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"Mom, I'm home!" I yelled as I throw my bag
down by the shoe rack and kick off my beat
up sneakers. Making my way to the kitchen, I
am greeted with the smell of Pozole and
beans. "Oh, hi honey, how was your day?" My
mother questions, her voice laced with the
thickest Boston accent. "Alright.
Cookin' dinner already?" "Yeah, Me and your
father are going on a date night with our business partners Smiths, I made you guys lasagna! It's in the fridge" She grinned. "Thanks
mama." I say and she plants a kiss on my
forehead.
With a smile I make my way upstairs into my
bedroom. Expecting nothing more than the
familiar lavender walls littered with posters
and paintings, and the comforting sound of
the a/c being on on I was caught off guard
because my radio was blaring and I usually
turn it off when I leave for the day. When I
walked into the room I sense someone has been
here. Someone unfamiliar. A few things are
misplaced and my bed is disheveled. My
brother might have done it. Thinking I took
something of his. As I turn to shut off the
radio I realize their is a messily crumbled up
piece of paper on my bed so I make my way
over there. I don't usually crumble up paper
but rather put it in a binder or neatly arranged
on my desk, so the piece of paper was easily
spotted by my keen sense of misplacement.
Picking it up I unravel it carefully, the cracks
and pops of the paper moving fill the now
silent room. Once it is fully unraveled
it reads:
"Hello Carla,
This letter is in regards to your
belovedfriend Max. Max is fine, he is
alive. He is doing quite well actually. I
know you have been worried sick
since you were a child, I've been
watching you. Ive been waiting for
this moment. If you want your friend to
stay alive you will come and pick him up.
He is a pain in the ass to be honest
with you, and you are the only person
who hasn't given up hope that he is not dead. I'll explain more over the phone.
Your first assignment is to go to the local gas station on the corner of Main Street and buy a prepaid phone and put minutes on it.Here is the number you will need to call to reach
me...Good luck
-Anon
524-578-1535"
My stomach jumped to my throat. Making me
feel as if I was about to fall from the worlds
steepest cliff side. The butterflies in my
stomach from the thought of being home
alone have just been shot. And their corpse
are coming up my throat right now. I run to
the bathroom directly across the hall and
spew it all out. Shaking and out of breath I
slump down the wall onto the floor by the
bathtub. I hear my heartbeat in my skull and
the world gets dizzy. Just as I was about to
take a deep breath I hear a knock at the
bathroom door. "Hurry up I need to piss!"
Rob. "Shut up a second." I say and stand up.
"Are you puking your guts out cause you look
fat?" My brother says. "Fuck off!" I yell back. I
look at myself in the mirror. I look as bad as I
thought. My skin a paler than usual and my
hands are shaking. With a shake of my head I
brush my teeth really quick and flush the toilet.
Heading back to my room I close the door
and pick the note of off the floor. Reading it
over and over again trying to see if anything
about where Max is would be hidden between
the ink and the yellow paper. Just a I was
about to put my shoes on to head to the gas
station my phone rings. "Carla, hey what you
doing?" It was my best friend Justin. "Not
now. Meet me at the Gas station on the corner
of Main Street I have something I need to
show you." I tremble and hang up the phone.
Slipping my shoes back on, Robert heads
down stairs. "Where do you think your
going?" He says. "Rob, you are a year and
four months older than me I don't have to tell
you where I am going." I huff. "Fine, don't
die." he lets it go, but he doesn't know how
easily it is for me to do just that.
Knowing that this person...the person who
left the note for now we will call Anon is
watching me put me in a paranoia state of
mind the whole drive to the gas station. Once
I got there, paranoia turned to nervousness.
What if Justin thinks I'm crazy and I wrote
the note so people would believe me that Max
is still alive? What if he thinks this and tells
everyone, the whole school, all my friends at
work and so on.. I need to stop with these
thoughts. They will not help the situation.
With a deep cleansing breath I take my key
out of the ignition and open my car door.
Justin is sitting on the parking thingies
looking through his phone. "Hey," He says as
he beams with excitement. "What did you
need to tell me?" I don't know whether its
him or the fact that I feel like I am constantly
being watched now, but it seemed as he was
yelling. "Shh.Get in the car." I say and walk
to the drive side of my mom's 1996 Honda.
I then tell him about the note that I found on
my bed when I got home from work today,
and then I tell him about the feeling I got
when I walked in my room and how it was
unfamiliar. He got just about as shook as I
did. "Okay, this is some NCIS shit right here
we should call the cops." Justin says. "I know
we should but he kinda says in the letter that
if we do that he'll make sure Max is well..I'm
guessing dead." Just talking about Max again
is breaking open wounds I have not yet
healed. Justin knew Max just about as long as
I have so I'm glad he was the person I turned
to.
"Well I guess you should call the number
then." He suggests. I take out my phone and
dial the first three numbers, then the second
and then the last four. Each ring that passes
my heart jumps further and further up my
throat. Finally someone answers. The voice is
almost not human. It sounds so deep its so
hard to understand what they say. "Ah, you
must be Carla I see you calling." Chills run
down my spine. "What do you want." I
tremble even though the statement was
meant to come out very stern and affirmative
it came out as a squeak. "You. I want Clara."
The voice says. Its laced with sadness almost,
but I know enough from law and order SVU
than to fall for that emotional trap. "Where is
Max?" I inquire. "You'll know soon enough.
Ill call you tomorrow some time. Keep this
phone near." With that, the phone call ended
and all I heard were dial tones.
Justin is looking at me with straight panic on
his face as I start to cry my eyes out. "Who is
this person?" I ask myself as I think back on
who it could be I come up dry. "Who do you
think?" Justin inquires "I don't know, no one
really wants to hurt me that I know of and
that's now. What sicko would want to hurt an
eight-year-old at that?" I tell him. "Well, you
know what we have to do. We have to go find
him." Justin has always been strong of will
and heart but weak of bravery. Meaning he is
all fine until he is actually in the situation and
about to fucking die and that is when he
bounces. My friend Mary on the other hand
just doesn't give a fuck and will put her life on
the line when it comes down to it. She has
also known Max as long asI have and would
be the perfect person to go find him with me.
"Justin, I know what you are getting at and no
you are not gonna come with me." He throws
his arms up and lets out a wine. "Clara I am
awesome with an AK47 and I wanna find
Max." He argues. "First off, we won't need a
gun. Secondly, I think you should stay here
and make sure that no one notices me and
Mary are gone. Please." His face shows he is
not too thrilled with the turn of events but he
knows its for the best. "Okay. Fine but how
am I supposed to keep your parents from
realizing your gone?" Great question. This
week is their anniversary so maybe I can get
them to go on a last minute vacation or
something that way Justin will only have to
worry about Rob. Or I can say I am going to
Huston to visit my birth mother and he
wouldn't have to worry about them at
all..Maybe."Ill figure out something for my
parents all you have to do is worry about
Megan's family and Rob."
"Roberto? You know I hate that child of a
man. He is such a douche." Justin interjects.
After a couple more minutes convincing
Justin that its a good, helpful and super-hero-
isc thing to do he finally agrees. I then buy a rap of snickers and head home.
When I get home my father's car is in the
driveway meaning my Mom and him are
home from date night. I walk in and take my
shoes off, put the key on the hook and go hug
my papa. "Whats this for my dear?" He ask
"Nothing, I just miss you." I say and hug him
tighter. I haven't really seen my father a lot
lately since he's been working at the talent
agency. He is always either in Singapore, Las
Angeles or Calabasas. "Ah, I've missed you
too then." Releasing my father from my grip I
go to the living room and wait for Mama and
Papa to gather in for their evening ritual of
Beverly Hills House Wives. "Hey, Mom,
Papa what do you think about taking a little
vacation next week just to celebrate 20
years?" I say. I usually pipe up with ways they
can celebrate milestones like this so it isn't
out of ordinary. "That is a wonderful idea! I
was thinking about that, what about you
Wendy?" My papa says to my mother. "I
think its a wonderful idea too! We have to
have some fun after all, I've been wanting to get away for a while and Rob and Clara are old enough now we can leave for that long..." My mother is already off buying plane tickets with my father to the Ozarks Missouri.
Now Justin just has to worry about Robert. The
thing about Rob is he hates me. I'm adopted
and Robert's mom who I call Mama. Robert doesn't like this very much which is probably the biggest reason I call her Mama to be honest with
you. So it didn't surprise me when he came
waltzing down the stairs almost tripping over
his pants their so baggy. "Why are you
sending mom and pop off?" I'm so sick of that
fake gangster voice. You're not black. That's
cultural appropriation. Thats what I want to
tell him but I doubt his two brain-cells know
what any of those words mean. "They need
some alone time. It's their twentieth anniversary.
Be a doll and don't ruin it for them." I say as I
stand up. "Shut up stupid." He argues back. I
just roll my eyes and go to my room.
Sometimes when fighting with Rob, instead of
saying anything back the most hurtful thing
you can do is absolute nothing.
When I get to my room I go over the note a
few more times. Examining the handwriting
and what strokes are up, and what strokes are
down. I get my shoe box of cards out that
people have given me over the years and
comnare the handwriting. Nothing. This is
not like any writing I've ever seen. The letters
are rounded and connected but not as elegant
as cursive. More rushed then cursive. The fact
that they have Max isn't the weirdest thing to
have to come to terms with. Since I already
had that gut feeling he was alive I knew
somebody had to have taken him. Who was
the question and over these next few days I
hope to unravel that mystery.