The last thing I remembered was the freezing water closing over my head, Brittany' s triumphant smile the final image in my mind.
Then, a gasp. I shot up, coughing, not in the dark river, but in my bed, sunlight streaming through the window.
Had it all been a nightmare? The public shaming, getting fired, the whispers, the utter despair that drove me to that river' s edge?
A self-satisfied hum from the living room shattered the illusion. Brittany.
My heart hammered. This wasn' t a nightmare. It was a second chance.
Memories flooded back: my sweet, bubbly roommate turning into a viper. She started using my online identity, my photos, twisting them into something sordid.
When I confronted her, she just laughed, "Chloe, don' t be such a prude. They love it. It' s just a bit of fun."
I went to HR, but she got there first, twisting the story, painting me as a jealous, unstable friend. They believed her.
The photos became more explicit, sent from my work email. I was publicly humiliated, labeled an exhibitionist. My boss couldn' t look me in the eye.
The company fired me to "protect its image." My career, everything I' d worked for, was gone.
Brittany thrived. She took my job, my desk, my life. She stood on the ashes of my career and pretended she was a hero.
The final blow was the public scandal that nearly cost me my life. And then, it did.
As the current pulled me under, she had won. But now I was back.
The girl who died in that river took all my innocence with her. What was left was a cold, burning desire for revenge.
And as I lay there, listening to the clicks of her camera, I knew exactly how I was going to get it.
The last thing I remembered was the freezing water closing over my head, the desperate burn in my lungs giving way to a strange, dark peace.
My final thought was of Brittany. Her triumphant smile, her fake tears, the way everyone believed her over me. It was the injustice that killed me more than the water.
Then, a gasp.
I shot up, coughing, my throat raw. I wasn't in the cold, dark river. I was in my bed, in the apartment I shared with her. Sunlight streamed through the window, catching dust motes dancing in the air.
It felt real. The scratchy blanket, the familiar crack in the ceiling, the distant sound of traffic.
Had it all been a nightmare? The public shaming, getting fired, the whispers and stares, the utter despair?
A sound from the living room broke my confusion. A soft click, followed by a low, self-satisfied hum.
Brittany.
My heart hammered against my ribs, a cold dread washing over me. This wasn't a nightmare. This was a second chance.
The memories flooded back, sharp and brutal. It started so small. Brittany, my sweet, bubbly roommate, my colleague at the design firm. She was always so friendly, so full of compliments. We became fast friends, or so I thought.
But she had this darkness in her, a desperate need for attention that I was too naive to see. She started secretly using my online identity, my name, my photos, and twisting them into something sordid. She posted provocative pictures-of her body, but with my face digitally obscured or cropped out-under my name. She reveled in the chaotic, lustful attention it brought.
The comments were vile, but they fueled her.
When I found out, the situation escalated beyond my control. I confronted her, begged her to stop. I told her it was wrong, that she was destroying my reputation.
She just laughed.
"Chloe, don't be such a prude," she'd said, flipping her hair. "They love it. It's just a bit of fun."
I tried to solve it the right way. I went to HR. But Brittany was smarter, more manipulative. She got there first. She twisted the story, painting me as a jealous, unstable friend who was trying to sabotage her. She cried, she played the victim, and they believed her.
Things got worse. The photos became more explicit. She started sending them to our colleagues, using my work email. The whispers at the office turned into open disgust. I was publicly humiliated, labeled as some kind of desperate exhibitionist. My boss, Mr. Harrison, a man I respected, couldn't even look me in the eye.
The company fired me to "protect its image." My professional life, everything I had worked so hard for, was gone in an instant. My reputation was in tatters.
Brittany, on the other hand, thrived. She positioned herself as the loyal friend who had tried to help her "troubled" roommate. She received sympathy, praise, even a promotion. She took my job, my desk, my life. She stood on the ashes of my career and pretended she was a hero.
The final blow was the public scandal that nearly cost me my life. And then, it did. The constant harassment, the shame, the complete and utter loss of hope drove me to the river's edge.
I remember thinking, as the current pulled me under, that she had won. She had taken everything from me.
But now, I was back. Lying in my bed, listening to her in the next room, I knew. The universe had made a mistake. It gave a monster a victory, and it gave me a second chance to correct it.
I wasn't the same naive, trusting Chloe. The girl who died in that river took all my innocence with her.
What was left was a cold, burning desire for justice. No, not justice.
Revenge.
And as I lay there, listening to the clicks of her camera, I knew exactly how I was going to get it.
I swung my legs out of bed, my movements silent. The floorboards were cool against my bare feet. I crept towards the living room, my heart a steady, cold drum. The rage from my past life was gone, replaced by an icy calm. I had to see. I had to confirm this was real.
I peeked around the doorframe.
There she was. Brittany.
She was in the middle of our living room, bathed in the morning light. The scene was almost identical to the first time I discovered her deceit in my previous life. The shock wasn't there this time, only a grim sense of confirmation.
She was wearing my favorite silk robe, the one I' d saved up for months to buy. It was a soft, blush pink, a color I loved. On her, it looked cheap, vulgar. She had it pulled open, revealing the black lace lingerie underneath. It was mine too. I recognized the pattern. She' d stolen it from my drawer.
Her phone was propped up on a stack of my design books on the coffee table. The self-timer was on. She was posing, arching her back to emphasize her curves, her head thrown back, lips parted.
Click.
The phone' s camera flashed.
She moved, checking the photo on her screen. A small, pleased smile touched her lips. She was completely absorbed, lost in her own reflection. She adjusted the robe, letting it slip further off one shoulder, her expression a practiced pout meant to look seductive. She ran a hand through her hair, then down her body, her eyes half-closed in a parody of ecstasy.
She was an exhibitionist, through and through. She didn't just want the attention, she needed it, like a drug.
She angled her body again, this time turning her back to the camera, looking over her shoulder. She hiked the robe up, showing off the curve of her backside. The pose was deliberately provocative, designed for one purpose only: to elicit a primal response from strangers on the internet.
Click.
She picked up her phone to review her work. I could see the screen from my hiding spot. It was an anonymous forum, filled with similar pictures. She scrolled through the comments on her last post, her smile widening.
"Damn, girl. I'd do anything for a piece of that."
"More! We need more!"
"You're so hot, baby. Show us your face."
Instead of being disgusted, Brittany's whole body seemed to hum with pleasure. Her eyes lit up, a feverish excitement in them. She let out a little sigh of pure satisfaction, a sound that made my stomach turn. This was her validation. This anonymous, cheap praise from faceless men was what she lived for.
This was the sickness that had destroyed me.
And this time, I was going to use it to destroy her.