I feel self"conscious a little strange and my heart is beating at 100 per hour. But despite everything, all I want right now is to basically start over.
The hope that this is my opportunity to basically solve my problems.
But I didn't know exactly, all I wanted to do was look up. Just not to forget a bit about everything, at that moment as I couldn't find any other escapes.
The doorbell rang, as soon as I go to open the door I meet Francisco.
I can't help but look at him with a friendly smile, and tell him to come in.
The same income, making a sound with his shoes which were expensive like all his clothes.
"I wanted to know how you were...?" He said kindly and I couldn't help but smile.
"I'm fine," I said, simply shrugged.
I walked in the direction of Emma, she had been moved by the cushion. He was in an awkward position for her. When she accommodates him, I could pay attention to my future husband.
"I hope that what happened hasn't bothered you.
"What happened to the woman...?" " I wanted to know
"Don't know. I guess she went to her house," he said amused and always mind yes away.
I sighed, at that moment I didn't ask him anything else about the woman.
We had agreed on the wedding, for next month. There are exactly 29 days left before I can join this man.
He himself smiled at me, took my hand and gave me a spin. I couldn't help but smile, he stole a kiss from me, a kiss from between his lips.
I was lost... lost in a smile, the way he treated me.
"You look more beautiful than ever," he told me and I just nodded, not convinced by his words, but maybe they were just true.
I smiled, unable to help it and at that moment I basically felt like a princess.
When she left, for some reason I couldn't fathom, I sighed in relief.
I began to wash everything that had been dirty, and after passing the floor with a damp cloth, I had cleaned the kitchen.
I heave a loud sigh, it was a bit strange not having to work and at that moment, I couldn't help but miss over and over again.
For some reason work.
Curious, I open the page and find a new message.
Message from unknown:
"Are you really going to ignore me, if not I will say by all means... Who was before."
Terrified, I take a picture and Francisco is sent to him, maybe he could help me.
" Love, calm down I'll investigate who this person is. Don't worry.
I sigh in relief, and at that moment all I can do is smile.
I try to calm down even though that message filled me with terror.
What if the best thing was to give up everything...?
I didn't know.
He put the phone aside, and I turn it off. I don't want to have anything to do with anyone right now.
All I want is to exercise even for half an hour, and forget about everything for a bit. I started to stretch my body, to be able to do it and then I took a couple of weights, and I did cardio with weights.
When I finished, I was completely sweaty; my baby had fallen asleep on the rug so i left her there.
I went to look for new and clean clothes, so I could change her. I got her room, for some reason, I felt observed.
The blinds, and then I went to bathe together in general, I changed the room. That's why I had done that despite that, still the concern of feeling... watched.
It invaded me over and over again.
I sighed, until I had changed myself, combed and perfumed.
I also had Emma in my arms. I put her in the stroller there so I could go out for a walk.
I didn't have many options to entertain myself.
In addition to the fact that she was very young and was not going to send her to a nursery yet.
When 20 minutes passed, while she was walking block by block, quite distracted, a boy, she approached me.
I looked at him curiously, since he started running at the same level as me.
"Why are you running so slow?" I wanted to know, confused. Are you looking for an excuse to talk to me?
"Because I want to talk to you," she said simply.
I looked at him curiously.
"I don't know who you are," I said and just picked up my pace.
"I'm the message guy," she said so simply that I looked at him in surprise.
" Well, now you will surely be in danger: I sent it to Francisco.
As soon as I said those words he looked at me surprised.
"Why did you do that?
"Because I don't know you, but Francisco does, he's going to be my future husband.
"Don't trust him," he said, simply turning around.
"Wait..! " I yelled raising my hand " who are you...? I wanted to know.
"Someone who wants to take care of you, nothing more," he said and left.
Confused, I looked around not sure if this was a joke or what the hell.
But a part of me was completely terrified.
I turned around so I could go back to my house.
Not caring much about the curious glances, I kept walking.
When I turned the corner, I realize that some reporter was following me.
I started to walk at a brisk pace, so I could ignore them until I finally entered the house.
I gave a loud sigh, my quiet life had become something: something restless.
Now I regretted it aside, I had done it for Emma's well"being, but now I didn't know if she was truly safe.
First about the strange woman, and then what this man told me.
"Is rare...
Said
The strangest thing of all is that he hadn't gotten angry because I told him the truth that had given him away.
Now I was feeling a little confused, because he must have told me that he doesn't trust him.
Worst of all, I didn't know how come I had so many doubts and so few answers that that only made me confuse.
He wanted to ask someone how but he didn't have anyone to talk to.
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I felt so lonely sad at that moment, my eyes filled with tears.
I looked at Emma out of the corner of my eye, she herself had woken up, so she was playing with a rattle. I wiped her tears away, I simply take her in my arms so I can take her to bathe.
A week passed.
A week where I had nothing but boring things, Francisco had gone on a trip so I was alone.
I was a little anxious to see him, he would arrive just today, that's what he had told me.
I was washing the dishes after lunch when I heard a light knock on the door.
He left everything as it is and turned off the water tap. As soon as I get closer; I open the door and I meet Francisco.
I can't help but smile and hug him tight.
"I missed you later," I said sincerely and he kissed me on the cheek.
"I missed you too love.
He gave me a chaste kiss on the lips again, and at that moment I felt truly happy.
I can't help but smile one at a time and again, and the entrance through the house.
He gave me a lot of bags, which I couldn't understand anymore, apparently there are things for the baby in the clothes.
Grateful, I approached him and kissed him again on his lips.
<<How could I doubt him..?>>
Himself, he looked at me in surprise as I then turned my attention from him to Emma.
He took her in her arms, complemented her charge.
"How is my daughter..? He wanted to know and I looked at him curiously, it was a bit disturbing, that he said those words but I didn't say anything.
I just managed to smile and say:
" She is fine. She's already going to be 5 months old " I said.
Close the kitchen, to be able to turn on the coffee pot, and I could see by the reflection of the glass, that he was still holding her.
For some reason, she couldn't trust him again. Although if he did. I took a few steps until finally coming up to him.
Storyteller.
He could feel something different in her, he placed a light kiss on her neck, and she shuddered from her. He turned, and kissed her very tenderly. They got lost between kisses for the first time, he can feel more skin than he ever felt before.
He looked at her with dilated pupils, and in that moment he he knew he had to make her his.
Looking out of the corner of their eyes that Ema was asleep, they took advantage of that opportunity, he placed her on the counter as he simply made love to her.
The next day, she saw herself sitting in a luxurious restaurant. Francisco had invited her, he had gone to look for stitches, she had missed him this week, and in part she had not wanted to admit it because it was the truth. your daughter how you found your side.
In her arms, while they waited for the menu, next to her was the stroller and Francisco was in front of her.
"How have you been..? "He wants to know.
"Well, the truth is that she was exercising a lot, being more with my daughter, due to which she is not working and...
"You can keep doing it, I never told you you couldn't," he simply said, she looked at him surprised.
"It's just... I was a little afraid that someone might discover me.
"Don't worry, it's your job. I accepted you like that," he said, taking her hand.
At that moment her inexplicable fears disappeared points I smile.
He ell squeezed it hard, missing out on the softness of his male hand.
"I love you," she said suddenly, holding her tight.
She realized that she could never mistrust someone as good as he was.
She closed her eyes, as soon as she opened them a tear fell from her down her cheek.
"Why are you crying..? Did I do something that hurt you..? the worried man wanted to know.
"What, what happens is that you make me very happy," she said sincerely and he couldn't help but smile too.
He gave her a tender kiss on her cheek, and they simply stayed there, both of them lost in each other like her, and at that moment she already felt happy.
That afternoon, after having lunch with the coma, she went for a walk with the pram with Emma.
She was so lost in her thoughts that she couldn't notice a detail. She had basically lost her bottle.
"Are you looking for this...?" "A boy wanted to know, who approached next to her.
He was wearing a cap, so you couldn't see her face.
She looked up a little disgruntled, and she realized that he was the same boy she had seen a couple of days ago.
"Yes," she said simply, and she took the bottle a little scared.
She began to push the stroller away from him.
"I won't hurt you," he said, and she stopped a little warily.
"I don't know that.
I know you trust Francisco.
"Yes," she said facing him, and moving away from his side.
The boy, insisting, approached his side and took his hand.
"I trust you," he said, and she didn't understand.
"I don't know you anymore."
"You really don't know me...?" " He told her and she looked at him again.
Without really understanding where her words were going. For her to eat a perfect stranger, while he suggested the opposite.
She didn't quite understand what she meant, so she just rolled her eyes, and kept walking.
"Hey, wait for me," he said and started walking into the park.
She saw many people. So she basically went unnoticed.
The boy followed her two meters away from time to time he would approach and pretend he was walking. Or looking at his phone.
"I guess he's pretending not to know me," she said.
"Yes," he said simply without looking at her.
I trust, I trust...
"Do you trust Francisco...?"
"Yes," she said simply, and this time I did look at him.
She stopped the pram and said:
"So please don't follow me, I've never seen you before.
He kept walking, he stopped upset.
He didn't understand why she couldn't hear him, he took a photo out of her pocket.
He left it in her hands.