For five years, I was married to a man the world adored. I told myself he wasn't a monster, just incapable of love.
I learned the truth when his men dragged me from a hospital bed to bake a cake for the spoiled lover he cherished more than life.
He let that man, Cinnamon, carve a painting into my back with a needle. He had me thrown into a walk-in freezer when I refused to cook.
He even made me crawl through a swimming pool filled with broken glass, all to appease Cinnamon's cruel whims.
I finally understood. My husband wasn't incapable of love; he was just incapable of loving me. He was a monster, but only for him.
The day I walked out of that pool, bleeding and broken, my love for him was dead. The next morning, I finalized our divorce and bought every billboard in the city with my last dollar.
My message was simple: "I, Adelaide Atkinson, am officially divorced from Alonzo Taylor. Best wishes for his future with Mr. Cinnamon Webster."
Chapter 1
Adelaide POV:
For five years, I was married to a man the world adored. A man who, I came to realize, was not incapable of love. He was simply incapable of loving me. I learned this the day his men dragged me from a hospital bed, my body shattered and bleeding, to bake a cake for the spoiled mistress he cherished more than life itself.
That man was Alonzo Taylor, the ruthless billionaire CEO whose face graced the cover of every major business magazine. To the public, he was a visionary, a titan of industry, a man whose logic was as sharp and cold as a surgeon's scalpel. To me, he was the husband who had saved my family's company from bankruptcy five years ago, in exchange for my hand in a marriage of convenience.
I had been grateful. I had even been in love.
But gratitude and love have their limits.
I learned that on our first anniversary, when he forgot our dinner reservations because of a last-minute board meeting.
I learned it again on my birthday, when he sent his assistant with a Cartier bracelet but never showed up himself.
I learned it through a thousand lonely nights in our sprawling, minimalist mansion that felt more like a museum than a home. He was always working, always traveling, always just out of reach. His apologies, when they came, were brief and perfunctory, delivered via text messages that felt like they were dictated to his secretary.
For a long time, I made excuses for him. He's a genius, I'd tell myself. His mind operates on a different plane. His work is his passion, and I should be a supportive wife. This marriage was a transaction, after all. I shouldn't expect the fairy tale.
But a heart, no matter how resilient, can only take so much neglect before it starts to crack.
The first real crack appeared when the whispers started. Rumors of Alonzo and an aspiring actress named Cinnamon Webster. At first, I dismissed them. Alonzo was rational to the point of cruelty; he had no time for the frivolities of a love affair.
But the rumors were persistent, and they painted a picture of a man I didn't recognize.
They said he, the man who considered flowers a waste of resources, had an entire botanical garden flown in overnight to decorate Cinnamon's apartment.
They said he, the man who detested public displays of affection, was photographed holding an umbrella for Cinnamon in the rain, his own billion-dollar suit soaked through.
They said he, the workaholic who never took a day off, had shut down an entire amusement park for a day just so Cinnamon could ride the Ferris wheel alone with him.
I didn't want to believe it. It was impossible. This wasn't the Alonzo I knew. The Alonzo I knew wouldn't even remember my favorite color, let alone shut down an amusement park for me. He was cold, yes, but he was consistently cold to everyone. That was my strange, pathetic comfort. He didn't love me, but he didn't love anyone else either.
But the doubt was a seed, and it began to sprout.
Using the last of my personal savings, I hired a private investigator. Alonzo's security was airtight, a fortress built of money and power. The investigator struggled for weeks, only managing to get a single, blurry photograph, taken from a long distance.
He handed it to me in a plain manila envelope. My hands trembled as I opened it.
The photo showed Alonzo standing by a lakeside, the setting sun casting a golden glow around him. He was looking down at a figure seated on a bench, a young man with a delicate, almost feline beauty. And on Alonzo's face was an expression I had never seen in my five years of marriage.
It was a look of such profound, unguarded tenderness that it stole the air from my lungs.
It was the look I had dreamed of, prayed for, and starved for. And he was giving it to someone else.
The pain was a physical thing, a cold dread that filled my chest.
That night, on my way home from the investigator's office, a black sedan ran a red light and slammed into the side of my car.
The world spun into a blur of screeching metal and shattering glass.
I woke up in a hospital room, my head pounding and my arm in a cast. Alonzo's personal assistant, a man as devoid of emotion as his boss, was standing by my bed.
"Mrs. Taylor," he said, his voice flat. "Mr. Taylor asked me to convey his regards."
He paused, his eyes like chips of ice. "He also hopes you understand that some curiosities are best left unsatisfied. For your own well-being."
The meaning was unmistakable. The "car accident" was a warning. My husband, the man I had loved and defended, had tried to have me killed-or at least badly frightened-to protect his affair.
The cold dread in my chest turned into a glacial sheet of ice. Alonzo wasn't just cold. He was a monster.
And he was a monster for him. For Cinnamon Webster.
The final, shattering confirmation came two days later. I was still in the hospital when I received a frantic call from the local police department. Cinnamon Webster had been arrested for causing a drunken disturbance at a luxury boutique, and he was refusing to cooperate, demanding to see Alonzo.
I don't know what possessed me. A morbid need to see the man who had stolen my husband's heart. I threw on my clothes over my hospital gown, my broken arm throbbing, and took a taxi to the station.
The scene in the precinct was chaotic. Cinnamon, draped in designer clothes and looking petulant, was screaming at a beleaguered-looking officer.
"Do you know who I am? Do you know who my boyfriend is? When Alonzo gets here, you'll be fired! All of you!"
Just then, the glass doors to the precinct slid open.
Alonzo Taylor strode in, flanked by two imposing bodyguards. The air in the room instantly changed, crackling with his power and authority. The noisy room fell silent. He didn't even glance in my direction, his eyes fixed solely on the spoiled young man pouting in the corner.
"Adelaide," he said, his voice dangerously low, finally acknowledging my presence. "What are you doing here? Go home." It wasn't a request. It was an order.
But I was frozen, unable to move, unable to look away.
Because the moment Alonzo's eyes landed on Cinnamon, his entire demeanor shifted. The ruthless CEO vanished, replaced by a man I had never seen before.
"Cinnamon," he murmured, his voice softening to an incredible degree. He walked over and gently brushed a stray hair from Cinnamon's forehead. "Are you alright? Did they hurt you?"
My heart felt like it was being squeezed in a vise.
Cinnamon's lower lip trembled. "Lonzo, they were so mean to me! And... and that security guard, he pushed me!" He pointed a dramatic finger at a guard standing near the wall. "He hurt my wrist!"
Alonzo's head snapped toward the guard, his eyes turning to black ice. "Did you touch him?"
The guard paled. "Sir, I... I was just trying to stop him from breaking things..."
"Apologize," Alonzo commanded, his voice devoid of any warmth.
The guard looked stunned. Alonzo's assistant stepped forward. "Mr. Taylor, it was a misunderstanding. The security footage shows Mr. Webster was the aggressor-"
"I said," Alonzo repeated, his voice dropping to a terrifying whisper, "apologize. On your knees."
I watched in utter disbelief as the guard, a man twice Cinnamon's age, hesitated for a second before his shoulders slumped in defeat. He slowly knelt before the smirking young actor.
"I... I'm sorry," the guard mumbled, his face burning with humiliation.
But Cinnamon wasn't satisfied. "An apology isn't enough! Lonzo, he scared me. He needs to be punished."
My blood ran cold.
Alonzo turned back to Cinnamon, his expression melting back into that sickeningly gentle look. "Of course, my love. Whatever you want. How do you want him punished?"
Cinnamon tapped his chin, a cruel glint in his eyes. "I want you to punish him for me. I want you to take his place. You go apologize to that sales clerk I yelled at. For me."
The request was absurd, humiliating. It was a power play, and we all knew it. I expected Alonzo to refuse, to show some flicker of the proud, unbending man he was.
He didn't even hesitate.
"As you wish," Alonzo said softly.
He turned, walked over to the terrified young sales clerk who had been called in to give a statement, and bowed his head. "I apologize on behalf of my partner. His behavior was unacceptable. Please, forgive him."
The sight of Alonzo Taylor, the king of the financial world, humbling himself for the whims of a spoiled brat was so shocking, so utterly debasing, that I felt my entire world tilt on its axis.
The love I had so carefully nurtured for five years, the hope I had clung to in the face of endless neglect, died in that fluorescent-lit police station.
It didn't just fade. It was slaughtered.
Cinnamon, still not satisfied, crossed his arms. "That's not enough. Lonzo, you let him scare me. That means you didn't protect me well enough. You should be punished too."
Alonzo looked at him, his gaze full of an emotion I could now only recognize as blind adoration. "You're right. How should I be punished?"
Cinnamon's eyes flickered to me for a brief, triumphant second before landing back on Alonzo. A wicked smile played on his lips.
"I want you to slap yourself. Ten times. Hard enough for me to hear it."
My jaw dropped. The police officers in the room exchanged horrified glances.
But Alonzo just nodded, as if it were the most reasonable request in the world. He raised his hand, his eyes never leaving Cinnamon's face, and brought it down against his own cheek.
The sound of the slap echoed through the silent room, sharp and brutal.
Smack.
Once.
Smack.
Twice.
His hand was unsparing. By the fifth slap, a red mark was blooming on his perfect, chiseled face.
I stood there, a ghost in the corner of a nightmare, and watched the man I had married systematically destroy his own dignity for another. And I knew, with a certainty that was as cold and hard as a tombstone, that I was done.
The love was dead. The hope was gone.
All that was left was a hollow, aching void. And a sudden, desperate need to get away.
Adelaide POV:
Before I was Adelaide Taylor, the neglected wife of a billionaire, I was Adelaide Atkinson, a promising young architectural designer. My family, while not in the same stratosphere as the Taylors, had a respectable construction business. I was their only child, passionate about creating spaces that were not just beautiful, but soulful.
Then I met Alonzo Taylor at a charity gala. The media called him a "once-in-a-generation mind," a "kingmaker," a "visionary." They also called him a machine. A work-obsessed recluse who ran his global empire with terrifying efficiency and zero emotion.
I saw something else. I saw the loneliness in his cool gray eyes, the subtle tension in his jaw that hinted at the immense pressure he carried. I was naive. I fell for the fantasy of the woman who could thaw the ice king's heart.
So when my family's business teetered on the brink of collapse and the Atkinsons, in a desperate alliance, proposed a marriage to the Taylors, I agreed without a second thought. My friends were horrified.
"Addie, the man doesn't have a heart," my best friend, Jaxon Martinez, had warned me. Jaxon, a successful architect in his own right, had known me since we were kids. "He's buying a respectable wife to be the face of his domestic life, just like he buys a new company. It's a transaction."
"I can change him," I'd insisted, my voice full of the foolish optimism of a 22-year-old in love. "Love can change anyone."
Jaxon had just shaken his head, his eyes full of pity. "Love requires a heart to take root in, Addie. I'm not sure he has one to offer."
He was right.
On our wedding night, after the lavish reception he had barely participated in, Alonzo stood at the floor-to-ceiling window of our penthouse suite, his back to me.
"Adelaide," he said, his voice as sterile as the room. "Let's be clear. I have fulfilled my end of the bargain. Your family's company is secure. In return, I expect you to be a competent, discreet, and presentable Mrs. Taylor. Do not interfere with my work. Do not make emotional demands. Do not expect anything more than what this marriage is: a contract. Do I make myself clear?"
The words had shattered my romantic dreams, but not my hope. For five years, I held onto that hope. I endured the forgotten anniversaries, the lonely holidays, the public appearances where he treated me like a decorative accessory. I cooked meals he never came home to eat. I designed a home he never truly lived in.
My only solace was the lie I told myself: he doesn't love me, but he doesn't love anyone else either. He's simply incapable of it. His heart belongs to his work.
But seeing him in that police station, debasing himself for Cinnamon Webster, had exposed that lie for the pathetic self-delusion it was. Alonzo wasn't incapable of love. He was capable of a fierce, all-consuming, humiliating devotion.
He just wasn't capable of giving it to me.
The five years of waiting, of hoping, of enduring-it all collapsed into a single, crushing realization. It wasn't that he couldn't love; it was that he wouldn't love me. The pain of that truth was a thousand times worse than the simple absence of affection. It was a rejection of my very being.
That was the moment I knew I had to leave. My love for him had been the only chain binding me to this gilded cage. And now, it was broken.
The next day, my arm in a fresh sling, I had my lawyer draft the divorce papers. I didn't ask for a single penny of Alonzo's fortune. I only wanted one thing: my freedom. My name. My life back.
I went to his office, the towering glass monolith that was the heart of his empire. The receptionist looked at me with a mixture of surprise and pity. "Mrs. Taylor, Mr. Taylor isn't in."
"I'll wait," I said, my voice steady.
"He... he hasn't been in the office for three days," she admitted hesitantly.
Three days. In five years, Alonzo had never been away from his office for more than a day unless he was on a business trip. "Where is he?"
The receptionist fidgeted. "He's... attending the Starlight Charity Auction."
My heart gave a bitter twist. He had missed our anniversary dinner last year because of an "urgent merger," but he had time to attend an auction?
"With Mr. Webster, I presume," I said, the name tasting like ash in my mouth.
She flinched and looked away. That was answer enough.
I drove to the auction house. The hall was glittering with chandeliers and high society. And there, in the front row, was Alonzo. Cinnamon was plastered to his side, whispering in his ear. Alonzo was listening with a patient smile, the kind he had never, ever given me.
The auction began. The item up for bid was a rare pink diamond necklace, "The Heart of the Ocean."
"Five million!" someone called out.
"Ten million!" another voice countered.
Cinnamon pouted, tugging on Alonzo's sleeve. "Lonzo, it's so pretty."
Alonzo didn't even look at the stage. He simply raised his paddle.
"One hundred million," his voice cut through the room, calm and decisive.
A stunned silence fell over the auction hall. The auctioneer, flabbergasted, stammered, "Going once... going twice... Sold! To Mr. Alonzo Taylor!"
The room erupted in applause. Cinnamon threw his arms around Alonzo's neck and kissed him, a long, possessive kiss, right there in front of hundreds of people. The camera flashes were blinding.
I stood in the shadows at the back of the room, feeling invisible. He had bought a one-hundred-million-dollar necklace for his lover without a second thought. For our third anniversary, he had his assistant send me a company-branded pen.
The contrast was so brutal, so ludicrous, it was almost funny.
My feet moved before my brain caught up. I walked through the parting crowd, my steps firm, my eyes locked on him. I stopped right in front of them, the manila envelope containing the divorce papers held in my good hand.
Alonzo's smile faded when he saw me. He instinctively moved to shield Cinnamon behind him, his eyes turning cold and hard. "Adelaide. What are you doing here?"
"I have something for you," I said, my voice surprisingly calm. I held out the envelope.
He didn't take it. "I'm busy."
"It'll only take a moment. It's our divorce agreement."
Cinnamon peeked out from behind Alonzo's shoulder, his eyes wide with feigned innocence, but I could see the triumph glittering within them.
"Divorce?" Alonzo's brow furrowed, not with sadness, but with annoyance. As if I were a minor inconvenience, a fly buzzing around his head. "I don't have time for this now."
"Then make time," I said, my patience wearing thin. "I want to end this. We both know this marriage has been a farce. Let's just sign the papers and go our separate ways. You can be with him, and I can be free."
Alonzo's jaw tightened. He looked at Cinnamon, then back at me, his gaze dismissive. "We'll discuss this later. Leave."
"No," I stood my ground. "We'll discuss it now."
Before he could respond, a slender hand darted out and snatched the envelope from me. Cinnamon giggled, holding the papers up. "Oh, a divorce? Lonzo, you didn't tell me!"
He pulled the papers out, his eyes scanning them with a mocking air. "Net worth separation, no alimony... Tsk, tsk. Adelaide, you're leaving with nothing? How sad."
I ignored him, my eyes fixed on Alonzo. "Sign it."
"He's too busy to sign your silly papers," Cinnamon purred. He snuggled closer to Alonzo. "But... I can sign for him."
I scoffed. "Don't be ridiculous."
"Am I?" Cinnamon's smile was pure venom. He reached into his own pocket and pulled out something that made my blood run cold. It was a small, exquisitely carved jade stamp, a personal signature key.
I knew that key. It was a one-of-a-kind digital signature key Alonzo used for his most private and important documents, linked directly to his biometric data. It held more power than a written signature. He had once told me he guarded it more closely than his own life.
And he had given it to Cinnamon Webster. He trusted this vapid, manipulative boy with the keys to his entire kingdom.
"Lonzo trusts me with everything," Cinnamon cooed, seeing the look of devastation on my face. He opened a small ink pad he produced from his other pocket, pressed the stamp onto it, and then, with a flourish, slammed it down on the signature line of the divorce agreement. The crisp thud echoed in the sudden silence around us.
"There," Cinnamon said, his voice dripping with condescension as he shoved the papers back into my chest. "You're free. Now get out of our sight. You're ruining our evening."
Adelaide POV:
Cinnamon's final words were a sneering whisper in my ear. "Don't you ever try to come between us again, Adelaide. You have no idea what he's willing to do for me."
I stumbled back, clutching the divorce papers to my chest. The heavy imprint of Alonzo's digital signature key felt like it was burning a hole through the paper, through my skin, straight into my soul. It was the ultimate mockery. My five-year marriage, a bond I had once held sacred, was officially terminated by my husband's spoiled lover, stamped away like an insignificant invoice.
The world around me seemed to warp, the glittering lights and polite chatter of the auction hall blurring into a nauseating haze. I was standing in a room full of people, yet I had never felt so utterly alone.
Suddenly, a piercing siren blared through the speakers, followed by a frantic, automated voice.
"FIRE DETECTED. PLEASE EVACUATE THE BUILDING IMMEDIATELY. THIS IS NOT A DRILL."
Panic erupted. The well-dressed crowd dissolved into a screaming, shoving mob. Someone slammed into my injured shoulder, and I cried out, staggering sideways. Another shove from behind sent me sprawling to the floor.
My head hit the polished marble with a sickening crack. The divorce papers scattered around me.
"Lonzo!" I heard Cinnamon shriek from somewhere nearby. "Lonzo, help me! I fell!"
Through the forest of panicked legs, I saw Alonzo, who had already been moving toward the exit, whip around. His face was a mask of pure terror, but not for the fire, not for the chaos.
It was for Cinnamon.
A pathetic, desperate flicker of hope ignited in my chest. I was on the floor too. Hurt. In danger. Would he see me? Would he finally, for one second, choose me?
His eyes, sharp and focused, scanned the panicked crowd. They swept right past me, not even registering my presence, as if I were a piece of discarded furniture. He locked onto Cinnamon, who was dramatically clutching his ankle a few feet away.
"I'm coming!" Alonzo yelled, his voice cutting through the din. He barked orders at his bodyguards. "Get him! Clear a path! Get him out of here!"
The bodyguards moved with brutal efficiency, pushing people aside to create a cocoon around Cinnamon, lifting him to his feet and hustling him toward the exit. Alonzo stayed right by his side, his hand on the small of Cinnamon's back, his body a shield against the surging crowd.
He didn't look at me. Not once.
He walked right past me, his expensive leather shoe inches from my face.
"Alonzo!" The name was ripped from my throat, a raw, desperate cry. But it was swallowed by the roar of the crowd and the wail of the sirens.
I curled into a ball as people scrambled and tripped over me, the heel of a stiletto digging into my ribs. The smell of smoke was getting stronger. A horrifying thought seized me: I was going to die here. Trampled to death in a fire, just a few feet from the man who was supposed to be my husband, the man who didn't even know I was gone.
Then, through the smoky haze, I saw him again.
Alonzo. He was coming back.
My heart leaped with that same stupid, stubborn hope. He came back for me. He remembered me.
He shoved his way back through the tide of people, his eyes scanning the floor with frantic urgency. He was heading right for me.
He was almost on top of me. I tried to lift my hand, to call his name again.
He bent down, his hand reaching out. My breath caught in my throat.
His fingers brushed past my hair, closing not around my arm, but around something small and sparkling on the floor beside my head.
It was a designer clutch. Cinnamon's. A gaudy, crystal-encrusted thing that must have fallen when he was hustled out.
Alonzo snatched it up, his expression relieved. He straightened up, gave the clutch a protective wipe with his hand, and turned to leave.
He was leaving me. Again.
He had come back into a burning building, risking his life, not for his wife, but for his lover's handbag.
The realization was so soul-crushingly absurd, so utterly devastating, that it felt like the floor had dropped out from beneath me. The last flicker of hope in my heart wasn't just extinguished; it was incinerated.
I was worth less than a purse.
The smoke, the pain, the crushing weight of my own worthlessness-it all converged, and my world faded to black.
The next thing I knew, I was on a gurney, the bright lights of a hospital ceiling rushing past. A doctor was leaning over me, his voice urgent.
"She has a concussion, multiple contusions, and a fractured fibula. We need to get her into surgery now to set the bone."
They were wheeling me toward the operating room. A strange sense of detachment washed over me. It didn't even matter anymore.
Just as they pushed through the double doors of the OR, two of Alonzo's bodyguards appeared, blocking the way.
"Stop," one of them said, his voice flat and uncompromising.
The doctor stared at him, aghast. "What are you doing? This woman needs immediate surgery!"
"Our orders are to bring her to Mr. Taylor," the bodyguard said.
"That's insane! She's critically injured!" the doctor protested.
The bodyguard's expression didn't change. He stepped forward, grabbed the side of my gurney, and with a grunt of effort, simply yanked me off it.
I landed on the cold, hard linoleum floor with a scream of agony as a fresh wave of fire shot up my leg.
The doctor and nurses gasped in horror. "What are you doing?! You'll kill her!"
The bodyguard ignored them. He grabbed me under my arms, my head lolling back, my broken leg dragging uselessly behind me, and began to haul me down the corridor like a sack of garbage.
The pain was excruciating, but it was nothing compared to the humiliation. I was being dragged, bleeding and broken, through the halls of a hospital, my flimsy gown barely covering me.
They dragged me to the VIP wing, to a lavish private suite. They didn't put me on the empty bed. They threw me onto the cold marble floor at the foot of it.
My vision swam, but I could see him.
Alonzo. He was sitting on the edge of the bed. And on that bed, propped up by a mountain of fluffy pillows, was Cinnamon Webster, holding an ice pack to his forehead and whining.