My Always, My Forever
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Chapter 8 Princess, Can I Kiss You img
Chapter 9 My Angel Had Turned Wicked img
Chapter 10 Please Be Mine img
Chapter 11 It Was Like He Slapped Me img
Chapter 12 Being in His Arms Was Comforting img
Chapter 13 In The End, I Followed My Heart img
Chapter 14 Because You Are So Cute! img
Chapter 15 So Different Yet So Similar img
Chapter 16 The Party img
Chapter 17 Gay For Each Other img
Chapter 18 I Noticed His Bulge! img
Chapter 19 I'm Going to Give You What You Want img
Chapter 20 I Think It's Best If You Lick My Face Too img
Chapter 21 Jealous of Leah the Fluffy Dog img
Chapter 22 Our Kids img
Chapter 23 His Heart Was Beating Fast img
Chapter 24 I Love You img
Chapter 25 You Are My Song img
Chapter 26 I Blamed It On Damian img
Chapter 27 The Best Birthday Party of Your Life img
Chapter 28 Let Me be Yours Tonight, and You, Mine img
Chapter 29 They Didn't Want Me Anymore img
Chapter 30 Hopeless and Helpless img
Chapter 31 I Was The One img
Chapter 32 I Must Be Dreaming img
Chapter 33 A Steamy Day img
Chapter 34 Don't Say It img
Chapter 35 Natasha - Rai's New Girlfriend img
Chapter 36 Could A Girl Loves Two Persons At The Same Time img
Chapter 37 Rai.. Please Stop.. img
Chapter 38 Rai! Damian! Nooo! img
Chapter 39 I Want You Guys to Stay Friends img
Chapter 40 Me Model img
Chapter 41 A Challenging Photoshoot img
Chapter 42 This is What I need to Do img
Chapter 43 The Devil Is Dominating The Angel! img
Chapter 44 They Took Advantage of Me img
Chapter 45 Just Let Me Go img
Chapter 46 Is Damian In Love With Rai img
Chapter 47 Please Come Home With Me img
Chapter 48 I Love You Both img
Chapter 49 I'm A Vampire img
Chapter 50 Unbuttoning Their Shirts img
Chapter 51 A Fish Plushie img
Chapter 52 Apologizing img
Chapter 53 Everything I'd Ever Prayed For img
Chapter 54 Princess.. I'm Scared.. img
Chapter 55 A Clingy Little Boy img
Chapter 56 Trusting Both of Them img
Chapter 57 He Was Having A Nightmare img
Chapter 58 He's Hurting img
Chapter 59 A Blessing In Disguise img
Chapter 60 It Would be Romantic! img
Chapter 61 Our Beach Date img
Chapter 62 Our Perfect Last Night Together img
Chapter 63 Why Did He Say He Was Sorry img
Chapter 64 Yelling At him img
Chapter 65 That Dreadful Day img
Chapter 66 Never Leaving His Side img
Chapter 67 I Don't Want to Forget Him! img
Chapter 68 He Loved Me That Much img
Chapter 69 His Last Words, Written in A Letter img
Chapter 70 How Could I Live Now.. img
Chapter 71 His Hand Never Left Mine img
Chapter 72 I Wanted to Tell Him 'Yes' img
Chapter 73 Goodbye.. img
Chapter 74 Five Years Later.. img
Chapter 75 Seeing Him Again img
Chapter 76 A Magnetic Man img
Chapter 77 Did He Kiss Me img
Chapter 78 Electrocuted img
Chapter 79 A Dangerous Beast img
Chapter 80 Intense img
Chapter 81 I Made Him Feel img
Chapter 82 What Happened to Him img
Chapter 83 Say The Words img
Chapter 84 Possessive Much img
Chapter 85 Love Lust img
Chapter 86 I Wanted Him to Still Love Me img
Chapter 87 He Couldn't Love Me Anymore img
Chapter 88 Suave img
Chapter 89 Because of Memories img
Chapter 90 Making Him Come img
Chapter 91 Making Me Come img
Chapter 92 Unfair img
Chapter 93 Smelling Like Each Other img
Chapter 94 Teasing img
Chapter 95 Would It Really be Okay img
Chapter 96 He Has Always Thought of Me img
Chapter 97 Just Be There For Him img
Chapter 98 Tell Me That You Need Me img
Chapter 99 Can I Not Feel Guilty For Loving Him img
Chapter 100 I Was Just One of His Conquests img
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My Always, My Forever

Little Angelic Devil
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Chapter 1 Prologue

"There is a corner of my heart that is yours. And I don't mean for now or until I've found somebody else. I mean to say that whether I fall in love a thousand times over or never again, there will always be a small quiet place in my heart that belongs only to you."

~ Beau Taplin.

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I still remember the first time I laid my eyes on both of you. Unbeknownst to me, our first meeting would change my life to the point of no return. I was caught up in the whirlwind romance you both gave me. Never imagined a bittersweet story that I thought only existed in books and movies would happen to me.

Just when I thought I was never destined to be happy, both of you appeared in my life.

But who would have thought that it would lead to my greatest love and my worst heartbreak? My always and my forever? You, whom I thought would always be with me forever, and you, whom I thought would just be a friend to me. Why did I have to fall in love with you too when I was in love with him? Why did I have to fall for both of you?

But then everything changed. Just one day, one dreadful day, was all it took to change everything. My heart broke so bad that I thought I would never find happiness again if I didn't end up with you. Why did you have to leave me all broken? Why did both of you have to lie to me? If I had known.. Maybe everything would not result in this. The tragedies, the heartaches, the feeling of abandonment, the traumas, and every mental illness that came with it.

Until now, I still cannot believe it. All I know is that I still love you, and you, and will always love the both of you, no matter what.

But if I can't be with you, I can't be with him too.. or can I?

You, my angel, were always so forgiving. You told me I should be with him, but did you ever think about the guilt I'm feeling? Would it really be alright for me to be with him? To end up with him? Am I really allowed to be happy with him?

I'm not strong enough to be with him, to be his strength. All I could be is just a burden to him. I am really selfish for wanting to be with him, am I?

You, will you let me stay by your side despite all my traumas? Despite my being so weak? Despite all the hurt and pain that I have caused you? I don't want to be a burden to you, but I can't let you go too. What kind of woman am I? If I beg you not to let me go, will you stay? Am I even allowed to beg you to stay by my side?

After all the things that we had gone through together, do I still deserve my happy ending with you? Or am I really selfish?

I don't really know. I'll just let the readers decide. So, here is the story of us.

            
            

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