I looked at my mother and my sibling lying on the bed made of bamboo shoots, they were fast asleep due to exhaustion. It was probably another rough day for them since it was not easy to fend of our meals every day.
A bitter smile crept into my lips. If only I could touch them once. I would like to sleep beside them just like before but I fear that my mom would just push me aside resulting to me falling down on the floor.
I put my things gently on the ground. Ever since my father died, it felt as though I was not part of this family.
"M-Ma, I'll be leaving now," I stammered when I suddenly saw her open her eyes. She was looking at me the same way she does; as though I was a mere nuisance all my life to her.
"It's better if you don't come back anymore, Nazi," she retorted and immediately got up from the bed. She quickly passed by my side and left the room.
Why does she treat me like this? What did I do wrong to deserve this? She doesn't even treat my sibling like this so why?
I bit my lip and turned towards her direction.
"I... I might come back a week later because I have a lot of deadlines to attend to." I followed her from across the dining table and saw her pouring a glass of water for herself.
After a few seconds, she lifted her gaze to look at me with a glare; almost as though she wanted me dead.
"I'll repeat myself for once, kid," she started. "I don't care whether you come back or not, better if you don't even show your face to me anymore!" she continued. She then closes the distance between the two of them. "I don't need your money nor your help, I can live on my own; you're just a big hindrance to us here!"
With her index finger, she roughly pushed it across my forehead as tears started to form on my dark grayish eyes.
"I can't even understand why you're trying to squeeze yourself in this family! Don't you know that you're the reason why Mario died; why this family fell into crimples because of your existence?" Her voice started rising as she threw daggers with her eyes. "You shouldn't have been born at all!"
My legs felt as though it wanted to crumble at that moment. My chest was tightening while my body was shaking nonstop.
She was not contented and even mocked me with a laugh. "If only you weren't born..." she mumbles and pushes me right across the floor.
At that moment, my hands wanted to do something involuntarily but I stopped it. I was scared that I might end up hurting her, the way she's doing it to me.
"I...I'm sorry." Those were the only words that came out of my mouth as I roughly closed my eyes.
"You're a good for nothing brat!" she shouted followed by throwing the plastic vase display on the dining table and the figurines flashed a top of the television.
"Mario could have been alive if it weren't for you! He wouldn't have come back to that rotten house on fire if it weren't for you getting stuck inside! I don't like you! Even if you die working, I will never ever like you! You won't be able to bring back the dead! You're the reason why our lives right now are as miserable as a rat!" she continued, her voice stammering. "If... If it weren't for you... and your stupidity..." she paused for a second and stared at me with a glare again. "... You're the epitome of this family's misfortune!"
With every object thrown across the place, I tried my best to dodge all of it but I know I sustained some injuries.
Every day, my life had been like this. My mother hated me more than a wound could hurt me. And if you ask me, no scar can be worse compared to the one my mother implanted me: all her hatred, her rage, her blaming... this is more than a healing could do.
Fiero, my sibling, on the other hand doesn't care much at all. He's always asleep and if not, uninterested to talk to me.
It's as if I am a stranger, an outsider in this family. I know it hurts, I know it fucking hurts but... I guess I started feeling numbed.
Who wouldn't be hurt anyway? I am the one to work yet I don't receive at least an appreciation, contrary to it, they wanted me out, dead even.
I can't even understand why my sibling feels the same way. He doesn't hurt me but the way he treats me changed when our father died. He acts cold and would not like to talk to me at all.
What wrong have I ever done to deserve this?
"All of this are not even enough in exchange of Mario's life! You should have been the one to die!"
I lowered my gaze on the ground as I finally broke down into tears. It feels as if my own mother is trying to strangle me to death with her words.
After a long while, I finally stood up from where I was sitting and wiped off the tears in my eyes. "I-I'll be leaving now, Mom. Please lock the door," I said, stammering. My voice was now weakened and how it wanted to crack.
When I finally turned the doorknob open and immediately made my way to close the door, I looked at her one last time.
In her eyes, I was only a big hurdle in this family; an explicit example of something they wish to get rid of. A tear fell down my eye as I finally closed the door. And when I now turned away from the house, I hurried down the gate and ran towards the tricycle area.
I hailed a vehicle and there, I sobbed nonstop.
How it hurts to be treated like this.
I'm sure the door to our house broke down again from the loud slamming of her hands across the doorknob.
"Sir, please take me to the TNG," I said and gave him twenty pesos. After a while, the tricycle engine started and we were now on our way towards my work.
Truthfully, I didn't want to work there at all. I didn't want to stay there and work my ass off every day but I have no choice. I was an undergraduate. Because we lost our breadwinner, I have to be the one to work, to put money on the table for my mother and my brother, Fiero.
A sigh escaped my lips when the tricycle finally stopped in front of an establishment. It was filled with lights circulating the place, enough to rid of the coldness I felt from my family.
Just as I made my way towards the place, I could immediately feel the steaming hot aura of the club. This is the place where all rich men gather to entertain themselves. This is where they waste their money for nothing but bedding.
My bare skin could feel the smoke from across the cigarette of those I met outside. I could also feel the loud banging noise coming from the background music. And how everyone, women such as I am, doing the same thing to fend for their families.
I am a dancer here. I earn loads of money just by swaying my body to the sound of the music. The boss happens to notice me one day at the scourging hot weather and offered me to work here. He said that my eyes were as beautiful as a gem and how my posture was like someone from a rich family despite coming from the poor.
And because I wanted a good life for my family, I chose to sell myself. No one knew of this, except for myself, my co-workers and my boss. All my mother and Fierio thought of is that I work as a call center agent that's why I always leave the house at night.
When I was now at the entrance of the establishment, I let out another sigh. I let any man touch, kiss and finger me but I've never once allowed anyone to go any further than that. I'm not ready to bear the consequences of getting laid. I can't even vision myself having sex with several men every day. I'm still not that determined to go further than where I am.
"Oh Nazi, there you are! We've been looking all over for you! You better get changed now since there are already a lot of people waiting for you. After dancing on the main stage, you'll be going to the private room 7 to dance for him," said Papi, a gay in charge of women like me.
This place is not just a simple place with a beer house attached to the building. Instead, this is an establishment owned by my boss with drugs being offered on the other room. He makes sure that the drug users are protected by their families so that no problems could arise.
Avignon, it is a well-known surname from across our town. They owe huge businesses and could flaunt their riches as if it were just something they could sprinkle the lower people such as I am. Rumors say that they are the second richest family next to the Montezur due to the issues of illegal drugs but they're still successful.
"Papi, what am I suppose to wear?" I asked when we were now at the dressing room. It just so happens that my boss's daughter is also here, Santana Barbara. She was staring at me as though something caught her eye.
I was not mistaken when she closed the distance between the two of them and she spoke.
"How are you, Nazi Santimoral?" she asks and looked at me from head to toe. She then raised one of her eyebrows and signed to Papi to take a step back.
I only lowered my head and tried to hide the nervousness in my face. I heard that if she doesn't like the person, she immediately pulls her gun out and shots that person death with no further warnings. I wouldn't want that at all.
"So, it's true," she suddenly says while staring at my dark grayish eyes. She was looking at me as though she was trying to confirm something before her eyes lowered towards my lips.
"W-What do you mean, Lord Santana?" I asked and immediately looked at the ground again. I couldn't help but feel nervous since I'm just talking to the daughter of my boss.
"Nothing, get up and you still have things to do," she ordered and quickly turned away from me. She then passes by and was about to leave when she stopped again. She puts something across the table and then spoke again.
"This is my calling card, if you need any help, call me." After that, she finally left.
"You're alive, Nazi!" Papi said once the door finally closed.
I thought for a second there, it was now my time to die. Gladly, it wasn't.
I hid her calling card inside the pocket of my jacket and turned to look at him with a smile on my face.
"I thought for a second there, you'd be a goner! I was so nervous while looking at Lord Santana but rumors says that her brother is much more insane, that man named Lord Christ! They say he'd do everything to kill while Lord Santana will silently finish you off! But wait... do you even know Lord S?" he asks after a long narration.
"We were classmates at a major subject when were still in the university and if I'm not mistaken, we sometimes pass by each other," I stated. "I can't believe that he is actually a person like this, of course I was scared and at the same thing, felt awkward."
I removed the ponytail gripping through my hair which Papi fixed. He made sure to curl the ends of my locks and then asked me to wear a sexy two-piece and a half-mask across my face.
"Papi, I'm still nervous despite being here for already three months," I said and could hear my stilettos gliding towards the floor of the room. We were now walking at the backstage of the place.
"Don't be, Nazi. Just dance like you usually do and make sure to do better so that you won't lose your life."
I only shook my head.
Coincidentally, it was now my time to dance and the music switched to a new one. I let out a deep sigh before mumbling to myself.
"For my mother and my brother, Fierio," I said and now emerged from the back of the curtains.
When I know started moving my hips to the rhyme of the music, I could feel my hair turning dancing as well. You could say that it has its own life, trying to follow through my rhyme.
As my body could feel the warmth from across my movements, I could hear the loud cheering and the sound of money clanging at the bottom of the main stage. There were a lot of men hungrily looking at me, one as though they wanted to have a night with me.
For all those times I served myself in front of them, I could still not remove the fear and grossness in my system. I could still feel myself scared that they were looking at me as though they wanted to gobble me alive.
After a while, I pulled the string attached to my top and let the cloth fall down. Just as I did so, my eyes immediately fall towards a man who was looking down. He had a strong built for a man wearing office attire.
His hair was a mess with a blonde and black mixed together, he also had a fair complexion or so I think? I can't tell because of the lights reflecting all of us.
I was surprised when the man also turned to look at me, leading me to pulling onto my bra and finally threw it on the floor. The men who were still looking at me ended up pulling and fighting over my piece of cloth while the man didn't leave his eyesight to me.
For some reason, it was full of a fiery desire; a ball of fire, wanting to lure me towards his arms. At that moment, I was able to see his full image; a man with such beautiful feature. He looked like a foreigner with the shape of his face, pointy nose and alluring lips.
It's a good thing that Papi told me to wear contact lens since I can't see on the dark.
The song was now close to end when I finally decided to come down from the stage. Everyone wanted to touch me, especially with my top off. The only thing that could cover my torso was nipple tapes.
I slowly made my way towards the man and stared right across his eyes. I thought he'd stare at my body but all this time, he was only trying to get to know me with my face.
Is he trying to distinguish who I am?
I moved my body near him and licked his neck up towards his ear. I then playfully bit and saw that he enjoyed it.
He asked me to sit on his lap which I did and after a little while, I suddenly felt as though something was bulging close to my buttocks.
Immediately, the warmth from my body rose to my face. It was embarrassing.
"Gorgeous," he whispered that made me stand up quickly. His husky voice close to my ear felt ticklish, I couldn't help but feel different. Coincidentally, the song finally ended and it was now my time to go to the VIP room to dance for a different customer.
After rising to my feet, I quickly turned away and walked towards the backstage, only to see Papi on the other side.
"You were so hot there! There was a lot of money down on the stage before you exited! Anyway, let's wrap this up before the customer on the private room gets impatient," he says and quickly pulls me for preparation.
My eyes turned one last time towards the man's position earlier, he was already gone.
I heaved a sigh. Why am I even looking back? It's just a customer, he probably already left.
There was no point in hoping.
"Hey, wait for a second! You're pulling me as though you want us to fly, girl!" I exclaimed to Papi while pulling onto my new lingerie and stockings.
"Make sure to fix your mask and bring your contact lenses at all times! You should also watch for your toes and avoid planting your face down on the floor!" he continued to remind me, making me laugh. There were no people across the place and only the two of us were walking down the long hallway.
"Oh wait! Why don't I put some oil on your boobs so that it may make it more thrilling?" he said and immediately put lubricant on my skin.
God, this gay is killing me!
I rolled my eyes at him.
"Make it faster, Papi! He might be there already!" I complained while he laughed at me.
He was as though love struck for a second before gazing upward. "They say that your customer is a huge time investor! You should do your best , okay?" he reminds. "They say that he's a bachelor so this is... uhmm... pak, pak, pak... Perfect!"
I only shook my head at him and then grabbed onto this cheeks.
"Girl, I'm sure whether they enjoy being with me, they'll still choose those who are like them, okay?" I said.
Just as we were conversing, someone from behind us fake coughed, signing that we should hurry up.
"Alright, everything's done now! Girl, go and exit na!" Papi said and finally pushed me.
"Ouch!" I mumbled, complaining. He only laughed at me.
"Go already!" he adds which made me roll my eyes onto the other side.
As I started walking away towards the back door and onto the room beside the beer house, I saw the same button I have always pushed.
It was a red round button. When I pressed it down on the wall, the music immediately started and I was engulfed by the deafening sound of the song.
Now playing: Body party
By: Ciara
Yeah, right there
No, right there
I was having fun
I hope you're having fun too.
The hallway I was walking felt longer than it usually did. And the more I took a step, the more I noticed that the lights became dim.
Once I stopped at the very end, I managed to swallow the lump on my throat.
I was now staring at a figure from the other side of the curtains with somewhat a drink in his hand.
I started to dance my way on the other side and tried to enchant him the way I could. He could see my every move with the lights reflecting my shadow on the curtains and how I was trying to seduce him.
My body is your party, baby
Nobody's invited but you baby
I can do it slow now, tell me what you want
Baby put your phone down, you should turn it off
Cause tonight it's going, tell your boys it's going down
We in the zone now, don't stop
After a long while, I started to slowly emerge from the curtains and with closed eyes, flexibly enjoyed the sound of the music. The way my hips grinded, my fingers following and my torso swaying, I slowly tried to feel his presence.
This is just a job. I have to make sure not to make a mistake to avoid angering the customer. I have to be good.
I have to be seductive; beautiful.
I raised my arms into the thin air and moved my body to the rhyme of the music.
And when I finally opened my eyes, I was suddenly taken aback. My body felt so hot as I stared right through his orbs.
It was the same man I danced along earlier on the main stage.
Is this just a coincidence or...
The corner of his lips curled upward before he licked it.
Just the mere thought of him staring right at me sends shiver down my spine.
It feels as though he is already undressing me.
You can't keep your hands off me, touch me right there, rock my body
I can't keep my hands off you; your body is my party
I'm doing this dance for you
Your body's my party, let's get it started
Despite the surprise look on my face, I managed to immediately get back on my tracks and swayed my hips towards his direction. I slowly closed the distance between us and calmed my racing heart.
Truthfully, just staring right at those may make my knees weakened but I have to do a good job.
As though something was different than usual, I crawled down on the floor and let him wait.
I don't know what I was thinking back then but seeing him anticipating, waiting for me sent me butterflies on my stomach.
When I finally reached the end of his shoes, I travelled my hands onto his foot up to his legs and then his knees.
I made sure to lean forward and licked my lips as I stared right through his eyes. The way I leaned in, in an attempt to kiss him and then immediately back away, I bit my lip.
I wanted to arouse him more. I want him to feel that I could no longer hold back as well.
Our eyesight was leveled as I put force onto his knees. I know by this movement, I could get all his attention onto my face.
I don't know what was wrong with me; why my body was automatically moving on its own. All I know is that I feel so hot and I would like for him to touch me.
My eyes slowly lowered from his eyes onto his lips and then towards his Adams apple.
I swallowed another lump on my throat.
What a sexy man.
As I let him watch me make my move, I could see and feel it that he wanted to touch me. He was about to move his hands when it balled into a fist.
It looked like he wanted me to do more and I flashed him my sweetest smile and then got up from him.
I slowly walked away from his stature and then bent my body, exposing my buttocks.
Boy you should know that your love is always on my mind
I'm not gonna fight it, i want it all the time
Boy you should know that your love is always on my mind
And i can't deny it, i want you, i want you
I can't lie, i won't lie, it's amazing
My faces, the places, you're taking me
I then slid my hands across my two thighs and made sure that my legs are spread evenly.
With my eyes not leaving his, I had one of my hands travel towards my womanhood and licked my lower lip.
Just the thought that I am doing this in front of a man made me feel hot and intoxicated. I haven't even drunk anything yet I'm this different.
When I finally turned back on him, I noticed that he was now pouring another drink for himself. His eyes were still glued on me and so a smirk crept into my face as I started walking back to him.
I then slid my hands across his neck and then circled towards his back. I had my hands swaying towards his broad shoulders and then down to his torso, making me feel his hard lumps of chest.
Damn. It feels so hot to the touch.
Just as I was about to remove my hands, I was surprised to feel him grip onto my two hands and then let it slide towards his abdomen. The way my hands sensed those hard lumps of abs while my chest grinded towards his head, I let out a moan.
Baby take your time now, there's no need to rush
We can go another round, if that what you want
Cause tonight it's going down, yeah you know it's going down
We in the zone now, don't stop
I don't know what came over me but because of that moan, I heard a chuckle escape his lips. He was amused that I was immediately aroused by his touch.
He then pulled me closer and licked the side of my cheek followed by nibbling on my ear.
Shit.
Thousands of bolts immediately sparked my skin as I felt him closer to me. The way he was starting to caress me, I couldn't help but whimper.
I bit my lip.
I wanted more. I could feel my body wanting more.
He let me traced my hands towards his lower region until I could feel his V-line and because of this, my chest also implanted itself closer to his shoulders making me shiver.
"Shit." Surprised that he suddenly let out a cold curse, my body became more reactive.
His husky voice near my ear made me feel hypnotized. He was driving my body insane as I felt my body engulfed by warmth.
You can't keep your hands off me, touch me right there rock my body
I can't keep my hands off you; your body is my party
I'm doing this little dance for you
You got me so excited
Now it's just me and you
Your body's my party, let's get it started
My eyes automatically closed on its own when I felt his grip get rougher.
What is he going to do? Is he going to put my hands lower until I could feel his--
As another moan escaped my lips, I suddenly heard a weak laughter close to my ear. It was him.
I immediately opened my eyes, only to see him staring at me. So all this time, he was watching the reaction on my face?
"Fuck, you're cute!" he weakly cussed at me before releasing my hands.
And because of that, I was able to move my hands back to his chest. I sucked my index finger for a second and then used it to wipe his lips.
It was at that moment when I finally noticed that he was already at his limit.
Without further ado, he immediately pulled onto my forearm and let me sit on his thigh. I could feel the lump in between his legs while it grinded roughly onto my womanhood.
Damn.
He was not contented and also sucked onto his finger before sliding it across the corner of my lip down to my chin, chest, abdomen and then lastly... my cavern.
When he strokes it gently, it was already wet and hot to the touch. As he moved his finger, a moan escaped my lips while my hands were ay my back, holding onto his knees.
He continued to touch me; feeling my outside as I let out small moans.
It looked like he was enjoying it, seeing the reaction on my face.
Boy you should know that your love is always on my mind
Im not gonna fight it, i want it all the time
Boy you should know that your love is always on my mind
And i can't deny it, i want you, i want you
Damn that song, it just goes perfectly well with what we're doing.
The room was filled with the erotic smell of love making when I felt his left hand support my waist and the other travelling towards my underwear. He then put his hand inside and felt my pearl from the inside.
"Uhmm," I moaned, my eyes squinting. I could feel his hand travelling up and down yet at the same time teasing me.
It looks like he enjoys seeing the reaction on my face; my body screaming, wanting more.
"A-Ack!" I let out a squeal when I felt his grip tighten. My sweat was already pouring down from my forehead to my chest while my insides were throbbing.
When I couldn't take it any longer, with my eyes slowly opening and looking directly onto his face, I bit my lower lip.
"Uhh, please," I begging said which made him smirk ridiculously.
And because of that, he inserted his middle finger inside and let me feel the arousing take over me.
My hands automatically gripped tighter onto his thighs, not knowing what to do.
His finger inside of me, made me so riled up that I couldn't think straight at all.
This isn't my first time getting fingered but for some reason, this man is so different.
My womanhood throbbed on its own, not wanting to let go off him. With his every thrust inside, I let out ridiculous moans that I have never done before.
"F-Fuck," I cussed underneath my breath.
The things I wanna do to you
My body's calling you
I'm having so much fun with you
Now it's just me on you
Your body's my party; let's get it started, oh.
"Your body is my party, let's get it started." He copied the last lyric of the song and how he huskily whispered on my ear. He then thrusted his middle finger at the deepest part of my region and I let out my most horrendous moan.
Shit, he's only using his finger yet I'm already this riled up.
When he thrusted it faster and faster, I could feel the lump on his thighs get grinded within my ass. This feeling just let me get aroused more.
"Oh God, please, deeper," I pleaded him and with cracked voice moaned once more.
Two fingers were now inside of me and because of his continued thrusting, I feel like sooner or later might cum already.
"Damn, you're so sexy," he whispers once again which brought shivers down my spine. "I want you," he added that made my cheeks redden.
It was a good thing I was wearing a half mask.
"A-Ahh!" I was planning to answer his words but because I couldn't take it any longer, I only kept whimpering.
It feels as though I reached the heavens for the seventh time now.
Just as I was about cling onto his neck, I was surprised to feel him lift my waist up high. His lips were now leveled to my womanhood as he started licking it.
S-Shit!
My hands continued to grip onto his thighs as he continued to do as he pleases.
"S-Sir, Aaah!"
His slippery tongue inside of me made me feel ridiculous. The way it continued to send shiver down my spine and his hot saliva engulfing me, I clung onto dear God; his fucking knees.
After that long while, he suddenly put me down and cupped my cheeks, swallowing my lips.
He roughly kissed me; deep and torrid that I couldn't breathe properly.
It felt as though he had been longing all this time.
Just as we were getting deeper and deeper into the sensation, a voice suddenly shouted.
"Hey, it's my turn!" the man said which made both of us stop. I quickly stood up from the man earlier and with reddened face started walking away.
His time has now stopped and I have to attend to a different customer now.
Once I was now standing in front of him, I gently let my hand slide across his angered manhood and with a smirk, walked away.
I went back from behind the curtains and just I felt myself still tingling from the inside, I searched from my friend Papi.
He wasn't anywhere to be found except for another woman in service for another man.
I immediately ran towards the dressing room, removed my contact lenses and mask before staring at myself on the mirror.
The way he left me traces of himself and my face still flushed red, "Shit," I cussed under my breath.
He was so handsome, even at such a dark place!
Meanwhile,
The man, who was left on the room, clenched his hand into a fist.
Damn it!
She left because of that asshole!
If only I knew that he only rented one song, I could have rented more!
I only stole another man's spot to have my way with her.
Damn it! It wasn't enough!
I wanted to break her hips until she begged me to stop.
And the way her eyes would continuously look at me as she screams my name, fuck!
I punched the table across the room before leaving the place.
I plan to wait on the parking lot and see her for myself. I want to look at that woman's face without a mask on.
After a few minutes of waiting, I wasn't mistaken.
A woman suddenly emerged out of the back of the beer house, dressed in a simple jacket, shorts, sneakers and a messy bun.
I can't be mistaken, it's her; the way her figure shows so goddamn well.
She was wearing nerdy glasses on her face.
"Hey!" I shouted, coming near her direction. The woman suddenly stops and looks at me for a while.
"Y-Yes?" she asks, her voice stammering. Now, that I'm looking st her closely, she had gray eyes.
A grin flashed onto my lips but didn't make it obvious enough.
"No, it's nothing," I said. "Sorry, I must have made a mistake. I thought you were my friend," I lied.
And once she turned her back on me, she immediately walked away and disappeared from my sight.
Damn, she looked like a living angel.
What the fuck was she doing in this kind of place?
Why is she working here?
Fuck, Rome Daveid Montezur... what are you thinking? And why do you care?
I woke up from the loud noise and the light reflecting my eyes. Just like what I told my mother last night, I didn't come home. I went to the apartment I rented and slept there the following end of my shift.
Ever since I worked on that place, I made sure to take my own apartment since there will be times where I may end up in a huge dispute with my mom. Besides, all of my things are here, even the strap I use whenever I dance on the club.
"Nazi, can I please get your share of the rent already? I lost at the gambling station because my wife scolded me again." The voice was followed by a knock on the door. It was Aling Nena's husband.
I lazily grabbed my wallet from the inside of my purse and took out the three thousand bill, I got last night. It was a tip I got from my service. This is just a bonus, my salary at the club differs every night.
"Mang Gabo, here's my sure. I'm sorry," I said and with an embarrassed look on my face, reached out my hand to give him the money.
"Thanks," he replied followed by immediately turning his back on me. I, on the other hand closed the door.
I'm sure his wife's going to get mad at me again but what should I do? He's already here to collect my share.
The only time I could go home is when I'm able to pay for our electrical and water bill followed by grocery allowance every week. But since my mother's temper is getting worst, I have no choice but to stay here.
My father's death anniversary is fast approaching that's why I know why she's acting like that.
I just lowered my gaze on the ground when I suddenly felt my phone vibrating. I quickly checked who it was, only to see Papi's name written on it.
This is a first.
Usually, he'd be with his boyfriend, at this hour; the bouncer of the club.
I answered the call and put my phone across my ear.
"What do you want?" I asked on the other line while combing my hair with my finger.
"Girl, someone reserved you again! Make sure to come to the club early today! They mentioned that the person who rented you, took you for a one week reservation!"
My eyes widened for a second before a smile drew on my lips.
What?
"You're going to earn loads of money again! Big time!" Papi added which made me shook my head.
"Alright, alright, I got it. I'm sure the two of you are enjoying your time right now," I said.
"Whatever! He actually sucked me earlier and ugh! But still, I prefer his hole so--"
"That's so gross! Okay, bye!" My forehead was creasing when I clicked the end button.
Damn, sometimes, I don't know how I became friends with him.
A sigh escaped my lips when my thoughts returned to Papi's words earlier.
Who would rent me so far as to take one week?
A smile was flashed onto my lips as I stared at my cabinet. The clothes across my room were filled of dresses with such sexy touches to it.
What should I wear later?
As my hands slid through the cabinet to search for some clothes, I noticed a simple sleeveless crop top and high-waisted short. I took the two from the shelves and partnered it with my old school vans.
This was a pair of shoes I've been keeping for years.
I was planning to go to school today to enroll myself since I'm able to get sufficient money for my first semester plus, a regular job where I could continue to earn.
I quickly hit the showers and dried my hair. I then put a lip balm onto my lips to avoid it from getting dry. Papi mentioned it before that I have such dry lips and so I have to use it at all times.
When I was done, I also grabbed my glasses and put it across my eyes. My eyesight has never been that good. If I don't wear it, I have a hard time reading, especially those which are plastered faraway.
I wore my backpack around my shoulders and let my hair sway down onto my back.
"Aling Nena, your husband already collected my fee today. I already paid him up, I'll be going now," I said shortly and with that, the look on her face sunk and she immediately went to their room. They'll probably argue again.
I didn't want them to fight but if I don't tell her, there is a chance that I might pay double the rent; that would be ridiculous.
When I finally went out of the door, I noticed the dark sky. It's not raining but it seems that it will in the coming hour.
...
"Nazi, you're finally here! We have been dead worry about you!" It was Jana who spoke, she was wearing civilian since it's a free day today.
"Yes, I was actually planning to enroll today and shift courses." Just as I said those words, I was suddenly greeted by Dana with a tight embrace.
She was wearing her hair into pigtails while wearing a cheer dance uniform.
She then sat across the grassy field of the university.
"Ugh! I don't want this anymore, the training is so hard!"
A smile flashed through my lips as Effryn also gave me a hug from behind. It looked like he also smelled my shampoo from across my hair.
It's a good thing I took a shower.
"E-Effryn what are you doing? That's so embarrassing!" I complained although they only chuckled. He only tightened his grip around my back.
It's embarrassing because he is from a rich family plus he's one of the soccer stars of our team! I'm just trying to avoid any scenes so that I wouldn't get caught up in some sort of a love affair or something.
"I miss you, Nazi. You never replied to any of my texts nor calls," he said. "I told you, I'll support you financially because I wouldn't want to see you suffering from work," he added. I was still trying to remove his hands around my neck.
Tss. This man.
I wasn't able to remove it anymore when he buried his head onto my neck.
I let out a deep sigh. "You don't have to do that, Effryn," I said. I could feel his breath against my skin. "Firstly, we're not lovers, alright? And second, I am not your responsibility."
I suddenly heard my friends go "Oww," as I rolled my eyes on the other side.
"Looks like you got roasted again, Go." It was Shana who spoke. "You have been courting her for a year now yet it doesn't look like she's interested in you," she added.
My eyes widened for a second because of her words. It might hurt Effryn's feelings and so I immediately cut in.
"It's not that I don't like him, alright?" I said in defense. "I...I just became busy. I had no choice but to become the bread winner of our family, I have to earn money for my allowance, our everyday expenses and for my brother's tuition," I explained. At that moment, he finally lets go off me from behind and then walks to my side. He then put his arm around my shoulders.
I put on a wry smile.
If only, he knows what work I do at night... he'll probably walk away and never turn back anymore.
My forehead creased when I noticed all of them laugh at my words. What's funny?
"But still, Effryn is stuck in friend zone, Nazi," Dana exclaimed. "He's crazy when it comes to you, pretty girl with gray eyes," she teases. She then takes a sip of a beer in a can.
My friends are actually related to each other; they all cousins and if you compare my life to them, they wouldn't wish for anything else. They have everything; a perfect life with no financial worries.
"I'm okay with it guys, it doesn't matter," he suddenly cuts in. "As long as she's with me, I'm alright." Because of his words, it felt a little hot. I avoided I contact with him and turned away. It's probably because everyone is teasing us. Damn.
Just as everyone on our circle of friends laughed, a voice suddenly interrupts my thoughts. Effryn was talking but it seemed as though I couldn't understand anything at those few seconds.
"She's mine," the man utters as my eyes landed on him. He was leaning on his car while staring right back at me.
When I confirmed that he was indeed talking about me, a shiver ran down my spine. A smirk crept into his lips which made my throat feel dry.
He still hadn't move away from his car nor flinched at all.
Who the hell is that man?
"Hey Nazi, are you okay? We've been teasing you and Effryn yet you're just there spacing out." Effryn pulled her out of her own thoughts as a flash of a camera suddenly catches my attention.
It was Dana. For some reason, they were all closing onto the two of us, including Effryn's teammates.
"Change your clothes, Effryn," I said. I did my best not to show that I was affected by their action. The man only nods his head and then put his chin across my shoulders. "What?" I asked, looking at him.
"It's nothing," he said.
"Go and take a shower already. Make sure to change your clothes before going to the admin," I added and immediately stepped away from him. I started walking away.
"Wait! I'll escort you once I finish taking a shower!" I didn't argue with him anymore despite wanting to refuse. I know he'll just keep insisting himself and so I have no choice but to stay quiet and nod my head.
...
"Nazi, good thing you came early today! Come here and we'll put your skin into a massage first!" Papi immediately exclaimed, the moment I entered the backdoor of the building.
"Wait a second, girl! Let me fix myself first!" I replied and then put down my things. "I just came from the university. I'll be going to school again starting next month," I proudly announced.
"That's great news! It's a good thing you made a choice. You shouldn't hope for your future in here since you'll need a secured job with a proper income! Plus, you have to learn how to dance first, said the Madam!" He then pulls me towards another room.
The only clothes I am wearing are sports bra and sweat shorts. This is the usual clothing I wear since whenever I dance, I have to strip for a tease.
"I'll go out for a few minutes, I need to fix something," Papi says. "Just remember, after two songs go to the third floor immediately, alright?" I only nodded my head as an agreement and started my warming up.
I was staring at my reflection on the mirror.
Truthfully, if you look at me, I have some curves I could be proud of. It is something I carefully treasure and how I have underdeveloped abs. Looking closely to my selective regions, you can notice my waist which looks wider than usual and my buttocks with a size of 38.
My eyes then landed towards my chest; a size of 36B.
Meanwhile, even if my room isn't air-conditioned, my skin is as smooth as a porcelain and as white as milk. My hair, on the other hand is soft and curly at the edges and eyes that looked beautiful, especially when reflected by the sun rays; a color of gray hues.
As I removed my eyeglasses, I placed it at the corner of my clothes. I always remove it whenever I dance since it may get in the way or might fall while I move around.
There is a chair at the middle of the room where I practice dancing. I imagine a man sitting there, watching my actions as I move around. I started flexing my body, sliding, seducing.
This is my daily routine; a practice where I chant man in my thoughts.
I'm already used to this since I've been doing it for a while now; deluding of a man, wanting to touch and have his way on me, it's no longer hard.
After a long while, I darted my eyes on the chair and walked as though someone was watching me. I slowly crept down to reach my foot and then touched my upper body with my hands. When my limbs touched the garter of my shorts, I immediately swayed my waist on the side and run towards the chair to grind my ass.
Just as I was practicing, my thoughts suddenly brought me towards that night. My body suddenly became hot and I could remember everything we did; the way he touched and teased me, the way he looked at me, everything.
I unconsciously bit my lower lip and roughly walked away from the chair. I turned away from it and then twerk. This is actually the first time I did it and I didn't think it would be successful.
After that, I lifted my thigh and then circled towards the chair. I moved my body to the rhyme of the music and entrancingly swayed. It was something that all men's eyes wouldn't want to miss.
Something that would make them beg me to be with them.
It's a good thing that I know how to dance since if not for that, they wouldn't have had a choice and just throw me on an empty room and have several men have their ways with me.
I also do not want that to happen and so I've worked hard improving and dancing.
Just as I closed my eyes to feel the music flow through my movement, a voice suddenly interrupted me.
"Wow, you're great!" With a surprised look on my face, I immediately widened my eyes and turned around. It was a man with a proud look on his face, clapping. He was wearing long sleeve and fitted jeans; a man with a messy hair.
"L-Lord Christ?" When I finally recognized the person, I couldn't help but stammer, mentioning his name. He was smirking at me before he threw a bottle of water.
"T-Thank you," I replied.
The man then turns towards his friend which again stunned me.
This time, I couldn't utter a word as he enters the room with the boss' son.
"What can you say, Dave?" Christ says to his friend.
He was the inspiration to my dancing earlier. He's actually friends with him?
"She's good, I like the way she dances," the man called Dave commented and then looked directly into my eyes. "She moves as though she has it natural." A devilish grin then emerged onto his lips that made me feel a shiver down my spine.
The way he's just looking at me, gave my body the warmth, I couldn't ask for more.
Fuck.
"I want."