Breaking The CEO's Heart

I miss him, I haven't seen him for three years, and it's been a year since we last had communication.

I miss him damn much. I miss my man so much.

I can't help but feel sad about what happened today.

I miss him so much. For a year I wondered why he did not answer my calls, texts or even emails to him.

I don't know what the problem is with him, what the problem is between the two of us.

Why did he suddenly have no answer.

Shortly after I graduated from college, I immediately returned to the Canada to know everything.

I don't know how nervous I feel right now, I feel so excited at the same time afraid of what will happen to me.

I love him so much and I am afraid of what he will say is the reason why he suddenly stopped.

We didn't split up so I'm sure I'll be back soon.

I'm sure my boyfriend is still there. I'm still Zack Jaden Navarro's girl.

My tears continued to flow as I boarded the plane back to the Philippines.

I don't know how I feel.

I don't know why I am crying.

All I know is that I am happy to see the man who makes up my life again.

But I can't help feeling sad that I may no longer be the woman who makes up his life.

I did not even bother to check in at the hotel to lower my belongings.

I went straight to their house. Regardless of me being tired during the duration of my trip back here. I know Evren will hug me.

The nervousness I felt as the taxi made its way to his place did not go away.

'Finally I will see him again'

That's all I have. I tried to make the contents of my brain positive so that my tears would not fall again.

My heart pounded when I saw the gate that I had not seen for almost three years.

I waited for someone to answer when I rang the doorbell.

I'm so excited to see him again.

I replaced everything I felt when I saw again the face I had long wanted to see.

He smiled at me when he opened the gate.

"What do you need?" He asked me.

Even curious I tried to remove it. Maybe he doesn't recognize me because my hair has fallen out and my appearance has been ruined.

"Evren..." My tears flowed then I grabbed him by the hug.

"I miss you so much love" I whisper on his ear.

I lost my energy when he forced me to stay away from him.

"I'm sorry miss, I'm Evren Wilson that's right but I don't think we've met before" He said.

My heart breaks as I listen to what he has to say.

But even in extreme pain I forced myself to laugh. Maybe he's just kidding, maybe it's fooling me again.

"Sus, You really love me. So stop joking, okay?" I forced myself to laugh even though my tears did not stop flowing.

"I'm sorry miss but I don't really know you" He said.

At that moment I saw in his eyes that what he was saying was true.

"Evren... Love! it's me Ivana." My sobs continued even more then I pointed to myself.

"I'm sorry miss I don't know person name Ivana." He said.

I do not know what I will do. The pain, I don't know why that, why he does not know me, why does he don't remember me? Very painful.

"Ivana Evans. I'm Ivana Evans, Evren!" I continued to moan in front of him.

I don't know how to calm myself. I don't know what to do right now. I'm shocked.

"I'm sorry miss I don't know you" He said again.

"Babe!" I turned my gaze to the woman walking towards of our habit.

"Babe!" Evren replied then kissed her forehead.

I don't know how to react on what I see right now.

I don't know. That's me. That man is mine. He's mine. But why is he the one kissing now.

The pain hurts.

"I'm sorry miss maybe you miss interpret. I need my girlfriend."

I could not answer. I stayed outside their house.

Standing in the same position earlier and tears dripping.

I try to tell myself that it is all just a dream and that is not true but no matter how many times I pinch or slap myself nothing changes.

He's really with someone else.

He's really inlove with someone.

He really don't know me

Even in pain I walked with my two suitcases and a hand carry bag.

Heavy rain fell but the pain I was feeling did not go away.

No matter how many times I cried it had no effect.

Along with the heavy rain I fell on the road and sobbed.

It hurts so much.

To be continued...

Ivana Evans Point of view ..

"Is your requirement complete Ivana?" Shy asked me.

Shy has been my best friend since I went to junior high school in the Canada.

"Yes Shy. I'm so excited to be a college student" I can't stop to smile.

We both enroll in the University we both want to enter.

We filled out the form together.

"Let's eat at the cafeteria here first" shee said kindly, since I was also hungry during the length of the enrollment process, I also went along.

This University is big, we will also do dorms here so it can be said that this university is really big.

I actually live in the US but since they built mommy a branch of their business here we stayed here.

Also my mom is a pure Canadian.

After high school, mom and dad returned to the US. They want me to come with them but since they know I'm independent they let me decide if I want to stay or go with them.

It's not that I don't want to be with them but I really want to be independent so I choose to stay here alone.

Shy and I were talking when suddenly someone walked up to her and sat down next to her chair.

I immediately looked at it, my friend would even insult it.

The man smiled at me.

"Long time no see Why." It said.

He's not familiar with me.

He's handsome and tall I can say that.

He has a perfect jaw line. He has a beautiful brown eyes, a pointed nose, a pinkish and thin lips.

But based on his full appearance he is obviously a bad boy and a playboy, so every compliment is nonsense because of that.

It is obvious in his form. His hair looks decent because of his clean cut brown hair but his shape is detrimental.

His reap jeans and v-neck t-shirt made him look bad boy.

Especially his dog tag and diamond earrings on his right ear.

"Evren, when will you come back?" Shy ask.

I just watched them both.

It looks like the two of them really know each other.

"I just returned to Canada yesterday." He said then smiled and turned his gaze to me.

"You ran away again. You're really dead to uncle." Shy laughed.

"By the way Evren this is my best friend Ivana, you can call her Anna." I don't like what Shy did. I'm not interested in this man so I just got fired.

"I'm Evren Wilson by the way. Nice to meet you" He said.

I just looked at his outstretched hand then turned to look at Shy.

"Shy, let's go we need to continue the enrollment" I said then stood up without accepting Evren's hand there.

That's me, If I don't like the person I don't so even rude look I just become real.

Surprised but Shy immediately stood up.

"I need to go Evren. See you" she said goodbye before we left that man.

"Why are you so mean to Evren?" Shy asked as we walked out of campus.

"You know why Shy." I answered her.

"Anna, you can't compare every person with Blight " She said.

I can't talk back. She's right, I can't compare all men to that man.

But I can't help but to be mad at those guy where I see him.

"You can't get over to Bright is it?" She asked.

"I already move-on in him" I forced myself to look straight at her to say I was not lying. But I think look can't lie. I can't look at him directly.

"You are not Anna. You need to move-on it's been a year, are you still into him?" She asked.

"No, I don't like him anymore" It's true I don't like him anymore. But I can't stop to be bitter. I can't accept why he did that so maybe I can't stop seeing others with him.

"Evren is my childhood friend. We've been together since we were kids Anna. He's kind. You could be friends with him after all he looks okay with you." She said.

I shook my head before answering. "I don't like Shy. I'm fine with this right now" I smiled, she just nodded.

We waited for him to pick me up.

"Ride so first, don't wait for me." Shy said but I refused.

"No, let's wait for your driver, then I can ride quickly" I said.

We both waited for her driver and when he arrived she said goodbye.

"See you, Anna." She kissed my cheeks.

"You too. Bye" I waved my hands when their car left.

I stayed to wait for a taxi.

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EVREN POINT OF VIEW...

I don't know what's on that girl.

Usually everyone I greet almost faints with the thrill in front of me but she she just look at me.

She doesn't even bother to take my hands, that's why it's my first time to extend a hand to a woman.

She's so lucky thank she's beautiful.

That's true, she's beautiful that's what I recognized when I saw her next to Sheryl.

She's not that tall but she is really beautiful.

She has a wavy long brown hair, perfect shaped eyebrow, she have a small pointed nose and thin pink lips. Her fair skin makes her pink cheeks light up. But the most attractive on her is her gray eyes.

It's too seductive that you can't stop to look at it.

But he did not even bother to shake my own hand.

He just stared at me that other women couldn't do to me.

At first I just planned to play with her but when I saw how different she is I became more interested in her.

And I felt a different feeling on her. I feel so nervous in front of her. My heart is trembling. It's good that I can manage to look cool at her.

That's the first time I saw her with Sheryl, at least Sheryl and I haven't seen each other for a long time because Dad and I went to another school.

Fortunately, I was allowed to enroll in this University.

I could always see that girl named Ivana.

I was stunned to see her standing outside the University.

She's typing on her phone and smiling.

She looks like an angel when she smiles.

I approached her.

She was still looking at me curiously as I smiled at her.

She looks beautiful even with her poker face.

"What do you need?" She asked with a raised eyebrow.

"I need you" I try to use my charm but I think it doesn't work.

"Do you want to fuck me there?" She raised an eyebrow at me.

I use my charm but it seems to have no effect on this woman.

I just smiled again so he wouldn't notice that I was embarrassed.

"I'm Evren Wilson by the way. 20 years old, 5'10, 10 inch, Single" I use my charming smile at her.

"I don't care! " She just glare at me.

What the ... I don't know what to do that's embrassing.

"Can you at least Introduce yourself?" I said seriously.

Maybe using my serious face work.

"I don't want to" she glared at me.

I don't know but it seems like everything I say to this woman will break me.

I was about to stretch but she took a taxi and got on it.

I just waved my hand on her but she just stared at me.

I smiled as I watched her car leave.

I want to give up on her but it's getting more interesting.

To be continued...

IVANA POINT OF VIEW

My nervous is slowly raising while looking at the road that is on the way to the University.

This is another chapter of my life. It's not the same as my high school life.

I need to prove my self to my parents. Although they are on the business mommy and I know I will be the only heires. I still need to build my own name.

I don't want to depend on my parents business. I want to be successful and well known by my own hard work.

When I got to the opposite side of the University I immediately grabbed the two suitcases I was carrying.

I didn't bring much clothes because I could buy them.

At the same time it is difficult to carry.

I immediately pulled out two suitcases and entered West National University.

The University that I dreamed of, I want to finish here and I'm pursuing it now.

I immediately went to the Information Desk where I could get the dorm key and at the same time my room number.

When I got it I immediately went straight to the building and took the elevator.

I'm in the room 231.

When I arrived I immediately went in there.

My room mate is also there.

She is arranging her belongings.

I just smiled at her and she smiled back.

"I'm Athena by the way" she stopped what she was doing and held out her hand.

I take it and introduce myself.

"I'm Ivana Evans you can call me Anna." I smiled at her.

She would have spoken when someone called on her phone.

"I need to go" I just nodded before she left.

When she left, I went to my bed side.

I arrange my things and put those clothes on the cabinet.

I played my favorite song, since I was the only one in the room.

I turn on the speaker and my heart melt as I heard the guitar tone.

I close my eyes and feel the voice of the vocalist.

I really love their song it's so meaningful and nice.

The song title is not moving. And this is my favorite song.

I accompanied the song and continued arranging my belongings.

I pasted my favorite band poster and put The Script album on my shelf.

I can't stop to stare at Matteo Sevan picture in my wall and even in a picture frame in my table.

I have a huge crush on him since I heard their music.

After the song I took a deep breath before going to bed.

I immediately ready my clothes and other stuffs when I woke up.

I also took my bath robe and towel to take a bath.

This is the first day of my college life.

I immediately went to the bathroom, a bit confusing because I just got to the bathroom.

The bathroom of the dorm is combined with only CR sailing by dorm but when bathing it is in the far part of the building.

I only saw one bathroom so I think that's it.

Athena said at the end that I would see a bathroom so I feel it there.

As soon as I entered, I could hear water dripping from the shower.

Only one is here because only one shower curtain is closed.

I heard the shower turn off, I ignored it and removed the strap of my bath robe.

I was about to take it off when I looked at the newly opened shower curtain from a cubicle.

My body grew cold when I saw the man with the towel wrapped around his waist.

"What are you doing here?!" I shouted at Evren then quickly adjusted the fit of my robe.

I can see his perfect body and his wet hair.

I feel the coldness of my whole body and the redness and heat of my cheeks.

"I took a bath. What are you doing here?" He smiled broadly at me.

I don't know what I will do.

"Why are you in the woman's bathroom so many of you!" I shouted at him then wrapped my hand around my body.

"You went into the boy's bathroom." He teased me

"Girl's bathroom to!" I shouted at him.

I am ashamed of what happened. He almost saw my naked body if I had not turned my back on him.

"At the other end is the girls bathroom" He says.

I thought again of the direction Athena gave me.

To the right seems to be a hallway at the end non girls bathroom.

I thought to the left I went straight because I texted earlier while going there.

"Just a lot of it!" I said then quickly picked up all my belongings.

"Gosh, you just want to see me so come here." He will tease again.

I don't know what I will repay because he is not really at fault.

I went into the boy's bathroom.

"Pervert" I shouted then quickly came out.

I got my hair cut when I got to the girls bathroom out of embarrassment.

Since I was no longer in the mood, I did not bother to have breakfast.

I just ware a casual outfit.

A simple printed mustard t-shirt tucked in a black denim skirt and partner with a converse shoes.

I slung my bagpack over my shoulder, I put liptint so that I don't look pale.

I immediately left the dorm and went straight to my room.

The room looks like an Auditorium.

I immediately went up the stairs and took my place in the middle.

It was only a matter of time before my other blockmates arrived.

I was in the middle of reading someone sitting next to me.

I ignored it because I had no problem sitting with him.

"Hey Ms. Pervert." Someone said. I immediately turned my bad look at him.

"What the hell, Ms. Pervert?!" I said angrily

"Yep, why isn't that true?" I don't know but I was annoyed by his grin.

"I don't know because we visited" I glared at him.

"No." He walked over to me but I slapped his arm.

"Shut up" I glared at him again.

"Don't worry, sight seeing in my abs and muscles is just free for you." I stared at him.

I can't help but smile at what he said.

And how he smiles at me. It look so hypnotizing.

I don't know how to avoid him, he will annoy me almost every day even though I always block him.

"How's our course" I turned my gaze to Shy who was sitting in the opposite seat opposite me.

I'm in the library to do advance study because the semester exam is near.

"It's okay .. I can handle" I smiles at her.

BS Business Management is a bit hard for me because I know this is not what I like. I take this because of our business that I know Im the only one who will manage it.

I really want to take Architecture but business is the life if our family and I need to take care of it after I graduate because I am the only one who will inherit it.

"How are you Nursing?" I asked her.

"It's good I enjoy it" She smiled.

Shy and I talked because we haven't seen each other for almost two weeks because we are both busy.

I shifted my gaze from the stairs to the second floor of the library.

And I saw Evren walking downstairs.

I don't know but it was my body that moved to put away my belongings on the table.

I immediately got up from the chair.

"Shy, I still have class" I said goodbye.

"But it's already 6 pm there are no more classes. Only those who have a mid night class have midyear." I did not listen to her and turned to look at Evren who was just downstairs. He also looked right at me.

He smiled and waved and stepped forward.

I stared at him.

"Bye" I said goodbye then quickly ran out of the library.

This is what I always do every time I see him.

I'm avoiding him because of his awkwardness. He's always taking back the topic about the bathroom and it made me feel so embrassed.

I gasped as I stopped at a bench a short distance from the library.

I sat there and looked at the sky where the sun was setting.

My whole body calmed down when I saw the beautiful sky.

I closed my eyes when the sky became dark.

The cold wind is touching my skin that makes me relax.

"The taste of the air!" My eyed suddenly opened when I heard Evren's voice.

"What are you doing here?" I asked at him.

"Why did I just trip. It's your campus" He said.

I didn't answer because I did not want to prolong the conversation.

"Are you avoiding me?" He asked

"Isn't it obvious" I didn't want to answer.

"Why? Did I do something wrong?"

"No, just I want" I answered.

I can't tell about the real reason because I know I'm very unreasonable.

"Is this about what happened last week at the shower room."

"Could you please stop, Isn't it obvious at first I don't like you did you not notice that!" I shouted.

I could see in his eyes that he was surprised "I don't like you, I don't like boys. I don't like bad boys. you please leave me alone." I shouted at him.

"You are known on this campus. Your hearthrob, you have a lot of friends you can talk to them you do not have to force yourself to come and be friends with me just because you are a friend of my friend, You have a lot of friends so I know if you stay away it's just nothing to you. Don't force yourself to interact with me if you don't want to "I ended my words then left in front of him.

I know what I said to him is guilty but I'm just being honest.

To be continued.