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Claimed By The  Forbidden Crown

Claimed By The Forbidden Crown

Author: Connie Clarke
Genre: Fantasy
THE CROWN MARKED ME FOR DEATH. THE PRINCE CLAIMED ME AS HIS OWN. AND NEITHER OF US REMEMBERS WHY HE HAS KILLED ME BEFORE. The night I touched the Forbidden Crown, it branded my throat with a royal mark. By dawn, Prince Lucien Draven, the kingdom's feared heir who was supposed to be dead, had returned from exile. In front of the entire royal court, he looked me in the eyes and declared five words that destroyed my life. "She belongs to the Crown." Suddenly, I was no longer the scholarship girl everyone could humiliate. I was the girl every prince wanted to possess, every noble wanted silenced, and every royal guard had orders to keep alive. Including Lucien. Especially Lucien. The cold-hearted prince insists I must stay close to him if I want to survive. He refuses to explain why my mark burns whenever he touches me, why he looks at me like a ghost he has spent centuries mourning, or why an ancient voice calls me Queen Elara in my dreams. Then I discover the truth about the girls who carried my mark before me. Not one survived. And the closer I get to Lucien, the more my memories begin to disappear. He says he will protect me. But what if he is the reason I keep dying? Five hundred years ago, a queen sacrificed herself to imprison a catastrophe inside a crown. History remembers her as a monster. The kingdom fears her return. And the crown? It has been waiting for me. Now I must uncover the truth about the prince who claims me, the queen whose face I wear, and the forbidden love that has ended in blood in every life before this one. Because the crown does not mark the women it loves. IT MARKS THE ONES IT MUST DESTROY.
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Chapter 1 The Night the Crown Chose Me

"Tell them you didn't touch it!"

Rowan caught my arm before I could open my mouth, his fingers digging into my sleeve with the kind of grip that wasn't about stopping me from moving - it was about stopping me from speaking. I stared at him. In the ten minutes since the mark had burned itself onto my throat, he had managed royal guards, silenced three advisers, and positioned himself between me and the king with the practiced efficiency of a man who had handled disasters before breakfast. Through all of it, he had looked irritated. Inconvenienced. Vaguely bored. He had not looked frightened until this exact moment, and that frightened me more than anything else in the room.

"Why would I tell them I didn't touch it?" I asked, keeping my voice low because the nearest guard was close enough to hear us breathing. "I did touch it."

"Because the truth will get you killed."

I searched his face for the part where he told me he was exaggerating. It didn't come. "The court doesn't execute students for handling old artifacts," I said. "Half the professors at this academy would give up their tenure to get near that crown. Nobody arrests people for touching relics."

"Nobody else awakened one."

"I didn't know I could!"

"And you think the king is going to ask for your side of the story before he decides what you are?"

I pulled my arm free and looked toward the throne, where King Aldric sat watching us with the expression of a man who had already reached a verdict and was simply waiting for the room to catch up. The royal hall felt smaller than it had an hour ago, the walls closer, the candlelight thicker. Every adviser, every guard, every noble pressed along its edges was watching me the way people watch something dangerous that hasn't moved yet.

I pressed two fingers against my throat. The mark curved from just below my jaw toward my collarbone, interlocking lines that glowed faintly beneath my skin like embers that hadn't finished burning. I had tried rubbing it away twice. Both times the pain was sharp enough to make my eyes water. Whatever it was, it had followed me up from the sealed chamber beneath the academy, through two locked doors, and into the most public room in the kingdom - visible to everyone and a mystery to no one except me.

Three years. That was how long I had spent earning my place at Velmora Royal Academy, swallowing the particular cruelty that wealthy people reserved for scholarship students who had the audacity to want things. I had endured professors who graded me harder because proving me wrong felt like restoring the natural order. I had smiled through dinners where I wasn't permitted at the main table, kept my records clean, my temper mostly leashed, and my head down, because the alternative was losing the only future I had built with my own hands.

I was not about to confess to a crime I didn't understand simply because powerful people had decided to be afraid of me.

"No," I told Rowan.

His jaw tightened. "Aria-"

"Tell me what I'm confessing to, and I'll consider it. Until then, no."

Before he could argue, the king rose from his throne.

"Bring the girl forward."

Two guards moved toward me. Rowan stepped between us, which surprised me enough that I almost forgot to be angry. The king's expression made it clear the interruption was not welcome.

"Commander. Step aside."

"Your Majesty, the mark hasn't been examined. We don't yet know what it-"

"The crown has already told us what we need to know."

A senior adviser swept forward with the energy of a man who had been waiting for exactly this moment. "The appearance of the mark is consistent with historical precedent. The bearer must be confined until the Council can determine whether she poses a threat to the succession."

Confined. The word landed somewhere between my ribs and refused to move.

"For how long?" I asked.

Nobody answered.

"Excuse me. I asked a question."

The nearest guard reached for my wrist, and the mark erupted. I didn't choose it, didn't plan it - one moment his fingers were closing around my arm and the next the pain drove me to my knees and a sound came out of me I would have been ashamed of if I hadn't been too busy trying to stay upright. The guard stumbled back, clutching his own arm. The nobles nearest us scattered in a rush of silk and startled whispers. Rowan caught my hand before I could press it against the mark.

"Don't touch it."

"I am not doing this on purpose," I said through my teeth. "Can someone please explain what is happening to me instead of listing things I shouldn't do?"

He let go immediately, and the look on his face was worse than the pain had been. Rowan was a man built for standing between royalty and consequences. He looked, for the first time since I had known him, unsure which side of that line I was on.

Then the king's voice cut through the murmuring.

"Where is Prince Lucien?"

The hall went quiet in a way that had nothing to do with authority. It was the silence of a name nobody had expected to hear spoken aloud. Everyone at Velmora Academy knew it - Prince Lucien Draven, the crown prince who had disappeared three years ago. Officially dead. Unofficially everything from murdered to exiled to something considerably worse, depending on who was whispering and how dark the corridor was. His name had always circled the Forbidden Crown in the ugliest rumors.

"I thought he was dead," I said.

The king looked at me the way people look at objects that have spoken out of turn. "You will speak when you are addressed."

I swallowed my reply. Not because he frightened me, but because the room had changed. People were moving toward the edges of the hall without being told to, clearing a path to the main doors that hadn't existed a moment ago.

Then the doors opened.

He wore black without ornamentation, which made him visible before anything else did. Tall, dark-haired, with a face that would have been striking if it hadn't looked so thoroughly exhausted. He didn't announce himself, didn't slow down, didn't acknowledge the people stepping out of his way. He simply walked into the hall, and the room reorganized itself around him.

The king rose halfway from his throne. "Lucien."

The prince didn't answer. His eyes found the crown first - then shifted to me. Something crossed his face that I had no framework for. Not surprise. Not the cool assessment I would have expected from a royal confronted with an unexpected problem. It was pain, raw enough to be visible from across the hall, and it disappeared so quickly I nearly convinced myself I had imagined it.

Then the mark burned.

I gasped and reached for my throat, and Lucien flinched at the exact same moment - a sharp, involuntary movement, his hand pressing flat against his own chest as though something had struck him there. The pain in my skin eased. Not gradually. Instantly, as though whatever had flared between us had distributed itself across the distance and balanced.

I stared at him.

He looked away first, and when he turned back, his expression had been rebuilt into something so controlled it might as well have been a wall. I kept staring. I couldn't help it. I had never, in my entire life, felt another person's pain. Whatever had just passed between us was not my imagination, and the fact that he was already pretending it hadn't happened made my pulse climb in a way that had nothing to do with the mark.

We moved through the next few minutes like pieces in someone else's game. Lucien argued with the king. Advisers recommended the western tower. I objected to being transported anywhere without my consent. Rowan attempted to mediate and failed. None of it mattered as much as the way Lucien kept positioning himself between me and the rest of the room without appearing to notice he was doing it.

I ended up agreeing to leave - not because anyone had convinced me, but because the mark was heating again and the alternative was staying in a room full of people who looked at me like a problem they hadn't yet decided how to solve.

"The mark is reacting," Lucien said, when I hesitated at the door.

"I'm aware. It's my throat."

"Then you understand why we need to move."

"What I understand is that I'm going somewhere I didn't choose, with a man I don't trust, because an ancient artifact has decided my skin is a good place to leave a message." I turned toward him. "I want it noted that I am deeply unhappy about all of this."

"Noted."

"And if you try to lock me somewhere-"

"I know."

"You know what? I haven't finished the sentence."

His eyes met mine, and for one unguarded second, the exhaustion underneath everything was so visible that it rearranged my anger into something more complicated. "You'll make my life miserable," he said. "I know."

"Good," I said, because I didn't have a better answer to a man who had apparently already mapped out how this argument ended.

He offered his hand.

I looked at it. Then at him. The mark pulsed beneath my fingers, hot enough to make me breathe through my teeth, and I placed my hand in his because the pain eased the instant our skin touched and that was not the kind of thing a person could ignore regardless of how much they wanted to.

We left the hall together. I told myself the quiet that settled over me whenever he was close was the mark's doing - some mechanical function of whatever connected us. Not comfort. Not relief. A physical response to a magical bond, and understanding that made it considerably easier to keep my face neutral while his thumb moved once across my knuckles in a gesture so brief it might have been accidental.

We were halfway down the corridor when every candle in the hall behind us went out.

Not one by one. All of them. Instantly, like a breath being held and then released.

Lucien's grip tightened before I even registered the darkness. He pulled me closer in the same motion, and the mark went cold against my skin - not painful, just silent, the way a warning sounds after it has finished.

Then a voice came from somewhere behind us. Not loud. Not hurried. Ancient in a way that had nothing to do with age and everything to do with waiting for something it had always known would return.

"Welcome home, my queen."

I stopped breathing.

Lucien's fingers locked around mine, and when I looked at his face, the fear there was different from every other expression I had seen on it tonight. Not the fear of danger. Not the fear of failure.

The fear of something that had already happened before.

"Don't let go," he whispered.

Chapter 2 All The Girls Who Died Before Me

The voice faded the way smoke does - not gone, exactly, just thin enough that you could pretend it wasn't there anymore.

I wasn't pretending.

Welcome home, my queen. The words sat at the base of my skull like something that had always been there and was only now making itself comfortable. I pressed my free hand against the mark, half-expecting it to respond, but it had gone quiet under my fingers, no heat, no pulse, nothing except the faint geometric lines that hadn't existed on my skin this morning and apparently had no intention of leaving.

Lucien still hadn't let go of my hand.

The guards behind us had regrouped, the nobles had returned to the hall in clusters of urgent whispering, and Rowan was somewhere at the edge of the corridor doing what he always did - standing where trouble was likely to arrive from and making himself difficult to move. None of them had reacted to the voice. Not one person in that hall had turned, startled, searched the room for a source.

"Did anyone else hear that?" I asked.

"No," Lucien said.

"So it was only for me."

"Yes."

"And you're not going to explain why."

"Not here."

He walked us forward, and I let him, which was either a sign that I was developing reasonable instincts or a sign that the fear I was managing to keep off my face had gone somewhere else entirely and settled in my legs. The corridor stretched ahead of us, wide and cold, lined on both sides with portraits of men who all had the same careful eyes and the same expression of someone accustomed to making decisions that cost other people everything.

I studied them as we passed. "Are all of them your ancestors?"

"Most."

"They all look exhausted."

"The crown does that."

I glanced at him. "Helpful information. Thank you."

His expression didn't change, but something around his eyes shifted in a way I was beginning to recognize as the closest he came to acknowledging that I'd said something worth acknowledging.

Two servants pressed against the wall to let us pass, heads lowered, and I caught the whisper between them the way you catch something falling - without thinking, purely on instinct.

Did you hear what the crown called her?

Another one.

I stopped walking.

Lucien took a half-step before he realized I wasn't beside him anymore, and when he turned, I was already looking at the servants, who had found something fascinating to study in the floor tiles. I let them stare at their shoes. It was Lucien I turned toward.

"Another one," I repeated. "That's what she said. Another one."

"Aria."

"No. Don't use my name as a redirect. You do that when you want me to stop asking something, and I'm not stopping." I kept my voice low because we were still in a corridor that amplified sound and I had already caused enough disruption for one evening. "There have been other girls. Haven't there."

It wasn't quite a question.

Lucien was quiet for long enough that the quiet became an answer.

"How many?" I asked.

"I don't have an exact number."

"Give me an approximate one."

He turned us toward a narrower corridor, away from the guards, away from the portraits, and for a moment I thought he was going to walk us somewhere else entirely and call the change of location a change of subject. Then he said, "The records that still exist mention seven. I believe the actual number is higher."

Seven. I rolled the word around in my head and didn't enjoy how it felt. "What happened to them?"

Lucien looked toward the far end of the corridor. "Most are dead."

The word most did a significant amount of work in that sentence, and I caught it. "Most."

"One disappeared entirely. No body, no record of where she went. Another was married into a noble family in the eastern territories and never appeared in public again." He paused. "The official documentation attributes the deaths to illness, magical complications, accidents."

"And you believe those records."

"No."

The answer came without hesitation, and something about the flatness of it told me he had spent time with this - real time, not the passing concern of someone who had heard a story once and filed it away. He sounded like a man who had gone looking for the truth and found enough of it to be angry about what he hadn't found.

"Then why hasn't anyone done anything?" I asked.

His hand tightened around mine. "Because this crown has survived five centuries by making sure that the people who ask the right questions don't live long enough to share the answers."

I thought about that. I thought about the seven names in the records that still existed and the unnamed ones that apparently didn't. I thought about a girl in a corridor exactly like this one, carrying a mark exactly like mine, being told by someone she probably didn't know well enough to trust that she needed to stay close, stay quiet, and stop asking questions.

I wondered how long she had managed it before she stopped being a problem.

"Why did you come back?" I asked. "Tonight, specifically. You've been gone for three years. The crown has been locked in that chamber for three years. And then I touch it, the mark appears, and within hours you're walking through the royal hall like you never left." I looked at him. "That isn't a coincidence."

For the first time, something in his expression cracked - not much, a hairline fracture in the composure he wore so comprehensively it might have been a second skin. "No," he said. "It isn't."

"Then you knew this was going to happen."

"I knew it could."

"And you didn't do anything to stop it."

"I wasn't here."

"You could have sealed the chamber better. Warned someone. Left instructions." I heard my own voice rising and pulled it back down. "You could have done something other than disappear for three years and then walk back in the moment the damage was already done."

Lucien stopped walking.

We were near a window that looked out over the palace's eastern garden, moonlight laying itself across the stone floor between us, and he turned to face me with an expression that wasn't anger or guilt or the cold authority I had come to expect from him. It was something worse than all of those. It was the face of someone who had already had this argument with himself and hadn't won.

"You're right," he said.

I opened my mouth.

"You're right," he repeated, quieter. "I should have done more. I knew what the crown was capable of, and I should have done more."

The admission landed somewhere I wasn't ready for it, and I stood there with the argument I had been building dissolving into something I had no idea what to do with. Lucien Draven, who had spent the entire evening telling me what to do, where to go, and how afraid I should be, was looking at me like a man who had already passed judgment on himself and found the verdict fair.

I hated that it made him harder to be furious at.

"Fine," I said, because I needed to say something. "We can have that argument properly once you've told me everything else you're hiding. Right now I'd settle for an explanation of what the mark actually does and why that voice called me a queen."

He looked like he was about to answer - genuinely, for once, like a man preparing himself to say something he hadn't said aloud before - when footsteps came fast around the corner and a guard appeared, breathing like he had run from somewhere far away and hadn't stopped to reconsider whether the news was worth the pace.

He looked at Lucien. Then at me. Then back at Lucien.

"Your Highness." He swallowed once, hard. "We have a problem."

"The crown chamber," Lucien said, before the man could continue.

The guard's expression confirmed it. "The guards stationed outside swear no one entered or left after you brought the bearer upstairs." He paused, and I watched him search for a way to say the next part that would make it sound less catastrophic. He didn't find one. "The Forbidden Crown is missing."

The silence that followed was the kind that fills a room completely, leaves no space for anything else, not movement, not breath, not the ordinary sounds of a palace at night. I looked at Lucien. He looked at me. And the mark on my throat, which had been quiet since the corridor, began to glow.

Somewhere beneath the tower floor, something scraped against stone.

Chapter 3 The Woman The Crown Mourned

The scraping sound stopped.

Three knocks followed from directly beneath my feet, slow and deliberate, the kind of knock that wasn't asking permission.

I stepped back before I made the conscious decision to move, which told me something useful about how frightened I actually was underneath all the things I was saying to manage it. Lucien caught the chair behind me before it toppled, and when he turned back, his expression had shed every remaining trace of the controlled patience he had maintained since the royal hall. He looked stripped down to something essential - not panic, but the thing that lives just beneath it in people who have trained themselves not to panic.

"Whatever you hear," he said, "don't answer it."

"I wasn't planning to have a conversation with the floor."

"Aria." His voice was flat in a way that made my name sound like a warning. "I mean it."

"So do I. What is it?"

He looked at the boards instead of answering, which I was beginning to understand was what he did when the answer was something he hadn't found a version of that wouldn't make everything worse. Adrian had moved to the far side of the table with the careful stillness of someone who understood exactly what was under the floor and had decided the table's width was meaningful.

The mark on my throat pulsed once, warm and slow, like a heartbeat that wasn't mine.

Then the voice came.

"Aria."

It came from everywhere and nowhere simultaneously - from the boards, from the walls, from some place that didn't have a location because it wasn't operating by the same rules as the rest of the room. A woman's voice, low and unhurried, with a gentleness to it that made the hair along my arms stand at attention. Not threatening. That was the part that frightened me. It sounded like someone who knew me well enough to be gentle.

Lucien's hand closed around mine before I realized he had moved.

"Do not answer it," he said again, quieter this time, with the specific quality of someone repeating something they have said before in a context I didn't have access to yet.

"I heard you both times."

"Then listen to me both times."

The voice said my name again, and I gripped his fingers hard enough that he should have said something about it. He didn't. The mark brightened between our joined hands, throwing silver light across the floorboards, and I watched the shadows shift beneath the gap in the wood like something on the other side was moving closer to the surface.

"What is it?" I whispered.

"I don't know."

"You are genuinely terrible at lying."

"Believe whatever you want about me. Just don't answer the voice."

The woman beneath the floor gave a slow, sorrowful laugh, like someone who had heard that particular instruction given before and knew how it ended.

"He still hides things from you," she said.

My stomach dropped. "Who are you?"

Lucien turned sharply. "Aria-"

The windows slammed open.

Cold air drove through the room with enough force to scatter every paper on the table and send the curtains horizontal. Adrian grabbed the bookshelf to steady himself. A crack split the floorboards from the western wall toward the center of the room, moving fast and deliberate, like something running a finger along the seam. Lucien pulled me back from it just as the room disappeared.

One moment I was in the tower. The next I was somewhere else entirely, and the transition had no middle - no blur, no darkness, no sensation of moving. Just the tower and then the other place, as though the first had simply been lifted away.

I was standing on stone. Cold stone, bare under my feet, and when I looked down, I was wearing a white dress embroidered with silver thread that I had never owned, soaked through at the sleeves with blood that wasn't drying. I tried to understand whose blood it was and whether I was hurt, but my body didn't register any pain, just the cold and the smell - rain and burning wood and something underneath both of those that I had no name for but recognized on instinct as wrong.

Someone was crying nearby.

A woman stood at the foot of a stone staircase with her back to me. Dark hair loose around her shoulders, no crown, but a silver mark at the base of her throat that I would have recognized anywhere because I was looking at its twin on my own skin in the mirror every time I breathed. She held her hands slightly away from her body, the way people do when they don't trust themselves not to reach for something they've decided they can't have.

I had never seen her before in my life.

I knew that with the same certainty I knew my own name. I had eighteen years of memories and none of them contained this woman, this staircase, or this particular quality of grief that was pressing against the inside of my chest like it was trying to find its way out through my ribs. Yet every part of my body was leaning toward her. Every instinct I had was screaming at me to go to her, say something, promise her that whatever had happened could still be fixed.

The blood on my hands said otherwise.

"Please," she whispered.

Behind her stood a man in a dark military uniform, blood running from a cut above his eyebrow, a sword hanging from his right hand with the looseness of something he had forgotten he was holding. He lifted his head, and I felt my heart do something it had no business doing at a time like this.

He had Lucien's face.

Not similar. Not a family resemblance or the kind of coincidence that happens in old bloodlines. His face, down to the scar at his left temple, down to the way he pressed his lips together when he was fighting something he didn't want to show.

The woman turned toward him.

"You said you would come back."

"I did," he said.

"You said you would save me."

His grip tightened on the sword's hilt. "I tried."

She gave a small broken sound that landed inside my chest with the weight of something I had been carrying for years without knowing. "No," she said. "You saved the kingdom."

He dropped the sword. The sound of it hitting stone rang through the burning room, and he crossed to her and took both her hands before she could step back, holding them with the desperate grip of someone who understood they were already losing the argument.

"I had no choice."

"There is always a choice, Lucien."

She said his name the way you say something you have said ten thousand times. Not like a name. Like a language she had learned before she learned anything else. And watching her say it did something to me that I could not explain and did not want to examine, because the grief moving through my chest was not the appropriate response of a stranger observing two people she had never met.

It felt like memory.

He pressed his forehead against hers, and for a moment they stayed like that in the middle of the burning room, and I thought about every choice I had never watched anyone make for me and understood, completely and without wanting to, exactly what was breaking between them.

"If you love me," she whispered, "let me go."

"I won't lose you again."

Her fingers trembled against his face.

"You already have."

The scene collapsed.

I hit the tower floor on my knees, and Lucien caught me before I went further down, his arm locking around my waist as I grabbed the front of his coat and held on because the vision had left me with no working relationship between my brain and my legs. My heart was going at a pace that suggested my body had decided the vision was real and was responding accordingly.

"What did you see?" he asked.

"You." My voice came out wrong, too thin, too unsteady. "A burning room. A woman with this mark on her throat. She was begging you to save her and you couldn't, and she told you that you had already lost her."

Lucien went the particular color of someone receiving news they had been dreading for years.

"Who was she?" I asked.

"I don't-"

"Don't say you don't know. You went pale when I described her. You went pale before I finished describing her." I held his gaze because looking away felt like losing something. "Who was she?"

The silence stretched long enough that Adrian looked away from both of us.

"The woman you saw," Lucien said quietly, "is the reason the crown has been locked in that chamber for five hundred years."

Before I could ask the next question, I caught movement on the table beside us. The open book - the one Adrian had been reading when the windows blew open, the one with the crown illustration on its facing page - had new writing on it. Dark, wet strokes spreading slowly across the parchment like ink that was still deciding what it wanted to say.

I leaned closer.

THE QUEEN MUST NOT REMEMBER WHO KILLED HER.

A pause. Then, below it, a second line formed as though the writer had almost forgotten the most important part.

BECAUSE HE IS THE ONLY ONE WHO CAN DO IT AGAIN.

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