Chapter 3 Is it Ending Already

Ava

I go over to the Bar. Partly to get a drink for myself. I ordered my self a shot of vodka. I really need to hi the hard stuff after the busiest day of my life.

Just as I was about to sip my drink, a man came rushing into the hall. He looked miserable. Around forty to fifty years of age. He stood in the middle of the hall and I was just able to watch as he burned him self.

And he's started pouring some sort of liquid on hand, I did not know what it was.

Then I realized it was gasoline. Then he took out a lighter from his pocket from his pants pocket. And lit himself on fire.

My eyes bulged out of my socket. I screamed loudly.

Everyone in the room was shocked and looking at the man. There were cries and scream spread all over the hall. It was the horrible scene.

Suddenly guards came in rushing then with fire extinguishers so did a man from the back came over but, Owen Dell came forward and pushed the man away.

But that man still ran forward to save that Burning Man. And it was then I realized it was the same man that hit me by the car in the morning.

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How can a human being be so cruel I really don't understand.

After left the party, when we were there everyone in the party was forced and blackmailed to keep their mouth shut about this incident that occurred.

Oh, my god. This is pure cruelty even for someone so rich and handsome. Just because he is rich and handsome does not means that he can drive or burn any one.

A man set himself on fire. And yet they care about their own reputation and family. What about that man's family? What about that man's life? Doesn't that matter too?

Just because maybe he wasn't rich. His life doesn't matter still there. This is cruelty on next level.

I hate these people. Especially. Sean Dell, I didn't realize I met Sean then. But it was a displeasure none the less. I wish I'd had never met him.

I knew they were cruel, but they all were not. They were pretty well.

I had met Owen he seemed pretty good. And, also their grand mother she seemed pretty good too.

It was him. It was Sean. He was handling all the business and he was the cruelest man ever.

A man that drove me over on the road. Drove over a my car in the morning and dispute the burning man's case in the evening.

He just shutter up everyone's mouth on a suicide of a Burning Man. Just for his family. I know he blackmailed some of them and the rest of them were just scared enough of him.

I don't think he even believes in Karma or justice, but I really hope that it bites him in the back with a full force.

So what, if he is beautiful and rich and Powerful. He does not have A heart. He is beyond redemption.

He is cruel and arrogant. And these are a sinful Qualities.

Despite all of this, I can't stop feeling guilty about my cold heart.

It was suddenly starting to beat for that Cruel man.

How is this possible? How can I be even attracted to such a cruel, cruel man? I shouldn't be. I have to be a coldest bitch at heart. I really am stupid enough to think that he will be A gentle man.

He was not. But what made him like this? I can not help but wonder about it.

After everything was over. All the guest went to their respective homes in their own cars. I had my way out my head stomping in defeat as I thought this party would be a head start for my career.

It was a complete mess. And I should be so worried about everything that will come up tomorrow. Or even worse, but would not come up in My life..

I should be tired. I should be angry. I should be...... I don't know. Maybe? Worried a lot.

But, all I can think off are those Blue deep eyes. That man is going to be my ruin and I know it.

Why? Why am I even thinking about it? Then I clearly shouldn't. Why can not I stop thinking about him?

I try my best not to think about him and fail miserably every single time.

I went home and have dinner with my brother, Sam. He chits and chats about his school, how it went and how he met this really cool girl.

Oh, they all do. I roll my eyes.

And how he is making her suffer at school so that she can notice him and fall for him as well.

I advised him that he should not do so. He can simply be nice to her and she will fall for him eventually. And, that he should apologize for all the shit he has pulled on her as yet.

We finish our n dinner and I go back into my room and him to his.

I'm laying on my bed. Sleep nowhere in to be sight. All I could think about is that blue eyed monster? I can only see the devil himself.

His power His aura just seem to attract me a lot. But I know I can't be attracted to him since he's the coldest person ever at heart.

He just made sure nobody talked about Bad about his family. Even though a man Died in the party.

He didn't care about that man, or for that matter when he ran me off the road. He

Only cares about is his reputation in his family reputation.

How can I even like such a man? So I decided that I don't... or I would not was lye even a second of my time wasting on him.

I keep repeating a mantra in my head. I hate him, I hate him. I hate him.

Hopefully this should work. I have heard that, saying something over and over again makes it come true.

I try so hard to stop my brain from thinking about that blue eyed monster. But I can't but I try because I'm very. Very stubborn.

I close my eyes. And suddenly is bright eyes. I Comes into my vision. And peace spread through my body.

How can I be at peace with the thought of him when I know he's so wrong?

Why is my heart and head battling with each other? I have a lot of shit to deal with and over top of that I have this new problem. This man.

Damn Him.

It is just another usual day of my life,. I woke up. Got ready and dropped my brother to his school.

Then I went to office and started working on some new projects and events. It is then I saw. On magazine laying around claiming that Sean Dell is getting married.

I was shocked to hear this. How is that possible? I mean why is not it possible and I scold my brain for caring.

I mean, the man is in his prime, so he might get married, but I thought that he would not. Or maybe I hoped get would not. At least.

It was quiet Heartbreaking and sad and then I was like.

' Screw that, why should I be heartbroken over that man? We met once and we quarreled like children. There's no way we had a chance together, even though He is super hot.'

I see a beautiful model named Tia on his arm. She looks so beautiful. She has perfect blonde hair. She's tall and slender body. I mean she's a model after all. She just looks perfect.

So this is this type.

Nice for him I guess. The lovely couple in the down.

I can not help but wonder what is their story? How did be together with each other?