I was Jocelyn Chavez, a celestial being on Earth for a sacred trial of love, fated to marry Pastor Ethan Lester in our quiet Pacific Northwest town.
Just hours before our wedding, Ethan came to me, his face cold, demanding I become a daily blood donor for my adoptive sister, Tara.
Tara had spun a malicious lie, claiming she saved him from a car crash when in truth, my forbidden celestial powers healed him, nearly destroying me.
He accused me of selfishness and drama, echoing Tara's cruel accusations that I had drugged him, then watched as my adoptive parents forced me to bleed myself daily, my life force draining away for their lies and greed.
I was dying, betrayed by the man I loved and the family who raised me, unable to reveal the truth of my divine nature due to ancient celestial law.
As my mortal body faded, I chose to sever my ties to this cruel world and return to the Celestial Realm, even if it meant facing a punishing penance, rather than enduring this slow, unjust demise.
I held the celestial artifact in my hand, its smooth surface now stained with my own blood. It was the only link I had left to the Celestial Realm, a final emergency cord.
My body was weak, my heart was shattered. I looked at the artifact, a tear tracing a path down my cheek before I laughed, a broken, hollow sound.
"I, Jocelyn Chavez, declare my ninth trial a failure."
My voice was a whisper, but the words echoed with finality.
"I choose to sever my ties to this mortal world and return to the Celestial Realm to face the Penitence of a Hundred Storms."
I knew the punishment. It was a torment that could extinguish a soul. But it was better than this. Anything was better than this.
I crushed the artifact. The light within it died, and I felt the last of my celestial energy drain from my mortal form.
My decision was made just hours after my last conversation with Pastor Ethan Lester, the man I was supposed to marry.
He had come to my room, his face cold and righteous. He didn't come to see how I was. He came with a demand.
"Jocelyn, Tara is getting weaker."
He stood by the door, his arms crossed, a pillar of judgment.
"The doctor said her treatments are losing effectiveness. But he also said your blood... it's a powerful enhancer. It could save her life."
I stared at him, my heart clenching. I knew what he was going to ask.
"You need to become a regular donor for her. Daily."
My breath hitched. Daily. He was asking for a death sentence.
"Ethan, I can't," I whispered, my voice trembling. "Daily blood draws... it will kill this body."
He scoffed, his eyes filled with disappointment. "Kill you? Don't be so dramatic. It's just giving blood. A small sacrifice for the woman who saved my life. Is your selfishness really that deep?"
My tears finally fell. "Selfishness?"
The word was a physical blow.
We were engaged. The wedding invitations, with our names printed in elegant script, were sitting on the dresser. Ethan Lester and Jocelyn Chavez. It had caused a scandal in our small, conservative town, the devout pastor marrying the quiet librarian, the adopted daughter of the Chavez family.
Now, that love was gone, replaced by this cold, bitter resentment.
"Don't you remember, Jocelyn?" he said, his voice dripping with contempt. "You drugged me that night. You took advantage of me when I was vulnerable. The only reason I'm marrying you is because I am a man of God, and I take responsibility for my actions, even when I was not in my right mind."
A lie. A cruel, vicious lie fabricated by my sister, Tara.
"It was Tara who pulled me from the car," he continued, his voice softening as he spoke her name. "She was the one who saved me."
I wanted to scream the truth. It was me. I was there. I used my celestial power to heal his mortal wounds, to pull him from the wreckage of his car. The effort nearly destroyed my own physical form, leaving me grievously injured while Tara, who had been there watching, escaped with only a few scratches.
But I couldn't. Celestial law forbade me from revealing my true nature or my powers to a mortal. My silence was my curse.
My trial was a test of love. I had come to this world, to this small town in the Pacific Northwest, drawn to Ethan. A Nephilim's trial of love is fated. I saw him, and I loved him instantly. It was the design of the heavens.
But it was also my downfall.
Months ago, I found him standing on the edge of the town's highest bridge, his face a mask of despair. The pressures of his position, the expectations of the town, had broken him. He was ready to jump.
I had talked him down, held him as he sobbed, and I promised to keep his secret. I protected his reputation. But Tara had seen us. She saw his moment of weakness, and from that day on, her envy of me turned into a venomous hatred. She twisted my act of compassion into a weapon against me.
Now, Ethan was demanding my lifeblood for her.
He looked at me, his face hard. "I'm giving you a choice, Jocelyn. Give Tara your blood, willingly, or I will have your father hold you down myself."
I looked at his cold eyes, the eyes of the man I loved, and my spirit finally broke.
I nodded slowly, a single tear falling onto the back of my hand. I picked up the small, sharp knife my adoptive mother used for her sewing.
With a trembling hand, I made a cut on my wrist. The pain was sharp, but the pain in my heart was a thousand times worse. Blood welled up, dark and red, and I collected it in a small bowl.
I offered it to him, my hand shaking. I tried to smile, but it felt more like a grimace.
He took the bowl without a word, his expression unreadable, and left my room.
My decision was sealed in that moment.
I looked at the ceiling, my vision blurring. "I have failed," I whispered again to the empty room.
A calm, ethereal voice, one only I could hear, answered in my mind.
Your request has been acknowledged, Nephilim. The severance will be complete in three days. Your soul will be recalled at the appointed time.
Three days. I had three days left to live.
I could hear them from my room. Ethan was in the living room with Tara.
His voice, which was always so cold and sharp with me, was now gentle and full of concern.
"Does it still hurt, Tara? Let me see."
"It's okay, Ethan. I'm just happy I can help you. I'm just so weak."
I heard her soft, pathetic sobs. I coughed, a wracking, painful sound, and saw a speck of blood on the handkerchief I held to my mouth. My body was already starting to fail.
The next day, Ethan made a public announcement at the church.
My adoptive parents, John and Sarah Chavez, stood beside him, beaming with pride.
"My dear congregation," Ethan began, his voice resonating with false sincerity. "As you know, I am to be wed to Jocelyn. However, my dear friend Tara, my savior, is very ill. After the wedding, she will be moving into our home so that I may care for her, as is my Christian duty."
He was going to marry me, but live with her. My mother, Sarah, squeezed my arm, her nails digging into my skin.
"You should be grateful, Jocelyn," she hissed. "Grateful that a man like Pastor Lester is willing to marry you at all after your shameful behavior. You will accept this."
I felt nothing but a cold, hollowing emptiness. I was a puppet, and they were all pulling the strings.
Later that evening, Tara came into my room. She was wearing a stunning, custom-made wedding dress of white lace and silk. It was breathtaking.
"Ethan had this made for me," she said, twirling in front of the mirror. "He said the bride should wear the best. He said it was a pity I couldn't be the one walking down the aisle with him."
She looked at me, her eyes gleaming with triumph. "He bought you a plain one. It's in the closet. He said it was good enough for you."
She leaned in close, her voice a cruel whisper. "Do you know what he told me last night, Jocelyn? He told me he can't wait for our wedding night. Not with you. With me. He said he would come to my room as soon as the ceremony was over. He said he loves the way I feel in his arms."
She detailed their affair, every touch, every kiss, every promise. Each word was a deliberate cut, meant to bleed me dry of any remaining hope.
My adoptive parents were just as merciless.
The next day, I brought my mother the daily bowl of blood for Tara. I was so weak I could barely stand.
"Mother," I pleaded, my voice thin. "I can't do this anymore. I want to break the engagement."
Her face twisted into a mask of fury. "Ungrateful child!" she shrieked.
She snatched the bowl from my hands and smashed it on the floor. My blood, my life force, splattered across the wooden planks.
"You will marry him! You will do your duty! You will allow Tara to have the place of honor at the wedding. You will be a bride in name only! Do you understand me?"
My father, John, came into the room. He saw the scene and his face hardened. He grabbed my arm, his grip like iron.
"You will give Tara what she needs," he said, his voice low and menacing. He dragged me to a chair and forced the knife back into my hand. "Now."
I looked at their faces, twisted with rage and greed. I saw no love, no compassion. Only a cold, transactional cruelty.
I made another cut, deeper this time. The blood flowed freely.
"Is this enough?" I asked, my voice devoid of all emotion. "Is the debt for raising me finally paid?"
I looked at my mother, then my father. "From this day forward, I am no longer your daughter. We are strangers."
I walked out of the room, leaving them standing there with the bowl of my blood. I didn't look back.