BLS #6: Locking Her Heart

Alexis Sierra

"I'm back!" I announced and the girls squealed. They ran to me and hugged me really tightly.

"I missed you so so much!" Charlotte said.

"Misses you so much too." Nicole said in a sad tone.

"She's back girls.. for good." Jean announced and I smiled.

"Let's get to work." James suddenly walked to us.

"James!" I squealed and hugged him.

"Ohhh, You're back babe?"

"Of course! I missed you so much!" I said and he laughed. He suddenly stopped and looked at us with a serious face.

"Let's get back to work." He walked away and we laughed. I walked towards the set and took my wings back. I missed my wings.. 2 years of vacum made me miss my job as a model. I really miss this, walking confidently on a stage with the most fashionable bras, panties.. and lastly wings.

Girls who got picked as an Angel are special, we're not only VS brand ambassador but.. we're picked to walk on the runway with wings. Only Angel can wear that so it's a really big deal.

"Hey, is there something wrong?" Jean asked.

"Nah.. just happy to get my wings back." I looked at my beautiful white wings.

"I missed you." She hugged me and I smiled.

"Missed you too."

"It's good to have you back again."

"Thankyou."

"Girls!" James asked us to gather around. We're currently shooting a commercial right now and the new edition sports bra. We walked to the set and James started to direct us. Giving us orders what to do and he started to seperate us into teams.

"3..2.. Action!" I can't believe that I'm back working again. I felt so happy, it's just like my first day in VS even though I've already worked here for years.

I did shooting for 4 hours and when everythings done, I changed back to my clothes and started to prepare to shoot an interview. VS team has announce my comeback and the press are going to interview me.

"Good evening to our beautiful Angel, Alexis Sierra." The camera started to roll and I smiled.

"Good evening."

"At last.. One of our best Angels has comeback after 2 years of vacum. How are you feeling?" She asked.

"Well.. Excited, I really missed being here and taking my wings and title back."

"So you're going to be on the show this year right?"

"Of course I will, make sure you'll watch us on CBS." I smiled at the camera.

"Where were you all this time? You suddenly disappeared without any trace, your fans have been looking for you and we're a little bit worried." I smiled awkwardly but manage to handle my expression.

"That's a little bit private, let's move on shall we?"

"Sebastian Cesborn." Everytime I hear his name, all I want to do is to kill him. I hate him with all my life.

"We saw you and Sebastian Cesborn had a thing? Is it true?" She asked and I chuckled.

"Jean Verodine is Blake Samuel's wife. Blake and the 7 Gold Lifes are friends so is it weird for me to know Sebastian?" I said simply.

"How about this?" My eyes widen as I saw my photos walking out from his house in the morning.. almost 2 years ago.

Yes almost 2 years ago, a really long time right?

"Oh.. We're not in that relationship if you guys want to know. There's nothing between us. Besides that's 2 years ago, that's such a long time ago." I said in a 'that's so last year' tone. I'm starting to get pissed off but thank God she started to ask another thing.

"Thank you for your time Alexis, you're really sweet."

"Thank you for interviewing me."

"Can't wait to see you walking at that runaway."

"Don't forget to watch the Victoria Secret Show in 3 months." I blew a kiss to the camera and winked. The shoot ends. I closed my eyes and took a really deep breath.

"Alexis!" I turned to see Joan turned to me. Joan is my manager and I raised my eyebrows.

"What?"

"Do you have someone who hits on you these days?" She asked.

"What are you saying?"

"Do you have a boyfriend?" What?

"No." She suddenly put a green envelope in front of me and I looked at it confused I turned to her.

"Where is it from?"

"A staff gave it to me and it says Alexis so I decided to give it to you." I nodded and just looked at it.

I opened it slowly and pulled out the letter inside. My eyes widen and I dropped the letter after I read it. I quickly walked out from my make up room and ran outside. I looked around and stomped my feet annoyed.

Nothing between us Lexy?

Nothing between us?

Nothing?

-Sebastian

"How dare he!"

"Who?" I jumped as Jean suddenly appeared beside me.

"You scared me." I glared at her.

"How dare who?"

"Sebastian sent me a letter." I said honestly and Jean's eyes widen. She has the same expression like me.

"What did he write?"

"I don't know why and how he knows this but I mentioned that 'There's nothing between us' at my interview earlier and suddenly he sent me 'Nothing between us?' letter. That shocked me. He must be here listening or he has his men here!" I bursted angrily.

"2 years Lexy, isn't it now the time for you and him to talk like an adult?" I turned to her.

"Never, I will never see and meet him again. Not in a million years" I crossed my arms in front of my chest.

"He's looking for you and he even asked me again and again. I'm tired of lying."

"So he pretended to care and looked for me? He never cares." I clapped my hand sarcastically.

"1 year and 7 months looking for you, sending so many trusted people to look for you all over America and Asia.. and Australia." I turned to see Sebastian standing there giving me a dark expression. I looked at him in horror.

Oh.. crap!

Alexis Sierra

I can't believe that I'm facing Sebastian right now. We went to a cafe next to the studio and awkwardly looking at each other with glares and dark expression.

"Running away 2 years ago, impressive." He said in a cold tone but his eyes looked through my brown eyes.

"Last time I checked, you never care."

"That's what you thought."

"Oh is that right? I don't want to have a conversation with you again Mr. Cesborn and I hope we don't see each other again in a future. Have a good life." I stated and got up from my seat.

"Do you think I will let you go that easy? After looking for you like crazy all this time Lexy?" I stopped.

"Why wasting money for some poor girl who only want your money?" I scoffed and raised my eyebrows to him.

"Do you think I will find you if I still think like that?" He looked up to me.

"Just don't find me again.. I hope you have a great life." I walked out from the cafe and take a really deep breath. Suddenly someone caught my wrist.

"Let's just talk Lexy.. settle everything out."

"I don't want to." I pulled my wrist from his grip.

"Why are you so stubborn?"

"I don't want to do anything with you."

"You can't run away from me again Alexis, you're stuck to me whether you like it or not. I'm officially locking you with me. Like a criminal, you will never get out from jail without my permission." He said coldly, I sighed. I walked away from him and got back to the studio. My mood just dropped.

After that I packed my things and go home. I threw myself to my bed because today's shoot was quite tiring. Laying on my bed and looked at the ceiling. Why are you doing this to me? I'm done with you so done with you, I can't take it seeing you again.

Flashback

"Wanna have fun?" He smirked to me and I looked at him shaking my head.

"I don't take rejection, Lexy." He leaned to me and whispered to my ear.

"I don't trust a guy like you."

"Are you playing hard to get?" He started to kiss the my cheek and slowly trailing to my lips. I put my hand to his chest pushing him. He looked into my eyes.

"Playing hard to get? I rather not play with fire when I know it will burn me in the end." I looked straight into his eyes but he smirked.

"Fire? I like playing with fire.. why don't you? Are you afraid of me?" He trapped me between the wall again and this time he closed the gap between us. I only have a little gap to breath.

"Afraid of you?" I scoffed.

"Then enlighten me Lexy.. You don't know how bad I want to ravish you right now." That got me a little bit shock, my heart is not beating well. My body temperature suddenly went high and I started to shiver.

"Let me go!" I pushed him away but I can't, how useless to push someone who has a build body with 2 times muscle than mine.

"Let you go? Lexy, don't be innocent. I know how badly you want me too." He's right, I want him and don't want him at the same time which is sucks. He started to lean his head to mine and he kept looking at my lips.

"Attraction Cesborn, I don't want to have an on and off relationship." He laughed.

"I can't give you that, but I can give you a night that you won't forget." He laughed and that made me glared at him.

"Sorry.. I don't wan-" He crashed his lips to mine, I pushed him but it's useless. His lips was starting to take over my body and slowly taking over all of me.

"I want you so bad." He said as he suddenly picked up carrying me bridal style. He didn't stop kissing me and I circled my arms around his neck.

I felt my back kiss the bed's surface, he started to trail his hands all over me and that's when our night started.

He's right about 'a night that I won't forget', I never forget that day. The way his hands touched me, the way his lips trailed on my skin, the way he looked at me and the way he can make me fell love in one night.

It's like everything was perfect when suddenly a tornado of life ruined it all.. that's where I started to run away. Run away from the fact that I'm falling for him hard and it was unbareable.

I hate Billionares.. especially businessman, that's why I avoid Sebastian at first. I was acting civil with him for Jean's sakes but I hate him.. not only him but all of them.

My words backfires me and now I'm in love with Sebastian just because of that night. I ran back to Australia and when I got back things starting to get more worse and worse. I don't know what to do and thank God. I have my brother and my mom or else.

I didn't expect Sebastian will appear again after 2 years avoiding and get back on my life. I don't want him. I don't want him to appear and get me back again or whatever he's trying do now.

What should I do? Should I just get married to a random guy so he can back off? Oh my gosh! That's a great idea!

Let's just see a candidate for that, I need to find someone who is willing to have a deal with me. Marriage contract is find.. like Jean and Blake first, I don't even have to worry about falling in love with the guy though.

Let's see Sebastian.. do you think you can lock me with you? You're damn wrong! I don't give a s*** about you anymore.

Having that night with you was a mistake and it will be forever a mistake in my history. I shouldn't have surrender everything to him because it turns out that he's the lighter and I'm the paper. Burning me fast and immediately turn me into an ash in a spilt second.

Alexis Sierra

"I love it!" I squealed as I looked at myself at the mirror. I look so good.

"Good thing that you like it, is there anything uncomfortable?" The designer asked and I looked at the mirror.

"The strap is too loose." I said as I pulled the strap back again.

"Let's try the wings on you." They put me on a really beautiful gold wings, it's heavy obviously but I was trained for this. I try to walked to feel the wings on my back. I still can't believe that I'm back.

"This is so beautiful." I squealed.

"It suits you." She said and suddenly someone smacked my butt, I turned to see Nicole winking at me.

"Nice outfit girl." She said.

"Thanks Nic."

"Let's take it off, it's Nicole's turn now." The designer said, I've already try 3 set of outfit and the last one is the most beautiful one. After taking it all off, I walked out from the fitting room because it's time to go to the gym. We need to work our body for the show.

"Ms. Sierra?" Suddenly a guy came to me.

"Yes?"

"There's a package for you." He suddenly gave me a small dark blue box and I looked at it confuse. He asked me to sign the paper and he walked away. I looked at it still clueless from who and what's inside.

Opening it and wait! What? Who send me a key? What the hell? I quickly take the letter under it and read it.

Hello Alexis,

Just like my words, I'm locking you with me.

Don't even think about getting away again.

Put this key somewhere save, don't even think about losing it.

Love,

Cesborn.

I scoffed. A key? For what? I closed the box and put it inside my bag. I walked to my car and drove out from there. I asked my friend to meet me.. I think he will be my candidate for marriage contract.

"Landon!" I hugged him.

"How are you doing Lexy?"

"Good as always."

"Where were you all this time?"

"Melbourne, my family needs me." I smiled and sat down across him.

"So what can I do for you?" He asked.

"Uh?"

"I owe you one remember?" He's right. He owe me one.

"I want you to marry me." I stated and his eyes widen. He looked at me disbelief.

"I think my ears have a little problem, can you repeat that?" He asked laughing.

"Marry me."

"Lexy.. look I know that you're beautiful and hot but marrying you like now is a little bit hard.. marriage is-"

"Contract.. not real marriage Landon."

"How long?"

"1 year." He seemed to think about it.

"Can you give me time to think first?" He asked.

Landon is my highschool friend, one day he likes this girl and even made out with her but she cheated on him so he asked for my help to get her back. It worked and he owe me that. Long time ago, Landon was a fat kid but when puberty hits him.. damn he turned into a hot guy.

I decided to tell Landon about everything about my relationship with Sebastian so he will understand my situation. He has to know that I'm avoiding Sebastian in all cost. I don't want to have a relationship with him.. all I want to do is cut everything with him.

"Deal?"

"Shit.. do you know who we're messing with?" Landon said as he drank so much water.

"7 Gold Lifes.. easy as that." I shrugged.

"I don't want to go to jail."

"I will be responsible for everything."

"I swear what if they throw me to jail?" I chuckled.

"Don't worry.. he has to pass me first."

"Why are you avoiding him? I thought girls love billionares and handsome man like him."

"I can't answer that Landon but trust me.. you don't want to know."

"Fine I'll help you." I smiled widely.

"Let's get the contract done tomorrow.. do you want to move in with me or what?"

"Just move in with me." Landon said and I nodded.

"You're single right? Why do I-"

"Yes, when will you move in with me?"

"Tomorrow.. I want to get everything fast, I don't want him to interrupt me again. It makes me sick."

"Do you know 5 out of 7 already settle down.. why are you so afraid?" He asked.

"I can't answer that Landon but.. if the 7 Gold Lifes know the real me. They will hate me, they will try to make me miserable." I looked down to my feet and sighed.

"You're making me curious too."

"You'll know as the time goes by."

"Lexy.. you like him, don't you?" He asked and I looked up to him.

"I'm not suppose to.. I keep cursing myself for it but now I have to fix it."

"I-"

"I'm paying you.. it's a little bit hard but let's just say we have an on and off relationship since 2 years ago after I left him. We met again in Melbourne and you stayed there for a couple of weeks for work. We ended up dating but never publish it to the world.. because I don't want to ruin your job." I said and Landon nodded.

"He doesn't know.. about the.." Suddenly Landon asked and I shook my head.

"He doesn't need to know.. an asshole like him will never deserve to know about it."

"Okay fine.. I won't ask any questions again, it might hurt you." Landon said as he raised his hands a little.

"Thankyou Landon.. I really need your help."

"It's okay.. 1 year is enough right?" He asked and I nodded.

"That's more than enough.. I just need to shove Sebastian away from my life. I don't want him to interrupt me again."

"Let's buy a wedding ring then."

"Okay let's go!" We got up and walked out from the cafe. He suddenly held my hand and I looked at it. There's nothing.. no sparks no tingles.. of course Lexy, only Sebastian can give you that.

"This feels so weird." I said and he laughed.

"We have to get use to it Lexy.. there's no other way." He stated and I nodded.

Tomorrow I'm officially Mrs. Margonite.