Back Then, I Loved You So Much

For the past twenty years, Shen Siyin has persistently and stubbornly loved a man named Xiao Zonghan. Even if she was resented and hated by him, she never thought of giving up.

But now ... she really can't stand it any more.

After sending away Lin Lao, Shen Siyin's face was pale.

"If Mrs' body can be taken good care of, it should still be a year ..." Lin Lao's words seemed to reverberate in her ears, and it also seemed to be blocked by a wall.

She was light-minded and didn't know what she should do.

"Bang!" the door was opened from the outside.

Such a loud noise.

Shen Siyin turned and looked around. The next moment, the two tangled figures slammed into her eyes.

"Master, your wife is still ..." Under the men's military uniforms, Chu Qingwan, the charming first card of Happiness Land, poked out her head.

It was a provocative voice with a bit of complaint.

A pair of bright eyes were hiding in the man's arms, but they were a little provocative and disdainful.

"Don't worry about her," the man drew his thin lips, and looked at her "You should be a dead person.", so frosted and cold.

The long eyelashes trembled and the heart dulled, as if being crushed by someone.

Shen Siyin pursed her lips. He was right, she was ... dying.

The corners of her mouth moved, and she wanted to give a smile to Xiao Zonghan, just like she always did when he brought a woman back. But this time ... she didn't succeed. Her cheeks stiff, her nose sour, and she couldn't pull a decent smile no matter how hard she tried.

"Well," a sneer, the man's deep eyes glanced over her face "What, Siyin, you can't finally pretend this time?" He hooked his lips, looking at her, the eyes full of irony and contempt. .

This woman was obviously vicious, but she must pretend to be pure and affectionate.

He wanted to see how long she could stand it.

Shen Siyin's pale face turned whiter and her body shook.

For so many years, she thought she had been used to this man's words ... his indifference, his sarcasm, his disgust, but why? Every time, She still felt the pain in the heart?

She wanted to leave and escape from this place!

Just turned around, she was yanked.

The man's gaze fell unscrupulously on the person in front of him, from top to bottom, layer by layer, as if to tear her completely. Shen Siyin's face turned red, and she wanted to struggle. In the next moment, the man's hand touched her cheek ...

"Zonghan ..." she murmured.

For a moment, she almost thought she saw tenderness in his eyes.

Of course, the next second, the corner of the man's mouth suddenly stunned "Siyin, are you trying to seduce me with such look?"

"I do not have."

"Nothing?" The man laughed, the warm breath falling on her earlobe, trembling. There was no smile in his eyes. She was a scheming woman, with vicious means, but she made a good and deceptive look every day.

He couldn't get used to it, so he had to tear up her hypocritical mask. Fingers moved suddenly.

"Don't!" Shen Siyin back to her mind suddenly.

She trembled "Zonghan!" There was somebody else here!

She struggled, trying to break away from the man's bondage ... Suddenly, a "stab," the clothes on her body shattered.

The man narrowed his eyes, with the eyesight gradually darkened.

"You said you didn't want it, but now?" He rolled his throat and looked at her "Shen Siyin, look at you now!"

"Just relax that Qingwan is not an outsider, and you don't need to pretend anything innocent in front of her, let alone, "he suddenly pushed his fingers hard" I know you perfectly, you bitch."

Do not!

Heart tingling, Shen Siyin just felt that her blood was flowing backwards.

"Zonghan, no! Please don't ..."

In front of Chu Qingwan, she couldn't do that! Shen Siyin prayed, her voice trembled, and big tears fell from her eyes. She had nothing, why ... he didn't want to leave her with even a little dignity?

She didn't want to, she didn't!

Never before had such a fierce struggle and resistance, the woman in front of him was full of tears, but Xiao Zonghan felt damn confusing and urging ...

"Damn!" A low curse in his heart.

"Zonghan, don't." The warm breath swept through, and she clearly wanted to resist, but because of him, the man who made her feel willing even by a look ... he was so close to her now, her resistance turned into a broken voice.

"Zonghan ..."

"Zonghan, no ..."

What she said was more like temptation than rejection.

Such a weak voice, such a sloppy expression ... This woman really had a set of things on seduce and sex.

"Well," Xiao Zonghan's eyes went dark and deep "Shen Siyin, how do you like if Governor Shen sees you like this now, will he feel relieved or ... disgusting?"

Suddenly, Shen Siyin seemed to see Chu Qingwan's pitiful and sympathetic gaze.

Do not! No!

The hands were slightly cold, and the desire in her heart was shouting in every skin!

Without hesitation, he bent over and picked her up.

In the room.

Xiao Zonghan's fingers skipped, and suddenly he frowned, with a little dissatisfaction in his tone "Why becoming so thin now?"

Shen Siyin's face turned pale.

Because of her illness, she lost more than thirty pounds in less than a month. Now she was terribly emaciated, and she really can't compare to that Chu Qingwan in graceful charm. Shen Siyin's complexion gradually turned from redness to paleness.

The lips were bitten and almost bleeding. Shen Siyin's eyes were full of tears, she didn't want to cry, but she couldn't help it.

She married Xiao Zonghan for seven years, and he did not allow her to turn around once in seven years.

He said, you have the same face as Xingyue, and seeing it only makes me feel sick.

He said that your face is an insult to Xingyue.

But ... why?

It wasn't her who made Shen Xingyue get married, and it wasn't her who made Xiao Zonghan lose his lover.

Why did he throw her heart on the ground again and again and tread on it over and over? !!

Obviously she is his wife, and she is going to die! He would still hurt her and humiliate her!

Unwilling to ... shouting in her heart, as the drums hit, the sound is getting louder and louder.

Suddenly, Shen Sinyin raised her hand to the edge of the bed in front of her, and she turned around halfway. She wanted Xiao Zonghan to see who was in front of him! It's her Shen Siyin, not Shen Xingyue!

"What are you doing!" Interrupted halfway, Xiao Zonghan's eyes turned red.

Shen Siyin raised her hand "Xiao Zonghan, you can see clearly, I am Shen Siyin, not Shen Xingyue! How much do I love you, do you know? Do you know?"

"Why are you never willing to look at me?"

Shen Siyin laughed at herself, but her tears couldn't stop.

She stretched her hands around Xiao Zonghan's neck, closed her eyes, and put her lips up.

"I love you, really, I love you very much!" She yelled frantically in her heart over and over.

Xiao Zonghan's body is slightly stiff! The lips of a woman were soft and fragrant ... for a moment, he was almost intoxicated.

But soon, Xiao Zonghan suddenly thought this woman is Shen Siyin!

He shoved her away with a jerk and said, "Why?" "Shen Siyin, who gave you courage ?!"

Head on the cold floor, loud.

She clearly wanted to cry, but Shen Siyin smiled and insisted "Xiao Zonghan, have you ever loved me? Have you ever been to me, even once?

"Huh, what do you say ?!" Xiao Zonghan sarcastically.

Rubbing the corners of her lips with her hands, her eyes fell on the woman on the ground.

Her small body was astonishingly thin, but the strength she had just exploded was almost even against him.

Her eyes were very bright, and she was so radiant!

At this time, she was not spiritless,, but no matter how different, she was still Shen Siyin, the one who killed Shen Xingyue for life.

Xiao Zonghan's heart suddenly cooled down, he stood up and went out.

"Xiao Zonghan!"

There was a choking voice behind her, and Shen Siyin desperately suppressed the trembling of her body, saying, "I am about to die, can you hug me? Even if pretending.

Hold the hand of the doorknob and wait for her to finish, the man has turned to interrupt her "When?"

... Shen Siyin's words lingered in her throat.

The small face that was red because of persistence and expectations, at this time her eyes were squinting with water, fearing that it would be wet, and people could not help but indulge ... Xiao Zonghan almost believed her!

He laughed loudly, and she was really more capable of acting than the women on the stage.

"When will you die?"

He looked down at her, and slightly twitched his mouth "Go tell the steward what kind of coffin you want. If you want to make people feel distressed, tell Governor Shen. As for me, you are dead, what is it to do with me?"

Boom!

Shen Siyin seemed to be struck by lightning!

She clasped her hands tightly and looked at him in disbelief!

But the irony on the man's face was so obvious that what was left of her was blocked in his throat.

There was a touch of coldness in Xiao Zonghan's eyes

"People like you should have died, you can rest assured that if you really die, I will make all people in the Mansion of Young Marshal celebrate in red!"

"Beep", the door closed.

Shen Siyin collapsed on the ground weakly, and now she can't bear Xiao Zonghan at all.

Her hands trembled like chaff.

Lin Lao's words echoed in his ears again "Madam, your body ... if you take good care of it, you should have another year ..."

As if she had been crushed repeatedly, Shen Siyin pulled the pillowcase into her mouth.

The pain from the onset of the illness was not as tolerable as she imagined. The intestines were pulled by people and pulled out inch by inch. In order not to alarm Xiao Zonghan, Shen Siyin gritted her teeth and endured.

......

Night.

Cool as water.

Shen Siyin stood outside the door for a long time before taking a deep breath and pushing open the door.

Xiao Zonghan looked up, his eyes fell on her.

"Zonghan, you looked for me ..." Shen Siyin was wearing the usual clothes, and her hair was meticulously held up. At first glance, dignified and virtuous. But Xiao Zonghan knows who she is!

With a tick on his lips, he threw a delicate and gorgeous gift box "Send this to Paramount, Qingwan has a bad temper, and you go and apologize to her, then tell her that I will compensate her again."

Upon hearing his words, Shen Siyin's eyes were dim.

The gift box was very light, she held it in her hand, but felt extremely heavy.

Taking a deep breath, Shen Siyin forced herself to put on a gentle smile "Okay, I will deliver it to her personally." He was submissive and weak, taking him as the heaven and the ground as his ground. Xiao Zonghan felt angry.

This woman really can tolerate and act!

In this case! He smiled maliciously "Qingwan said she always sang opera for others, and you are ready to sing to her tomorrow." Then, he seemed very satisfied with this sudden thought "Yes! That's right, Qingwan will definitely be very happy."

Shen Siyin's shoulders trembled slightly.

Shivering, from shoulder to hands to feet ... Xiao Zonghan, do you really hate me so much? Don't want to leave a little dignity to me?

Xiao Zonghan squinted and admired with satisfaction the woman's sudden pale face and trembling body like a leaf ... Shen Siyin, since you want to be a young lady like this, now, isn't this what you want?

Sarcasm and pride flashed in his eyes.

But soon, all his sarcasticity and complacency froze.

The woman's trembling body suddenly calmed down.

A submissive smile reappeared on her face, and she looked at him and said, "Okay, it's all up to you. Tomorrow, I will sing to Miss Chu."

"Sing Qingwan's favorite."

"it is good."

Shen Siyin didn't know how she got out of Xiao Zonghan's room. Her cheeks were stiff and her steps were faster than steps.

Until the end, she slammed herself in the room.

Body, softly paralyzed down the door!

Heart, it hurts, here, it hurts!

Shen Siyin covered her heart. There, she seemed to be out of breath. She opened her mouth, took a big breath and burst into tears, and finally tears dropped from her eyes ...