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After spending more hours with Angel, she had to leave because her brother would be worried about her whereabouts.
I remembered what she said again and sighed, "At the dire moment of your time when you find yourself in a hopeless situation, make a wish, a desperate wish strong enough to create chaos."
I didnt get to figure out what she meant but whatever that was, it was weird. And I was sure I saw Thane Black when she was about getting into the car but it was a brief seeing.
I'm not so sure he was the one and why will he be there to escort her, I never heard of him having a junior sister neither does he said to have a family.
Getting out of my trance, I walked towards the door. Pushing it open, I just had a rethink, this feeling, I might no longer angry towards him but it felt weird.
I know coming back here would seem stupid enough because he doesn't felt remorseful but I decided to think of it as though he was drunk. He should at least have a proper explanation for what he had done.
The room was dark and that makes it weird since Damon hates darkness, he only seem to embrace it anytime he wants to have sex, he kind of loving having sex in the dark.
I got rid of the negative thoughts in me, "He can't be cheating on me, can he?" I turned on the sitting room light, and exhale.
"Okay breathe in and out Harlow, Damon isn't tht worse." That was the only assurance I could give myself as I walked towards the staircase climbing it slowly as I followed the ridiculous sounds I was hearing.
It was more of someone moaning, a deep one and a low. The grunts and moans were coming from our bedroom and I could swear I'll never thought of this.
My heart was beating very loudly as I walked more closer, just as I got to the door, I grabbed the knob and pushed it open, turning on the light which left my mouth opened in shock.
"Damon?" I called slowly. The two of them which were kissing each other so desperately earlier got frightened with a jump.
What the heck just happened? My bestfriend having sexual intercourse with my man? That must be a joke and not real.
I closed my eyes trying to make things reasonable but it wasn't just coming straight. I was here, thinking he would be feeling remorseful for aborting my unborn baby but yet he even made matter worsen.
I thought he'll have a definite reason for what he had done but this? And even with her, "Sylvia?" I called out.
"What?" I closed my eyes trying to gather words. I couldn't just made words out as my tears gathered up, "What the fuck is going on here?" I asked, more like whisper.
I had called Sylvia my bestfriend since we attended college together and we were practically roommates till we graduated from college. We had things together and to think she would tell me about her boyfriend.
That was when it clicked!
I remembered when she came home looking sad one night. "I'm tired." She had complained and I asked what could have gone wrong for her to be.
"I need your advice." I know I wasn't in the fit to advise her about her relationship at that time but seeing her so sad and tired made me feel like a bad friend.
"You know about my boyfriend, the anonymous one, I know he's been trying his best but he can't seem get over with his ex girlfriend. He still loves the lady and she is a pain in my neck." She emphasized and I had stopped her at that time.
"No, you can't say she's a pain in your neck! All you do is to make complains to your man. He would understand that feeling, he just have to make it right, he can't be always hung up on an ex when he's leading you on here, he has to chose." I remembered advising her but then it all came out that I was the ex she was talking about.
It all made sense to me now, I smiled with sarcasm. "No, this isn't true." I shook my head in disagreement and I could see her on her knees.
"I'm sorry Harlow. He forced himself on me." She blurted out of defend but I held my hands out and she shut up immediately.
"He forced himself on you?" I asked and she nodded.
I laughed frantically, they were both driving me insane with their lies, "He forced himself on you? That doesn't sound like a genuine excuse or will you try to defend this is the first time this would be happening?" I questioned and as I imagined she couldn't say a word.
Damon cleared his throat and adjusted his clothes, "Harlow, listen..."
"No, hold it right there! I'm not done with her" I interrupted him with a hard glare and he stared at me in surprise.
"Is he the one?" She stared at me with teary eyes, "The anonymous boyfriend?" This was just only one question and it only takes a yes or no for an answer, she nodded her head positively.
My shoulder dropped and my tears started rolling out of my eyes and trickling down my cheeks. The abortion? The non challant attitude? The rude attitude? Him acting like he cares? It all came down to this.
"You both sucks! I expected something more truthful than a betrayal like this from my two favorite person. First, you drugged my drink causing my baby termination which almost cost my life, then you didn't feel remorseful for what you did and now you've been cheating on me with my best friend, you are a bastard Damon." I cursed in tears. Sylvia was on her knees, her hands on my leg but I jerked them off.
"Get your flithy hands off me, you backstabber. You're worst to be called a betrayer. You're my worst nightmare and I hope you both rot in hell as you die in grieve."I cursed and stomped out of the house.
All I could see was Damon smirking face and Sylvia crying eyes as I left the house, I shouldn't have come back. I should have just gone somewhere else and return back home the next morning, maybe I wouldn't feel attacked and betrayed.
If hurt was an understatement, use it for me because it can't describe the pain I'm feeling right now, even though I'm not good at expressing my emotions but I still show everyone how much I care and love everyone surrounding me.
I sat in the middle of nowhere in tears and shivers as the cold breeze blew into my exposed shirt. I cried my pain out and yelled with no care of my surroundings.
I placed my hand on my heart, I could feel it beating rapidly and it was all pain. My heart was bleeding in pain. It felt like I was being attacked with a sharp arrow and I don't know if I would be able to survive that.
I had never experienced the life of a cheating husband but this one was too much just for me to take in. He was cheating on me with my bestfriend after terminating my baby.
I couldn't have felt more pain but the pain of been betrayed by the person you trust most, cut deep wound inside my heart and I don't know if I would be able to heal anytime soon.