I wonder how I've lived all my years in school...
One day since I was a five-year-old, I've been isolated from my neighborhood kids for a long time. This started to make me feel lonely, alienated, and disillusioned.
Until I went to elementary school, it was an unforgettable memory for me to leave in the minds of my friends around me. I pee my pants at noon just because I have a dream so true...
Then in middle school, I felt like I had been given something remarkable, like a kind of ability to see the future even though I felt it was profoundly illusory in the first place...