Chapter 1
"Mommy!"
I quickly turned to where that voice was. I saw him holding a teddy bear and looking at the man kneeling now and in front of him, I didn't recognize him anymore and turned around.
I quickly ran to where Winter was and quickly knelt down and hugged him. The man stood up because of my haste.
"Oh god! Winter! Are you okay? I told you to stay! I told you not to leave? Im worried!"
"Mommy, I'm sorry. I loved the teddy bear because" he replied crying so I just kissed him. "Sorry for making you worried mommy, I won't do it again" I just smiled and nodded.
"Is he your son?"
My smile disappeared when I heard that voice. Even though I haven't looked at it yet, I know exactly who it is. I was nervous and couldn't move. Worry covers my whole body.
"Ferry..."
I stood up on my knees and faced him. My forehead creased when I saw how he never changed. His blueish icy cold eyes are still there, his charismatic and ruthless aura.
"Draven..."
I held Winter's hand knowing that he was already looking at it. I hid Winter behind and faced him.
"Is he your son?"
I am now shaking with fear. I swear to god?! What the hell is he doing here?! I took a deep breath and answered him. "Yes"
"Who is he mommy?" Winter asked behind me.
I was nervous there. Who is he to you Winter... He turned to me and didn't look at Winter. "Hes..." he was still looking at me. Waiting for an answer. So I'm nervous. "He's just a stranger baby.."
Winter left hiding behind me which made me very nervous. He looked at Winter and turned to me.
"Is he my son?"
I almost passed out from his question. "No" I quickly answered this. I know my voice is about to break.
His eyes were very cold earlier, but they became even colder with my answer.
"Is that so?"
"Yes" I boldly answered him face to face. "You are not the only man I accept in my life Ace. So please stop assuming"
I looked up then picked up Winter and left that place. Oh god?! Is it really now?? I'm not ready yet! I hope he didn't notice.
"Mommy is he just a stranger?" I nodded. "Really? But we have the same eyes Mommy"
I stopped walking when that sentence. came out of Winter's mouth. He noticed that. I closed my eyes, im sure he noticed that too, i know Draven is not stupid.
F*ck?! You know it Ferry he is not st*pid.
Oh sh*t should I run away again? But I know he will find a way to find out who Winter's father is. He is rich, he can turn the world upside down just get what he wants.
And that's what I'm scared of. How he gets what he wants because of his money and that attitude...
Winter Artemisse was Draven Hellion Yuchengho's son.
"Nanny Merlyn, please take care of the baby first," I said to Nanny Merlyn while I was arranging my things for work. "And if you go out, don't talk to anyone"
"Yes? Why? Do we have a problem, sir?" Nanny Merlyn asked. He must have noticed that I was restless.
I just shook my head. "There is no nanny" im scared that will happen again. I'm really scared, he might take my child. How can I live without my baby? I turned to Winter.
"Baby, mommy will go now"
He looked up at me. "Mommy can you not go to work today?" It has puppy eyes and a pout. I laughed and shook my head.
"No baby, you know this is for you, don't you?" I asked him but he just shook his head.
"Mommy, I wanna go with you" he replied crying. I frowned when I saw my baby hurting. I know, it's hard for me too. But I don't have any money to support him.
"Of course baby, but ill ask my boss permission first" I smiled at him and his face lit up.
"Really mom?" he asked and I nodded.
"Yes, so stay here okay? Wait for me" I kissed him on the forehead and kissed him. "I love you baby"
"I love you a million gazillion times mommy"
"Oh gay? It's your morning today?" Mj greeted me when I entered our room. Im a flight attendant, and Mj too.
"Mj.... He.... He....bye... Winter.. " I stammered to him and sat on the chair. "He met my son"
I'm in tears because of what I said. He might take the baby, No! He can't take my son. My baby is my everything.
"Wait a minute" Mj handed me a tissue and I wiped my tears. "You look like you've lost your mind, are you crazy?"
"Draven saw my son"
His eyes widened. He was so shocked by what I said, he even screamed as if he saw something in front of him.
"You're crazy" I screamed.
"Draven? As in Draven Ace Yuchengho?!!" he still asked. I nodded, "Omg! He is your son's father??"
"Draven? As in Draven Hellion Yuchengho?!!" he still asked. I nodded, "Omg! He is your son's father??"
I slapped him. How annoying is it if someone overhears? Maybe there is someone watching over here who is Draven's staff.
"What? Tsk! Need to repeat?" I said to him annoyed.
"Omaygod!" he even fanned himself.
"Are you Winter's mother?" I struggled.
He has calmed down now because of the water I gave him. Tsk, yes, I can't pretend who is not the mother.
"What happened?"
I told him everything. From the beginning when Winter disappeared and the time I found him and his father was still with him.
"What's your plan?" I stopped at that question.
What exactly? "I will hide my son?" I'm really scared.
"Are you going to be a runaway boy again?" he looked at me. "You think he won't find you? For god sake were talking about Draven here?! He can turn the world upside down just to find you"
"He doesn't love me" I said. It's true, he doesn't and will never love me.
"Yes, but you have his son. Why don't you let him meet his son? You know he will change because of the child."
I just shook my head. I know Draven too well, I know how hard he is, how much he has tasted hellish life. And if im gonna tell him about Winter, he will take my son away.
"What really happened? Draven is not a r*pist to sho*t that to you"
I looked at him. I never told him about what happened four years ago, maybe he really needs to know the truth.
"It all started at my work performance"
My work performance that changed my life...
"Mom! I'm over there" I called mom and slowly removed her from the chair.
"Don't worry, I can do it. Maybe we have the same strength as the buffalo" said mother softly and coughed.
Sigh. "Mom, rest for now. I'll be here" the mother smiled and nodded.
"Yes"
I have started making Salukara. This is a famous food in Zumaragga Island, here in Samar. We live a simple life, even though I know we experienced hardship because father left us but mother did everything so that we could live life. "Here! Come back!"
The next day I went to work at a popular bar here in Zumaragga. When it was owned by the Yuchenghos, the rich in this area. Mother belongs to the Hacienda of Yuchengho, she works here from Monday to Friday. Our Salukara is Saturday and Sunday.
"Good evening!" I warmly congratulate our boss. I've been here for a long time, I've been singing here in this bar for a year. The pay is great and they are kind so I liked it even more.
"Oh Ferry, the Yuchenghos will visit here. You are the one we will sing today" my eyes widened. Huh? I didn't agree with that? I'm not very good.
"Po? Well, I'm not very good at singing" I denied this.
"Alright Ferry, you're good" I sighed and nodded. "Really? Thank you Ferry, I will pay your salary, don't worry." I smiled then shook my head.
"Don't. You might get angry at my other job because my salary has increased" he smiled and patted my shoulder then left.
Even though I was nervous, I dressed in what I will wear today. I'm also annoyed because it's female! I know my gender. I'm an omega. But I don't want this sometimes! Especially since I'm a man! But I'll just wear this dress I need it for the bar.
It's just a black dress tube three inches above my knees. but there are white pearls in the dress, it almost hugs my body curve. I know I'm a man but I have a feminine body.
I was nervous going up to the stage. Suddenly the surroundings got dark and only one spotlight lit up, it was in the center of the stage and it was waiting for me. I sighed and came to the center.
The band started playing and I got ready to sing.
🎶Even in my heart I see
You're not being true to me
Deep within my soul I feel
Nothing's like it used to be🎶
My ears immediately heard applause. I don't know if it's just now because it's just now that I'm nervous when singing.
🎶Sometimes I wish I could turn back time
Impossible as it may seem
But I wish I could so bad, baby
Quit playin' games with my heart🎶
I just closed my eyes and felt the song. It was my first time to sing Quit playing games with my heart by the Backstreet boys.
🎶Quit playing games with my heart
Before you tear us apart
Quit playin' games with my heart
I should've known from the start
You know you got to stop
You're tearing us apart
Quit playin' games with my heart🎶
My eyes wandered mid-singing. I'm looking for something, but I don't know what or who.
🎶I live my life the way
To keep you comin' back to me
Everything I do is for you
So what is it that you can't see?🎶
I found myself staring at a man in a business attire suit. Our eyes met, his eyes are bluish icy like the ice from far away land. Etchos! my english! The coldness of his eyes, it speaks of his fearsomeness.
🎶I live my life the way
To keep you comin' back to me
Everything I do is for you
So what is it that you can't see?🎶
I finished the song and we were still staring at each other. I couldn't take my eyes off of him. Something is there because... I just can't describe it. The crowd in the bar cheered and the surroundings went dark. I got off the stage and drank some water.
"I know you're good!" Peach shouted with a smile. Our boss.
"Ho? No" I shook my head but it messed up my hair.
"Come, I will introduce you to the Yuchengho brothers"
I nervously nodded and followed. We got to a
VIP ROOM is only for the rich.
"Hello! Good evening Yuchenghos!" Boss greeted warmly. "This is Ferry Ghail Celestia" I grimaced. My name sounds feminine. Mother thought I was a girl because she didn't ask what gender I was because she was excited.
"Nice to meet you" I replied politely and smiled at them. They are four brothers, all boys.
"I'm Drake Yuchengho. I'm the big bro!" he gave me his hand. Drake is handsome, very handsome. I can't describe it.
"Derek Yuchengho" he gave me his hand and winked at me? Is this a sureball man?! But her beauty cannot be denied.
Next is the one I was staring at earlier. My heart beat faster. I'm nervous that I might be sued!
"Draven Hellion Yuchengho" he responded coldly. Didn't even reach out!
"Hi! I'm Danver Vhel Yuchengho! Or Dan!. Nice meeting you!" that one is positive. Dan is so cute! Too much!! But Draven and Danver look almost alike, you can't tell they're real faces. It's just different when Danver is positive, Draven is still cold from the freezer.
"Be here first" said the boss. I just nodded. We were left silent. No one said anything.
"Your so beautiful! And you also had a beautiful voice!" broke Danver's silence. I just smiled and shook my head.
"Not really. I'm nervous" laughed Drake.
"It's like you're going to poop, isn't it?" I hit Drake on the shoulder and he just laughed.
"G*go?! No!" I shouted here and they laughed. Well except for Draven. Thank you! Does it have a mouth?
"Let's drink everyone!!"
A few hours ago we were drunk. Except for Drake. I'm really dizzy because of the amount of alcohol I drank.
"Ferry ill put you to your room" Drake replied seriously and supported me. I shook my head.
"No! I can still Drake! What are you?" he shook his head.
"No. Just listen to me, you drunk"
I laughed and stood up. "Asuuss. You're still handsome when I'm drunk" he said to her with a pout.
He chuckled. "Pfft. Your funny Celestia" I smiled widely. And stand well.
"Im Ferry Ghail Celestia! Announcing that Drake is the handsomest man I've met!!!"
He laughs and so am I. We laugh together, until we reach the workers' room. "Thank you"
He left and spoke. "Ill be back. Dont worry" I nodded and took off the flat sandals.
the door opened only a few minutes later. I didn't pay attention to that because maybe it was just Drake. I know he will come back.
"Drake? Is that you?" I ask here.
"Why Drake?" my eyes widened. I know that voice... Holy sh*t! No way?! I couldn't move. "I'm here"
I just felt that he was getting over me. He smelled my neck and I stifled a m*an and giggled.
He started kvssing my neck and l*cked it. It's like his food. I feel a strange warmth from what he is doing. All I know is that I like it and I'm sick of what he's doing.
His kiss rose from the neck. Like he was on a journey. he kvssed my cheek, my ear, and claimed my lips. I opened my mouth, and no doubt I answered that
His hand traveled down my body. He caressed my neck, my arms, that will come back and it gave me a tingling sensation. He claimed my n*pples and s*cked it which made my stronger.
He touched the part between my legs and I m*aned again. And when he inserted his finger there I almost fainted from the sensation I felt.
"F*c-" i c*rsed but he didnt let me finish he kissed me and continued kissing down and down until he reached my breast. He l*cked and s*cked the top of my m*und and his finger thrust into me faster and faster.
He stopped and positioned himself. And one great thr*st, he ent*red me whole.
It's like something is stuck in my middle.
I cried in pain. But he touched my cheek "Shh" he said between our kvsses. When he started to move, the s*kit was gone and I was meeting his every move. He licked my n*pples again and his thr*st became f*ster and f*ster.
And he finally reached his limit. And realization struck me when I felt his l*quid f*lled inside me..
To Be Continued...
Chapter 2
"Too much info gay?! What are you???" he shouted and fanned himself as if he was about to pass out.
"I'm sorry. It's too much" he just teased me and gave me water.
"My god! Can I skip that? It's okay! God My innocent mind!" he covered his ears and chinked his brain. I laughed. "Let's continue!"
I drank the water and sighed then continued talking...
My head hurts! Did you hit it with a hammer? Tsk it's annoying I really don't want a hangover.
I stopped moving and let my headache subside. My middle part hurts a lot too! That's like nap*nit. I heard the door open and a woman spat out.
"Darling im here t- Oh my god!"
I stood up immediately at that cry and winced because of the sudden pain in my middle part. My head hurt and it hurt even more when I saw Draven..... Barely covered?!
"Ahhh!!!" Draven turned around and looked at his body. He was also surprised because his body was not covered. He quickly stood up and put on his boxers.
"Ahhh!!!!" I screamed again in agony even though I had no clothes on my body. I quickly covered my body with a blanket.
"Draven...." I turned to the girl who was sobbing now. "How.... How.. could you do this to me?" he sat on the floor and covered his face and cried.
Everything that happened last night with Draven sinks in. How I moaned loudly and you had a hard night. Jusko?!
My mother is dead.
"Zhyra its... its not what you think" said Draven. He's pale and his face is wrinkled. He approaches Zhyra but is greeted by a slap.
"It's not what you think?!" Zhyra said angrily and shouted. "Alright?! Explain what happened?! Don't tell me you just delivered him and you two are naked?!"
Draven was speechless. That's why Zhyra turned to me.
"You! You're flirting?! You see when the person has a fiance! You're still clinging?!" she screamed crying and her tears flowed again.
It's embarrassing. This is the owner of mother's hacienda. There is still a fiancee. And worse, they are rich and can do whatever they want. I just cried.
"No... Zhyra... please let me explain.. Nothing happened"
I frowned. What happened? He's been caught in the act and he's still denying it? Worthless?!
My eyes widened when Zhyra sampled Draven again. And I'm sure it hurts, it's so powerful.
"Do you think I'm stupid Draven?!" He glared at her. "Don't make me a fool?! I'm not a fool Draven?!" he turned to me. "Tell me you pick me boy or whatever you are! Did something happen?"
There is hope in Zhyra's eyes. I think he loves Draven very much, because even though he saw us without salt on his body, he still hopes that nothing happened. She really loved Draven...
I looked at Draven's eyes. He says to lie. I can lie. It's easy.
But I know what it feels like to be kept a secret. Because I am a victim of that lie. I know it hurts but he needs to know the truth.
"There is..." Zhyra cried. I know Draven will torture me for this.
Zhyra removed the engagement ring and threw it at Draven. "There will be no marriage, cause you know what? I will never marry an asshole?!" Zhyra said flatly and quickly left the room.
"God dammit!" Draven slapped me like I never expected... He quickly picked up my neck and wrapped his hand around it. "Remember this flitty b*tch, I will make your living life miserable. I will make you experience what h*ll really is! And you can do nothing but pity until you are killed! Be ready you b*tch?!"
I couldn't do anything but cry because of that. It hurt so much to choke me and it will definitely make a mark tomorrow.
I'm nervous now. I'm at the hacienda now, I suspected correctly that I will pass today. It's not that hot because the Zumaragga is always blowing, so I just wear a scarf.
Even though my neck still hurts. I still entered and smiled. "Good morning!" I yelled at Andoy, who had already gone to the farm.
"Good morning! Are you wearing that? Is it still morning?" I just smiled and answered.
"Yes? Well, I have a fever. Go ahead!" I say goodbye to this. I entered the hut and started my first work there.
"Ferry?" Drake's voice took over the boung hut. I'm the only one here who peels onions.
"Drake!" I shouted at him and waved. "What are you doing here?" I asked and continued to peel the onion.
"Why not?" he asked with a grin and picked up a knife and started to peel the onion.
"Po? Oh, don't skin me senorito" I turned to him and took the knife from his hand.
"Stop calling me that. What you're doing makes me look old" he said as he withdrew the knife.
"I call you señorito, but I didn't call you señorito because I was drunk last night..." I whispered softly.
I felt his approach and patted my shoulder. "Hey, I've heard what happened last night. I'm sorry.." he bowed.
I shook my head. "It's not your fault, I should be thankful because where would I have traveled if you hadn't put me there."
"But... It was me wh-" I cut him off with my finger. Tsk it's annoying because Draven should be the one apologizing not him.
He bit my finger. My eyes rolled. "Miss!" I shouted here and he just smiled.
"Senior" I think a maid came in? "Señorito Draven is summoning Celestia"
My eyes widen and I get nervous again. I know this is what I have to pay. But is that so? I feel like it's my fault. "Yes? Yes. Please tell Señorito I'm on my way," I answered trembling.
"Are you okay?" asked Señorito Drake.
I nodded then smiled. "Of course!"
Nope. It will never be...
I nervously entered the Yuchenghos' mansion. Sigh, that demon of yours is about to start torturing me.
"Oh, good. Follow me b*tch" he held a coffee and smiled. Oh i don't like that smile..
I followed him and my eyes widened when I realized a sack of onions. "A... What am I going to do with that?"
He frowned. "Are you stupid? Of course you'll peel it!" he snorted and turned his back on me.
"Wait..." he turned when I spoke.
"Oh! Could you slice it will yah? And don't stand up until you finish it!" he left
I was left dumbfounded and unable to move. Oh god! Damn it. I started peeling onions.
I hadn't even finished everything when suddenly my stomach rumbled. I looked at the wall clock, it was lunch time. I stood up to get my bag from the hut to eat, because I was hungry too, when Draven opened the door.
"Where are you going?" he asked coldly.
"Eat senorito" he swallowed.
"Are you done peeling? Slice?" he asked and I swallowed, because he turned to the onions that had not yet been peeled.
"Not yet, my lord" I bowed.
"Then you will never leave this kitchen until you are done with your task?!" he said and left.
I ran to him and took his hand. "Senyo-" I stopped when he put his hand on my cheek causing my cheek to swell.
"I'm your boss Celestia! Follow my order! I still pay you well!" he still shouted. "Didn't I tell you that I will make your living life miserable. Well this is just the beginning."
"Dra-" I couldn't speak anymore when he wrapped his hand around my neck. He's choking me!
"Shut your d*mn mouth b*tch?!" he let go of me then left the kitchen.
I sat crying and held my neck as well as my cheek. Everything hurts, my neck, cheeks and..... my heart.
Draven continued to treat me badly. He will torture me almost to death with many tasks and won't be able to go home and eat if I don't finish. He also sent me to his office, supposedly because of paper works. Every day I bring pocket money and clothes here in my bag because he won't send me home if I don't finish what he asks me to do.
Draven has also changed. Every day a different woman is brought. And I knew all of them were an omega. A woman also has a gender, its either Alpha, Beta or Omega. But he most like Omega, cause Zhyra is an omega. And in my position I can almost hear their grumbling and hear me!
Just like the days that passed, Draven brought a girl again. I can hear their voices and I almost want to vomit because of what they are doing.
"Oh!....baby!....faster!... Im coming!" said the woman.
I covered my mouth and ran to the bathroom when I felt like someone was digging in my stomach. I don't know? I think my stomach is upset. I vomited but only water came out.
I washed my mouth and my face. I looked in the mirror.
Oh god! I looked like a mess. I look like I'm from rambol because of my face. I looked up and blinked to see Draven in the reflection of the mirror.
He stood at the door of the bathroom and frowned when he looked at me. "Didn't I tell you not to leave until your done?"
He approached me and I backed away. But unfortunately my back was leaning against the sink so I had nothing to fall back on.
The trepidation I felt when he brought his face closer to mine. "Want to f*ck you hard b*tch?" he asked more and emphasized getting closer.
I don't know what's going on. My head started to spin and it got worse as our lips touched. But I haven't moved yet. I didn't open my mouth.
Even though he was already biting it, I continued to taste it. I won't fall for the same trap again Draven. "Open your f*cking mouth Ferry?!"
I backed away because of his yelling. But he just came over and kissed me, and that's it. I did not open my mouth.
He stopped then slapped me which didn't surprise me. He always slaps me, will I be surprised?
"Just do your f*cking job!" he responded coldly then left the bathroom.
I was left lying in the bathroom crying. I can't take Draven's torture anymore. He has slapped me several times, choked me sometimes.
The next day I think I'm about to be beaten thanks to me and that he controls his anger. Or maybe not?
In an instant I woke up in the hospital. I don't care if I'm sick or something or maybe because of Draven's beating, and who brought me. The only thing I will never forget is what the doctor told me..
"Congratulations sir! Your two weeks pregnant!" the doctor happily replied to me. It never crossed my mind that I was pregnant!
I didn't know what to feel, suddenly my tears flowed. The doctor smiled. He probably thought it was tears of joy.
I went home and cried a lot. Until I fell asleep crying.
The next day I entered the hacienda even though I was sick or something. Draven knows it's illegal to be absent. Absence from work is not in his vocabulary.
He still makes me do a lot. Like peeling onions, plowing, cleaning the whole hacienda.
"Congratulations sir! Your two weeks pregnant!" the doctor happily replied to me. It never crossed my mind that I was pregnant!
I didn't know what to feel, suddenly my tears flowed. The doctor smiled. He probably thought it was tears of joy.
I went home and cried a lot. Until I fell asleep crying.
The next day I entered the hacienda even though I was sick or something. Draven knows it's illegal to be absent. Absence from work is not in his vocabulary.
He still makes me do a lot. Like peeling an onion, plowing, cleaning the whole hacienda.
I'm on my way to the hut with the vegetables I harvested from the hacienda. My eyes rolled and I fell down, I tried to stand up but my body was writhing because of the pain.
"You deserve that b*tch!" I looked up and saw Draven standing with the papers.
I stood up on all fours and looked at him angrily. "That's your fault, too?! Are you blaming me?! I'm the victim, Senorito?!" I shouted loudly which surprised him. I know why because I just had the chance to see him.
He stopped but you recovered immediately and his gaze deepened on me. "What did you say?!"
I sighed. "It's your fault?! Look! You're the reason why Zhyra left you! Because you're a cheater-"
A slap. I received a strong and very strong slap. "Shut up you b*tch?!"
Even if it's strong and painful, I don't care! I didn't flatten out. How many more slaps did he have?
I can't count anymore.
Will I be hurt if I receive a slap almost every day? "Why? Isn't it true?! If you had looked at the room you wouldn't have ended up like that?!"
"it was your fault you fl*rt?!" he shouted and came to me then strangled my neck. It's so tight, I'm going to lose my breath. "You entered my room that night?! For what?! To seduce me?! You're suck"
I didn't let him finish. I broke free and slapped him. "because you made a mistake?! You made my life l*tche-l*tche?! Don't call me because we live a peaceful life?! P*tangina?!!! Drake brought the mine there!"
His eyes widened because of my slap. But I knew he was strong, so he recovered and strangled my neck again. I cried and struggled. "You s*duced me you fl*rt?! You entered my room without permission?! So you can seduce me?!"
"Are you a b*bo?! That's the workers' room?! Or maybe you're so stupid that you can't even see what's on the door?!" I laughed. "I'm not your type Draven?! I didn't like a damn thing?!"
I was frozen because of that very strong slap. I'm sure my cheeks are red. There is also a mark of his hand. He pushed me against the wall and left me lying there. I immediately held my stomach. the baby? Is it okay? I looked up at him angrily.
"Thank you and I have something good left for you... " he said angrily.
"If I hadn't pin*tay you!" after saying that he threw the papers in my face and left.
When I felt that he was gone, that's when my tears flowed. It's annoying to think about. I don't deserve this, it's not my fault. But I have to be strong for me and for my baby. I have to fight.
I found myself holding my cell phone and started calling the first person that came to mind.
"Ferry? You called! I miss you darling" I shed tears when I heard that voice. "D-Dad" I tried myself to stop from crying but I failed. Daddy must have noticed that.
"Ferry what's wrong?" I heard the worry in his voice and I couldn't stop my own sobs.
"Dad.... I ...... I want to go there.. To New Zealand"
I gave a letter containing my departure and resignation. I gave that to Drake. I knew Draven wouldn't accept that. He still regretted it and said that I can go back there. But no, I won't come back, I don't want to experience h*ll ever again.
It is not easy to live in New Zealand. But all of them accept me, except for Ate Zein. She never accepts me.
"What are you doing here? You said that you can be alone! You hear that? You can! Oh, why are you here now? Just because of an accident?"
I understand Ate Zein.
Yes, I act all mighty that I can live on my own. Because daddy left us then. And I hate it! Because he has a child, not just me. Brother Ziek Vhler Blanchaver. and sister Althea Zein Blanchaver.
But even so, they didn't make me feel that I was different from them. Especially brother Ziek, he loves me so much, we were mistaken for Jowa. Except sister Zein. He tortures me every day because he says I don't have a job. That's why I started working.
All my birth months are new. Baby didn't torture me and didn't give me stress and fatigue. Baby really loves me. When I had children, I didn't do any housework.
Ate Zein's treatment is also different. When Winter Artemisse was released, Ate Zein was like a mom towards Winter. Winter was my angel. Sometimes he takes Winter for a walk if I feel sick in my body.
But in an unexpected event in New Zealand. Drake and his mom found me, Winter non was with me. And I knew from the first look that Mrs. That Yuchengho is his son. I begged to keep Winter from Draven because I knew he would take the baby. Drake agreed but on one condition. I will go back to Zumaragga and live there, far away from the hacienda, but that's okay, because Mrs. Winter is Yuchengho.
When I got back to the hacienda, I never saw Draven's face again. Maybe it's gone. Our life is peaceful. And now I've been in the hacienda for one year, almost five years of hiding the billionaire's son.
But I know there's really no secret to reveal...
To Be Continued....
Chapter 3
Mj cried when I finished telling the story. I sighed and suddenly he cried.
"Are you okay?" I asked him but he just gave a bad look.
"Omg! You ugly?! Didn't you say it?!" he asked and started to cry even more.
I laughed. Because I didn't say anything about Draven's pain. All they know is that I got pregnant and went to New Zealand, especially Mother. But does my story really make you cry? I guess so? My past was horrible and a nightmare but I couldn't believe just by telling Mj, the heartache I was feeling disappeared.
"It hurts so much remembering my sufferings from the past... That's why I can't tell you"
He stood up and took the knife from the table. "What are you gonna do with that?" I asked him when he suddenly stood up from the table and shouted
"What am I going to do here? I'm going to kill that damned person?! He's an idiot?! He has no right. What?! I'm going to cut him off?!"
I just laughed and laughed. He was really angry, it was like Draven was in front of him and he wanted to fuck him. It's a good feeling to have a friend like Mj. The heavy and painful weight I've been carrying since then is slowly disappearing. Would it have been better if I had told him everything then?
We have started work, and maybe we will be scolded. The flight was so tiring. My schedule today was tight.
6:00 am to 7:00 am Korea
7:00 am to 8:00 am Japan
8:00 am to 10:00 am hawaii
1:00 am to 3:00 am Indonesia
3:00 am to 4:00 am Philippines.
I finished work and went home, but I went to our boss to ask for permission to take my son to work.
"Your fired?!" shouted my boss in his office.
A woman and a man came out with slumped shoulders because of our boss' dismissal. Yes, our boss is ruthless, I don't know. I still haven't seen the boss
Just now
Boss?" I knocked on the door.
"come in"
"Boss?" I knocked on the door.
"Come in" his voice is calm, this voice is so familiar. When I opened the door I was slightly surprised to see Derek in the office.
"Derek?!" he winked at me and i winced.
"Oh, Ferry... How's work?" he smiled and leaned his body on the chair.
"It's okay." I shook my head. "I'm here to ask permission to bring my son. Is it okay to bring him here?"
It nodded. "Really?!" nod again.
I am very thankful because I can take baby with me on my flight. He won't even be able to board at home.
The next day I got ready for our flight because now I can take my son with me. "Baby? Are you done?"
He nodded and smiled. "Winter is excited mommy!" he jumped. Awww cute
"Let's go?" He nodded and tightened his grip on my hand.
"Mommy?"
"Hmm?"
"Don't ever let go of Winter mommy" I smiled when he said that. I hugged him tight,
"Of course baby" even if I give my life I will protect you baby. I will not let them take you.
"Gay?! Omg?! Hi baby Winter?!" Mj shouted as Winter waved.
"Hi auntie Mj!" Mj smiled because she was called aunt. he pinched his cheek then spoke.
"Aunt will give you candies after this"
"Really?!" Mj nodded, he patted Winters head before going inside the airplane.
When the plane landed, baby got off immediately because he was so excited. We were in Japan my baby's favorite country.
"Let's shop baby?" I asked him and he nodded. We walked around the shops and entered them one by one.
I had fun, we had fun. This day is very happy for me because this is the time we bond for the longest time. Sometimes I can't pay attention to the baby because I'm at work. But if I have time I can have fun with my baby but not every time.
"Baby stay here okay? Don't go away again okay?"
"Baby stay here okay? Don't go away again okay?" I asked him and he smiled then nodded.
"Yes mommy!" I sighed and left the shop. I looked into the shop and saw Winter waving, I laughed a little and waved.
"Hello?"
"Ferry is this you?"
"Yes why Drake?"
"Because it's a festival the next day in Zumaragga, maybe you want to include Winter in the celebration of the hacienda?"
"Alright! I'll come, will I skip the Zumaragga festival?"
"Thank you Ferry!"
"Alright, let's know first"
"alright"
I hung up and went back to the shop. I saw Winter talking to someone? I frowned.! Maybe that's a kidnapper? I ran to where Winter was and heard what they were talking about.
"Hey kiddo, where's your mom?" her voice is soft. But I was more likely surprised when I realized it was Draven?!
"Mommy... Talks to someone in the phone call!" Winter smiled.
"Oh really?" Winter nodded. "Talk about a reckless mother" he hissed.
Am I reckless?! Well, he is my point. I hope I don't leave him.
"No!! Mommy is not! Mommy loves me. I respect mommy, mommy had work to do?! That is why I stay in here! Besides Winter is a grown up?!" Winter was getting angry at that tone. I smiled baby fought me..
I heard Draven sighed. "Do you think your Mommy isn't lying?"
Baby shook his head. "No! I know mommy is not a liar, mommy tells me everything from her morning works and until she is done working! And she tells me ofcourse the past but i dont wanna remember the past..." baby's voice was screaming.
"Past?" Draven frowned
"Ahuh. Past! Winter dont like it, because it made mommy cry... And i dont want mommy to be sad" I couldn't stop crying, aww my baby I really loved you.
"But if mommy will lie" he continued. I know baby doesn't like me anymore if I lie. "Winter will forgive mommy!" my eyes widened.
"What?! Why?"
"Because, mommy let me feel all the love, all the care, even she is busy she still loves me. She didn't abandon me! That is why i loved Mommy so much! And i dont want mommy to be sad"
I wiped my own tears and went to them. "Baby?!" I shouted here which caught his attention.
"Mommy!" he gave me a hug. "Mommy look its that stranger who helps me when im lost!"
Yeah right. Stranger, how can I tell you that this stranger is your father. "Let's go?" I turned to Draven. "Good bye sir" I bowed and left there.
Life really is small, are we going to make money that year?! "Mommy can I ask?"
"What is it baby?"
"Where is daddy?"
"Where is daddy?"
"Where is daddy?"
That question keeps coming back to my mind. How can I answer that? It's annoying! Is it because we always make money? Should I run away again? But he has a lot of money, he can turn the world upside down just to get what he wants.
"You look beautiful" Drake said, bringing me back to reality. By the way, I'm coming down the stairs wearing a black satin dress. We are going to the hacienda because it is a festival in Zumaragga. The celebration will be held at the hacienda and there will be a ball gown.
"Baby stay here okay?" I responded softly and he also gave me a smile.
"Yes mommy! Promise me we will visit Zumaragga!" he shouted excitedly and I laughed.
"Yep. Mommy promise" we both made pinky promises, then turned to Nanny Merlyn. "Please take good care of Winter nanny ah. Don't worry I will raise your salary" I replied explaining his face.
"Yes? Go ahead!"
I smiled then waved. I walked to the car parked outside, a Lexus was parked waiting for me.
"Let's go?" he asked more. Well it cannot be denied, Drake is so handsome with his Business Suit Attire. Neat hair that matched his posture, and his aura was intense,
I think women will kneel before him and I mean all.
"Sure" I accepted his hand. The size of Drake's hand, his fingers are so long... Longer than mine. My fingers are not long.
"Are all your siblings going to the party?" I asked him while sitting in the shotgun seat.
"Yes, why? Are you interested in them?" he turned to me while driving with only one hand.
"Huh? What? No?! I was just asking for an apple, of course" I rolled my eyes.
He laughed. "I was just joking, I know no one likes others"
"Yes, nothing" I looked at the road.
"Good"
It took us a few hours to get to the hacienda, the hacienda was already shining in the distance.
I giggled. "They really prepared"
Drake was surprised. "You giggled?" I frowned at that question.
"Why is it not allowed?" I asked with a smiling dog.
"Nope. I'm shocked its the very first time you giggle" I smiled when he said that, and I pinched his cheeks.
"Really? It's because of you! Be happy. It's an honor" I said and placed my hand on my chest. The proud proud, yes that is.
"Ofcourse, its an honor to make you giggle" he bowed. He really looks like a prince. I laughed.
"You look beautiful when you laugh" maybe I'm blushing now because of what he said, I don't know!
"Flattery! Go ahead and make me fall in love with you, you're dead!" I still smirked.
"Then isn't it good to hear?"
"Hear what?"
"My long lost princess falls in love with me" I stopped. Now he's the one with the smirk. I slapped him.
"Are you a princess? I have a child!" I said and walked into the hacienda.
"Then my lovely queen..."
as expected, many people attended. The Yuchenghos are especially rich. Who could not refuse a grand and rich pleasure?
Most of those who attended were those who worked in the hacienda then. I still know them, of course there are new faces here too.
"Iho! How are you?" I suddenly turned to see where it came from. Andoy's face made me smile.
"It's okay! You guys? We're getting weak," I joked to him and he laughed.
"I'm still a buffalo, strong strong!!" I just shook my head. Manong Andoy is old enough to be joking.
"Yes, by the way, how is Angie?" I asked him who put a smile on his face.
"He became a flight attendant in the States iho" I smiled at his answer.
"Good news, I'm leaving first" I waved goodbye.
I see many familiar faces, many greet me because they were worried about me. They say I'm the one with the skin on the onion, that's only because of Draven.
As I walked, I stopped at the Yuchengho family's garden. There was no one there because everyone was inside, however the bulk of the man sitting on the garden swing was never out of my sight.
I heard the cry of a man and what is still surprising is that the one crying is the most positive of all the siblings, Dhanver.
I sat slowly on the swing. "Are you alone?" I asked him softly.
"Ah... Eh.. I just wanna feel the silence? Because it was a very happy day," he answered with a forced smile.
"Happy? Did I hear you moaning?" I asked him more.
"That's tears of joy " he smiled and took the letter from his pocket.
"I have decided, to take my life...." I was surprised by the first statement he said. Why? And what does it mean take away? "I mean.... Im tired of being compared, I don't want Ghail anymore" he replied weakly.
"Compared huh? I've experienced that!" I'm happy to shout. "You know... Instead of taking your life away, why don't you prove to that jerk who is much better?"
"How?" he looked at me. D*mn i never knew Dhanver is handsome, last time we met he is just so cute with his positive vibes...
"Don't rely on someone else." he frowned. "Try relying on yourself, because no one can help you but you. If you can't then survive!"
He cried. I feel like a child humehele now. "Thanks Ghail.... You are really kind"
He stood up from the swing and stood next to me. He leaned his head on my shoulder which made me panic. "D-D-Dhanver.."
"Please just for a minute..." I only smiled and let him cuddle with me. Dhanver is like my brother and I want to comfort him.
And for the two hours of sitting, comforting and cuddling with Dhanver... I felt peace comfort and the cold of the wind blows my mind perspectively....
"Where is daddy?"
To Be Continued...