He wore a smile that seemed practiced, suggesting he had never faced a problem he couldn't fix with money.
"Give me the verdict, Jane. Was it everything you hoped for?"
I stared out the window as we passed an iron gate of a neighbor's estate.
"The library is incredible," I said, choosing the safest truth. "And the teachers don't spend half the period trying to get the class to stop throwing things. That's new."
Richard laughed, a warm and deep sound. "Blackwell is a different world.
It's made for people like you-people who actually want to be there. How about the students? Meet anyone interesting?"
I thought of Edmund's cold, ocean-blue eyes.
I thought about how the air in the room seemed to shift when he walked in.
"I met Edmund," I said softly.
The car seemed to grow colder for a moment. Richard's grip on the wheel didn't tighten, but his smile wavered at the edges.
"Ah. And?"
"He's... intense."
"He's his mother's son," Richard said, his voice dropping.
There was bitterness there, a sharp edge that didn't fit his usual 'Perfect Father' persona around my mother.
"He has a knack for making people feel out of place. Don't let him get to you, Jane.
He's just protecting his territory."
Territory.
The word felt primitive and out of place in a world filled with private tutors and five-course dinners.
But as we pulled into the long, winding driveway of the Hale estate, I realized it was the only word that fit.
The house loomed above us, a large Gothic revival of stone and glass. It was beautiful but also a fortress.
Inside, complete silence filled the foyer. My mother came from the kitchen, her face lighting up when she saw us.
She looked different in this house-active, always adjusting something or smoothing a rug, as if she were trying to earn her keep with sheer domestic energy.
"There you are!" she exclaimed, pulling me into a hug that smelled like the expensive candles Richard liked.
"I made dinner. We're eating in the formal dining room tonight."
"Where's Edmund?" Richard asked, already heading for the stairs to change.
"He's in the library," Mom said, her voice lowering. "He said he wasn't hungry, but I'm sure once he smells the roast-"
"Let him be," Richard cut in, his voice sharp.
I watched him go, a sense of unease settling in my stomach.
This was the "perfect" family my mother had promised.
A father who didn't talk to his son, a son who hid in the shadows, and a mother who pretended the cracks in the walls didn't exist.
I spent the evening in my room, a space three times the size of our old apartment but feeling half as cozy.
I tried to focus on the Dorian Gray reading for AP Lit, but the words kept blurring.
Each time I closed my eyes, I heard Edmund's voice: "Easy to make excuses when you relate to him."
Around eleven, thirst finally drove me out of my room.
The house was a maze of shadows at night, with moonlight catching dust motes in the air.
I made it to the top of the grand staircase when I saw a sliver of light shining from the library door.
I shouldn't have stopped. I should have kept walking to the kitchen.
But a low, rhythmic sound paused me. It was music-something classical, piano-heavy and sad.
I crept closer, the thick carpet softening my footsteps. Through the gap in the door, I saw him.
Edmund wasn't studying.
He sat on the floor, leaning against a mahogany bookshelf, a glass of water in one hand and an old, worn photograph in the other.
The arrogant prince of Blackwell was gone. In his place was a boy who looked like he was staring into an abyss.
His shoulders were hunched, his jaw tight. He gazed at the photo with a mix of longing and loathing that made my chest ache.
I stepped back, my heel catching on the edge of a floorboard. The wood creaked sharply.
In an instant, the grief vanished, replaced by a cold and deadly alertness. Edmund's head snapped up.
He shoved the photo into his pocket and stood in one smooth motion.
"Who's there?" he demanded.
I realized running was pointless. I pushed the door open wider. "It's just me. I was getting water."
Edmund's eyes narrowed, darkening to the color of a bruised sky.
He crossed the room with a predatory stride. He didn't stop until he was inches away, making me tilt my head back to look up at him.
"Is spying a habit of yours, Jane? Or just a hobby?"
"I wasn't spying," I said, my heart racing against my ribs. "I was walking past."
"You were lingering." He leaned in, his scent-cedarwood mixed with something metallic-overwhelming my senses.
"Let me be clear. This house might be your mother's new playground, but these rooms?
They belong to me. You don't come in here. You don't look at me. And you definitely don't watch me."
The vulnerability I had seen moments earlier was gone, replaced by a shield of arrogance. It made me angry.
"You're so afraid," I whispered.
Edmund flinched, a barely noticeable flicker of his eyelids. "What did you say?"
"You're terrified that someone might see you as something other than a Hale," I said, my voice gaining strength.
"You think if you're mean enough and loud enough, nobody will notice how lonely you are in this big, empty house."
He grabbed the doorframe next to my head, his knuckles whitening. For a moment, I thought he might yell. Instead, he let out a short, cold laugh.
"You think you've got me figured out because you read a few chapters of a book? You're a guest here, Jane.
A charity case. Don't confuse my father's guilt with your importance."
He leaned down, his breath brushing my ear.
"Stay out of my way, or I'll make sure you regret ever stepping through those gates."
He didn't wait for a reply.
He moved past me, his shoulder bumping mine hard enough to make me stumble, and disappeared into the darkness of the hallway.
I stood in the quiet library, the sad piano music still playing on the record player and realized my life at Blackwell hadn't even begun to get difficult yet.
I looked down at the floor where Edmund had been sitting. There, forgotten in his rush to hide his feelings, was the photograph.
I picked it up.
It wasn't a picture of his mother. It was a photo of a man I recognized-but it wasn't Richard.
It was a man standing in front of the same prison where my father was currently serving his sentence.