BITTER OBSESSION

High school.... ( September 2015)

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I didn't want to get out of the car... I was spacing out at usual.. biting at my short fingernails..,

The tension and the anxiety was spreading fast through my neck straight to my legs that I didn't want to move a bit

My mom's voice jolted me back to reality

"Iris!

Do you know that you're keeping me waiting?

Your younger sister is already on her way to her classroom"

I stared outside the car window and saw my 11 year old sister bouncing happily into the school compound while my ass remained glued to the car seat

Well... she wasn't overweight

Why won't she be so excited to be in school

I was in my senior second year when I had to get transferred to another school due to the repeated bullying and physical abuse which I suffered from my ex classmates

My mom took it personal when I came home last year with a swollen face and a note which read "UGLY FAT PIG" in my backpack

Remembering the incidence brought smiles to my face as I recalled my mom driving with fury to my former school the following day to give a whole speech of anger to everyone involved in the case

She almost threw a water bottle at my classroom teacher

Everything led to my ultimate transfer for my peace but I was still nervous to start school again after receiving therapy for a year at Home

I took in a deep breath and finally opened the door...as I was about to get down, my mom held my hand firmly and said

"Be good Iris

Don't let anyone look you down...

Remember that you're my princess and I'd always love you "

My eyes watered and I turned to give her a tight hug

"Thanks mom...

I love you"

She pecked my cheeks and waved me bye before driving off

With a deep breathe... I moved into the school compound where another whole experience began for me

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The morning assembly went by in a blur

Everyone was staring at me with weird eyes...

well.. why won't they?

I was obviously the biggest person in their midst

I tried my best to maintain a calm composure till we ended morning assembly and moved to classes

As I was trying to find an empty space in the lousy classroom... I heard a soft voice say

"Hi...

I'm peace...you can sit next to me

My seat is empty "

I was so happy and glad that finally someone spoke to me

She was beautiful and light skinned with short hair.. she had a small ziz zag scar on her forehead which made her look distinctive

I knew she was going to be a long time friend

I placed my backpack next to her and sat down

"Thank you

Uhm..I'm iris... nice to meet you'

"Huh... Iris

You have a pretty name

Well you're pretty as well though "

I almost gasped... someone called me pretty

Apart from my mom and my patronizing uncles... no one ever called me pretty

Perhaps transferring wasn't a bad idea anyways

"What department are you majoring

Arts... science or commercial?" She asked

"Arts... I want to be a script writer" i timidly said

"Wow

I'm a science student... I want to study medicine

Let's get along well iris'

I smiled and nodded

I was happy.., the tension was fading

The next three periods went uneventful as no one paid attention to me

Everything was moving smoothly until the break for short break rang

Most of the students started making noise and I decided to bring out my diary to start writing how beautiful and amazing my day has been going

I took out the heavy brown book...placed it on my table and was looking for my pen when I saw a long slender hand on my diary..,

The hands snatched up my diary

I rose in alarm to look at the intruder's face to see the most handsome guy I had ever seen in my entire lifetime

He was fair skinned with brown hair and there was a birth mark on his throat

A ridiculous thought crossed my mind... I wanted to kiss the birth mark that was at the nape of his neck and slide my tongue round it

I felt my cheeks go red from my dirty thoughts

He moved closer to me... his face just a bit away from mine and I swore I couldn't breathe until he muttered

"You look like an Elephant up close!"

I opened my mouth like a surprised gold fish and couldn't close it

He moved closer with his wickedly handsome face and smirked

"Why won't you talk?

Are you dumb.."

I was still wounded from his harsh words that I couldn't say a way

He raised his eyes brows this time looking offended

"Don't you want to talk?"

"What's your name or I will call you Elephant?"

I wanted to argue when peace entered the classroom carrying a bottle of coke

She glanced at mr direction and obviously saw me looking terrified

I didn't know when she reached our table and pushed the guy away from my face

"Stay away from her Ronald...

Stop being an asshole

Stop bullying everyone who's quiet"

He shrugged and smiled again

"Peace is now a baby sitter

Or should I call her an elephant sitter..,?"

A group of boys behind him laughed loudly

It was then that I noticed that he was with a group of boys and they were all five in number including him

The all looked like him... tall .. handsome and wicked

"Well

I will come back for you elephant

If you need your book ... come meet me downstairs by the food shed during lunch break " Ronald said as the bell rang for the beginning of our fourth period

It was then I noticed that he took my diary with him as I saw it in his left hand

I felt alarmed and scared at the same time but there was a feeling of excitement which refused to leave my chest

"Sorry iris " peace said as he left

"I will get you your book back...

Ronald can be a bully sometimes but he only troubles those he likes

Maybe he likes you..."

My heart started racing this time

"Why would he like me

I'm just a big fat ugly girl " I said

Peace gasped...

"What the fuck did you just say Iris!

I haven't seen a girl my age with boobs your size

And you show deep dimples when you smile

You're bold and sexy

I wish I had your types of boobs"

I looked astonished

"Are you for real peace?

Am I that pretty "

Peace rolled her eyes

"Look at the mirror girlie

You don't even have a single pimple "

She was about to say more when the English teacher walked in...

As the class went on

I couldn't help but look forward to lunch time

Lunch break

Peace forgot about Ronald's attack and I was glad she did because I didn't want anyone following me to the food shed during break time

I didn't know why I wanted to go alone

I made two more female friends during fifth and sixth period.., Grace and Aliyah

They seemed pretty cool and were nice to me

I also found out the names of Donald's gang

There names were Usman, Adonis, Collins and Joshua

Ronald, Adonis and Usman were surprisingly in science class and to my total shock

Ronald was one of the top five in his class.., he was actually a genius

It made me more confused

Collins was in my department while Joshua was a commercial student

After eating the apple in my lunch box... I went to look for the food shed

I found it after two minutes of wandering and I found Ronald too

He was sitting under a mango tree next to the shed,.. Alone

His head was bent... like he was engrossed in something in his lap

I walked closer and he hadn't noticed my presence... I found out then that he was reading my Diary!!!

With so much interest and focus

Then I remembered all the naughty things I had written down...

All my imaginations about kissing and sex and love and all other things that made my pussy wet

I got scared

I rushed to snatch the diary from him but he was faster... he caught me and sprang up from his position like a leopard

"Too slow" he said

I folded my arms

I didn't know if I was upset or not but I sure was embarrassed

"Give me back my diary Ronald" I said

"Oh..,

She talks" he said sounding amused

"And she even knows my name after refusing to tell me hers playing dumb..."

"I wasn't!

I was just..." I argued and trailed off

He raised his eyebrows..,

"You just what?"

"Never mind...

Just give me my diary back!" I said

" But I just got to the interesting part...

You said you always fantasized about giving blowjobs

Sucking and licking a guy's cock.."

My face went red with embarrassment

I rushed at him and tried to wriggle the diary from his hands but he was faster than I expected

He moved back swiftly and I found myself tripping

I missed a foot and went forward almost face down and in a second I found ronald's left arm around my waist

His right arm was directly over my boobs

His face looked red and hot

For a moment we stared at each other for a very long time and I heard Ronald whisper

"I could kiss your Pumpy looking lips right now Iris.."

My heart did a bicycle stunt

I didn't know when I replied

"You should"

He brought his lips close to mine and they almost met when I heard the school bell ring out

It jolted us both back to reality and he dropped me heavily to the ground

I almost heard my Bone snap into two as he dropped me and ran off

I felt like crying and laughing

I wanted to cry because for the First time a guy made an attempt to kiss me

But he dropped me and injured me in the process and

He didn't even bother to look back

I wanted to laugh because all these was happening at my first day at school

I almost lost my virginity on my first day at school

It was funny... wasn't it?

I tried standing and water filled my eyes immediately

My lower waist was giving me a burning painful sensation

I must have twisted my back or something... I thought as I tried to stand up

I saw my diary at the end of the mango tree.. he must have flung it while trying to catch me, I thought

I limped to the end and picked up my beloved diary

It was torn and damaged on the side

I winced both from the pain from my waist and from the damaged diary

"Fuck Ronald " I cursed as I made my way back to my classroom

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I didn't see Ronald till day end because i was attending my arts courses classes

I had literature and government classes

While Ronald peace and the rest of the science students in my class went to the laboratory for chemistry practicals

I went home with a heavy heart as I didn't see Ronald till my mom came picking

"How was school today love?" She sweetly asked as I entered the car

"Uneventful!

And boring..." I replied sourly

She glanced at me and said no more as she drove off in full speed home

When I got down from the car and she noticed that I was limping

My mom rushed to my side

"Iris!

What happened?

Were you bullied again?" She asked worriedly

I stopped limping and said

"No mom

I fell.." but my brain was screaming

"SHE WAS THROWN TO THE GROUND WHILE TRYING TO GET DISVIRGINED!!!!!!!!"

My mom held me by my shoulders

"You sure..?"

I nodded and forced a small smile

"Yes mom..'

"Come on in

Let me help you apply some oil "

My younger sister scoffed in the background

" you love iris more than me mom!!!

I will tell dad when he comes that you treat iris better!!' She shouted and rushed into the house in feigned anger

My mom and I looked at each other and giggled

This wasn't the first time Alexa will showcase her little tantrums of jealousy

The second day at school

I felt much more comfortable and confident than I was the day before but the thought of Ronald made me feel a little bit worried as I didn't know how to face him

My waist still hurt and I was still upset over my diary

Today i tried applying lip gloss and my mom caught me

"Wow

Second day of school and you're trying make up

This new school must me doing something nicer to you " she winked

I tried hard not to blush

"I just love biology class

Especially when they talk about the reproductive system

Mr Dans explains it so well that you feel like you're the female egg ready to receive the sperm " peace chattered happily next to me as our biology teacher Mr Dan walked in

"I think I have a crush on him

Sometimes I imagine him doing those stuffs on me " she whispered with herself cheeks turning red

"Peace! " I gasped

"That's an impossible romance

A teacher student relationship is never an ideal stuff for you"

She scrunched her nose towards me

"Says someone who kissed Ronald on her first day at school"

I opened my mouth wide

"Ronald told you?!"

She smiled mischievously

"No I saw you guys

I wanted to go help collect your book when I remembered after lunch

I went to his spot at the mango tree and I saw the two of you...

Well I didn't want you dirtying my eyes

So I left you guys "

"Peace...

We didn't kiss"

She gave me a dirty look

"I swear

We almost did..." I said panting

"Please don't tell anyone

We didn't do anything

I don't want to be a talk of the class "

She shrugged

"You would be popular if people knew

Everyone wants ronald.... And be careful of these chicks girls in our class

The leader has a crush on Ronald

If word gets out that you have a thing with Ronald

Her gang might try to do you dirty

Stay safe love... you're the first girl Ronald is giving attention

They might not like it" she said holding my hand and squeezing it lightly

I smiled and wanted to hug peace

She was bringing peace to my life

But clearly my mind wasn't on what she was saying

I couldn't find Ronald in class

Till short break...I didn't spot him

I saw Collins and the rest of his gang but I didn't see him

I couldn't even comprehend why my heart keeps thinking about him

I just wanted to see his mean handsome face once more

I was going through my timetable during lunch time as everyone had gone out of class when I saw someone sit on my table

I knew without looking up that it was Ronald

"Beautiful Elephant...'' he said

I looked up and gave him a look that could kill

"Why did you do that?" I said with burning eyes

He feigned ignorance

"What did I do...?

Ohhh... the kissing

You told me to do it

I did it with your permission..."

My cheeks turned bright red as I rose from my seat in anger and embarrassment

"We didn't kiss...

We almost di....."

He cut me off mid sentence as he pulled me with so much force that I didn't know what was happening as I felt a soft lip land on mine

Ronald pulled me into his arms and kissed me

He tasted like vanilla and sweet...

I forgot that we were in an open classroom and anybody could walk in and catch us having this crazy rendezvous

I raised my arms round his neck and opened my mouth for him

His groaned and slide his tongue into my mouth

Grabbing me by the waist

He pulled me tight that I could feel his erection in his trousers

"Damn... Iris

You make me hard" he muttered into my mouth as we deepened the kiss

His tongue grew frantic and searching... as well as his hands

He had found his way into my shirt ... straight into my bra

He lifted the bra up my chest and used his two fingers to hold my nipple

A soft moan escaped my lips

"Uhmm...

Ronald"

"Damn your boobs are fucking big Iris

I want to suck them...

I want to roll my tongue right round your small hard nipples

I want you to call my name iris "

His thumb and middle finger was twisting my nipples harder this time that I moaned loudly

"Call my name ...

Let me hear you say my name" he moaned into my ears

My Honeypot was dripping wet already

I was as wet as anything else

"Ro...uhm... Ronald..." I moaned

We both heard a loud voice coming from the hallway

It was the maths teacher "Mrs Winter"

I haven't had any encounter with her as I joined my new school in class two

But rumors heard it that she was a one scary teacher

Ronald dragged me off my seat as it faced the windows directly which was open and pulled me to the back of the door

My back was on the door and he was closely in front of me

His arms guiding me on both sides so that Mrs winter would pass without seeing us

But I was even worried about that situation

Ronald was an inch away from me

His arms resting on the door above my head

Looking down to my face with his handsome face

I couldn't take my eyes off him

And I was so invested in my staring that only when I heard his voice that I was brought back to reality when he said

"You know your boobs are out your shirt and break would soon be over

Do you mind people catching us like this...well I don't mind "

He was right...I was a mess

My hair was ruffled..

My bra was above my breast...on my chest leaving my big sized boobs staring out from my open shirt

Embarrassment flooded my cheeks the second time in front of him

I rushed to pull my bra down but he was still staring right at me with a face I couldn't interpret

"Ehm...

Can you please turn around.." I asked

"Why...?" he asked looking mischievous

"I opened it all for you

And now you want to me to turn away for you to close it

You're one strange person... iris "

"I don't feel comforta..." he didn't let me complete my statement as he closed in the little space between us and pulled my bra down

He pushed in my boobs into the bra but paused a bit to twist my left nipple

I gasped softly and I watched him smile softly

I wanted to beat him up desperately but also wanted to kiss him as well

He buttoned down my shirt and used his hands to straighten them down

After he was done

He pulled me into his arms and gave me a soft kiss on my forehead

It felt warm and comforting

His breathe on my forehead

"Iris...

This term will be interesting for both you and I

I left something in your bag

Check it out"

With that...

He tucked in his shirt and moved out of the classroom leaving me dazed and horny