I've never had a man meet my sexual desire not even my own husband.
My husband, Leonardo, doesn't last on the bed for long, if I'm lucky it's for 3 minutes, No foreplay, no eye contact, and he doesn't have the size that meets my expectations.
"It's so discouraging."
Our relationship is like a car without brakes, useless and loveless.
If you may ask why I married him my dumbass would say 'because he was my child hood crush'
I never attract nice men all my life, maybe that's because of the way my dad treated my mom when I was growing up. Or maybe it's because I act stupid most times.
Leonardo doesn't pay the bills, he doesn't even fuck the right way, and saddest part is he puts his hands on me every fucking time I get back home from work or visit a friend. I can't watch him do that, I always fight back.
Sometimes I have to stop myself from murdering the Monster.
He thinks I cheat. That's why he fights me all the time.
We just had a little misunderstanding and he slapped the hell out of me a few minutes ago after I got back from the supermarket, so I left.
He was upset I didn't make dinner before going out, I can't cook for a bastard, not anymore.
Leonard is the types of man, that's makes ladies run anyway from marriage.
My dad, Matteo, called to ask if I would go out to get a drink with him because it's important. My dad is some kind of a Gang leader, I don't know what kind of 'gang' but he's always busy.
I was already at the bar planning to cheat on my husbands, since he believes I do cheat, so I agreed to speak to my dad about whatever is important.
My dad is a very powerful man, so powerful that he made me carry a gun or a dagger wherever I'm going to. I was always interested in my dad's lifestyle growing up, but my mom wasn't in support.
She left me with my dad and took my brother. I still got to see them, but her attitude towards me over the years has changed.
My dad is Italian and black, but he never taught me Italian because that's the language he spoke when talking to his business people, so I won't be able to understand.
My mom is an African, meaning she's black. I took her black complex, but my mom has a curly hair and I took after my dad's straight hair.
I'm very insecure in myself and part of that has to do with who I decided to marry.
Looking over at the entrance of the bar I see my dad and this mysterious guy walking behind him.
My dad is a tall guy, standing at 6'9 and this guy is the same height as him. I'm 5'10. I got my height from my mom.
As he came closer his features became more apparent, brown straight hair, plumed lips, bright brown eyes, he has nice tattoos all over his arms. He grins at me once he spots me staring at him.
This would definitely be the kind of man, I will love to cheat on with Leonardo, but my dad is here.
I'm pretty sure he thinks I'm a creep because I can't stop staring at him.
My eyes still on him, I feel like I stopped in time before, I knew it my dad leans down hugging me, "Alecia! My baby," he bursts out before kissing me on my cheeks.
Looking over at the guy sitting at the other side, from me I move over allowing my dad to sit next to me, and I smile at the both of them.
He looks like a serious guy, like someone working for my dad. My dad is definitely part of one powerful gang.
I see the guy eyes travel down to my cleavage, the top half of my boobs peaked out from my blue strap dress.
When I smiled at him he didn't even smile back.
"He looks to serious"
My dad starts speaking and the guy eyes quickly stood up with his attention on my dad. "Alecia this is Carlo," the guy smiles towards me, finally! and my dad looks at Carlo," and Carlo this is my daughter Alecia."
"Baby," Carlo say leaning his elbows on the table.
His accent pair with his deep voice is enough to turn me on, especially for a French accent, I wasn't expecting that voice, and probably it would sound better if he was fucking me.
"Are you French?" I ask and continue, "and I'm definitely not your baby," I laugh leaning back against the chair with my hands on my lap.
While playing with my fingers I took out my rings and put them in my bag.
"You are the sexiest woman I have seen." Carlo said.
He looks at me seductively, but I have no idea what he wants.
"Excuse me," I ask confused.
My dad laughs at Carlo along with me, but Carlo didn't crack.
Carlo gives me one final look and nods.
I'm confused about what business they are talking about, so I listen in the conversation.
Turns out my dad is selling one of his companies to Carlo.
My dad is the only family I have right now, so it sucks to see him leaving.
I lived down here because my husband family lives here and my dad came with me to ensure I'm safe.
He never approved of Leonardo and me.
After they were done talking my dad said he had to catch a flight, so he and Carlo left, I decided to stay back.
I haven't fucked anyone yet so there's no need to leave.
Ordering another drink I look around the empty bar.
I refuse to go home and get my ass beat by a monster.
My dad didn't care about the injuries on my body because he knows, and I'm too foolish to leave Leonardo.
"Baby, you are still her," I look up to see Carlo's tall figure standing in front of me looking at me.
My eyes are glued to his as he gave me a hug, "What happened here," he asks, All I can focus on is his bright brown eyes.
I stood up to leave but Carlo grabs me by my waist.
His deep accent whispers in my ear seductively, "What's your favourite digit?" he says.
Why is he asking for my favourite digit?
He tighten the grip on my arm pushing his lower half onto me, "What's your favourite digit" his voice got deeper.
My pussy became wet. I came here to get fucked, but not by dad's business partner.
Dad always told me don't mix business with sexual pleasure and Carlo looks like the type of person that would think the same.
Just tell him a damn digit Alecia.
I press my ass against him harder and he places his other hand on my waist, "72," I finally replied him.
He garbs my neck, "I saw the way you were looking at me when I was walking with your dad, so tell me baby. "I interrupt him saying, "I'm not your baby."
He doesn't take it kindly to that and tightens the grip around my neck and pulls me closer to him, "one word from your mouth I'm going to fuck you in front of every crackhead in this bar," he said.
My panties are soaked from this interaction.
He grips one of my ass cheeks with his right hand, "Now do you prefer baby or sugar." He asks.
"Baby," I reply.
He leans down pressing his lips against mine, he doesn't kiss me but he whispers against them, "Baby I wanna fuck you so bad"
His smell is so unique yet so pleasing.
I just met this man not even an hour ago and he's already trying to get inside of me.
I'll let him, but fuck!
He presses his lips against mine for a second before slowly pulling away, "and I'm going to take you to my house and fuck you" his tone is serious.
He tightens the grip around my throat and I nod my head, "You can fuck me," I respond.
"It wasn't a question Baby, I'm going to fuck that pussy" he laughs a deep laugh before intertwining our lips together.
Carlo said we can fuck at his Apartment because no one will catch us fucking and send it to my dad.
I have two people I have to watch out for. My dad and my husband. They would kill me if they see me fucking Carlo.
The whole way to Carlo's house we couldn't keep our hands off each other, at every red light he leaned to kiss me.
We stayed in front of his house for a good 3 minutes making out before we went inside.
As soon as we got inside the house he pulls me into his chest, and began to kiss me deeply.
He pours the desire he feels into the end of the kiss before pulling away and pushing me into the wall of his sitting room.
Giving me one final kiss he goes down to my neck leaving sloppy kisses on it, He has a tight grip on my waist and his hard bulge is pinned firmly against me.
The vibration of his groans against my neck make my pussy wet.
Turning my head to the side I give him more access to my neck, and I let out a soft moans.
I know it's going to leave mark on my neck the next day, but I don't give a fuck. I just want this man inside me.
Carlo pulls away from my neck and looks down at me with a needy look, his lips are swollen.
He slowly gets down to his knees with no shame sliding my panties down along with him. I step out of them.
The pleasure that I'm feeling overrides the pains that he's causing tightening his grip.
He let's go of my throat and quickly turns me around. He gives me a hard smack on my ass "You like rough sex, baby," he asks
Nodding my head he smacks my ass again, harder, "do you like rough sex baby," He asks again but much more harshly.
His smacks are loud and painful. A good kind of painful.
"Yes," I responded.
He gives me ass another smack before turning me back around, looking up at him he asks with a smirk on his face, "this is just sex, after I fuck your pussy don't bring it up again, understand?"
Nodding my head he grabs me by my chin pulling me up to him, "this is just sex after I fuck your pussy don't ever bring it again, understand baby," he said slower and harsh.
I think he doesn't silent answers.
"Yes I understand Carlo," I answer with a laugh.
"What's funny?" he asks holding my neck tighter.
"You," I laugh again.
"When I fuck your pussy are going to be laughing," he asks.
"Depends on how good you are," I said.
He takes a deep breath and bends down to my face, "My good fucking baby," he praises me and began to kiss me deeply.
I wasn't expecting that response baby.
He let go of my neck and grabs both of my ass cheeks walking to his room.
"Once we're inside he pushes me onto the bed with a force.
I open my legs for him and he got on top of me. He travels his middle finger up my inner thigh.
He places his soft hand on my pussy and finds my clit without looking, he looks down at me and deductively licks his lips while rubbing my clit, fuck!
Moaning at the sensation he leans down giving me a deep kiss before looking at my eyes.
While his other finger makes contact with my bare pussy he starts rubbing my clit with a little more pressure, my moans started flowing out.
Carlo looks down at me like he's the one bring pleased. His eyes lowered and were lost in mine.
He leans down kissing my lips with so much passion my heart starts to race, my moans against his lips matched perfectly with his groans against mine.
I placed my hands on top of the bulge in his pants, and once I did that it got bigger, "mmm......" he grunts.
It catches me off guard when he moves his fingers away from my clit and slides his middle one into my pussy, "that feels so good," I moan.
Our kiss pauses and he looks down at his finger going in and out of me.
He slides another finger inside of me and starts fingering me at a constant pace his ring and middle finger are being coated in my juices.
"Damn your pussy is so wet"
It's like he knowns where all my places are, his fingers aren't just going in and out of me he knowns the pace and depth.
He makes his way down in between my legs I already cum just by him fingering me for a seconds.
He grabs my thighs and lock them open with his arms, "don't" he ordered before burying his face in my pussy.
Laying my head back I let out a moan I've never heard, "You're right on my fucking clit.
His tongue circles around my clit and the groans he's letting out against it sends a need for penetration through my vagina.
I flop back onto a pillow and rub my hand through his neat hair.
He sucks on it before going down to the entrance of my pussy, sliding his tongue inside of it. I nearly cum right there. He fucks me with his tongue and I grip his hair tighter.
The moans escaping my lips have never happened before, "Carlo..... Fuck! I moan grabbing onto the sheets with my other hand.
He probably thinks I'm a virgin.
He gets up quickly undressing after I came again.
I hear a wrap of condom, and then I feel his figure on top of me. "Open those pretty legs, "he tells me in a sweet voice.
What happened to demanding Carlo?
Even though I like missionary, I would rather keep that position for the person I'm in love with. I slowly turn my body around arching my back for him, "nice ass," Carlo says with a smile.
He rubs his tips against my pussy hole, I'm starting to get impatient, so I push my hips back, "no" his tone is back to serious, He smacks my ass 3 times.
Fuck I love it.
He grabs both of my hips and shoves all of him inside of me, he lets out a loud groan and I do the same with a moan.
He throws himself inside of me and I hold onto the sheets with both of my hands, "Ah... fuck, "he groans louder than he intends.
His dick has me wanting more and he doesn't fail at giving it to me the way I like it. He removes one of his hands from my waist and grabs my hair, "Fuck, your pussy is so fucking good," he groans leaning down to my ear.
I didn't think it was possible but he made it possible, the sounds of his skin slapping against mine made my toes curl and my body shakes, "Fuck," I yell.
Damnit, I have to cum again.
He kisses my cheek and stroke his hand through my hair, "fuck! Baby I have to nut," he groans out.
"Cum my love," I said.
He gets back up and pulls me hard into every thrust he sends. Every inch of him makes me cum again before he does. He releases himself, but I felt the warmth of it mixing with my cum,
"He let out a groan, "baby!"
Did the condom breaks?!
It's been a week since I've heard from Carlo. We both agreed that it's a one night stand, especially since our condom broke.
I'm not going to lie, I've been thinking of that dick.
Besides Leonardo, Carlo is the only person that have fuck me, the way he talks and his groans!
Turns me on.
I can think about that night all day if I allow myself to. Now it's just a feeling of need for penetration and pussy sucking, damn my husband can't satisfy my urge.
I walk into my office for work. I hate being at this place, but I have to be here at least twice a week.
I'm sure everyone would love to sit at home all day and love to get paid.
Well, it's not really a pay I make $2000 a month but I guess it's better than nothing.
Flopping down on my rolly chair I look at the pile of unfinished documents and sighs extremely loud.
I briefly look through the papers. Reading through the one that caught my eye, it says I have to put in my 2 weeks' notice because they're planning on hiring a new staff.
My dad owns this company, so I don't think he will be happy about the manager trying to fire me. This is why I hate working at the main office.
Getting up I walk out of my office into my dad's office where the manager sit.
Opening the door I slam it behind me, when the manager turns around and faced me, "Carlo! "Baby," he says happily and got out of his chair coming to hug me.
I wasn't expecting him here. I thought he was working for the most powerful location that my dad didn't allow me work.
Putting my hand up I stopped him from hugging me, and express how I feel, "wait! Are you trying to fire me?" Because I'm not truth worthy? You should trust me because if my dad finds out someone he does business with fucked his daughter you will be dead. And while on earth will you fuck me and get me fire? He interrupted me "Calm, down baby, what are you talking about?"
He leans against the back desk.
Handing him the papers he scan through it, he goes back behind his desk getting on his phone. He offered me a seat and I sat down.
Once he gets off the phone he says, "Alecia I wouldn't even think of firing you, that pussy is way too good and your dad made it clear I shouldn't fire you. The person gave you a wrong note, he was interrupted by a gentleman walking into his office.
He got up from where he was sitting "Mr Mario, did you give Alecia this letter," he holds up the form and gentleman nods her head.
He looks scared, and Carlo does a very serious face.
"You are fired, and I want you out of my office right now" he looks at his watch I give you just ten minutes.
I feel so bad for the gentleman. He left in a hurry and I turn back to Carlo's table, "You didn't have to do that," I said. He sits back down on his chair facing me saying "you won't understand while I did that"
"Understand what?" You have no explanation for doing that.
His temper escalated quickly and he slam his hands on the desk, "What did you just say to me?" he asks. He pulls out a gun from under his table and says, "Don't think because I fucked you I won't blow your head off."
Wow!
That's cool!
"You think I'm fucking scared of you" I said laughing.
I had guns pointed at me since I was a kid, so I'm not scared.
He puts the gun on my forehead,
I move my head away from the gun after making eye contact with him for a while, Standing up and I said "if you are not going to kill me, I have to go," He puts the gun back where he pulled if from and I walk behind his table. Leaning and kissing him.
He stands up while making out with me and I grab his boner, "meet me here tonight, I want to fuck you again, "he whispers against my lips.
Moving away from the kiss I say "no," before walking away from his office.
I want to fuck him but he's going to wait a long while.
****
I walk inside of my apartment to my husband and his damn friends sitting on the couch, "hi babe," he said getting up from the couch. He walks over to me giving me a peck, "you are back so early," he says.
"Yeah, I got a new boss at the office, "His so cool" I said. Leonardo gives me a peck and went back to his friends.
Well, I think he's in a good mood today.
I walked into the kitchen running into the worst and irritating friend of them all, Aldo. "Nice to see you once again Alecia," he says.
"I was about showing Leonard these videos, "he holds up his phone and I became so shocked and surprised.
It's a video of me and Carlo making out at the bar the other day.
"If you don't want me to show your husband this, I have a deal for you," he places his phone back in his pocket.
"What's the deal?" I said.
"Come to my place tonight and give me a massage, you know what I mean?"
Eww, I would rather Let Leonardo find out I cheated on him than to have sex with this irritating motherfucker.
He walks off and I got my bottle water.
Even though I'm pissed at Carlo, I feel I should let him know what happened.
Walking to my room I see my husband and his dirty friends drinking in the sitting room.
I walk down the hallway to my room, closing the door.
Flopping on the bed, then I called Carlo.
He answers at the first ring, "so are you changing your mind about fucking tonight," he asks with a laugh.
"No, just listen," I breathe out before explaining, "One of my childhood friend took videos of us making out and I really can't have those out. He threaten to send them to my dad if I don't have sex with him tonight.
"What's the son of a bitch name," he asks.
"Aldo Luca, why I ask.
He ignores my question before saying something else "I have to go, Baby, I will check up on you late."
He hangs up the call before I could say anything.
After a few second, I slowly start to sleep off.
****
I wake up to my husband yelling with his cracking annoying voice at me. I can't understand what he's saying so I ask "what's the problem," till feeling sleepy.
"You know after my friends leave you are supposed to cook and clean everywhere. Now its 11pm and I haven't eaten yet," He screams.
I fucking hate this man, I regret getting married to him, I should have just listened to my dad.
"Why can't you do it yourself, you're 30," I respond. He walks over to me slapping his hand across my face.
I pushed him with my whole body " Don't you ever slap me again"
So after me pushing him I slap him across his face harder than he did to me, "I'm not your punching bag or a toy," I yelled.
He holds his cheek and adjusts his jaw, "I pay for every fucking thing we own, and yet you treat me like I'm a trash, "I continued.
"You don't deserve to be treated well, you aren't even a real woman! What kind of woman can't have kids and get herself a family, "he yells back throwing his arms in the air.
That hurt....
I tried to give a child but things didn't work out.
I've always wanted to be a mom but maybe that's God way of telling me don't have a child with this monster.
"I can make it on my own as a matter of fact, I have dinner to go to tomorrow.
Turns out my biological family has millions and I'm going to be discussing with one of my cousins about getting a share. Once I have, we are done with this marriage, his tone was cocky.
Divorce!!!
"Okay, I replied with a laugh.
I went into the kitchen to make myself something nice to eat
That bastard can starve, I don't care.