On our anniversary, I was basting the roast when my husband's encrypted laptop lit up on the kitchen counter.
Alex Bradley, the ruthless Underboss of New York, never made mistakes. But tonight, he left a chat room open.
The notification shattered my world: "Is the idiot eating the dog food yet?"
It was from his mistress, Charlotte.
They were betting on whether I would eat the red velvet cake she had spiked with her Rottweiler's excrement.
I realized then that my marriage was a long-con. I was just a "placeholder" wife to secure his promotion to Don.
To survive, I had to play the part.
Alex sat on the bed, feeding me the tainted cake with a loving smile.
"Eat up, Jillian," he purred. "It's to die for."
I swallowed every bite of the filth, forcing myself not to vomit until he left the room.
The humiliation didn't stop there.
I found out our marriage license was void.
He publicly bought me a twenty-million-dollar necklace at a gala, then abandoned me to face the debt, forcing me to hand over my grandmother's earrings as collateral.
He even watched calmly as his family beat me for a prank Charlotte orchestrated.
But the final blow came when I overheard him planning our "romantic" getaway.
"The blizzard hits Friday," he told Charlotte. "It'll look like a tragic accident. Hypothermia."
He thought he was taking a lamb to the slaughter.
He didn't know I had been counting down the days.
When we arrived at the cabin and he went to prepare my "accident," I didn't cry.
I tossed one of my boots over the cliff edge to stage my death.
Then I climbed into the black extraction van waiting in the snow.
Alex Bradley thought he had killed his wife.
He had no idea he had just set her free.
Chapter 1
Jillian Andrews POV
I was dutifully basting the anniversary roast, the rosemary and garlic scenting the air of a perfect life, when my husband's encrypted laptop sliced through the domestic tranquility.
The screen lit up with a notification that would dismantle my existence: "Is the idiot eating the dog food yet?"
The screen shouldn't have been on.
Alex Bradley, the Underboss of New York's most violent crime syndicate, did not make mistakes.
He executed men for a stray glance.
He carved out tongues for interruptions.
But tonight, in a display of fatal arrogance, he had left his digital armor chinked open on the marble island.
I froze.
My hand tightened around the basting brush until the wood bit into my palm, grounding me against the sudden vertigo.
I walked over, drawn by a morbid gravity.
The chat room was titled "The Jillian Andrews Comedy Hour."
There were five participants: Alex, his top soldiers, and Charlotte Burgess.
I scrolled up, my breath hitching in a throat that had suddenly constricted.
Charlotte: I told her red was her color. She actually bought that hideous dress for tonight. She looks like a desperate tomato wrapped in silk.
Marco: Boss, you sure you can stomach dinner with her?
Alex: I'll be thinking of you, Charlotte. Just like I do when I'm in bed with her. It's the only way I can perform.
My stomach bottomed out.
The floor seemed to tilt dangerously beneath my feet, the kitchen spinning in a nauseating blur.
I forced myself to read on.
Charlotte: Make sure she eats the cake. I put a special treat in the batter. A little souvenir from my Rottweiler.
Alex: Good girl. She'll eat every crumb if I tell her to. She's desperate for my approval.
Charlotte: And the necklace? The Star of Bradley?
Alex: Eleanor is giving it to you tonight, Char. You're the Queen. Jillian is just the placeholder until the Commission vote clears.
I stared at the words, letting them brand themselves into my retinas.
Placeholder.
The reconciliation. The agonizing months of him wooing me back after our separation. The flowers, the whispered promises that he had changed, that the brutality of his world wouldn't touch me again.
It was all a lie.
It was a game.
A long-con to secure his seat as the next Don, requiring a "respectable" wife on his arm for the optics of the transition.
Charlotte was the prize.
I was merely the entertainment.
I didn't cry.
Tears were for people who still had hope.
Instead, I felt a cold, hard stone settle in the center of my chest, displacing the heartbreak.
This was the cold anger. The survival instinct that Alex thought he had beaten out of me years ago.
I closed the laptop gently, ensuring the latch made no sound.
I walked to the pantry and reached into the back of the shelf, pulling out a burner phone I had concealed inside a box of tampons three months ago.
I dialed the number for the Delphi Agency.
They were a myth. A terrified whisper among the wives of the made men.
"I need an exit," I whispered into the receiver.
"Code?" a distorted, metallic voice asked.
"Canary," I said.
"Timeline?"
"Seventy-two days," I replied, my eyes drifting to the calendar. "The night of the blizzard."
The front door beeped, signaling the end of my privacy.
I shoved the phone back into the box and slid the box onto the shelf just as the heavy oak door swung open.
Alex walked in.
He looked like a god of war tailored in a Tom Ford suit-tall, with broad shoulders that carried the weight of a thousand sins.
His eyes were like ice, but his smile was warm. It was the smile that had fooled me twice.
"Happy anniversary, baby," he said, his voice rich with false affection as he held out a massive bouquet of blood-red roses.
He kissed me.
I tasted the lie on his lips, bitter beneath the mint.
"Happy anniversary, Alex," I said, my voice steady.
He glanced at the calendar on the wall, where I had circled a date in red marker.
"What's that?" he asked, pointing to the date seventy-two days from now.
"A surprise," I said.
And for the first time that night, I wasn't lying.
Jillian Andrews POV
The cake sat on the nightstand, gleaming like a ruby in the dim light.
Red velvet.
Thick swirls of cream cheese frosting.
To the naked eye, it was a masterpiece.
Alex sat on the edge of the bed, loosening his tie with slow, deliberate movements.
He watched me, his eyes gleaming with a dark, predatory amusement that made the hair on my arms stand up.
"Eat up, Jillian," he murmured, the softness of his tone betraying the cruelty beneath.
"Charlotte recommended this bakery. She said it's simply... to die for."
My stomach lurched violently.
The image of the text message burned behind my eyelids.
A little souvenir from my Rottweiler.
Excrement.
He was feeding me actual filth.
He knew.
He was testing me, waiting to see if I would play the role of the obedient little wife.
If I hesitated, if I refused, the charade would shatter.
He would know I saw the chat.
My escape plan would burn to ash before it even began.
I reached for the fork.
My hand trembled so hard the silver clattered against the plate.
"You're shaking," Alex observed, his voice devoid of sympathy.
He reached out, wrapping his large hand over mine to steady it.
His skin was warm, but his touch felt like a branding iron against my flesh.
"Let me help you," he purred.
He took the utensil from my unresisting fingers.
He sliced a generous piece of the crimson cake, dragging it through the frosting.
He brought it to my lips.
"Open," he commanded.
I stared into his eyes, seeing the monster lurking behind the cool blue irises.
I opened my mouth.
The taste was masked by an overload of sugar and cocoa, but my mind knew what lay beneath the sweetness.
My entire being screamed in revolt.
I forced it down. I swallowed.
He smiled.
"Good girl," he praised. "Again."
He fed me three more bites.
Each one was a violation.
Each swallow felt like a piece of my soul was breaking off and dying.
Ten minutes later, the cramping started.
It wasn't a subtle ache; it felt like a serrated knife twisting in my gut.
I scrambled to the bathroom, barely making it to the toilet.
I retched until my throat burned raw and my eyes watered.
I collapsed onto the cold marble tiles, clutching my midsection as the pain blinded me.
Alex stood in the doorway.
He wasn't panicking.
He wasn't rushing to help.
He was texting.
"Alex," I gasped, the word tearing from my throat. "Help me."
He finished typing his message before he finally looked down at me.
"You probably just have a bug," he said, his tone dismissive. "You've always had a weak stomach, Jillian."
He called Dr. Ricci.
The family's personal physician-the Mob Doctor.
Ricci arrived twenty minutes later, smelling of antiseptic and expensive cologne.
He administered a shot for the nausea and patted my hand patronizingly.
"Acute gastritis," Ricci told Alex, his face a mask of professional neutrality. "She needs rest."
Not poisoning.
Gastritis.
They covered for each other, a silent brotherhood of sinners.
Alex walked Ricci to the door.
I lay in bed, shivering in a cold sweat, the taste of bile and betrayal coating my tongue.
My phone buzzed on the nightstand.
A notification from Instagram flashed on the screen.
Charlotte had posted a story.
I opened it. A picture of two crystal champagne glasses clinking against a blurred city skyline.
The caption read: Celebrating a successful prank. The look on her face must have been priceless.
Alex walked back into the bedroom, shrugging into his suit jacket.
"I have an emergency meeting with the Capos," he lied smoothly. "I'll be late."
He wasn't going to a meeting.
He was going to her.
He was going to laugh about how he had fed his wife filth.
"Okay," I whispered, closing my eyes.
He leaned down, pressing a kiss to my clammy forehead.
"Rest up," he said. "We have the Charity Gala next week. I need you perfect."
He turned and left.
The apartment fell into a heavy silence.
I curled into a tight ball, trying to hold myself together.
The pain in my stomach was nothing compared to the fire igniting in my veins.
I didn't sleep.
I counted.
Seventy-one days.
Jillian Andrews POV
The pity in the City Hall clerk's eyes was the first sign.
It was a look reserved for tragedies, not administrative errands. I had only gone to retrieve a copy of our marriage license for the visa application needed for my "surprise" trip.
"Mrs. Bradley," the clerk said, her voice dropping an octave as she slid a single sheet of paper across the counter. "I don't know how to tell you this."
I looked down at the document.
Void.
The word seemed to pulse in red ink.
"The officiant wasn't licensed in the state of New York," she explained, her tone apologetic but final. "And the signature... it's not Mr. Bradley's legal hand."
The room tilted on its axis.
I wasn't his wife.
I was his mistress.
No.
I was less than that.
I was a kept woman with no legal claim to him, to his fortune, or to his protection.
If I disappeared tomorrow, no one would look for a missing wife.
They would look for a runaway girlfriend.
It was brilliant.
It was diabolical.
I walked out of City Hall into the blinding sunlight, feeling less like a woman and more like a ghost haunting her own life.
Yet, the show had to go on.
That night was the Foundation Gala.
Alex made me wear the red dress-the very one Charlotte had mocked weeks ago. It felt like a costume, a branding.
We entered the ballroom, and the camera flashes assaulted us, blinding and relentless.
Alex's hand rested on the small of my back, guiding me, possessing me.
"Smile," he whispered against my ear, his breath hot. "You look expensive."
Then, I saw her.
Charlotte.
She was wearing a black gown that clung to her curves like oil.
And around her neck rested the Star of Bradley.
The diamond pendant that had belonged to Alex's grandmother.
The same heirloom he had sworn to me was locked in a vault for safety.
She caught my eye across the crowded room.
Slowly, deliberately, she touched the necklace, smirking.
She was marking her territory.
The auction began, blurring into a parade of excess. Alex sat relaxed beside me, sipping his whiskey as if he owned the world.
The auctioneer presented the final item.
"The Heart of the Ocean," he announced, his voice booming. "A sapphire necklace of unparalleled clarity. Bidding starts at five million."
Alex didn't hesitate. He raised his paddle.
"Twenty million," he said, his voice cutting through the murmurs.
The room gasped collectively.
He turned to me, his smile dazzling and predatory.
"For you, my love," he said, loud enough for the press to capture every syllable.
The crowd erupted in applause.
I felt bile rise in my throat.
Why?
Why buy me a twenty-million-dollar necklace when he wouldn't even legally marry me?
"I need to sign the paperwork," Alex said, standing up and buttoning his jacket. "Wait here."
He walked backstage, the picture of a devoted husband.
Ten minutes passed.
Then twenty. The silence at the table grew deafening.
The Auction Manager approached our table. He no longer looked deferential; he looked nervous.
"Mrs. Bradley," he said.
A title I now knew was a lie.
"Mr. Bradley seems to have... stepped out."
"He went to sign," I corrected automatically.
"No, ma'am," the manager said, his voice dropping. "He left the building. And the payment card on file has been declined."
Ice water flooded my veins, freezing me in place.
He had bid twenty million dollars in my name.
And then he had left.
"We need a deposit," the manager said, his voice hardening into steel. "Or we will have to involve the authorities. Fraud is a serious offense."
People were staring.
Whispering. The applause had turned into judgment.
My trembling fingers fumbled with my phone to check my bank account.
Zero.
He had drained it.
I had nothing.
"I..." I stammered, the room spinning again.
"The earrings," the manager said, his gaze fixing greedily on my lobes. "Those look like adequate collateral until Mr. Bradley returns."
My hand flew to my ears instinctively.
They were my grandmother's.
The only thing I had left of my life before Alex.
Before the darkness took me.
"Please," I whispered, my voice breaking. "Not these."
"The police are outside," the manager warned.
I unhooked the diamonds.
My hands shook so violently I nearly dropped them.
I placed them in his outstretched palm.
I sat there, stripped of my jewelry, my dignity, and my husband.
Across the room, Charlotte raised a glass to me.
I didn't look away.
I stared right back at her.
And I added the earrings to the debt they would eventually pay in blood.