I poured everything into him.
As a struggling artist, I lived for Julian, my charming musician.
I paid his bills, cooked his food, convinced myself our love was worth more than money.
Then the black Escalades came.
My Julian, the man I loved, was Julian Vance, a billionaire heir.
He didn' t even look at me as his fixer handed me a check for $500,000, calling it a "thank you for your time."
My world shattered.
I tore the check, screamed my love wasn't for sale.
I was a romantic idiot.
To keep him, I leaked our story to the tabloids, forcing his family to make him marry me for appearances.
The marriage was hell.
Julian treated me with open disgust.
His monstrous grandfather systematically dismantled my life, isolating me, sabotaging my art, whispering poisons until I questioned my sanity.
The final blow: Julian on Page Six, laughing on a yacht with "his longtime companion," Serena.
My "love story" was a brutal nightmare, my grand romance a calculated humiliation.
The pain of betrayal, the sheer injustice, choked me.
How could something so pure turn so monstrously toxic?
I was a pawn.
That night, in our cold, empty penthouse, I ended my life.
But then, I woke up.
Back in my tiny Brooklyn apartment.
The day before I met Julian for the "first" time.
This time, I knew the script.
And this time, I wasn't here for love.
I was here to collect.
The smell of burnt toast filled our tiny Brooklyn apartment.
Again.
"Sorry, Chloe," Julian said from the kitchen, his voice full of that charming, apologetic tone he' d perfected. "I got lost in a melody."
I didn' t look up from my illustration tablet.
"It' s fine," I said. "Just open a window. I can' t afford to lose the security deposit over the smoke alarm."
My best friend, Maya, chose that exact moment to call. I hit accept and put her on speaker.
"Don' t tell me he' s still there," Maya' s voice cut through the phone, sharp and clear. "Chloe, it' s been six months. You' re not a charity. You' re a freelance artist, which is one step above being homeless yourself."
I glanced toward the kitchen, where Julian was now dutifully scraping the black bits into the trash. He was handsome, even when failing at basic tasks. That was part of his value.
"He' s a musician," I said, repeating the lie we both lived. "He' s going through a hard time. Amnesia, remember?"
"Amnesia is not an excuse for being a mooch," Maya shot back. "He' s draining you. Your savings are gone. You' re buying him groceries. Does he even have a real name, or should I just call him 'The Unemployed freeloader' ?"
"His name is Julian," I said calmly.
But in my head, I called him by his real name: Julian Vance. Heir to the Vance real estate empire. My golden ticket.
Maya sighed, a sound of pure frustration. "I just want you to be okay. This guy is a black hole for your finances and your future."
"I appreciate your concern, Maya," I said, my voice even. "But I know exactly what I' m doing."
Julian walked back in, holding a plate with a single, perfectly cooked egg. He set it down in front of me with a sheepish smile.
"My one success of the morning," he said.
I looked at the egg, then at him. I knew he wasn' t just some struggling musician. I knew his family was powerful, and that one day they would come for him. And when they did, they would have to pay to make the poor, doting girlfriend who took care of their lost heir disappear quietly.
This wasn't a relationship. It was an investment. And I was just waiting for it to mature.
For weeks, Julian had been developing a new habit. He' d wait until he thought I was asleep, then slip out of the apartment.
Tonight, I was ready.
I gave him a twenty-minute head start, then pulled on a dark hoodie and followed. The streets were quiet. He walked with a purpose I never saw during the day, his musician' s slouch gone, replaced by the straight-backed posture of a man used to getting what he wants.
He turned a corner onto a deserted industrial street. A black Cadillac Escalade was waiting, its engine humming silently. The kind of car that costs more than my entire apartment building.
I hid behind a dumpster, my phone already recording.
A man in a sharp suit got out of the passenger side. The Fixer. I recognized him from my first life.
"How much longer, Julian?" the fixer asked, his voice low and impatient.
"Soon," Julian replied. His voice was different, too. Colder. All the warmth he showed me was gone. "She' s getting attached. It' s becoming a problem."
My heart didn' t ache. It hammered with excitement. This was it.
"What' s the plan?" the fixer asked.
Julian' s next words were the most beautiful thing I had ever heard.
"She' s obsessed with money," he said, his tone dripping with contempt. "Just give her a blank check from the trust and she' ll disappear."
The fixer paused. "How much do you think she' ll take?"
Julian laughed, a short, ugly sound. "Let her write whatever she wants. She' s not worth the trouble."
I stopped recording and leaned against the cold brick wall, a slow smile spreading across my face. It was better than an 'I love you.' It was a guarantee. He thought he was playing me, but he was just reading his lines in my script.
I walked back to the apartment, the promise of that blank check warming me more than any declaration of love ever could.