A Wife Cry

Chapter 1

ALEIXHA MEDLEY ALTARAZA-SULLIVAN's POV

"Aly, you couldn't find a gift some interesting, huh?" my Cousin, Jullie asked me.

Because I'm at J's Accessories and he owns it. Currently still looking for a gift for my husband. Yeah, I am married to Laven Oscar Sullivan. It's his birthday tomorrow and I've been here at Jullie's shop for maybe three hours. And I haven't really chosen anything yet.

"Yeah," I said and my eyes were still busy with the accessories.

"You can buy a watch, necklace or something that he could use at his office, Aly," he suggested and I looked at my cousin who also looked lazy. He rested his arms on the glass box and lowered himself further.

"Watch? He has a lot at home, Jullie. Necklace? I don't think so if he can use that," I said boredly.

Because my husband doesn't wear a necklace. So watch? He has a lot of collections in our house.

"Tss! Ah! I have an idea! Why don't you just buy him a brief?!" he said happily and I automatically turned to him again.

She gave me her famous dangerous smirk. What the hell?

"What the hell, Jullie! You're in the shop!" I warned her and turned to her customers and I felt relief when they are all busy and they're own businesses.

"Whatever you say, cousin Aleixha Medley. By the way, about the...uh... have you told Laven about your pregnancy?"

I stopped and suddenly my heart beat faster.

"N-Not yet, Jullie," I answered nervously.

I closed my eyes when Jullie patted my forehead. That's why I frowned, because it hurt, ah.

"What?! Aly, do you know what were you doing? My God, cousin! Your wife must know that! That you can't give her a child, you know what married men do when they are barren they will divorce their wives immediately!" he threatened me.

"No! It won't ever happen, Jullie! He loves me! My husband loves me and he's going to accept me!" I said confusedly.

My husband will not divorce me because he loves me, he loves me very much and he accepts my situation.

"How sure are you, Aly? How could you say that your husband accepted you that you will never have children again?" I can't say anything, I can't answer.

But my husband will accept me, right?

"Trust me, Jullie. He will accept me. We have been married for two years and five months. We have been together for a long time and I know he can't live without me, he won't leave me," I said desperately.

"Alright, Aly! Hope! Hope that your own husband will accept you! Aleixha, the year is not a basis, if you've been together for ten or more years if he finds out that you are a barren and you can't give him a child. Try to think that cousin, your husband is rich, his family is well-known. That even the president of the country would be ashamed of their family's wealth!" I stepped back.

"Julie... how could you say that to me?" I felt tears running down my cheeks. The pain of those words.

He came to me and held both of my shoulders.

"Aly, I'm your cousin and I love you very much. I'm just afraid of hurting you, what if he doesn't accept you? What if the consequences I imagine for you happen? Aly, He deserves to know the truth. he will know something else about you. Yes, you are lucky because your husband loves you very much and he gives you everything you want. He did not lack. But Aly, how much does he love you if will he know you're barren? I told you, he's a billionaire and it's important to them to have children. This is for you, Aly." I could clearly see the sadness and fear in my cousin's eyes.

"O-OK, I'll tell you but not now, nor tomorrow, Jullie. It's her birthday tomorrow and I don't want her to be sad if she finds out about my situation," I bowed and said.

"Okay, okay just tell him the truth. You know what cousin, it's bad to keep a secret from your husband and especially if what you're keeping a secret hurts. We don't know if he'll accept k--"

"I told you he would accept me!" I can't help but shout.

"Okay wait, I'm just concerned, Aly. I hope he accepts you. Here, pay that to the cashier and good luck, cousin," he said and turned his back on me.

I stepped closer to the cashier and my chest heaved at the last thing my cousin said.

"If he doesn't accept you, call me and I'm here for you, cousin."

I smiled...

"Thank you, Julie..."

I Looked at my gift that was already wrapped, I hope so. I hope so, Julie. He will accept me.

"Good morning, Mrs. Sullivan," my husband's secretary greeted me with a smile upon seeing me.

"Good morning to you too, Daime. Is your boss inside?" I asked with a smile on my face.

"Yes, come in," he answered. Daime even opened the door for me.

I thanked him and entered my husband's office.

I saw Laven sitting in his swivel chair and focused his full attention on the piled papers on his table.

He also felt the sense, I approached quietly and he looked at me with a frown.

"Hey hon, good morning." I smiled sweetly at him and his frown gradually disappeared. He smiled at me and stood up.

"Morning, hon," he said in a husky voice.

When he got close to me, he immediately greeted me with a warm and firm kiss.

I encircled my arms on his nape and responded to his kisses.

"Hon..." I said softly when I felt his lips go down my neck not to mention that his hand was caressing my right leg.

I'm just wearing a plain white dress above the knee, so what she's doing now is easy for her. Tsk... His favorite.

"Ah...what are you doing, hon?" He bit me, God!

"You smell so good, hon," he said in a low voice and kissed me again on the lips.

I wrapped my legs on his waist and I heard him chuckle.

"Hon..."

"God! Your sexy voice, wife..."

"Laven!" I screamed when he suddenly squeezed my nipple even though I was still dressed.

"Sorry, hon, can't help it," he said and I just got off.

He held my waist and again he kissed me passionately.

"Hon...we're in the office," I whispered as his lips moved to my ear again and he bit it. I'm tickling, tss...

"Alright! I should stop this or else, I lose my control and can't help myself for making love with you, right here, right now." My cheeks suddenly got hot from what he said.

Damn, honey! I felt w*t down there.

"Enough," I said and he laughed. He kissed my cheek and he hugged me, tightly.

"You're so beautiful when you are blushing, hon. I love you... And I can't wait to have our child..."

"Hapoy birthday, hon!" I happily congratulate my husband who now has a wide smile on my face. He looked surprised!

He bit his lower lip when he stepped towards me. I spread my arms and he immediately greeted me with a warm and tight hug.

"Thank you, hon, I love you," he said and released the hug from me, he kissed me on the lips and I happily returned it.

We kissed passionately and you thought there would be no tomorrow, if only we were both caught in the wind, our lips would not have parted.

"I love you..."

"I love you too, hon," I smiled and leaned my head on his chest and I heard his heartbeat. It was beating so fast that you thought it was going to come out of your chest. I feel this...I do, my heart is like this too. My heart beats faster only for the man I love so much.

Only for Laven Oscar. Just for my wife.

"Hon, you didn't answer me," he said, sounding sulky

"Huh?"

Confused, I looked at my husband who now had a serious face, he caressed my cheek and kissed it sweetly.

"When? When are you carrying our little baby, hon? I wanted to have our child, now. I really want to have a small and noisy child running around our house. I want to hear his voice, his laugh and even his crying. I want to watched him, and I want to play with him. He will be hugged and kissed, bought many toys and above all loved, he's our first born baby, the fruit of our love," he said sincerely, hearing his words are a damn breaking my heart.

How can I give him a child when the fact, I can't have a child, we can't. I can't bear a child, hon...

The corners of my eyes are watering. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, hon. I can't give you what you want to have a child with me. We will not have children.

My chest tightened and my heart felt like it was being squeezed by its pain.

"Let's not talk about our future baby, hon. Let's enjoy this day. This is your birthday," I said. I forced a smile so it becomes fake and the reason, that he noticed it.

"You will always ignore that, Aly... are you afraid, hon?" he asked me softly and caressed my cheek.

I closed my eyes when I felt the tip of his nose on my forehead. Down my nose and he played with the bridge of our nose which is my favorite thing he does.

"My wife is afraid," he said laughing and I touched his cheek.

"I am not... I'm not afraid, hon," I said while smiling.

I'm not afraid. I am ready to be the mother of our children, Laven. If you only knew. I'm ready.

"Then why? Why are you refusing, hon?" he asked as if he was struggling too.

"Is that right, I am not ready." I know, that's a lie.

"Not ready for what?" he asked me confused.

"For having a baby, I am not ready to be a mother. What if... I can't handle a mother's responsibility yet, Laven?" This is also one of my fears, but when I got married to Laven, I was no longer afraid. I am ready for my responsibility as a mother.

D*mn! This is my reason for... What should I do now?

"Hon, you're with me. I am still here for you. You can handle it even though being my wife is too much," he said while still playing with our noses. His warm and fragrant breath touched my face.

"Just... just give me a time, honey," I said.

"Fine, I want a dozen children, Aly."

To Be Continued...

Chapter 2

I smiled bitterly. I can give you that Laven Oscar Sullivan, at least a few more, if I don't--

"Wife, don't give me your fake smile, please. I don't like that, I'm sorry if I'm rushing you. huh? I'm just excited, hon, I'm sorry, Aly. My very beautiful wife ." He hugged me tightly and I couldn't stop my tears from flowing and cried immediately and my husband was surprised.

I'm sorry, Laven, I'm so sorry, hon.

"Hush, hon, hush..." he let me stay and seemed to be nervous.

"Why are you crying?" he asked me in a gentle voice. He caressed my cheek and repeatedly touched me with a kiss on the bridge of my nose. On the forehead, on the cheeks and even on my lips.

"Hmm?"

"Nothing..."

I buried my face in my husband's chest and felt him rubbing my back.

"Wife, hon..."

"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry Laven..." I cried and hugged her tighter.

Jullie Rose, what you told me is what I'm afraid of. You don't know, you don't know how much I tell myself that he will accept me, that my husband will accept me.

He loves me, he loves me so much. He will not leave me and hate me when he finds out about my situation.

I hold on to my husband's love for me. Even though I hid my situation from him, I hope he will accept me.

I still hope that he will never leave me just because I won't have any more children. That I can no longer fulfill our dream.

To build a family.

"Hon, why are you crying?" He cupped my face and forced me to face him but I closed my eyes and full of tears.

I just cry when I see his eyes, that's how much he loves the boy.

"Open your eyes, open your eyes, hon." I shook my head and bit my bottom lip. I'm afraid

"Wife..." He kissed my forehead again.

"Open your eyes, please, I want to see your eyes," he pleaded.

"Aleixha Medley Sullivan," he uttered my name.

I opened my eyes but I was just bent down and he grabbed my chin, he lifted it up to see my whole face. Now this time I met his gaze. Full of questions and doubts. But the love and concern for me is still there.

I can't do it without you, honey. I think I'm going to die.

"Why are you crying?"

"I love you, I love you so much, Laven Oscar Sullivan," I said and brought my face closer to his. I kissed him firmly on the lips and he responded my kisses.

I'm sorry, is that all I can say? Are you really sorry?

We kissed, again and again until we ended up making love on our bed.

We've spent our moment in Paradise Island, we also stayed for two weeks and we did nothing but have fun. Dating, making love inside of our private suite.

I hope...I hope we can be like this forever. You are the kind who are happy that there will be no more problems.

You only think about your pleasure with the one we love, but I know...

The day will come when...he will know about me but he will accept me.

He loves me very much, I know, I feel his love for me. If... if only we had children, maybe we would be happier.

"What are you thinking, hon?" my husband asked me with his sexy and husky voice. Dang it.

"Us," I answered briefly and smiled sweetly.

"Ows? You were thinking about our love making, wife?" he playfully said and he received a slap on the arm from me.

"Aw, hon! That hurts!" he said sullenly and his eyebrows still met. He is really handsome.

"Tse! It's art," I laughed and said and my husband just smiled.

We are going back to our house now. Our short vacation is over and I can say it was worth it.

Because of an island we thought of going on vacation. It's fun there and the place is beautiful. It's relaxing.

"By the way, hon, thanks for this." He prefers my gift. A black watch.

"You're my husband, don't thank me, hon," I said with a wink that made him laugh. Amuses me.

"I love you," he said in a sweet voice.

"I love you, too," I smiled back at him.

"I wish we could just be like this, right? Always happy and without any problems," I just said.

"What? Honey, you were thinking a negative again," he said seriously.

"I hope your love for me will not change, hon." Here I am again, getting emotional again.

My husband stared at me, and he stopped the car on the side of the road just to comfort me because I started crying again.

"Come here, hon," he said softly.

I moved closer to him and he hugged me very tightly. H-Here are my tears again. I really can't help it.

I buried my face in his chest and he stroked my hair down my back.

"I'm really going to think that you're pregnant, hon, you're always like this. I wonder why you're getting emotional lately, hon?" And you can't help but doubt me, Laven.

"Laven... What if... What if, uhh no. Do you really want us to have children?" I asked weakly and he hugged me tighter.

"Every husband wanted it, wife, but I'm not rushing you. I can still wait, just tell me when you're ready, wife."

Here you go again tears, you are falling again.

"L-Laven, we can adopt." I said that without thinking.

"W-What? What are you saying, hon? Adopt? You've got to kidding me! No way, I still prefer the one who came from us, Aly," he said annoyed and broke away from our embrace each other.

He started to turn on the engine again and he continued driving. He clenched his jaw. A sign that he's mad.

"I'm sorry Laven, I love you."

Laven didn't answer so I was sad.

After my husband dropped me off at our mansion, he left quickly and didn't even tell me where he was going.

He is really angry with me. Why is that what I said suddenly? I thought he would be happy.

"Laven, where are you?"

I'm worried about my husband, it's getting late at night but he's still coming home.

I walked back and forth while biting my nails. I'm like this if I'm worried about him.

Laven, where have you been? Please, I hope you're okay. Oh God... Where's my husband?

I know it's wrong to say that if we can just adopt. I'm just trying to do that but I made a mistake, because he got mad at me.

I heard a car honking so I stopped walking back and forth even though I still felt dizzy.

Laven! I hope he is!

I quickly got out of our mansion and went to the gate.

"Laven!" I called my husband when I saw him getting out of his car.

I attended to him quickly but I was surprised by what he did when he suddenly took my hand.

"Go away!" he said coldly and my chest ached.

"Laven, it's me." I held his arm but for the second time around, he refused my hand.

"Honey?"

"Go away! I-I don't need you!"

"You're drunk!" I shouted and he stopped.

"W-Who are you?" he asked in a low voice and I approached him again.

"Aleixha, I'm you're wife, honey."

"Oh? My beautiful wife, hi honey," he smiled and hugged me.

"Why did you get drunk? You know, I'm worried!" I said and helped him enter our home.

"Honey, we just had a drink. Oh, my beautiful wife, who's the most beautiful woman in this world? Me! I know who it was! It was Mrs. Aleixha Medley Sullivan! You know her?" He is really drunk so what is my husband saying.

"I know her," I answered and he laughed.

"Hmm? You know she was afraid for having our baby? Every wife, of course was afraid but every husband wanted it."

"Y-You really want us to have children, Laven?"

"Laven? It was me! Who are you again?"

"Ally."

"Ally?" He suddenly stopped and faced me.

He cupped my cheeks and smiled. His eyes are watering.

"You looked exactly like my wife, you're so damn beautiful and I am such a lucky bastard to have you, honey."

"Come on, you need to rest."

I made him lie down on our bed while he was still talking and I couldn't really understand what he was saying.

I took a face towel and wet it with water so I could wipe him.

I took off his long sleeve and wiped his cheek down to his neck.

"Ally..."

"I'm here."

"I-I..."

"What is it Laven?"

"I want..."

"What?"

"I want our baby right now, can you give me that?"

I closed my eyes and my tears flowed again. There's nothing new about me, eh, I'm already fragile and will cry.

It just hurts, it hurts to accept that I can't give Laven a child.

"Sleep now, hon," I said and kissed him on the forehead then I lay next to him.

I looked at the table when it suddenly rang.

Cell phone? I sat down again and took my husband's coat.

He had a text message, I wasn't about to open it but something prompted me to open it and read the text message.

There was no password or something to lock his phone so I opened it right away.

I was shocked when I saw the name of the person who texted Laven. It felt like something was pinching my heart and I was suddenly nervous.

"W-What is this? N-Did they meet? B-But how come?" I was about to read the message when my phone rang.

Julie is calling...

Two rings before I accept the calls.

"Yes, Julie?"

"Are you okay, Aly? Why is your voice like that?" he immediately asked me from the other line.

"N-Nothing, I'm fine. You got called? Do you need something, Jullie?"

"No, did you say that?"

I know what he means but I don't want to talk about it when my husband is here. Laven might even hear us.

"Julie please, let's not talk about that."

"You guys had a fight, didn't you? Are you really okay? Then Aly...I saw your h-husband."

"W-What do you mean? You saw, what?"

"Or maybe I just turned my eyes, but I actually saw your husband at the bar."

"That was true, because my husband came home drunk, Jullie."

"And it wasn't just her, I saw Aly."

"H-Huh? What..."

"I saw your husband with someone else. It was Alica."

"You look back, Jullie, b-why are they together? Then if this is true, maybe it was just a coincidence that they met at the bar?"

I was suddenly nervous, he could never do that. I know Alica, she is kind and modest but.... I don't want, I don't want to think about anything. I don't want my husband to doubt.

Maybe Jullie just rolled her eyes but her text?

"Hello, Aly? Are you still there? Aly?"

"I'll hang this up, Jullie, let's talk again tomorrow. Then what you said is very impossible," I said and hung up the phone.

No...no...don't think of that Aly, don't.

I looked again at the message from Alica.

Message from: Alica

"Thanks for the time, I enjoyed it, Laven."

No... this is wrong, wrong. I'll just talk to my cousin tomorrow.

I just lay down again and hugged my husband.

To Be Continued...

Chapter 3

ALEIXHA MEDLEY ALTARAZA-SULLIVAN'S POV

I wake up early to prepare breakfast for my wife. Early? Or did I really not sleep last night because something was bothering me?

I saw that Laven was about to enter the kitchen.

"Good morning, honey," I greeted my wife and kissed her on the lips.

"Morning," he said and quickly distanced himself from me, causing my heart to suddenly tingle.

"Laven..."

He just sat down and I sat next to him.

I bit my lower lip and I took a breath then I took the fried rice and was about to put it on him when he spoke quickly.

"You don't need to serve me, Aly. I can handle myself," he said coldly and my chest tightened again.

My wife was so annoying this morning that I couldn't think straight.

I can't stand Laven's anger towards me so I'm often the one who makes him humble.

"Honey, are you still mad at me?" I asked him and he stopped.

"No, can you just eat your breakfast, Aly? I don't want to waste my time talking with nonsense. I have work to do and this morning I'll be getting busy." he said directly and I bowed.

I am at a loss for words if he is so cold to deal with me. I'm hurt, huh?

Since Laven and I got married, I rarely see him like that. That treated me coldly. Usually he is sweet and kind but now? He is very different, he is not my husband.

"Laven, you're angry."

"Fuck! I'm not!" I closed my eyes when he suddenly shouted and cursed.

"Laven..."

My tears have started to fall from my eyes and I have been enveloped in fear and nervousness in my chest.

I dropped the plate full of fried rice and the sound of it breaking was thunderous. I felt the pain in my right leg. But I still stood there and seemed to be out of my mind.

One thing I found it was that I was in Laven's arms and he was trying to comfort me.

"I'm sorry, wife, I'm so sorry."

I heard my own sobbing again and it felt like there was no tomorrow. I feel like I'm going to run out of breath.

"I'm so sorry, honey, I lost my control and shouted at you. I'm sorry, stop crying." He just caressed my back and gently kissed me on the forehead.

"Don't cry please, wife, let's just eat." He cupped my jaw and wiped my abundant tears.

"That won't happen again, okay? I'm sorry, let's just eat, huh?" I'll stop crying and I nodded. I was scared earlier, I was having anxiety all of a sudden.

I closed my eyes again when I felt the warm touch of my husband's lips on my forehead and his tight hug.

He helped me sit again and knelt in front of me.

"You have wounds and that's because of me, I hurt you again," he said and his facial expression changed again. Regrets.

"This is my fucking fault," he cursed softly and it was enough for me to hear.

I looked at my wound on my right leg.

"It's just a small wound, Laven," I said in a low voice.

"No, if possible I don't want to see blood from you. Even a drop of it is still a wound and you still can't avoid feeling pain. I'm sorry, it was my fault. Stay here, I'll take it I only have the first aid kit, honey," he said and kissed me before he headed upstairs.

By just his reaction, I breathed a sigh of relief, "He's back to what he was before."

Laven came back with the first aid kid and quickly treated my wound.

He was serious and had no emotion on his face while treating me.

"Can I ask you something, Laven?"

"Ask away," he said without glancing at me.

"Where did you go yesterday? And who were you with?" he was stunned by my question and glanced at me for a moment.

"I was in a bar, yesterday. I'm with... Torry was with me last night."

I don't know why I was worried about Laven's answer. Something seems wrong, like Laven is hiding a secret from me. He just doesn't say it.

"Yours truly, Laven."

"You don't trust me, huh Aly? We're husband and wife so don't doubt me. In this situation we're at odds. You'll only believe in me and I'll only believe in you. So we won't keep secrets from each other ."

"But you're angry."

"I'm not, I'm not mad at you. I love you so why would I be mad at you?" I looked at my husband with dark eyes and he looked like he was telling the truth.

"Didn't you and Alica meet?"

"No, who told you that we met? Aly, I'm just with Torry. No one else."

"Okay," I just said that, I just kept quiet and sat aside when Laven sat next to me. He held my hand and kissed it.

"I'll be the one to ask you."

"Alright."

"I noticed this past few days, you are always emotional and cry. You are not usually do that. Is there a problem, Aly? Did something bad happen to you?" he asked me worriedly and I shook my head.

"You're hiding something from me."

"Nothing! Nothing at all," I said directly and he laughed.

"Too defensive, alright I'll trust you. Let's just eat okay?" he said softly and I just nodded and we started eating.

But I'm still thinking about what Jullie said to me and Laven's answers to me.

Who am I to believe? Is it my cousin or my husband?

But Laven is right, I should only trust him. Jullie is my cousin but I believe Laven is right because he is my wife.

ALICA'S RESTAURANT

"ALY! It's you! What brought you here, cousin?" Alica greeted me immediately and gently pulled me to an empty table.

Alica's restaurant is good. The arrangement of chairs and tables is wide and well organized. There are also many customers eating inside. They even play soft music. Cold from the air conditioner.

"I miss you, ah. The last time we saw each other was last month. Are you busy at your Publishing House, Aly?" he asked and I looked at him carefully.

Alica acts kind and modest, so it is very impossible for what Jullie says to happen. Because she's not that kind of girl. Then he doesn't go to the bar. Just to enjoy.

"Yes, I'm busy finishing my manuscript. Alica, I just want to ask you something," I began. I'm nervous, to be honest.

"Sure cousin, what is it?" he asked me smiling. She looks innocent.

"Did you...meet my wife last night?" I asked and I could clearly see the surprise on his face but he changed quickly. He smiled at me and held my hand.

"No, why are we meeting? I was busy last night cooking my new ingredients. So, I was here all night last night. I haven't seen Kuya Laven for a long time, what?" The thorn in my heart also seemed to disappear and I breathed a sigh of relief.

I just smiled at her.

"I also have something to ask you, Aly," he said and suddenly became serious.

"Alright, what's that, Alica?"

"When will you and Kuya Laven have children, Aly? I heard from Tita Gaith that your husband really wants to have children," I stopped when he said.

"N-Not yet, Alica," I answered. I'm nervous again.

"Why? How many years have you been together, Aly, you should have a child. Brother Laven needs an heir. You know your witch mother-in-law, right? You should give them grandpa and I think your wife will be even happier, Aly."

"That's true Alica..."

"What?"

"The truth of that is..."

"What is that, Aly? Tell me." He seemed interested in what I had to say. It was obvious on his face.

"The truth of that is..."

"There you are, Aly! I've been looking for you for a while now, eh. Oy, Alica long time no see," Jullie suddenly interjected.

"Jullie, hi," Alica greeted Jullie.

"You have cousin bonding, huh? You didn't invite me. It's sad but Alica, can I borrow our beautiful cousin? We still have somewhere to go, eh," my cousin said with a smile and Jullie grabbed me by the shoulder so I stood up.

"Where are you going?" Alice asked.

"It's a cruel secret, only we should know about it. It's just a joke, I'm just going to help Aly buy my new unit. Alright, Alica see you later," Jullie announced and pulled me away but before we could get away Alica immediately spoke.

"But Aly, you were going to tell me something, weren't you? What was that?" he asked and I got nervous again.

"Ah...is that? Because what, about Laven and I having a child. Because..."

"Aly, come on. You'll tell him whatever you have to say later. Right, Alica?"

"Huh? Ah...because..."

"That's true because Alica...I'm not--"

"Aly is pregnant, Alica," Jullie interrupted what I was about to say and I was surprised by what she said.

"H-Huh? Is that true, Aly?" Alica's facial expression suddenly changed. Shock and fear but why?

"That was true Alica, she is pregnant. You shouldn't react like that. You should be happy for our cousin because we will finally have a niece," said Jullie.

"H-Huh? Ah, congratulations, Aly. I'm happy for you," he said and hugged me.

"T-Thank you, Alica."

"Jullie why did you tell him that?" I asked him without emotion when we got out of Alica's restaurant.

I was worried about what he said because maybe...

"What? Aly, are you out of your mind? Do you want to tell her that you can't be pregnant because you are fertility?! You won't have children Aly, so do you think that if you tell Alica that you are infertile he won't tell this to your wife?! God, Aleixha! Think carefully!" Jullie preaching to me. While holding his senses, he seemed to be suddenly stressed by me.

"Jullie, Alica can't do that to me. You know she's very modest about things like that. She's kind and she doesn't go to bars. That's not her habit. So it's very impossible for her and my husband to be together !" I promise. It is contended that that is not true.

"That's it! That's what you thought, Aly, not all nice things are true to you!" he said angrily to me, accompanied by pointing at me.

"Then you're not true to me either?!" I asked him out loud.

"Ally!"

"Why did you lie about me being pregnant? What if Laven finds out? What am I going to do?" I asked anxiously.

"It's better that way, Aly. It's better that the words you're barren come from you. That you can't give him a child," he said and the tone of his voice dropped.

"So you just said I'm pregnant?" I feel like I'm about to cry.

"Who's pregnant?" I was stunned and nervous when I heard Laven's voice.

"H-Honey..." Looks like Jullie and I both saw a ghost and froze in place.

"Who's pregnant? Huh, Aly?" Laven came to me and held my hand.

"You're pregnant? W-Then we'll have a baby, Aly?" I was disgusted, I was disgusted with myself and I wanted to scream.

I want to tell the truth but my heart can't bear to hurt him. Because he is very happy now. I don't want that to disappear.

"God! We should celebrate, and finally I will be a daddy," he said happily and tears fell from his eyes. Laven hugged me and my tears fell down my cheeks again.

I looked at Jullie who also had obvious fear and nervousness on her face.

"L-Laven..."

"I wish you had told me right away that you were pregnant, wife." There was pleasure in his voice.

I'm sorry Laven, I'm so sorry...honey.

To Be Continued...