Chloe's Point of View
A month had passed since I signed my life away to Jonathan Wells. Days bled into the next, a continuous circle of obligation and playacting. The original shock that our agreement had created faded out, leaving a cold, grey indifference in its wake. Even the most spurious display of civility now felt akin to a laborious task. My role was more defined now, the sacrifices I made were clearer, and the thought of it weighed upon me like a heavy, crushing burden. Every day, I did the tightrope balancing act between my own discomfort and keeping up the illusion of a perfect marriage, while the true cost of my decisions did not exactly dwell in the farther reaches of my cognition.
I stood in the master bedroom of our penthouse, staring out the window at the city lights extending below me. It was a spectacular view, yet I just couldn't muster up any enthusiasm. The lavishness, the overindulgence-it was all so hollow. Cold. Just like him.
Jonathan. My husband in name only.
I knew from the very start what this pact entailed. I kept telling myself it was only a contract, as simple as any business transaction. But with days passing into weeks, it was hard to recall anymore what I was doing this for.
He kept his word, of course. The medical bills for Emily were paid. I had the best doctors in the country monitoring her condition, but still, it wasn't enough. Her health was declining faster than any of us had anticipated. And that was the only thing keeping me here-Emily, my sweet, innocent sister who needed me. I would do anything to save her, even marry a man like Jonathan Wells.
But his ruthlessness was something beyond my anticipation.
From the outside, nothing had changed. We appeared in public together, played the part of the perfect couple: Jonathan, the cold-hearted billionaire, and me, his quiet, obedient wife. But behind closed doors, the distance between us was palpable.
Every time I saw him, he wore the same mask-expressionless, detached, like I was nothing more than a part of his business empire. He was colder now than he ever had been, and it was almost as if the contract between us gave him permission to shut off whatever semblance of humanity he still had. And how he spoke to me... always in that same icy tone, like I was one more inconvenience he had to deal with.
He hadn't touched me since the wedding day. Not that I expected him to, with terms as clear as: no emotions, no physical contact beyond what was necessary to keep up appearances. Sometimes, though, when he looked at me, I couldn't help but catch myself in the wonder of whether he regretted choosing me-if in his mind I was nothing but a burden he had to endure for the sake of his father's legacy.
I let my breath out in a sigh, leaning against the window as I let it weigh down on my shoulders. The man I worked for, the man I married, wasn't just cold; he was ruthless, and lately, seemed to feel he was testing just how much I could endure.
That very morning, he'd yelled at me in front of his employees for some minor mistake in the scheduling of a meeting. It wasn't even my fault, but Jonathan didn't care. He snapped at me in front of everyone; the words cutting like ice leaving his mouth. And I stood there, took it, and pretended it didn't affect me, that I wasn't humiliated, crushed under the weight of his impossible expectations.
I knew why he was doing it. Jonathan didn't want this marriage any more than I did. But while I was enduring it for Emily, he was enduring it for control. The company was his obsession and this marriage was nothing more than a necessary evil for him. A tool to keep his empire intact.
The door to the bedroom creaked open and I tensed up. Jonathan.
"Chloe," he said, his voice cold as ice. "We're going out tonight. There's an event. Be ready in an hour."
I turned to him, forcing myself to meet his gaze. He stood in the doorway, his suit impeccably tailored, not one hair out of place. He looked as he always did-perfect, unreachable.
"An event?" I asked, softer than I meant for. "What kind of event?"
"A charity gala," he said, his eyes narrowing slightly as if the question itself was an irritant. "It's for appearance's sake. We'll be seen together, and then we'll leave. Simple enough."
I nodded, swallowing the lump in my throat. "I'll be ready."
Without another word, he turned and left, the soft click of the door closing after him a stark contrast to the oppressive weight of the silence that followed him out.
I let my breath out slowly, feeling the weight of everything bearing down on me. A month into this marriage and it already felt like a lifetime. I wasn't sure how much longer I could keep up the charade, how much longer I could stand the coldness, the distance, the constant reminder that I was nothing other than a pawn in Jonathan's game.
But then I thought of Emily. The vision of her in that hospital bed rushed to my mind-the way she smiled upon my visitation, the pain etched in her eyes. She was fighting so hard, and I just couldn't let her down. Not now. Not ever.
Turning back to the window, my reflection stared back at me. I didn't know this woman anymore in that glass. But that wasn't important. What was important was survival through this marriage, putting up the pretenses, and seeing that Emily received the care she needed.
I'd put up with Jonathan's coldness, and the pain, because for Emily, I'd endure anything.
Chloe's Point of View
I stared at my reflection in the floor-length mirror, hardly recognizing the woman staring back at me. The stylist Jonathan had hired worked her magic, transforming my usually simple, nerdy appearance into something. Glamorous. My hair, normally tied back in a practical bun, now cascaded in soft waves around my shoulders. The makeup softened my features, giving me a sophistication I never thought I'd possess. And the dress-a sleek, black gown that hugged my figure-made me feel like a stranger in my own skin.
This wasn't me. But tonight, it had to be.
Jonathan wanted perfection for the charity gala, and I was supposed to play my part. It was a commercial night, nothing more. We would show up together, smile for the cameras, exchange polite conversation with the city's élite, and then leave. Just like at every event we had attended since the marriage-a performance perfectly played out.
I looked at my phone then headed downstairs. A text from Emily's nurse was there, yet another update on her condition. She was still stable, but with every passing day in such a condition felt like a race against time. The thought caused my chest to tighten, but I managed to shove it down. There wasn't any time for any weakness tonight. I had to keep it together.
I went down the stairs of the penthouse, and there he was, waiting by the door-Jonathan with his expression unreadable, as ever. He was perfect in his black tuxedo, but his cold gaze barely flickered to me as I reached the bottom step.
"You're ready?" he asked, his tone flat as ever.
I nodded, unable to shake the tension that had built between us over the past month. We were playing the roles, but nothing about it felt natural-this constant coldness, him treating me as another asset to manage, was wearing me down.
We arrived at the gala in silence. The flash of cameras greeted us the moment we stepped out of the car, Jonathan's hand resting lightly on my back for appearance' sake. I forced a smile, knowing the world was watching, waiting for a crack in any link. And I could not give them that. Not tonight.
Inside, the room hummed with conversation and the tinkling of champagne glasses. High-profile guests mingled, gowns and suits, every conversation oozing money and influence. Jonathan moved easily through the room, his hand still lightly guiding mine as we made our rounds, greeting board members, shaking hands with business partners.
It was all business to him. It always was.
But even in purloined glamour, the alienation was impossible to shake. No matter how many ways they dolled me up, I wasn't one of them. I was just playing the part of Jonathan Wells' perfect wife. And every minute of it felt like a lie.
I was lost in my thoughts, until a tap on my shoulder got my attention. Turning to face the speaker, I found David Harper standing there, softening into me with his eyes. David-an old acquaintance from before all of this, someone who actually saw me as more than a transaction.
"Chloe," he said, a smile touching his lips. "You look. Incredible."
I blushed at the compliment, a little uncomfortable, but smiled back. "David, I didn't expect to see you here."
He nodded toward Jonathan, who was caught up in talking with a potential investor, then turned his attention back to me. "Do you have a minute? Let's talk outside."
I hesitated, looking over toward Jonathan. He didn't seem to notice. "Okay," I whispered, following David out of the crowded ballroom and into the garden.
The cool evening air felt refreshing against my skin, and I could finally breathe for the first time that night. David steered me to a quiet corner of the garden, apart from the prying eyes of the event.
"Are you okay?" he asked, concern etched across his face. "I've heard. Things."
I turned my face away, hoping to shield the flash of the fragile weakness that somehow made me feel flawed. "I'm fine, David. Really."
But he didn't buy it. "Chloe, you don't have to do this. You don't have to stay with him."
"I made a choice," I whispered. "It's complicated."
David reached for my hand, warm and comforting, but before I could say anything more, I heard the heavy footsteps behind me.
Jonathan.
I turned just in time to see him storming toward us, fury etched in every line of his face. His eyes flicked from me to David, and in one swift motion, he lunged at him.
"Jonathan, no!" I cried, but it was too late.
Jonathan's fist struck David in the jaw, sending him backward, and I gasped, stepped between them; but Jonathan took my arm in a rough grip and pulled me from David as if he was some sort of menace. The strength in his hand sent pain through me, but I bit down hard on my lip and refused to let the tears spill.
"You don't ever touch her," Jonathan growled at him, his voice low and dangerous.
David wiped the blood off his lip, glaring back at Jonathan. "She's not your property, Jonathan."
Jonathan's grasp on my arm tightened and I winced, but said nothing. What could I say? I just wanted the night to be over.
"Let's go," Jonathan muttered, pulling me in the direction of the exit.
I stumbled along behind him, my heart racing as we made our way back to the car in utter silence-the tension was so thick it suffocated. My arm pounded in his grip, and I could feel the bruise well up under my dress sleeve. I wanted to scream, cry, but couldn't let him see me break.
We finally pulled into the driveway, and I found my voice. "You didn't have to do that," I said, my voice low, staring straight ahead. "David was just-"
Jonathan cut me off, his tone cool and razor-sharp. "David had no right to take you outside like that. You're my wife."
I swallowed the lump in my throat, the weight of his words crashing down on me. "Your wife," I repeated, my voice shaking. "Is that what I am to you? Or am I just a piece of property you can parade around when it suits you?"
He glared at me, his jaw clenched. "You knew what this was, Chloe. You agreed to it."
"I signed a contract," I said, my voice shaking. "Not this."
There was silence for a moment. The chill in his eyes didn't change, but something else flashed there-anger, frustration, possibly regret. But it disappeared as fast as it had come.
"You don't understand," he growled, grabbing the door of the car and hauling it open. "Go inside. We're done talking."
I didn't move. I couldn't. My arm still throbbed from where he had clutched me, and the unshed tears behind my eyes threatened to spill. But I wouldn't give them to him. I won't give him that.
When he realized I wasn't following him, he let out a sigh, and his voice was softer now. "Chloe, go inside."
I finally turned to him, my eyes ablaze. "Don't ever touch me like that again," I whispered, not very far from breaking point. "Ever."
Jonathan's face was set once more in stone, but he didn't utter another word. He merely turned and strode away inside, leaving me alone with my silently screaming agony in the car.
I remained in the dark for a very long period of time, fighting my tears, wondering how much longer I could stand this.
Chloe's Point of View
I sat on the edge of the bed, staring at the faint purple bruise that marred the skin of my arm. The imprint of Jonathan's anger. I had been holding it together all night, keeping the tears at bay, but now that I was alone, the weight of everything pressed down on me all at once.
I gingerly trailed my fingers over the bruise, and a surge of emotion welled up inside that I couldn't quite control-anger, sadness, frustration. How did I get here? How does one's life spiral down to such a vain marriage replete with freezing words and unexpressed pains?
A tear rolled down my cheek and another until I couldn't stop them. I buried my face in my hands, crying silently, ashamed that I'd let him get to me this way. I wasn't supposed to feel anything for him. This was all supposed to be transactional, a means to an end. Yet, it was impossible to keep my walls up as the reality of our situation chipped away at them day in, day out.
The door creaked open, and I hastily wiped my face, straightening up. I hadn't heard Jonathan come in. He was standing there, leaning against the doorframe-a glass of wine held in his hand. His usual acuteness was dulled; his gaze softer, unfocused. He was drunk.
"Chloe." His voice came out low, rougher than what I was used to. Eyes that were once cold and distant now zeroed in on the bruise on my arm. His expression darkened, a shadow of something that seemed unfamiliar crossing over his features.
I said nothing but just watched him as he walked up to me slowly. Heavier with every step, the manner of his movements quickened my pulse; moving with the gait of a predator closing in on his prey, If that can be said.
He knelt before me, the wine glass set aside on the floor. His fingers came in contact with the bruise, and his touch was gentler than expected. A moment passed with neither of us uttering a word; the silence between us was thick.
Then, to my astonishment, he bend forward and laid his soft lips against the bruise.
I froze, my breath catching in my throat. His lips just hovered there, soft in a way I wouldn't have believed he was capable of. When he drew back, his eyes met mine and for the first time, I saw something raw underneath the surface; vulnerability, regret, things Jonathan Wells never let himself display.
He stared at me, his face inches from mine, before, without warning, he kissed me.
It wasn't gentle this time, but desperate and starving. I felt his hands glide around my waist, pulling me close as if he wanted to erase all that had happened tonight in a single act.
"Jonathan," I whispered against his lips, trying to push him away, but he was hard, so heavy against me, the weight of him leaning on me made my body utter lies out of the sharp warning in my mind.
He leaned in, his warm mouth tracing a line down my neck to the hollow of my throat, and I felt my heart racing at the base of my ribcage, my mind flying out of control. I knew he was drunk, I knew this wasn't right, yet the heat of his touch overwhelmed me, blurring boundaries between what I wanted and what I needed to resist.
"I'm sorry," he whispered, his warm breath dancing across my skin. "I'm so. Sorry, Chloe."
He kissed me again, the apology dissolving into the desperation of the moment. His hands roamed, claiming me in a way that said he wasn't asking anymore. And for one dazzling moment, I was leaning into him, the tide of my emotions pulling me under.
But then reality snapped back into focus.
"Jonathan, let go," I whispered again, much firmer, and I pressed harder against him.
He hesitated. His grip loosened the tiniest fraction, though his lips remained close to mine, his breathing ragged. The air between us grew heavy, a tangled mess of anger and desire and something I couldn't quite name. And his eyes, locked on mine, searching for something. Maybe forgiveness. Maybe control.
Whatever it was, I couldn't give it to him. Not like this.
"Jonathan. Please," I breathed, my voice soft but steady.
For a very long moment, he didn't move, only stared at me with the same intensity, the storm brewing behind his eyes. Then, in slow motion, he released me, pulling back. The distance between us felt like a chasm, but the weight of his presence still lingered.
He stood, running a hand through his hair, his face unreadable. "You don't understand, Chloe," he said, his voice thick with something so unlike him I couldn't place it. "You think you know me, but you don't."
I looked up at him, still trembling slightly from the encounter. "Then show me," I whispered. "Show me who you really are. Stop hiding behind this. This coldness."
He didn't say a word. He just glared at me for another long, heavy moment before turning and walking out of the room, leaving me to my thoughts, my heart still racing.
And as the door clicked shut behind him, I realized I wasn't sure if I wanted to know the man behind the cold. Because what I had seen tonight scared me just as much as it pulled me in.