POV: Aria
I was one bad jump away from losing everything for the second time.
My chest heaved. The freezing air burned the back of my throat but I refused to stop. The rink was completely empty, echoing only with the rhythmic scrape of my blades cutting through the ice.
Pushing off my left foot, I picked up speed.
My calf muscles screamed. I had been out here for three straight hours, driving my body into the ground to prove I belonged at this academy. And I was not going to let them break me. I wasn't just a charity case clinging to a broken dream.
I leaned into a tight curve with the edge of my steel blade a bit deep into the ice.
Speed: perfect.
Posture: locked.
But my right ankle was throbbing.
An hour ago, it was a dull ache. Now, it was a blinding pulse perfectly timed with my racing heartbeat.
I gritted my teeth, blurring the pain out. I just needed one perfect landing. Just one and I would go home.
Circling the center ice, I locked my eyes on the white surface ahead. The triple loop. The exact jump that shattered my ankle and ruined my life three years ago.
I took a sharp breath, dug my right toe pick into the ice and launched myself into the air.
The rotation snapped into place. I pulled my arms tight against my chest.
One revolution. Jump.
Two. Jump.
The cold air roared in my ears.
But mid-air, right as I pulled my arms even tighter to complete the third spin, my ankle gave out.
My jump fell apart instantly. I lost my axis and my body tilted to the side. It felt like the ground was rushing up to meet me.
In that second, I wasn't eighteen anymore. I was fifteen again. The bright ceiling lights blurred into streaks as a wave of panic hijacked my brain.
It felt exactly the same. The sudden loss of control. The sickening drop in my stomach. The terrifying realization that I was about to slam hard into the unforgiving ice.
I squeezed my eyes shut. I braced myself for the brutal impact and the end of my skating career. Again.
But the impact never came.
Instead of hitting the frozen ground, my downward fall stopped with a suddenl halt. The air rushed right out of my lungs.
Someone's arms were wrapped around my waist. The grip was firm and unyielding, holding me suspended above the ice.
I hung there for a full second. My heart hammered against my ribs so hard it hurt my chest.
I was trembling all over. The freezing air still circulated around us, but the arms holding me were very warm.
My breath hitched. I forced my eyes open, still half-expecting to be lying on the floor in agony.
Looking up, my eyes traveled past a bluish athletic jacket and a strong neck, locking straight onto the face of the person holding me.
It was Oliver.
He had that boyish hot face that made half the girls at the academy stare at him in the hallways. His dark hair was messy, falling just over his forehead. His lips curved in a smirk.
He was the Men's Captain. The golden boy of the skating team. And he was the specific person I despised more than anyone else in the world.
The sudden awareness of his hand still clamped around my waist made my skin burn. Reality set back in.
"Let go of me," I snapped, my voice harsh.
Oliver's brow furrowed.
He didn't expect my tone. Neither did I think he would actually do it. It was a reflex attempt to claw back some dignity while dangling above the ice. But Oliver never missed an opportunity to play a game.
He didn't hesitate. He dropped his hands instantly, cutting off my support before my feet were even properly set beneath me.
Without his grip, my weak right ankle buckled immediately.
The sudden shift in weight sent a sharp pain straight up my leg and my balance vanished. I started to go down, my left skate sliding uselessly out from under me.
Panic flared. My hand shot out on instinct. My fingers grabbed his blue jacket. I gripped it like a lifeline, desperate to avoid a second crash.
The momentum of my fall yanked me right back toward him. Oliver didn't stumble a single inch. He stood straight, as if he had anticipated the exact trajectory of my panic.
Instead of letting me fall, his arm snapped right back around my waist, pulling me flush against his chest.
A victorious grin spread across his face. He had known exactly what would happen when he dropped me. He had wanted me to grab him.
He leaned down slightly, his eyes glittering with lazy amusement.
"Careful, Aria," he drawled, his deep voice echoing in the empty arena. "People might think you're throwing yourself at me on purpose."
The warmth of his breath cut through the cold air between us.
"You did that on purpose," I hissed, my fingers still tightly wound in his jacket. My chest was heaving against his, and I hated how easily he was breathing.
"I did exactly what you asked," he replied smoothly, his grin widening. "You told me to let go. I'm just a gentleman who knows how to listen."
"You're an asshole."
"And you're still holding onto my jacket." He glanced down at my white-knuckled grip, his eyebrows raising slightly. "If you want a hug, Aria, all you have to do is ask nicely. You don't have to fake a fall just to get into my arms."
The sheer arrogance in his tone acted like a match to gasoline. The leftover shock from the jump instantly evaporated, replaced by hot rage.
I dropped my hand from his jacket, flattening my palms against his chest instead. I didn't hesitate. I shoved at his chest, sending him crashing backward onto the ice.
Asshole.
Aria
The sharp crack of Oliver hitting the ice brought a wave of satisfaction to my chest.
I stood over him, my chest heaving as I struggled to catch my breath. For a second, I hoped the fall had shattered his ridiculous pride. I wanted him to look humiliated. I wanted him to yell.
Instead, Oliver threw his head back and laughed.
He didn't look affected at all. He lay there on his back for a moment, not bothered by the freezing surface. He stared up at the ceiling lights as the low chuckle died down in his throat.
The sound of his laughter hit me like a punch. It instantly dragged a memory out from the dark corners of my mind.
Three years ago, he used to laugh exactly like that after a hard practice, pulling me down onto the ice beside him, telling me we were going to conquer the world together.
My mind flashed back to the hospital.
Tears blurred my vision as my shattered ankle throbbed. Oliver leaned in, brushing away the moisture with his thumb before pressing a soft kiss to my forehead.
"The doctor needs a quick word. I will be back," he murmured.
He set his phone on the table and stepped out.
The door clicked shut and the screen lit up at the same time.
Sloane's text flashed across the glass: "The board approved the switch. Thanks for making the right call for our future, partner. Good, riddance. Let's leave the dead weight behind. "
Right above it sat Oliver's unsent draft to his coach: "I don't know how to tell her it's over..."
I squeezed my hands into fists, forcing the memory back down. That girl was dead.
Oliver planted his palms on the ice and pushed himself up.
He rose to his feet in one fluid motion, gliding forward to bridge the distance I had just put between us.
He didn't brush the shaved ice off his pants. He just kept coming until his shadow covered me, invading my space until I had to tilt my head back to look at him.
"You really haven't changed, have you?" he murmured, dropping his voice. The teasing edge returned to his eyes, sharp and mocking. "Still throwing tantrums when things don't go your way."
"Go to hell, Oliver," I spat, refusing to take a step back. "Go back to your girlfriend and stay out of my ice time."
He didn't deny having another girl now. He just smirked, leaning in closer until I could see the dark gold flecks in his eyes.
"Jealousy doesn't suit you, Aria," he whispered. "Besides, if I'm a good boy and stay away, who's going to catch you when you break? Because let's be honest, you're one bad landing away from another hospital bed."
"I don't need your help."
"No?" His gaze dropped to my right leg, which was trembling slightly against the cold. "You look terrified," he stepped closer. "Tell me, are you going to choke on the ice again like you did back then? Are you going to let everyone down the second the pressure gets too high?"
My blood ran cold. The cruelty in his voice was a sharp contrast to the flirty smirk on his face.
I opened my mouth to scream at him, my knuckles turning white as I prepared to hit him again, but a loud static burst cut through the air.
"Aria. My office. Now."
The Head Coach's voice boomed over the rink intercom, harsh and distorted.
Oliver stepped back, the dark intensity vanishing as he gave me a lazy, two-finger salute. "Duty calls, baby. Try not to cry in front of him."
Baby.
But I didn't answer. I turned on his heel and skated toward the exit gate, my right ankle giving a sharp throb with every push against the ice.
Ten minutes later, I was sitting in the administrative office. The head Coach, Marcus sat behind his desk, staring intently at his PC monitor.
He didn't look up immediately. He just kept scrolling through the digital medical charts and the therapy reports from my three-year break. The silence in the room was suffocating. But I did not say anything.
"Your metrics from this morning's tracking are inconsistent, Aria," Marcus said, finally turning his attention away from the computer screen.
He leaned forward, resting his forearms on the desk. "The board approved your probationary return because of your past record, but this academy is a business. We cannot afford liabilities, Aria."
"I am not a liability, Coach," I said, my voice tight. I sat up straighter in the leather chair, trying to hide the fact that I was deliberately keeping my right foot off the floor to ease the pressure. "I just need time. I'm landing them faster."
"Your execution is reckless," Marcus countered, his eyes drilling into mine. "You are favoring your left side. You are hesitating before your takeoffs. If you drop a jump during the upcoming qualifiers, you risk permanent damage. The medical staff is highly concerned about the state of that ankle."
"I can do it," I insisted, the words tearing out of my throat with a fierce, desperate edge. I couldn't let him do this. I couldn't let them bench me before I even had a chance to compete. "I've spent three years doing grueling rehab just to stand back on a blade. I am not breaking. I won't let this injury define me."
Marcus looked at me for a long moment, his expression unreadable. Slowly, he sighed and leaned back in his chair.
"You have until the end of the week to show me a flawless short program, Aria. If your scores don't hit the academy standard by Friday, your funding is revoked and your spot on the roster goes to the alternate bracket." He waved his hand toward the door, dismissing me. "Watch yourself. You are skating on very thin ice."
I stood up, giving a stiff nod before turning to walk out.
I sighed deeply as the glass door clicked shut behind me. The sudden rush of quiet in the hallway made the adrenaline fade from my system. The fierce confidence I had forced into my voice evaporated, leaving only a hollow, sinking feeling deep in my chest.
I leaned against the wall, the cold metal lockers pressing into my back as I looked down at my trembling hands. My ankle throbbed with a dull, persistent ache. It was a reminder of what I had lost.
I stared down at my fingers. I was suddenly gripped by a wave of exhaustion. I wondered when my past was finally going to stop holding me down.
Aria
I turned the key in the lock and pushed the door open, dropping my gear bag onto the floor. Every single muscle in my body ached but my right ankle was the worst. I shifted my weight, forcing me to limp into the living room.
From the kitchen, the sound of a knife hitting the cutting board stopped instantly.
"Aria? Is that you?"
My mother stepped out from behind the counter, a kitchen towel clutched in her hands.
The moment her eyes locked onto me, her posture shifted. She took in my dark expression, the tight line of my jaw.
"You're limping," she said, her voice dropping into a soft tone. "Aria, look at you. You look absolutely exhausted. What happened at the rink today?"
"Nothing happened," I muttered, keeping my eyes fixed on the floor. I tried to push past her, targeting the short hallway that led to my bedroom. I just wanted to shut the door.
"It doesn't look like nothing," she insisted, moving quickly to block my path. "Did you see the medical staff? Did you check in with the administrator? I thought today was just supposed to be a light tracking session."
"It was just practice, Mom. I'm fine."
"You're not fine! You can barely walk properly!" Her voice rose. "I knew this was going to happen. I knew the second you signed those probationary papers that you were going to push yourself too hard. You don't know how to stop."
I scoffed. That's rich coming from her.
"I don't have the luxury of stopping," I said, my voice tight and flat. I finally looked up, meeting her gaze with a coldness that made her flinch. "I have until Friday to hit the academy standard. If I don't, I'm off the roster permanently. So excuse me if I don't have time to sit on the couch and drink tea."
My mother stared at me, her hands dropping to her sides. She took a slow breath, her expression shifting to a fragile kind of gentleness.
"Aria, please," she whispered, her tone turning too soothing for my liking. "I'm just trying to look out for you. I know how much you want this. But maybe.. maybe returning to the academy after three years is just too much. The pressure there, the competition... it's a different world now."
"I belong in that world," I snapped, my grip tight on the bag I was holding.
"Do you?" she asked softly, stepping even closer. "There is no shame in realizing it's too much, sweetheart. Your body has been through a traumatic injury. If you need a break, Aria. If you need to just step away from the ice for a while, you can always go stay with your father. He has that place out by the coast. It's quiet. You could focus on your normal high school classes without all this... this madness."
The mention of my father hit me like ice water. My father had moved away the moment the medical bills started piling up, choosing his career over a broken daughter. The fact that she was suggesting him as an escape route proved how little she understood.
He had done the exact same thing Oliver did.
After the fall, Oliver had squeezed my hand and promised he would be right back. But he vanished.
When the door opened the following day, I had smiled, desperately thinking it was him coming to explain. But it was an unsmiling academy official, standing there to coldly tell me I had been replaced.
Right then, the television had flickered to the live broadcast. I watched Oliver skate out with someone else, soaking in the deafening crowd and the cheers that should have been mine.
"I am not going to my father," I said, each word dropping like a stone between us. "And I am not taking a break. If I step away now, I never get back on the ice. I'm not quitting just because it hurts."
"I'm not asking you to quit, I'm asking you to be realistic!" her voice cracked, her patience thinning by the seconds. "Look at what it's doing to you! You come home moody every single day! I can't sit here and watch you destroy yourself again!"
"Then don't look," I whispered.
She tried to touch me but I jerked my shoulder away from her touch. I spun around, ignoring the pain that shot up my ankle from the sudden movement.
"Aria! Stop! We are not done talking about this!" she yelled, her footsteps rushing after me into the corridor. "Aria, please! Just listen to me for one minute!"
I didn't answer. I reached my bedroom and swung the door shut behind me.
"Aria?" she called out again, knocking softly against the door. "Aria, answer me."
I stood still in the dim light of my room, my back pressed against the door. I stared straight ahead at the opposite wall, refusing to give her a single sound. I listened as her soft footsteps walked away.
The silence of my room descended on me, heavy and suffocating.
I slowly let myself slide down the length of the door, my sneakers dragging against the floors until I was sitting on the ground, my knees pulled tightly against my chest.
The armor I had worn all day– in front of Oliver, in front of the coach, in front of my mother– finally crumbled. A single tear spilled down my cheek. I buried my face in my hands, my shoulders shaking silently as the exhaustion of the last twelve hours fully took over.
I sat there on the floor for what felt like hours, watching the gray evening light slowly stretch across my small bed.
Suddenly, a sharp vibration cut through the quiet.
It was my phone buzzing inside my backpack. I wiped my face quickly with the back of my hand, reaching over to pull the bag toward me. I unzipped it and pulled out my phone.
An unread notification was sitting on the lock screen. It was an official email from the Academy administration, sent directly from the registrar's office.
My stomach flipped. Coach Marcus had said I had until Friday, but my mind instantly flashed to the worst-case scenario. Has the board already met? Were they throwing me out right now?
With trembling fingers, I tapped the notification and unlocked the phone.
Subject: Schedule Revision. Elite Morning Bracket Assignment.
My breath caught in my throat. I sat up straight, my eyes scanning the dense lines of the text. I skipped past the standard academic jargon until I hit the highlighted spreadsheet at the bottom.
Student Athlete: Aria Littleton.
Status: Approved for immediate transfer to Elite Morning Ice Time (5:00 AM - 8:00 AM).
I stared at the screen, my mind spinning. I hadn't just been cleared to keep practicing; the administration had officially bumped me up from the standard bracket to the most exclusive training block in the entire facility. It was the track reserved strictly for the top-tier competitors preparing for Nationals.
For a split second, a rush of pure adrenaline hit my chest. It was exactly what I needed to hit the standard by Friday.
But then my eyes drifted to the very bottom of the document, where the daily ice-rights and captaincy assignments were listed in bold black ink.
Elite Morning Bracket Captain: Oliver Goldsmith.
Ice Authority: Mandatory Attendance. Shared Facility Access.
The phone nearly slipped from my fingers. The sudden realization hit me like a blow to the stomach, draining the warmth from my body.
The Elite Morning Bracket wasn't just a high-level training group. It was Oliver's exclusive domain.
He held the captain rights over that specific ice time, meaning he controlled the music, the rotation order, and the space. By accepting this transfer to save my scholarship, I was being forced directly into his territory.
There would be no empty rinks at 5:00 AM anymore. There would be no hiding in the shadows to protect my weak ankle. Every single morning, for three solid hours, I would be trapped on the ice with him.
I stared at his name on the glowing screen, my heart freezing over as the weight of the coming week fully settled into my chest. There was absolutely no avoiding him now.