~ Julianna ~
"Juli are you alright?" I heard my little brother Noah's voice. I wanted to cry because I'll never be alright without him because I have no money to spend on his disease. Shit.
"I'm alright darling. What do you wanna eat?" I asked him as he came to me and hugged me.
"I need bread with cheese Juli" I looked down at his small body and my heart tightened because how am I supposed to save him. I love him and I can't even think about a day without him. I smiled at him and nodded before going into the kitchen. After breakfast I went to hospital with Noah. As I entered the hospital I saw doctor Peterson. He was one who did and helped everything about Noah.
"Good morning little one" He said with a smile and Noah giggled happily because he really liked this doctor Peterson.
"Good morning Pete" Noah joked as he ran towards the doctor. Then he picked up Noah and nodded at me before going into the Noah's ward. After some time doctor Peterson came.
"Julianna can I talk to you for a moment?" He asked and I nodded but this is the thing that I fear the most in this life. I have no idea what the doctor wants to tell me but I knew it was all about Noah's health. Maybe the news will be good or bad but I was just scared.
"Noah's health is getting worse. We should do the surgery as soon as possible" My heart shattered into pieces as I heard him. Unintentionally tears welled in my eyes. Why did this happen to us?
"Julianna, I know you have money problems. I'm so sorry" Doctor Peterson patted my shoulder. I sighed because no matter what, I'm going to find money for his surgery and make him better.
"Doctor I'll find money." I said as I wiped my tears.
"You have a maximum of ten months. It will be great if you could find it soon" I nodded and looked at Noah through the glass wall and he was smiling at a nurse while chatting. I can't let anything happen to him because he's the only person that I have.
"Noah should stay in the hospital from today onwards." I was still looking at Noah. He's just so cute and he will be a handsome man in the future so as his sister I should just protect him.
"Alright doctor" With that I went into Noah's ward and sat on the bed next to him.
"Am I dying Juli?" I forced my tears back because I didn't want to cry in front of him. I smiled forcefully and took him onto my lap as I started to caress his silky dark brown hair.
"No. You're going to recover so soon?" I kissed his head and rested my chin on his head.
"That's great" He started to giggle. I clenched my jaws because I didn't want to cry. My heart was hurting and it felt like someone was squeezing my heart so tightly.
"I love you so much Noah" I said while kissing his little cheek.
"I love you so much more Juli" With that he kissed my forehead. I bit my lower lip so hard because of the pain I'm feeling in my heart but no pain could match the pain in my heart.
"Noah, you have to stay here for a few months. Is it okay darling?" I asked and Noah nodded with a happy smile.
"I will play with Pete all day" He said while jumping. I smiled at him and got up to leave.
"But Juli you will come to see me everyday, right?" He pouted while biting his little lips.
"Yeah. I will" With that I left the hospital and went home. I had to go to university but my mind was in a mess so I went straight home. After I came home I jumped onto the bed and started to cry because I was tired and I was scared for Noah's life.
After I was done crying I went into the bathroom and washed my face and changed into new clothes. Then I heard a knock on the door and went to open the door. As I opened the door I saw aunty Elise.
"Julianna, you were crying. Weren't you?" She asked as I smiled forcefully. Then she asked what happened and I told everything that my heart was feeling and about my helplessness. She let out a deep sigh and pulled me to a warm hug. She was really like a mother, always cared for me and Noah but now she's getting old and I can't bother her with our things.
"Juli I'm sorry for telling you this but I can't stay without even letting you know and I also don't have much money." She said with a sigh and I didn't care about anything and all I wanted was money. I wanted to pay for Noah's surgery as soon as possible.
"Tell me aunty Elise, at this point I will do anything for my brother's life. Even if I have to sell my body" I said as I took her hands and placed them on my chest.
"I don't know Juli but I'll tell you and you make the decision" I nodded at her quickly and she sighed.
"A wealthy family looking for a surrogate. They want to have an heir as soon as possible and they will pay $100000 to the surrogate" She said and looked at my eyes. My heart tightened and I looked down. A surrogate? So do I have to give birth to a baby for an unknown man?
"What are their conditions?" I asked. I looked at aunty Elise's face and I knew she's sad and she didn't want to see me like that. She was the woman who taught me to wait until our fated ones and once they came our lives will be blissful.
"You have everything they need. Beauty, intelligence and virginity. And you have those things beyond what they expect" I closed my eyes and thought about it carefully. So I have to give my virginity? It's okay everything will be fine and I'm doing this for my brother. It's just giving birth to a life to save one.
"I agree. I will be their surrogate but please don't let Noah know anything about this" I said as I smiled at her. I saw the hurt expression in her face but she nodded at me and smiled forcefully. She really cared about me and I will always be grateful to her.
"I'll let them know and take you there." I nodded as she got up and left. I sighed and looked up at the ceiling. Is this what's going to happen to our lives mom? I lost my parents and now I'm suffering because of that loss. Urghh. Everything will be fine as long as Noah is safe and healthy.
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~ Ryan ~
"Ryan, when are you going to give us a great grandchild? We are already very close to our deathbed" Urgh.. When can I have a peaceful sleep. Why do they want a great grandchild? They already have a grandson.
"I don't want grandma. I'm not ready to have a child" I said as I got up from my bed and walked towards her.
"Are you going to die with your virginity? Everyone knows Ryan.. They think you're gay" My grandmother cried as she hit my chest hard.
"Ouch grandma it hurts." I said as she smirked at me and started to cry loudly. Urghh drama queen. Then both my grandfather and father came into my room as they frowned at me.
"See, I only asked for a great grandchild but he shouted at me" She sobbed while hugging my dad. I sighed and looked at them.
"Ryan, Do our last wish baby.. We want to see a little prince or a princess before we die" It was my grandpa who started to act this time.
"I don't have a woman so how am I going to have a baby? I can't do it alone. You know that fact right?" I said because I wanted them to give up on their last wish.
"Alright you marry Lidia. She'll give birth to your baby" What the fuck? Lidia? That cunning and disgusting whore?
"No. Not her. I don't like women like her and she sleeps with men everyday. Eww" I let out my disgust and looked at my grandma who suggested it to me. Her face was also covered with disgust.
"Alright then do you have someone you like?" Why can't they understand me? If I had a woman that I like I would have already fucked her countless times and got her pregnant.
"NO. I don't like any woman" I said and looked away from their direction.
"Oh my god! my poor boy, Is he gay? Are the rumors true?" I heard my grandma's low voice.
"I'm not gay either" I said as I looked at her again. She sighed
"Alright then have a baby, I'll choose a woman for you with great beauty, intelligence and especially with virginity." My heart started to beat so fast as she said that. Why was that? What the fuck?
"I..I.." Before I could finish what I wanted to say grandma cut me off.
"There's no need for your answer and be ready" With that grandpa and grandma left my room.
After they left I looked at my father who was still standing in front of me while looking at me with a forced smile.
"Dad.." I said as he sighed.
"Your grandma's wish is to see a great grandchild before she dies so do it. I know what you're feeling right now. I'm sorry son" He looked at me with a sad face and left the room.
"Fuck" I cursed. Then I started to get ready and go to the office. I was late because of this grandma's drama. As I went out of my house my chauffeur came and greeted me. I nodded at him.
"Sir, which car do you want to use today?" He asked. Urghh.. I hate this. Why can't this man just choose a car and come to me.
"The car I always use and remember it's Rolls Royce ghost. If you ever ask me this question again I'll cut your tongue" He looked at me with a terrified look and nodded. What the fuck? I was just joking. Shit. I had so much work today and I was reading some documents. Then my chauffeur suddenly stopped the car.
"Sir an old woman is crossing the road" He said as I looked at the road and saw an old woman crossing the road. I nodded at him and looked out of the window and saw something that made my heart beat increased. A woman.....
She was walking out of the hospital and she was wiping her eyes. Crying? Then she suddenly looked at my direction. I felt she was looking at me but I knew she can't see me because of the window of this car. After a few seconds she looked away and walked away. Damn she was fucking gorgeous. The way she looked at my direction is .. Damn. I don't know how to explain. She got waist length natural light brown hair and grey color eyes. Fuck.. Why do I feel this way so suddenly? Shit. I forced myself to forget that feeling as the car started to move forward.
After a few minutes I came into my office and took off my coat as I threw it away. I again looked back and saw it had already landed onto the floor. I sighed and again picked it up and placed it on the sofa. Then a woman came into my office room. What the fuck? How dare she?
"Who the fuck sent you here?" I asked because I was fucking furious.
"President.. I came here to ask if you want anything?" What the fucking hell? She smiled seductively. Ha... did she come to seduce me?
"I need you to fuck of from my sight and you're fired" I said as she looked at with a shocked face.
"Pr..president.. I'' Is she showing me her pitiful face? Pufft.
"Fuck off" I shouted as she ran out of my office while wiping her tears. She deserved it.
Then I sat on my chair and started to read the documents that I was reading in the morning. Suddenly, those grey eyes appeared in my mind. Damn did she use some spells on me? Shit. This is the fucking first time.
"Yoo Ryan..." I heard a fucking annoying voice as I looked at the direction it came from.
"What?" I asked from Chris.
"Came to see you" He said as he sat down on the sofa. Urghh.
"Tell me what do you want this time" I sighed and looked at him. I just wanted to punch him across his face but he's my fucking cousin and bestfriend.
"There's a girl in the IT area, Can I take her with me? She also agreed" I knew it, I fucking knew it. Fucking perverted bastard.
"How many women have you fucked in this company? I mean in this. Not in my other companies." I asked as I threw the pen I was holding at him.
"In her I think it's only fifteen" I looked at him, he was talking as if it was nothing. Shit.
"Fuck off" I again started to read my documents as he quickly stood up.
"Good day bro, She really got nice breasts" Eww. With that he ran out of my office before I could take an action. Shit....
Finally after a long day I came home at night. After having shower I quickly changed into sweatpants and a t-shirt. Then I went downstairs to join the dinner because everyone should get together, no matter what problem they had. It's a rule. As I entered the dining room I saw grandma who was smiling and chatting with grandpa. I went and sat down on my chair as she looked at me.
"Here you are Ryan. I found a girl for you. She will be the surrogate and she has good qualities with her." I didn't say anything just listened to her because I knew I won't be able to escape from this.
"Before that we should let her have nutrients because it will be important to the baby's health. So Ryan After two weeks you will have her" I clenched my jaw as she said that. Why do they want to force me to have a baby? Shit.
"I got her medical reports and the chances of getting pregnant is very high after two weeks. So do it" I looked at grandma and saw the seriousness in her face. I let out a deep sigh and talked.
"I'll do it but she can't know me and that she's giving birth to the heir of Winston family" I said because I knew what kind of women lived in society. Fucking gold diggers. If she found that she's giving birth to the baby of mine, she would definitely try to take advantage of the baby. I don't want that to happen.
"She doesn't know and she will never know. As soon as she gives birth to the baby we take the baby from her and she will never see the baby after that. That's all" Grandma spoke as I felt pain and sadness through my chest. So my baby also won't have a mother like me. I looked at my dad and saw something weird in his face. Is he sad? Did he know where my mother is? Or she's also a surrogate that my grandma chose for him. Suddenly, dad looked at me as he changed his weird face into a normal one. He gave me a small smile and looked at grandma.
"Mom how old is she?" He asked and I also looked at grandma.
"Twenty" She said as she started to eat her food. Twenty? Four years younger than me. Urghh.. I have no idea what kind of woman she is and why did she agree to be a surrogate for a man who she never knew but then I remembered that money can do anything. I laughed with that though and started continuing my dinner.
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~ Julianna ~
It's been two weeks since I came into this big mansion. I couldn't see Noah for two weeks because these guys won't let me go out of this house. They gave me nutritious food everyday. I was sitting in front of a big window. I looked at the sky, it was getting dark and I knew a heavy stormy rain would come soon. I sighed and smiled because no matter what happened to me I'm going to save Noah's life. Then I felt someone come into the room.
"Young master will come tonight. Be prepared and you will have half of your money amount tomorrow" She was an eldery woman and she took care of me over these two weeks. She's the only one who lived in this big luxury house and I have no idea what kind of wealth the owner of this house had. I bet he's the young master that she just told me about.
"Can't I have all money because I really want money quickly" I wanted to pay for Noah's surgery fee as soon as possible because it will make him alive but to my disappointment she shook her head.
"You will have the rest of your money after you gave birth to the baby." My heart tightened. Do I have to wait for nine months? I nodded as she left the room. I sighed and got up, then I went into the bathroom and showered myself. I was scared. I made up my mind to face this but still I'm scared. I have no idea what kind of a man he is and his age. Maybe an old man. I felt disgusted but I let go of that thought as I thought about Noah.
'I'm doing this for Noah. Be strong' I spoke to myself and recalled Noah's beautiful cute smile. That smile made me relax so I sighed and started to shower. As I came out of the bathroom I looked at the time and it's already 8.20 p.m Damn. How many hours did I spend in the bathroom? Shit. With that I changed into a nightgown that they gave me and looked out of the window and it was already raining heavily. Thundering and lighting. Then that eldary woman again came into the room.
"Drink this soup quickly." She said and I drank it.
"Young master will come in a few minutes." She said as my heart began to beat so fast and I was scared.
"Wh..what are you doing?" I asked because she took two long black satin and she began to tie my hands.
"You can't see the young master and can't touch him too" With that she tied my eyes too. What the hell is this? What kind of a young master is he?
"Be obedient and do whatever he asks for you to do."
I thought I was ready and I knew this day would come soon but I'm not ready yet, I'm just scared. I couldn't even see anything because my eyes were covered with a long black satin and also my hands were tied up. The most scary thing is it's raining and thundering heavily. After some time I heard someone's footsteps coming towards me and I knew he's the man that I'm going to lose my virginity. Then I heard his cloth removing sound. I knew he was looking at me and I could feel his burning gaze on me. No words could describe the fear that my heart was feeling right now.
I started to bite my bottom lip because I wanted to calm down. I felt him as he came and climbed onto me as he placed himself top of me. I could feel his scent and it made my heart beat so fast, It was the smell of a damn expensive perfume. I was pulled back from my thoughts as he started to remove my nightgown. My body began to tremble because I was scared so I clutched the bedsheet so tightly.
"Scared?" He asked huskily against my ear. Damn.. he can't be an old man. His voice is just young but that didn't ease my fear.
"Can.. can you remove this blindfold sir?" I asked as I heard his voice again.
"No. You shouldn't see me" He said and parted my legs while placing himself between my legs. He made me wrap my legs around his torso, with that I felt a sharp pain between my legs. So finally it happened. I bit my bottom lip so hard because I didn't want to let out any voice. He waited for a few seconds and tears came out of my eyes as he started to move. It hurts....
"Ca..can I touch you sir? It hurts" I found myself crying because I wanted something strong to depend so he untied my hands.
"Of course" Without thinking I hugged him so tightly and buried my face against his neck. His strong scent filled my nose and for some unknown reason I really liked it. Suddenly, he started to move fast and I wanted to scream but I forced my voice to not to come out so again I bit my bottom lip so hard. I felt I was an object that he uses to vent his desire, I felt like I was a cheap woman who sells her own body for money but I should be strong because I'm giving myself to save a life. Then he gently touched my body and kissed my head, I was surprised and my heart also started to beat even more faster. I let go of his neck and laid back because I was just tired.
"Don't bite your lips. Already bleeding" I heard his voice through his heavy breathing. I nodded at him because that woman told me to be obedient. I heard him chuckle and suddenly he kissed me. WHAT? I never expected him to kiss me and it was my first kiss. My heart beat increased and I just didn't think that he would kiss me. It was a gentle kiss, unintentionally my hands wrapped around his neck and pulled him closer to me as he pushed his tongue inside of my mouth. Then his kisses slowly moved to my neck and downwards.................. It was a really long night for me.
Next day I woke up and no one was in the room. I got up from the bed and saw the huge blood patch on it. My virginity is gone. I just wanted to give it to a person I love but I had to give it to a man I never knew. I sighed and took a step forward as I screamed unintentionally.
"Ahhh." I fell down and without knowing tears came out of my eyes. It really hurts between my legs. That man is a beast with high stamina as hell. How many times did he do that? I don't even know, thank god I fell asleep.
"What happened?" I heard that woman's voice as I looked up at her. Her eyes were travelling through my body. I felt an embarrassed feeling because of the look she gave.
"I..I fell" I spoke and tried to get up but I couldn't.
"First time will always hurt the woman and I see, Young master wasn't gentle." I looked down because I didn't know how to face her. She came and helped me to get up and go to the bathroom. After she's gone I looked at myself through the bathroom mirror and saw the hickeys filled body and messy hair. I forced myself to smile because I did this for my little brother. I took a shower and came out. I wanted to see Noah as soon as possible because I couldn't see him for two weeks. I changed into a black short frock and went out of the room because I wanted to ask permission from that woman but to my surprise she was also there in front of my room.
"Can I go and see my brother?" I asked her as she nodded.
"I'm also coming with you and old madam asked me to give you this" I took the envelope and opened it. I felt happy because they gave money like they told me. Now I can pay for Noah's surgery and ask them to do the surgery because I will pay the rest after I get it.
"Okay" With that I left the house with her. I came to the hospital and went to Noah's ward qne saw he was sleeping. So I talked with the doctor and paid money.
"But we can't do the surgery before the full payment is settled" What? Why?
"Why?" I asked because I felt like my whole world collapsed within a second.
"It's the rule miss. I'm sorry" With that he just left. What should I do now? Why did this happen to me? How am I supposed to save Noah now?
"Ca..can I get the other half of the money amount now? Please.. I really need this. My little brother wants it. Please" My tears came out as I spoke. I wanted money and that's why I sold my body to a stranger. I looked at the woman in front of me and I could feel she was sad.
"I can't because our old madam asked me not to give it before giving birth" She spoke while looking away from me.
"I'll talk to her. Please. I beg you. I really need this" I begged her. So she sighed and called her old madam and asked. I couldn't hear what she said from the other side. The woman I was talking nodded and hung up the call.
"I'm sorry. Old madam didn't agree" I looked at her with disbelief. What? The old madam... Is she heartless? Why? I wanted it because of my brother.
"Why? Please. I beg you. My brother.. He's just a little kid. Only seven years old. He can't die. It's too early to leave this world. Please.. Let me talk to her." I sobbed. I didn't care about anything, I wanted to save my brother and that's all.
"You can't cry like this. It will affect your health" Ha.. My health? Or just because I slept with her young master and was going to give birth to a baby. Wait young master.... I should ask him.
"I want to talk to your young master. Let me talk to him" I asked but she shook her head.
"You think that the young master has time to listen to you? He has work and he's busy. Just give up and let's go home" With that she grabbed me from my hand but I shook her hand and went towards my brother's ward. I went in and saw he was still sleeping. I can't, I just can't hold my tears back as I saw him. I kissed his forehead and took his notebook and a pen as I wrote that I love him and I will come to visit him soon. Then I left the hospital with one thought and it was I will wait for the young master. He will come tonight, so I'll ask him. I'll make him agree to give money.
I waited, I waited all night but he never showed up. Why? Why didn't he come? I was just confused because it can't happen in one day right? Maybe he will come tomorrow, then I'll ask him. I knew he would agree because I didn't feel him heartless and I don't think the father of my baby will be a heartless man.
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Time passed and it's been three months yet I'm waiting for him. I got the result a month ago and at that time I was pregnant for two months already. So he got me pregnant that night. I sighed and placed my hand on my belly because there's a little life growing inside of my belly.
"Baby will wait for your daddy okay? Because your little uncle needs to have his surgery soon" I smiled. I was somewhat happy because I'm going to be a mother. I turned around as aunty Jade came into the room. She was holding a huge fruit plate and what my attention caught was papaya. I suddenly wanted to vomit. A disgusting feeling ran through my body but why? I ate papaya before. Why now? I ran to the bathroom and vomited. Then I came out and saw aunty Jade is still in the room. Then I saw grapes on the plate. I quickly went forward and grabbed it as I started to eat.