I collapsed from exhaustion after dedicating ten years of my life to my CEO girlfriend, Kendal. I gave up my music, my dreams, everything to build her empire. At the hospital, the doctor delivered the news.
Malignant tumor. I needed emergency surgery to save my life.
Kendal never visited. Not once. I later found out she was on the phone with another man, sweetly telling him she missed him while I was lying in a hospital bed.
Two weeks after they cut the cancer out of me, on her birthday, I went home and cooked her favorite meal. It was supposed to be our last supper, a final goodbye.
She stumbled in late that night, drunk, carried piggyback by that same man.
They were wearing matching black t-shirts. His said, "I'm with her." Hers said, "I'm with him."
She saw me and froze, her laughter dying in her throat. She scrambled off his back, her face a mask of panic and guilt.
But I felt nothing. Not anger, not jealousy. The part of me that could feel pain for her had been carved out on the operating table, right along with the tumor.
I looked her straight in the eye. "It's over."
Then I walked out of the penthouse we once called home, leaving her standing alone in the monument to our failed relationship. This time, I wasn't coming back.
Chapter 1
I placed the resignation letter on the HR manager' s desk. The paper was crisp and white, a stark contrast to the storm brewing inside me.
"Brock? What' s this?" Sarah asked, her eyes wide with surprise. She picked up the letter as if it might burn her.
She read it, her expression shifting from confusion to disbelief. "You' re leaving? After all this time?"
I just nodded, my throat too tight to speak.
"But... Brock, it' s your ten-year anniversary with Kendal next week. The whole company knows. We were planning a surprise."
Ten years. The words hung in the air, heavy and meaningless. A decade of my life, poured into her, into her company. For nothing.
I stayed silent, my face a blank mask. I couldn' t afford to let any emotion show. If I started, I might not be able to stop.
Sarah sighed, seeing the resolve in my eyes. She stood up. "I have to get this signed by Kendal."
"She' s the CEO," I said, my voice flat. "That' s the procedure."
She left the office, and I stared out the window at the city skyline. This was the view from our new penthouse office, a symbol of the success I had helped build. The success that had cost me everything.
Sarah returned a few minutes later, the letter now bearing Kendal' s looping, arrogant signature. She hadn' t even bothered to look at what she was signing.
"She didn' t even ask what it was," Sarah said, her voice a whisper. "She was on a call."
Of course, she was. Always busy, always important.
"Brock, are you sure about this? InnovateX needs you. Kendal... she needs you. You handle everything. Without you, this place will fall apart."
A dull ache started in my chest. Sarah was right. I was the one who remembered her mother' s birthday, who handled her family' s endless demands, who made sure her coffee was exactly how she liked it. I was her executive assistant, her boyfriend, her shadow. The man who made her world run smoothly so she could shine.
The ache sharpened as I remembered what I found last night. We had just moved into the penthouse apartment, the one she' d promised would be our forever home. I came back from a late meeting to find a man' s watch on the nightstand. It wasn' t mine. It was a Rolex, flashy and expensive, just like the men she always seemed to find.
I picked it up. It was still warm. The betrayal was a physical thing, a punch to the gut that left me breathless. It wasn' t the first time. Not even the tenth. But this time, in our new home, the one that was supposed to represent our future... this time was different.
I didn' t confront her. I didn' t yell. I simply put the watch in my pocket, walked out, and spent the night in a hotel, the silence of the room screaming louder than any argument ever could. Ten years. I had given her my youth, my music, my dreams. I had traded my guitar for a planner, my songs for spreadsheets.
The next morning, I saw her. I told her I was leaving her and the company.
She just laughed, a dismissive, tinkling sound that grated on my nerves. "Brock, don't be dramatic. You' re just tired."
She touched my arm, her touch feeling like ice. "You' d never leave me. You love me too much."
She walked away, confident and self-assured, never once looking back. She didn' t believe me. She thought I was a permanent fixture in her life, a piece of furniture she could always count on.
That was when I knew it was truly over.
I went straight from that conversation to the office and typed up my resignation.
"Brock?" Sarah' s voice pulled me back to the present. "Are you okay?"
"I' m fine," I said, my voice steady. "Please find a replacement as soon as possible. I' ll help with the transition."
I turned and walked out of her office, not looking back.
Later that evening, there was a tech gala. Kendal, of course, was the star of the show. She sent me a text.
Dry cleaning. My blue dress. Need it by 7.
No please. No thank you. Just an order. She didn't even know I had already resigned.
I didn' t reply. I called her new junior assistant and told her to handle it. Then, I drove to the dry cleaner' s myself. It was a habit, a reflex ingrained over five years of being her personal caretaker.
For five years, I had done everything. I booked her appointments, managed her schedule, even dealt with her snobbish mother, Diane, who never missed a chance to remind me I wasn't good enough for her daughter. I did it all because I thought I was making her life easier, helping her build her dream.
Now I knew I was just a convenience. A tool she used and discarded at will.
I dropped the dress off at the office for the junior assistant to take to her. I didn' t want to see her.
But I went to the gala anyway. A part of me needed to see it one last time.
She told me to wait for her outside, that it was a high-profile event. She didn' t want her assistant-boyfriend cramping her style.
I found a quiet corner in the back, watching her. She moved through the crowd like a queen, charming and beautiful, a glass of champagne in her hand. She was talking to a handsome man, laughing, her hand on his arm. It was a familiar scene, one I had grown numb to.
She was in her element, the center of everyone' s attention.
I checked my watch. It was time.
I took one last look at her, the woman I had loved for a decade. The woman who had shattered my heart into a million pieces.
Then I stood up and walked out of the gala, the sound of her laughter fading behind me.
I had waited long enough. It was time to leave for good.
I drove back to the penthouse we once called our home. The silence was deafening. I spent the rest of the night packing my things. Every object held a memory, a ghost of a promise. I methodically placed my life into cardboard boxes, sealing away a decade of my past.
Kendal didn' t come home. She didn' t call. She didn' t text.
In the past, I would have been sick with worry, calling her friends, checking the hospitals. Tonight, I felt nothing. A vast, empty calm had settled over me. Her whereabouts were no longer my concern.
I found the anniversary gift I' d bought for her-a custom-made guitar pick, engraved with the date we first met. I held it for a moment, then dropped it into the trash can without a second thought.
Exhausted, I fell onto the couch and slept.
The next morning, I was jolted awake by a furious pounding on the door. I stumbled to open it, my head foggy with sleep.
Diane Boyer, Kendal' s mother, stood there, her face a mask of rage.
"Where is Kendal?" she shrieked, pushing past me into the apartment. "Don' t you know what day it is? You were supposed to be with her! Some boyfriend you are."
She yanked the blanket off me, her eyes scanning my simple t-shirt and sweatpants with disdain. "Look at you. You' re a mess. My daughter deserves better."
"Where is she?" Diane demanded again, her voice sharp.
"I don' t know," I said, my voice raw with anger. "And you have no right to be in my home. Get out."
"I' ll leave when I' m ready," she sneered. "Go get dressed. You look pathetic."
I knew her game. She loved to humiliate me. I walked to the bathroom and closed the door, the sound echoing in the empty apartment.
When I came out, dressed in jeans and a clean shirt, Kendal was there. She stood beside her mother, looking tired but beautiful, a faint trace of someone else' s cologne clinging to her clothes.
"Mom, stop it," Kendal said, her voice weary.
Diane immediately changed her tune, her voice becoming whiny. "Kendal, honey, you have to talk to Brock. My nephew needs to get into that private school, and Brock's father is the only one who can make it happen."
She turned to me, her eyes greedy. "Brock, you have to help us. We're family."
I looked at her, at her expensive clothes and perfectly manicured nails. For years, she had treated me like dirt, but she never hesitated to use my family connections when it suited her.
My father, Colonel Rios, was a man of immense power and influence. He was also a man I hadn't spoken to in years.
Kendal was about to speak, to ask me to make the call. I' d done it for her a dozen times before.
But this time, I spoke first. "No."
My voice was quiet but firm. "I' m just a poor musician, remember? Not good enough for your family. I can' t help you."
Diane' s face turned red. "How dare you! After everything we' ve done for you!"
I just stared at her, my silence more powerful than any argument.
Kendal stepped in, pulling her mother toward the door. "Mom, that' s enough. I' ll handle it."
After Diane left, slamming the door behind her, Kendal turned to me. She tried to take my hand, her expression soft and apologetic.
"I' m sorry about her, Brock. You know how she is."
I pulled my hand away, my eyes catching a faint red mark on her neck, just below her ear. A love bite. My stomach churned.
"Where were you last night?" she asked, her voice a little too casual.
"Does it matter?" I said, turning away from her.
"People change, Kendal."
She laughed, a confident, knowing sound. "Not you, Brock. You' ll never change."
I pushed her hand away again, more forcefully this time. "I' ve taken a leave of absence. Find another assistant to run your errands."
I walked past her, grabbing my keys from the counter.
"Where are you going?" she called after me, a hint of irritation in her voice.
I didn' t answer. I just walked out the door, leaving her standing alone in the monument to our failed relationship. She probably thought I was just throwing a tantrum, that I' d be back by dinner. She was wrong.
An hour later, I was sitting in a sleek, modern office across town, shaking hands with the CEO of a rival venture capital firm.
"The offer is generous," I said, looking at the contract.
"We know your value, Mr. Johnson," the CEO, a sharp man named Peterson, replied. "Kendal Spears may have built the brand, but you built the empire. We want that for us."
I signed the agreement without hesitation. A new job. A new life.
As I was leaving, Peterson' s assistant, a friendly young woman, walked with me to the elevator.
"Kendal is going to lose her mind when she finds out," she said with a grin.
"I don' t care," I said, and for the first time, I realized it was true.
My phone buzzed in my pocket. A text from Kendal.
Where are you? Peterson' s assistant just posted a picture with you. Are you betraying me, Brock?
Another buzz.
After everything I' ve done for you? How could you?
The accusations were so predictable, so perfectly Kendal. I didn' t bother to reply.
My first instinct was to look around, a paranoid reflex she had trained into me over the years. Was she having me followed?
My phone buzzed again. My mother saw you go into their building.
Of course. Diane. I should have known.
I had expected her to ask where I was, what I was doing. The immediate jump to betrayal was telling.
I typed a quick reply, not bothering to put much thought into it. Meeting a friend.
Her response was instant. Oh. Okay.
She believed me. Just like that. The arrogance was breathtaking. She couldn' t conceive of a world where I would actually leave her.
Just be careful, Brock. You' re still my boyfriend. Don' t do anything to embarrass me.
I let out a short, bitter laugh. My boyfriend. A title she only seemed to remember when it suited her. Her possessiveness, her casual disregard for the truth-it was all so familiar. She was so used to my devotion that she thought a simple lie could smooth over anything.
A week later, InnovateX hosted a launch event for a new product line. As part of my transition, I was still attending major functions. Standing near the entrance, my eyes were drawn to a concept car on display, a sleek, silver beast with aggressive lines.
I recognized it instantly. On the side, almost hidden, was a small, stylized logo of a crashing wave. My design. I had sketched it for her years ago, on a napkin in a cheap diner. It was a symbol of our shared dream-powerful, unstoppable, breaking against the shore.
I stopped, my feet rooted to the spot. The car was a ghost from a past I was trying to escape.
"You like it?" Kendal' s voice was suddenly beside me. She had appeared out of the crowd, her eyes shining.
"I' ll buy it for you," she said, her voice full of grand generosity. "A late anniversary present."
She mentioned our anniversary, the one we were supposed to have, as if nothing had happened. As if she hadn't spent that night with someone else.
"We can customize it," she continued, oblivious to the turmoil inside me. "Maybe change the color. I' m not sure I like the silver."
She had forgotten. She didn' t remember the napkin, the diner, the meaning behind the wave. It was just another expensive toy to her now.
"No, thank you," I said, my voice hollow.
She waved over the lead designer, a handsome man with a charming smile. I watched her eyes light up as he approached. He was exactly her type-confident, successful, with a hint of danger.
I knew that look. It was the same look she' d given a dozen other men over the years.
She was immediately engrossed in a conversation with him, asking about the engine specifications, the aerodynamic design. She was faking an interest in the details, but I knew what she was really interested in.
I lowered my eyes, the pain a familiar, dull throb in my chest. I remembered when I was eighteen, and she looked at me with that same adoration. Her love had felt so real then, so all-encompassing. Now, at twenty-eight, it was just a performance, a hollow echo of what we once had.
I remembered the first time I found a text on her phone from another man. She had sworn it was a misunderstanding, that I was the only one for her. I had believed her. I had gone to a bar, gotten drunk, and convinced myself that what we had was worth fighting for. My friends had called her a "user," a "narcissist." I had defended her, telling them they didn' t understand our love. I had been a fool.
"Brock?" Kendal' s voice was sharp, impatient. She had turned back to me, her moment with the designer apparently over. "Are you even listening to me?"
I looked at her, and for the first time, I didn' t see the girl I fell in love with. I saw a stranger, her eyes filled with an irritation she didn' t bother to hide. My years of devotion, my unwavering loyalty-it all seemed so ridiculous now.
"Yes, Ms. Spears," I said, my voice cold and professional. The shift in title made her flinch.
"I' m going home now," she said, her tone clipped. She tossed her coat and purse at me. "Don' t wait up."
I caught them, a reflex born of years of service. I watched her turn away, her attention already shifting back to the designer. They fell into step, laughing, and walked away together.
I didn' t go home. I went to the office to pack the last of my personal files. Then I drove to my new, empty apartment.
The next morning, there was a critical board meeting. Kendal wasn' t there.
I called her cell. It rang several times before she picked up.
"Hello?" Her voice was thick with sleep, husky.
"Kendal, the meeting starts in thirty minutes."
Before she could reply, I heard another voice in the background. A man' s voice.
"Babe, who is it?" It was Jaime Hodge, the designer from the night before. His voice was intimate, possessive.
The world went silent.