the reason?"

"Father, please forgive me," said Dinda, starting to run out of breath.

At that time, the lips of the poor girl were already bleeding. The girl was helpless, her body was getting weaker. But her father still didn't care, still tortured his daughter.

"Today you have to tidy yourself up, you mustn't look ugly. My treasury is coming soon!" his father ordered.

"But I don't want to go!" Dinda began to cry again.

"Don't make me angrier, you only have two choices. Keep making money for me or die after your mother."

"Father!" called the girl with teary eyes.

Like it or not, Dinda just obeyed her father's words. At that time she just returned to tidying himself, soon there will be a man who will pick him up. Then took him to a very far away place, where after the arrival of the man. Dinda will never see her father again, nor will she ever be allowed to hear from him. Actually, at this time Dinda could only shed tears, besides there would be nothing she could do. She has no right to choose, weak people have no choice.

***

After waiting for a long time, the man he was waiting for finally came. Dinda's tears when she saw the arrival of the man, fell down her cheeks and did not want to dry.

"Mr. Marco how are you!"

"No need to mince words, just pay off your debt. After that, I will go!"

"Mr. Marco, don't you want to come in first?"

"No need, now give me my payment. Don't waste my time, just making small talk like this. I don't like rambling things."

Then at that time, her father began to give hints, about if it was time for Dinda to come out of her hiding place. When the man first saw Dinda, he was already fascinated. Dinda has a beautiful face. Also at a very young age, it's no wonder that the guy likes a girl like Dinda so young.

"Is she my payment?" asked the man when he saw a beautiful girl present in front of his eyes.

"She is my daughter,"

"I want payment," this man continued to urge Joni.

"She is the payment of my debt,"

"Are you sure about this?"

Marco at that time began to look at Dinda with lust, at that time his dirty thoughts began to be difficult to control.

"Approximately what is the price of my daughter?"

"Huh, are you serious?" Marco started laughing savagely.

"Do I look joking, sir?"

"If this woman is my payment, then I will forget all your debts. Instead, I will give you infinite money. Are you happy!"

That's when Marco started to show a meaningful smile, while a father didn't have a heart. Only concerned with his pocket, he never cared about the fate of his daughter in the future. Without further negotiation, the man began to take Dinda away. Tears of sadness at that time continued to flow, Dinda just looked into her father's eyes full of pleas. But her father couldn't see his daughter's eyes, he was just busy counting the money he just received.

"Father!" Dinda's call, as if he had never heard it.

Then Dinda began to be dragged into the car, and Dinda continued to rebel. Forced to be given an anesthetic, even one injection of sleeping pills. Dinda began to lose consciousness. Then Dinda began to fall asleep deeply asleep, when she woke up. She had found if she was already somewhere else. A new and very foreign place, even though it looked very luxurious. But the fear in her heart, at that time, could not be covered.

"You have got up?" said a man sitting in a rocking chair made of gold.

"Where am I now?" asked Dinda full of fear.

"Don't worry, this is your new home. This place is your eternal place."

"Please take me home, I'm so scared. I want to meet my father, please take me home. Please take me back to my father."

At that time Dinda could only plead with a man she didn't even know, hoping that the man would be kind. Brings him back to her father, but that hope never came to pass. The man had already spent a lot of his money, it was impossible to just let go of his captive. Dinda has become a woman to entertain her desires, even though the reality is bitter. But that's the reality, life is not always fair.

"Take you home?"

"Please take me home"

"You know, right now you are mine. I've spent my money to buy you, this time will be much better. If you're just being nice, just leave yourself to the situation. After all, you can no longer leave this place. Even if you scream no one will be able to hear!"

Dinda could only cry, then for the first time. That night, she too had to lose her chastity. The man forced himself, taking off her shirt very roughly. Dinda who rebelled got a hard hit.

"Just comply with my request, then I will make you queen of this place. Don't have time, the choice is yours!"

Dinda could only cry, she was forced to give her body to Marco. At that time, Dinda began to realize that having high hopes was also not good. You will be sad when the hope you hope for does not arrive. In the end, you also have to come back to your senses. You have to wake up from your dream, dreaming is okay. But lingering in it, it will also make your heart hurt. At the core of life, never hope. Make yourself the foundation of life, because no one will help but yourself.

****

June 24, 2022, GERMANY

In the district court, a handsome judge is doing his job. As of today, Luis is a judge who is thirty years old. While conducting a trial, in front of him were two people who were about to end their household. Seen from their eyes, if love is no longer there.

"Mr, Joh are you sure about your decision today?" Luis asked before deciding the case.

"If I wasn't sure, I would never be in this place. The decision I have made is unanimous."

Hearing that at this time the husband did not mind, Judge Luis began to ask his wife.

"Madam Silvana, how about you? Are you sure right now?"

"I'm also convinced, let's solve this problem. I'm tired, I want to go home soon."

Hearing that both parties no longer wanted to be together, Luis began to cut ties between them.

"On the twenty-fourth of June today, the decisions of both parties were agreed. Starting today, there is no longer any marital status relationship. The trial ends here!"

Then the judge's hammer began to be knocked three times. The two of them looked very happy. Being a judge, let Luis know. If marriage. Does not guarantee happiness, many of them prefer to separate. Then very happy, when it no longer has status. After the trial was over, Luis began to leave the court site. Then began to return to his room, he still had a lot of work to do. The pile of files before his eyes were the documents of the case he would have to solve.

"Judge, did today's trial go well?"

Currently, a female judge invites Luis to speak. Luis only glanced at this woman, then replied to her question.

"Hm, things are going well. But still, I can't calm down, see. These many files are piling up on my desk!"

"You are a great judge, no wonder you have more cases than any other judge. Congratulations on your smooth trial!"

"Thank you!"

Then just as Judge Luis sat down in his office chair, at this moment he received a phone call. It was his mother, at first Luis looked happy. But when he finds out, his mother tells one news. If at this time, his wife was not there. His expression suddenly changed, and his eyes began to water.

"Hello mom," said Luis to his mother.

"Where are you?"

"Of course in the office, I'm working. What is going on?"

"Could you come here, your wife is currently gone. The car your wife was driving plunged into the abyss!"

Instantly when Luis heard the news, everything felt very quiet. He didn't think he would lose his wife so soon.

Luis just ran as fast as he could, chasing to see his wife one last time. But when he arrived at the hospital, he saw that his wife was already in the coffin. Ready to be cremated, his heart was so broken.

"My son," his mother called.

Right now Luis just stood there stiffly, he didn't know what to do. Luis still couldn't believe what he saw in his eyes, why it had to be so fast.

"She tried to contact you several times when she was critical. But you didn't answer the phone, so she called me. When mom arrived, mom didn't even get to see her. She was already gone when she was going to be taken to the hospital!"

At this moment Luis could only kowtow, he felt guilty. But everything has happened, people who are dead can never come back to life. People who are still alive must be able to let go of them. While elsewhere, in a large company. A woman just came out of the meeting room, it looks like she is not an ordinary woman.

"Madam Valin!" call an attendant.

"Yes, What is up?"

"I want to ask for your autograph for a moment!"

Then the employee began to give the file to be signed. Valin read the file carefully, then gave his signature. After that, Madam Valin left her office in her black Ferrari. Currently, Valin is trying to call her husband, but the phone call is not answered at all. Instead, it was her current husband who knew. If he calls, just glance at his cell phone. But there was no desire to answer, the phone call seemed meaningless to a husband.

"Your phone is ringing, why are you not answering it? It was a call from your wife!" said Dinda who was with Marco.

"What for?"

"What's for what?"

"Why should I respond, I'm currently with you. She will only interfere with our fun."

"You can't be like this, no matter what. She is still your wife, you must still respect her feelings. Besides, if you're being too cold with him, she's probably going to get suspicious. Maybe she will have thoughts if her husband cheated on me. Aren't you afraid?"

"What am I afraid of, after all, I don't need him. If she wants a divorce, then that's fine. We'll get married after that."

After saying that, Merco began to approach Dinda who was making food. With passion, Marco hugged Dinda from behind. Dinda felt uncomfortable, but she could only surrender herself.

"What are you cooking honey?" Marco whispered right in Dinda's ear.

"I'm making soup," replied Dinda.

"From the smell, it looks like it will taste really good!" Marco is now starting to hug Dinda even more heavily.

Then kissed Dinda's fragrant hair, while touching Dinda's body.

"Even though we often do this, but still. You still look uncomfortable."

Currently, Dinda is silent and does not move. Meanwhile, Marco began to vent his desire.

***

Still in her car, Madam Valin is currently stuck in traffic. The car can't go anywhere, madam Valin looks at her cellphone again. Even today, her husband still does not respond to messages from her.

"Why isn't he responding? Is he currently very busy?"

At this moment Madam Valin was starting to get worried, the distance between her and her husband was getting farther and farther. Madam Valin was currently starting to think, her hand starting to touch her eyebrows.

"Does he have a lot of work to do, so he can't respond to phone calls from his wife? He is a husband who is not romantic, "said Madam Valin at this time disappointed.

Not long after, her cell phone rang again, unfortunately, the person who called was not her husband. Instead of a colleague, Madam Valin immediately responded to the phone call. In the mansion, where Marco hid his secret lover. Seen if Marco is still lying on the bed, with no clothes on. Meanwhile, Dinda is currently just going back to tidying her hair.

"Nowadays, you've shown a lot of progress. The older a person is. That person will realize if sacrificed her body for money. It is the best."

As Dinda was about to leave their bedroom, Marco started saying things that stopped Dinda's footsteps. Currently, Dinda just silent, while gulping her saliva. In her heart, this man was the most bastard of people.

"Why are you looking at me like that?" said the man.

"You are wrong, my progress is not because of money. But because I couldn't run away."

"Are you sorry?"

"What is there to regret? After all, eight years have passed. It's too late for regrets now!" Dinda too began to leave the man.

In the luxurious bathroom, Dinda always cleans herself. With as clean as possible, after the man touched it. What is Dinda thinking right now, after all the man is innocent? He only treats the things he has bought to his heart's content, on the contrary. Dinda always discouraged him, after that first night there would never be a future. You can't hope, you can't even dream.

Water shells, Dinda turned with more force. After Dinda finished cleaning her body, Dinda saw that the man was no longer in their room. He must have gone back to his wife whenever he wasn't home. Dinda started looking for a way, to escape. But never got the chance, the bodyguards who always guarded him. They never, allowed him to escape. In fact, for the past eight years, Dinda has never seen the sun again. In the car, Marco was with the two people sitting in the front seat. Seen talking about his wife, it turns out that this person is a spy he sent for his wife.

"How? Does he already know about my affair with that woman?"

"It seems that until now, Madam Valin still doesn't know about it, sir. Maybe it's because Madam Valin is too busy with her work, so Madam Valin doesn't care about the environment around her. Madam Valin is getting busier and busier, with big projects about oil mining. He managed to get it, "explained this man carrying information.

"She is not an ordinary woman, hearing this I am not surprised. But it is good news, that is. I can steal more and more money."