Between the angel and the demon: Games Of The Heart

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"Is she alive....

"I think so...

"But what about the woman, her mother....

"Am afraid she's dead, absolutely lifeless...

"Christ lord, Does anyone knows about this...

"Am afraid not...

"The child....

"What!....

"I'll keep the poor child...

"You are making a big mistake, how would you cope...

"I don't know and don't care.....

"Esther....

"Stay out of it....

"Your purity will lead you to your grave...

"Out I say, OUT!...

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"Are you my real mum?...

"Why are you asking this question child....

"Please answer me...

"I....am....

"No you are not....

"What!....

"You are lying....to me...

"No am not, please don't cry child....

"Stay away from me....

"I.....

I will go find my real mum, cause you look nothing like me....

"Please stop...

"Tell me where she is...

"She's not coming back....to us...

"You are lying....

"No am not....

"I will find her....

"Just stop....

"No I won't, you are lying and I will find her..

"No am sorry but you won't ever see her again...

"What?....

"Am sorry, but she dead...

DEAD! DEAD! DEAD!...

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"Noooo!"....

I screamed so loudly bringing myself back to life, as I woke up with my heart already on my mouth, from the same nightmare, that I had kept on having every darn day of my pathetic life....

I slowly adjusted myself, as I frighteningly sat down with my heart racing, still trying to catch my breath, before my guarded eyes quickly drifted away, fixing it gaze on a dark silhouette that stood towards the entrance of the room..

Making my bitter heart leaps in fear, as I clenched my fist angrily...

"Whose there".... I yelled out, fixing my gaze at the figure angrily, but still no reply, making me a whole lot irritated, as I cautiously brought out a little knife from under my pillow, gripping it onto me tightly....

"I said whose there" I repeated rudely, now ready to attack the assume fool that literally just wanted to die....

"Keep silent and I'll kill you" I yelled with grit teeth, but still the figure wanted to act like a foolish hero...

"Some bravery huh?" I yelled out irritatedly, as I fix my gaze on the dark figure angrily...

"Just know that you are the one that made me do it" I said bitterly, as I raise the knife to the figure....

"Ahhh, what are you doing" The faint voice called out, as my eyes flashes with both anger and surprise...

"Damn it's only you" I said angrily, as I dropped the knife on the floor, already so mad at my aunt...

"Gosh, you scared the life out of me" I said, staring at her face angrily, as she kept on giggling foolishly...

"I only wanted to surprise you that's all" She mumbled under her breath, trying so hard to suppress the laughter, as I stood there looking at her frustratedly....

"Men, You really think this funny, huh?" I said folding my arms, still pissed off..

"Well...." She mumbled, giving me a silly look on her face, but still I didn't consider it funny one bit...

"For goodness sake, I could have killed you" I yelled, staring straight at her eyes, with a scared angry look radiating on my eyes, as I could see her calming down...

"Even though am not your mother, I know that you do care about me, so even though you ended up stabbing me, I won't die" She said calmly, as my heart slowly tried calming down....

"I don't believe in that nonsense" I said scoffing, as I looked away bitterly, obviously not wanting to meet her eyes...

"If I had stabbed you right now, you would have ended up dying and been put on the ground just like my mother" I spat bitterly, as I could feel my blood boiling once again....

"Why don't we put all that aside for now" Her calm voice said, as it rang into my head, even though I could never let go of the hatred I had for my mother indirect killers...

"Don't you want to ask me why am here" She said beaming happily, obviously trying to change the topic, as I stared at her already so uninterested....

"So why are you on my room, Five o clock in the morning" I ask, looking at her with a bored look, but still she kept on beaming...

"Why don't you guess" She said excitedly, staring at my uninterested face...

"I don't wanna" I said, folding my hands, already getting so irritating...

"C'mon don't be a douchebag and try guessing" She said, waving off my obvious " I don't care" look away, but still I kept quiet, as I stared at her with zero expression on my face...

"Fine, I'll tell you" She said, giving up, as a little grin formed around my lips, before fading away quickly....

"So what's the surprise" I said, staring at her with the same blank expression, as she looked at me with a smile on her face...

"Well..... How could you possibly forget that it's your 18th birthday" She said with a big wide smile on her face, as my blood boil in anger and bitterness...

"I don't want to ever celebrate this birthday, or any" I said, staring at her with a angry look on my face, watching her smile slowly fade away...

"You..." She stammered, already really hurt by my words, but I just couldn't keep silent at all, not this time around....

"Damn, how could you ever think that I would ever love the day I was born, not normal but prematurely, the day my helpless mother died"....

I yelled, boiling with fury, as I held an object, before smashing it on the mirror, smashing it completely....

"It enough, you need to calm down" Her voice rang on my head, but i didn't care, cause all I could feel was immense hatred....

"You need to calm down" She repeated again anxiously...

"No I won't" I yelled back, staring straight into her eyes angrily...

"Every single one of them will pay" I spat bitterly, locking my eyes with hers...

"Just please... please stop this" She stammered, staring straight into my eyes fearfully, as I stare at hers still with so much bitterness

"Am sorry, but I don't think that I would ever stop, cause I want to watch them bleed, cry for mercy just like me, but no, I won't spare them at all"....

I said, staring at her with bitter tears on my eyes, as she slowly tried breathing normally...

"Promise me that you wouldn't do anything stupid" She said, staring straight into my eyes with tears in hers, as I look away angrily cause I just couldn't watch her cry in pain, that was literally my weakness...

"That's means you will keep your promise" Her voice rang on my head, as I quickly looked at her face, still a little bit pissed off now....

"What are you saying, I didn't promise anything" I blurted out, staring at her face blankly....

"And I know you will keep your promise" She mouthed out, giving a small little smile, as I immediately understand what she was trying to do....

"You think that you can emotionally blackmail me, huh?" I said, arching one of my eyebrows frustratedly....

"At least I can try" She said, giving a small smile, before drifting her gaze at a medium size cake that was left on a corner ...

"Now have this" She said, cutting a little piece of the cake, staring at me with a small smile, as I stare blankly at her...

Damn, she always know how to blackmail me, I thought angrily, as she shoved the little piece of cake on my mouth, smiling victoriously, as I stand rooted there, swearing under my breathe...

"Damn you....

"Enough now" She instructed like some kind of strict teacher, staring straight into my frustrated eyes....

"Get some sleep for now and remember that you still have to go to school, alright" She said, giving a small smile, as I stared deeply into her eyes....

Even though I may not agree with her in many situation, the truth was that I owed her everything I had, cause she decided to take me in, when the whole world rebuked me, even my bloody grandparents did as well..

"I...." I blurted out, staring straight at her eyes hesitantly....

"Just get some sleep okay" She repeated strictly, making me irritated once again...

"Whatever" I said, staring her with grit teeth, already frustrated again...

"Now please leave" I said irritatedly, but all she did was to give me a sweet little smile before finally vanishing into thin air....

As soon as she was out of sight, I could feel all the anger rising from inside me....

"Damn!" I yelled out angrily, as I rubbed my forehead with my palm frustratedly...

Am sorry aunt, but I just can't let them go scott free, I just can't....

They are guilty of making mine and my mother life miserable and every criminal deserve to pay, so do they as well....

"Watch your back, cause am coming to seek my revenge, I'll find you sooner or later and I won't spare anyone at all that had wronged my mother" I yelled bitterly...

"That's would be the day I would finally rest in peace"....

"Mother I would avenge you, I swear if it's the last thing I do" I yelled out, clenching my fist in so much anger and frustration, as my eye slowly water bitterly....

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"While seeking revenge, it's better to dig two graves, one for the prey and one for yourself".

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I laid down on my bed, closing my eyes to rest of a while, but gosh it look like I never actually did, as the door kept on banging with my aunt angry voice, as she kept on yelling on top of her lungs....

"Damn, am already on my feet" I screamed back, as I massaged my forehead with my palms frustratedly, before lazily dragging my legs out of the bed, heading irritatedly to the bathroom to have a quick shower.

Only to stop halfway as my eyes slowly drifted to the figure standing right there..

"How on earth did you manage to get inside" I asked, hissing and rolling my eyes at her, still so pissed off..

"The door wasn't actually locked" She replied, staring at me, still with a cool head like always...

Damn!, I wonder how on earth she manages to keep up with my crazy mood swinging attitude, I thought staring at her with a curious angry look....

"Do you mind leaving, I want to take a shower" I said, bringing myself out of my thoughts, as I stared at her blankly...

"I don't mind STAYING at all" She blurted out, trying so hard to hide the smile on her face, as she emphasized the word staying, making me roll my eyes at her irritatedly...

"Oh c'mon just go" I yelled out, pouting like a baby at her teasing face ..

"Why?, There isn't anything to hide, is there" She blurted out as she folded her arms together teasingly, but I was already getting pissed off now..

I needed my privacy and she really was not going to stand in my way this time, Not again...

"Leave" I roared, pushing her lazily out of the room, before she finally stood at the door, with a sad expression on her face...

"Oh c'mon" She pouted out pleadingly...

"I'll will be late for school" I cried out angrily, staring straight into her eyes...

"Since when did you start caring about school" She questioned with confusion written all over her face..

"Since the moment you decided you wanted to stay in my room and watch me change" I mumbled under my breath angrily...

"I.....

"Bye" I yelled out, before finally slamming the door on her face, as l let out a little sigh, dragging my legs lazily to the bathroom to have a shower.....

I really just wish that I could stop going to that damn school already, cause literally I really have something much better to do than die there....

I thought frustratedly as l stared at my lifeless reflection on the mirror, slowly letting my hair to bounce down freely, cause i mean my hair also gonna have it own freedom right?...

No stupid hair ties, absolutely nothing but freedom, I mumbled to myself as l let the cool water caress my skin one last time, before finally putting on a big black top and some shorts...

As I lazily wear my black boots, before finally walking out of the door with my bag cross sideways across my chest...

I cautiously walked slowly, before swiftly escaping the clutches of my aunt, cause as much as I knew it...

If I didn't take on my heels, I might just kiss school goodbye and end up staying home, obviously not because I wanted to go that darn school anyway..

But because she wouldn't stop talking and going on and on about dumb stuffs, Gosh, she always makes me sick sometimes, constantly telling me how I should get a boyfriend and all those bullshits.

Like seriously, there's no place in my heart for love, not now, not ever, I thought already irritated again, as I kept on kicking the little peebles I saw on my way...

Like seriously, she always irritated me whenever she talks about those bullshits, but unfortunately i find myself loving her the more...

I owe her everything, cause she's the only reason I stand here alive, wanting to seek revenge, I owe her my life and forever would I be grateful for her humanity.

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Slowly I brought myself out of my thoughts, as I stood awkwardly in front of the one and only hellfire...."Hill spring Academy"....

Gosh the name always irritate me, it really sounds like am saying some kind of child poem or something.

Like seriously, to say I hate this damn school is an understatement, cause literally, I absolutely despise everything about it, the shitty teachers and those idiot brats...

Gosh, they all make me sick, literally no fun in going to a place like this, I really do feel suffocated trapped here, and my anger and hatred seems to reach the highest peak any time I come here, out of force by my aunt.

Like seriously I really don't need all this "Learning", it wasn't like I was dumb or anything, I thought angrily, staring at all those little fools walking by....

"Damn!" I cried out frustratedly, as I slowly made my way into my class all alone, just like I liked it....

I got no friends and literally I really don't need all those brainless fools to hop around me everywhere I go, making my ears bleed.. Please no thank you..

I like my lonely self just the way I am, like literally no one dare talk to me unless they have guts, cause am literally just a wild lioness that destroy anything in sight....

"Would you mind sitting down or leaving my class Miss Ivy" A middle age woman said, quickly bringing me out of my thoughts, as I looked around at those brainless fools, before looking back at her...

"Whatever dude" I blurted out, as I rolled my eyes at her irritatedly, slowly dragging my legs lazily to take a sit at my favorite spot...."The window side...

....Cause as much as I hate to admit it, that was unfortunately the only reason why I still come to school

Truthfully, I always get lost in thoughts anytime I sit there and somehow my passion for revenge grows stronger than before...

That was my goddess sit and no one and I mean no one ever dare sit there, unless they would face my unstable anger...

Like literally one time, one of those brainless fools tried sitting there and like expected ended up having a black eye by yours truly...

Even though I ended up getting suspended, I really didn't darn care, cause literally those fancy pants with a tie, just actually did me a huge favor by suspending me....

I wish next time, I would be end up getting expelled and finally be out of here, Good riddance, I thought with a little grin on my face....

"Why are you still standing" Mrs Brigette voice slowly creeped inside me, as she brought me back to life again and sadly away from my happy thoughts, as I slowly threw daggers at her....

"Yo what's wrong with you lady" I yelled out angrily....

"Excuse me?" She questioned, folding her arms together tightly, as my blood boiled irritatedly....

"Damn!" I yelled out as I stared straight into her eyes frustratedly...

"Like dude, I was already going to have a sit, so why didn't you just quietly keep your mouth shut" I yelled back angrily, with absolutely no remorse in my heart....

"What the....?" She stammered foolishly, as the whole class roared in laughter, somehow making a little smirk appear on my face...

"What's wrong, Teacher seems embarrassed" I said in a little baby voice, smirking at her wickedly, as I could see her boiling in so much fury....

"Principal's office now!" She roared out angrily, still with the redness on her pathetic face, as I scoffed irritatedly...

"Oh am so scared" I said sarcastically, as I came a whole lot closer to her, before staring straight into her eyes with so much hatred and disgust, before finally smirking once again...

"This is not my first time going to that shitty place, so I really don't darn care" I said, staring straight into her soul with a smirk on my face...

"Just get the hell out of my class" She roared angrily, as she broke eye contact with me, making me smile a little at her fear..

"Gladly" I said, as I turned around to look at the class filled with dummies once again before finally leaving with an uninterested bored look to the principal's office

Wow!, Now I guess this must be a good day, I thought with a little smile on my face as I lazily dragged my legs to the principal's office...

"Good job me" I mumbled happily, giving a gentle pat on my shoulder, cause I knew too well that I would finally be out of here a whole lot sooner than I thought..

I said happily to myself, as I finally got to my boring destination, before anxiously opening the door of the principal's office and barging in...

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"My tongue will tell of the rage in my heart, or my heart concealing it will break.....You kill my dog, you better hide your cat"....

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"Good job me" I whispered to myself, before finally barging into the principal's darn office...

"My man I...." I yelled out happily, as I quickly walked inside, looking at the principal with a grin on my face, but all he had was a obvious displease frown in his, as he pressed his lips together dumbly....

"For goodness sake Ivy, what have I told you about knocking first before barging in" He said, still staring at me angrily with those brown eyes of his, but I didn't darn care, as my eyes drifted around the office...

Before finally landing on two morons that kept on standing there like some kind of dumb trees, awkwardly staring at me both....

Geez what the hell is wrong with them, I thought angrily, as I glared back at them angrily, slowly looking at them from top to bottom irritatedly...

The first clearly had hazel eyes, with brown short hair, that matches along with the little brown mole on the left side of his neck...

While his second was a blondie, with light blue eyes, clearly almost the same height with the brown hair freak..

Like literally I was so little compared to the two giant morons that were standing only few miles away from me, but still that didn't put me off guard, cause I was still a lioness ready to devour her prey, a ....

"Ivy! Ivy!...A deep voice called out, bringing me out of my thoughts, as I finally broke eye contact from those two weirdos, now slowly looking at where the voice was coming....

At the obvious boiling principal, Gosh I need to pacify him and quick, or else I would look like a complete fool, I thought carefully, as I stared straight into his brown eyes....

"I guess am a little bit sorry for not knocking the door before entering" I said with a bored expression on my face, as I slowly dipped my hand into my leather pants, bringing out a bubble gum, before tossing it straight into my mouth, still bored out of my mind.

"Oh is now you're saying sorry" He roared standing up angrily, as he glared at me from top to bottom...

"Whoa dude chillax" I said, folding my arms together with a smirk on my face, as he slowly took caution, adjusted his pathetic tie and sat down, quickly shoving what I just said aside....

"I guess you must have gotten yourself in another shenanigans right?" He questioned with his deep manly voice, even though I knew he already knew the answer, as I playfully fiddle with my hair...

"Maybe" I grinned evilly with no sign of remorse in my voice, as I slowly watched him breaking down sighing....

"How many times have I warned you to stay out of trouble, Miss Ivy" He questioned staring straight into my eyes, but still I wasn't really interested in anything he had to say...

"Gosh, so how about we speed this up, Shall we?" I said, tossing the bubble gum into the nearby trash can, before staring back at him frustratedly...

"Huh?, what do you mean" He asked with confusion written all over his pathetic face, as I mumbled angrily under my breath...

Cursing every damn second I had to spend here, before finally looking back at the confusion that was still on his face...

Gosh, he really don't use his brains at all, some kind of principal huh?, I thought, still looking at him irritatedly...

"I mean what do you want me to do this time....Write am sorry on the board a zillion and one time, wash that disgusting toilet of you animals, take out the trash, Anything!, what do you actually want"....

I said folding my arms angrily, as I stared at the middle age man, with so much frustration in my dark heart, but all he did was grin dumbly...

"Alright, so you want to act smart huh?" He said with a mischievous look that kept on irritating me more and more...

"Just name what you want from me old man" I said, glaring at him angrily....

"Fine then" He said with that same awful look, as he quickly looked at those two morons, before looking back at me...

As I could already feel my heart racing, cause it really felt like I had just fallen into a trap that he had patiently laid...

Damnit! I thought frustratedly staring at him, as I tried keeping my cool.....

"You would do anything right?...He said grinning, as I stared at him angrily...

"Then be a wonderful darling and give this two gentlemen a brief tour around the school"...

"What!" I yelled out almost too quickly, as I drifted my gaze at those two dumb morons, before returning it back to him, as my blood boiled angrily....

"What's wrong, I thought you said you would do anything" He said mischievously, as he kept on mocking me, making me a whole lot angrier....

"You know too well that I don't involve myself in fools like them" I yelled out, already losing my cool...

"Ivy!"...

"I must say smooth move old man, You are actually not as dumb as I thought" I blurted out angrily, as I spat disgusting on the floor...

"Just stop it right now" He yelled out trying so hard not to lose his cool, as I kept on glaring at him disgustingly...

"Miss Ivy, You....

"You know what, I'll play your game old man" I blurted out almost too quickly, as I stared at his confused anxious face blankly....

"I'll give both of your darlings a wonderful tour and am sure that they won't ever forget it, EVER!" I said, grinning wickedly....

"What on earth are you planning Ivy" He questioned, with a mixture of anxiousness and worry written all over his damn face, as the smile on my face grew a whole lot wider...

"Chillax, am a good girl old man, No need to fear" I said smirking evilly, before slowly drifting my gaze on those dummies...

"C'mon dummies I mean gentlemen, let us leave now" I said looking at them with a mixture of frustration and anger before finally walking out of the door still pissed off, as I could feel their footsteps walking right behind my back....

I could feel their irritating footsteps behind my back, as I walked a few meters away from the principal's office, before finally stopping, as I slowly turned back to glance at them, still so frustrated....

"You know what" I said, staring straight into their eyes as I sighed frustratedly....

"I obviously can't give you two morons a tour at the same time, cause I really feel suffocated whenever am around you two, so..." I paused, trying to catch my breath, as I stared back at them....

"So I will just start with one for now" I said folding my arms, as I kept on looking at both their dumb faces, before finally stopping at the blondie...

I guess his light eyes must have gotten my attention, I thought blankly, as I kept on looking at him straight into his blue eyes....

"I guess I'll start with you blondie" I said slowly forcing a little fake smile on my face, as I watched him arching one of his eyebrows without saying a word....

He didn't question, obedient dog, I thought, already proud of my strict boss effect on him, as the fake smile slowly became a real one, before it eventually vanished into thin air....

"Come with me" I instructed staring strictly at the blondie, before turning around to leave, only to stop halfway as I looked back quickly....

"And Yo brown hair, you can stand here and wait or please do move around on your own, cause I can clearly see that you were born with two legs, okay?"....

I said smiling frustratedly, before finally walking away, as the blondie kept on following me, only to suddenly appear right in front of me, as I finally had a closer look at his face....

"Hi am Charlie" He said stretching his hand out jovially, as I slowly glared at him from head to toe, trying so hard not to lose my cool....

"Don't care" I blurted out, quickly walking pass him frustratedly, still trying to hide my anger before I explode, but still that fool kept on following me, making me a whole lot angrier...

"Okay?, I'll ignore that" He voice echoed through the lonely hall, as he kept on walking as fast as I am, making my blood boil the more....

"You're Ivy right?" His dumb voice echoed loudly, as I stopped, still so furious, cause now I just couldn't take it anymore....

That was it, now he was going to get what's coming to him, I thought angrily, as I glared at him with my clenched fist...

Gosh, I should have taken the brown hair dude instead, I thought as I glared at him still so pissed off...

"Am Ivy, So what!" I yelled out angrily without caring anymore, cause am done keeping my anger, not anymore...

Men, he was so lucky that no one was here or he would have really gotten a taste of embarrassment, I thought as I kept on glaring at his confused face irritatedly...

"Gosh you are so irritating, has no one ever tell you that" I questioned, staring at him frustratedly...

"I....

"Please don't answer, cause it's really not a big deal" I replied sharply, as I continue glaring at him irritatedly....

"It's really not a big deal, cause I already have a solution to this problem" I said, quickly shifting my gaze away from his confused light eyes...

"I guess we need to change the damn rules just a little" I drifted my gaze back to him angrily....

"What exactly did you mean by that" He asked confusedly, arching one of his eyebrows....

Gosh he's really such a dummy, I thought, still staring at him angrily....

"I mean why don't you be the sailor of your own ship and have the damn tour by yourself" I yelled out angrily fixing my gaze on him...

"But the principal....

"Damn, I really don't care what that damn fool says" I spat angrily, as I cautiously marched a whole lot closer to him, standing only few meters away, staring straight into his light eyes...

"Look, if you really don't want any trouble, then stay away from me, cause I can devour you just like the rest" I whispered, staring straight into his blue eyes, before slowly moving back and walking away still so pissed off, leaving him to die in his thoughts.....

Well that's my life, I don't give a damn to what people says, I don't live by all the shitty rules, nor do I respect any one of them, cause am the sailor of my own ship and all I want in life is revenge over every one that had wronged me so damn wrong....

That's the only reason I live, revenge is what keeps me going and I would have it at all cause, even if it means risky my own shitty life, I don't care, No one dare stand on my way...

Tick tock tick, The bomb is counting, save yourself before the lioness strikes...