My hair is gray, but not with years,
Nor grew it white
In a single night,
As men's have grown from sudden fears.[107]
My limbs are bowed, though not with toil,5
But rusted with a vile repose,
For they have been a dungeon's spoil,
And mine has been the fate of those
To whom the goodly earth and air
Are banned, and barred-forbidden fare;10
But this was for my father's faith
I suffered chains and courted death;
That father perished at the stake
For tenets he would not forsake;
And for the same his lineal race15
In darkness found a dwelling-place;
We were seven-who now are one,
Six in youth, and one in age,
Finished as they had begun,
Proud of Persecution's rage;20
One in fire, and two in field,
Their belief with blood have sealed[108]:
Dying as their father died,
For the God their foes denied;-
Three were in a dungeon cast,25
Of whom this wreck is left the last.
There are seven[109] pillars of Gothic mould
In Chillon's dungeons deep and old,
There are seven columns massy and gray,
Dim with a dull imprisoned ray,30
A sunbeam which hath lost its way,
And through the crevice and the cleft
Of the thick wall is fallen and left:
Creeping o'er the floor so damp,
Like a marsh's meteor lamp[110]:35
And in each pillar there is a ring,
And in each ring there is a chain;
That iron is a cankering[111] thing,
For in these limbs its teeth remain,
With marks that will not wear away40
Till I have done with this new day,
Which now is painful to these eyes,
Which have not seen the sun so rise
For years-I cannot count them o'er,
I lost their long and heavy score45
When my last brother drooped and died,
And I lay living by his side.
They chained us each to a column stone,
And we were three-yet, each alone;
We could not move a single pace,50
We could not see each other's face,
But with that pale and livid light
That made us strangers in our sight:
And thus together-yet apart,
Fettered in hand, but joined in heart;55
'Twas still some solace, in the dearth
Of the pure elements[112] of earth,
To hearken to each other's speech,
And each turn comforter to each
With some new hope or legend old,60
Or song heroically bold;
But even these at length grew cold.
Our voices took a dreary tone,
An echo of the dungeon stone,
A grating sound-not full and free65
As they of yore were wont to be;
It might be fancy-but to me
They never sounded like our own.