Chapter 1

Rose pov

Today is the night before my wedding, I'm currently packing my clothes and getting it ready so I won't be confused tomorrow.

Lucy, my best friend is also helping me pack that's the least she could do, I watched as she lazily tossed some of my dress into the boxes we were packing into and a piece of clothing fell off.

I was too focused packing not until I heard Lucy gasp.

I turned to her and I think my blood drained from my face when I saw what fell off.

she used a single finger to raise up the clothing which turned out to be the lingerie, I've been hiding from her.

She smirk and brought the lingerie closer to my face, " Girl, you got some sexy stuff right here.. wait hold on you're gonna wear it on your wedding night huh ?"

I immediately used both of my hands to cover my face and muttered a little, " Shut up, Lucy".

Her eyes widened at the realization of what I actually bought it for, " oh my god, you're even blushing.. girl you are so whipped".

I waved my hands at her in a defensive way, I'm sure my cheeks would be tomato red right now,

"Stop!?"

She cocked a brow at my sillyness, " Jonah got you all blushing and shit, huh."

I shrugged my shoulders and said, "Of course, I mean I love him and I really want to surprise tomorrow night you know"

When I said that, Lucy nodded and continued packing but still had a smug face on and she was biting into her cheeks.

Of course she had something to say but is just keeping it in.

She rubbed her forehead and breathed out a little, then I asked her, " What !?"

She shook her head and said, "Nothing, it's just.. it's kind of weird that you know you both have been dating since campus"

Then she suddenly snapped her fingers like she remembered something, " And come to think of, you don't have any connections like that but he is a straight - on bloody gang leader and to think that stupid girl Rebecca is always with him, I just don't like her vibes around him and she's also part of the gang, she's just.. I don't know but it's not healthy like I see it, period!."

"Lucy, why you're having this thought about her is 'cause you hate her and.. I don't think Jonah would stoop low to cheating on me, I trust he can't ".

Lucy didn't reply when I was done talking so I went on, " And this marriage would also help me financially for taking care of my dad, I can even have access to some Mafia medical resources, so I'm the one actually gaining on the bigger picture here".

Lucy just shrugged and didn't utter another word till we were done packing and she said, " Look it's not like I don't support you, you know I root for you right ?"

I nodded and she continued, " I just wish you the best though, clock it .. tomorrow is going to be fire".

She stood up and stretched, I heard her yawn, she must have been very exhausted.

" Rose I'm gonna take a little nap real quick, wake me up if you need anything"

I smiled at her, " It's late already just sleep"

"But I want to.."

I tapped her head for her to lay down properly, " Just sleep already, I need you to be agile tomorrow and not yawning on my day, alright"

She nodded and layed down, five minutes down I turned back to her direction to check whether she was sleeping already and she was.

I pushed the boxes aside and stood up to stretch and I swear I heard my back bone crack, " ouch!?".

I took one last look at and when I was very sure that she already slept off, I sneaked out slowly in order not to wake her up and when I had successfully gone outside and closed the door, I breathed out and breathed in the fresh air of the cool night.

I really want to lie down and sleep bu..ut the excitement to see my wedding venue was eating me alive.

When I got to the venue that Jonah specifically picked out, I slowly opened the door and sneaked in, the whole place was pitch black but there seemed to be a stream of light coming from the backstage and I was hearing some weird sounds.

Wait..isn't this place supposed to be empty, I said in thought but shoved the thought down my throat anyways.

I walked closer to where the light was coming from and my eyes went wide in shock.

I slapped my hands immediately to my mouth to suppress myself from screaming in shock. Laying in front of me is the god-danmed man I was going to get married to tomorrow having sex with the least person that could come to my mind, Rebecca!?.

How.. could he, I couldn't even move it seemed like something held me back, and I just watched Jonah thrust into Rebecca with her moaning with her mouth open, with my hands trembling over my lips.

" I'm marrying the stupid girl 'cause she..." then he thrust in again and Rebecca jerked up and held onto him tight.

" she's oblivious, and most foolish American I had ever.. uh oh my god.. I have ever met"

I watched as Rebecca smiled slowly at what Jonah just spat out of his mouth, and my heartbeat dropped but I just couldn't move.

Rebecca moaned lowly, " she's stupid right ?"

And I watched Jonah nod still breathing heavily, " she's so naive and funny enough... ugh " he grunted and continued, " every single damn member wants her but if I get married to her.. oh my god" he groaned in pleasure.

While Rebecca was shamelessly moaning loudly, " If I get married to her tomorrow, then I can maintain an innocent image for my brother and get a higher rank"

"Do you love her ?" Rebecca asked slyly and I watched Jonah hesitate before he opened his lips. I adored so much and said, " of course not, if I did I wouldn't be here with you !."

Rebecca's eyes suddenly went up and she opened her mouth in an ooh way and Jonah groaned and started thrusting in faster.

I watched them climax on my wedding dress and climaxed on .. wedding ground, I felt my heart break into different pieces like it was being crushed over by a truck, over and over again.

I felt the world I spent years building since Campus collapsed right in front of my two eyes.

I angrily burst in and them still being oblivious, I dragged Jonah up from Rebecca, while she gasped in shock and tried to gather my wedding dress around her to cover herself up.

I held onto the Collar of Jonah suit 'cause he didn't pull it off and stared at the deep blue eyes, I once valued more than anything.

I clutched my teeth in anger and asked Jonah, " How. Could. You.., Jonah I gave you everything, I.."

Jonah looked at me in regret, " Rose it's not what you.."

"Oh shut the fuck up and shove that excuse down your ass!?" I spat out in anger and just as if Rebecca hadn't had enough she opened her filthy mouth.

" Jonah, do something to shut her up or something, my ears are burning" she said, twirling her finger in the air to indicate her discomfort.

I shot her a glare and made to retort back but I was interrupted by Jonah talking, " Look here Rose why don't we make a deal, I can pay you more I cheque and also provide more medical care for.."

His words were interrupted with my palms hitting right at his cheek and I heard Rebecca gasp.

"Oh my god, you wit.." I hit my palm against her own cheeks too to slap the word down her throat and her eyes widened in shock.

I looked at her in rage and I just haven't had enough. I ripped some of my wedding fabrics off her and stomped on it breathing hard, while she stood still shocked.

I looked at both of them and I just feel like ripping their brains off their skull, I rushed to Rebecca and stretched my hands to drag the remaining clothes off her, but Jonah pushed me out of instinct to save Rebecca from me.

I was instantly pushed aside, I fell face flat to the ground, hitting my arm and I groaned in pain from the impact, "ah!?".

I laughed like i was a psycho and stood up and I slowly slide the ring Jonah have me on our engagement night off, I looked at the man I once love and I felt nothing but despise and hate towards him, I threw the ring to his chest, " I despise you and don't fucking think of me marrying you, I'm done".

My last statement seemed to have hit a nerve 'cause Jonah rushed to hold my hands and I snarled at him, "Don't. You. Dare!"

With that I stormed off, out of the place soaked with disappointment and betrayal.