I stood outside the mahogany doors, balancing a tray of espresso, when I heard my husband promise his sister that my reign as the Queen of Chicago was over.
I thought being the Don's wife meant safety. I was wrong.
In a warehouse reeking of rust, faced with an ultimatum from our enemies to choose who lives, Brennan made his choice.
"Alyssa is strong," he justified, shielding his mistress, Debbi, who was faking a pregnancy. "She knows the life."
He walked out into the sunlight with her, leaving me in the dark with a gun to my head.
He abandoned me to be tortured and murdered by his rivals, weaponizing my resilience to absolve his guilt.
He thought I died that day. He even mourned me after he eventually found out Debbi was a traitor.
But he didn't know the new security guard was an undercover FBI agent who pulled me from the edge.
Two years later, I've built a quiet life running a bistro in Maine under a new name.
But then the bell above the door chimes during the lunch rush.
I look up, and there he is. The husband who sacrificed me.
He's looking at me not with guilt, but with a terrifying, obsessive hope.
He says he burned down the world to fix his mistake. He says he won't let me go again.
I smile, but my hand is already reaching for the wire the FBI gave me.
I'm not a wife anymore, Brennan. I'm the executioner.
Chapter 1
I stood outside the towering mahogany doors of the inner sanctum, balancing a tray of espresso, when I heard my husband promise his sister that my reign as the Queen of Chicago was over.
The tray didn't shake.
I didn't gasp.
I had been groomed for this life since birth, raised in the shadow of the Sterling Syndicate to be decorative, silent, and composed-even while the world burned down around me.
But the heat flushing through my veins wasn't fear.
It was the sudden, violent death of hope.
Brennan Johnson was not just a man.
He was the Don.
He was the predator who had clawed his way up from the gutter, stepping over bodies to claim the throne of the city, and then he had claimed me to legitimize it.
I thought I was his partner.
I thought the way he looked at me-with those dark, possessive eyes that promised murder to anyone who touched me-meant something.
"She's complicated, Breann," Brennan's voice drifted through the crack in the door, deep and rough like gravel grinding against steel. "Alyssa thinks this is a partnership. She thinks she has a say."
"Debbi knows her place," his sister's voice sneered back. "She is pure. She doesn't have that Sterling arrogance. She just wants you."
"Debbi is safe," Brennan said, his tone dismissive. "I promised I would keep Alyssa safe. The Family comes first, but my happiness... I am tired of the ice queen. Tonight, at the gala, we make the transition."
Gravity took the tray.
The porcelain cups shattered against the marble floor, the sound like a gunshot tearing through the silent hallway.
The doors swung open instantly.
Brennan stood there.
He looked like a god of war dressed in a three-piece suit, his tie loosened, his sleeves rolled up to reveal the tattoos that marked his kills.
He didn't look guilty.
He looked annoyed.
"Eavesdropping," he said, stepping over the broken china and the spilled coffee as if it were mud. "It is a bad habit, Alyssa."
"Who is Debbi?" I asked.
My voice was steady, but my chest felt like it had been hollowed out with a rusty spoon.
"It does not concern you," he said, towering over me.
"I am your wife," I said, forcing my chin up. "I am the daughter of the man who made you. You swore a vow. You said I was safe with you."
Brennan laughed.
It was a cold, dry sound.
"You are safe," he said. "You have a roof. You have money. You have the Sterling name. What more do you want?"
"Respect," I whispered. "I want you to tell me you aren't sleeping with a civilian while I plan your anniversary gala."
His eyes narrowed.
The air in the hallway grew heavy, charged with the violence that always simmered beneath his skin.
"You demand things from me?" he asked softly.
He reached out.
I thought he was going to touch my cheek.
Instead, he grabbed a jagged shard of the broken espresso cup from the floor.
He moved faster than I could blink.
The sharp ceramic bit into the skin of my cheek, just below my eye.
It wasn't a deep cut, but it was deliberate.
A line of heat flared across my face, followed by the wet trickle of blood.
I stood frozen.
He held the bloody shard up, inspecting it like a diamond.
"You are my property, Alyssa," he said. "You are a Sterling. You are a trophy. Trophies do not make demands. This is a reminder. You are flawed now. Imperfect. But you are still mine."
He dropped the shard.
It clattered against the floor.
"Clean this up," he said to the empty air, turning his back on me. "And get ready for the gala. Wear something that covers the mark. I don't want people asking questions."
He walked back into his study and closed the door.
I stood there, the blood dripping onto the collar of my white silk blouse.
He hadn't just cut my face.
He had cut the tether that bound me to him.
I pulled my phone from my pocket, my fingers slick with my own blood, and dialed the one number I knew by heart.
"Carroll," I said when the old Consigliere answered.
"Alyssa?" His voice was rough with sleep. "It is late."
"The plan," I said, staring at the closed door of my husband's study. "The extraction plan you made for me when my father died. Is it still viable?"
There was a pause.
"Alyssa, what happened?"
"Start the clock, Carroll," I said. "I am dead to him. Now, I need to be dead to the world."