Eighty,
or less than eighty words, yet they carry such venom that stabs
Heaven's heart like a blade.
She
bites her lower lips to stop herself from bursting into tears, yet
that doesn't help as she grabs her bag and hurries out, slamming
the classroom door behind her.
Reaching
her lodge, Heaven tosses her bag aside, tucking out her phone and
chewing the nail of her shaking index finger as she dials her best
friend's number.
After
several tries, her bestfriend, Lulu, doesn't pick up, so Heaven
resorts to calling her boyfriend instead.
He
too doesn't respond. But, thankfully, Lulu calls back.
'Heaven,
are you alright?'
the girl raps from the other side of the phone. She sounds
breathless, as if running while talking.
Heaven
shakes her head, though Lulu couldn't see her, bawling her eyes out
as she rants into the phone. "I'm
not okay, Lulu! All my hard work... they... they are for nothing! The
board rejected my project! How am I supposed to cope now?"
'Hold
on. Is it the one you've been working on for months now?'
Lulu says with short breaths again, earning a shriek from Heaven.
"Yes,
Lulu! That's the one!"
'Isn't
it your final year project?'
"It
is! Now I have to repeat a damn year, and I can't get a job in the
National Dance Company anymore. I can't even get a job in any top
companies, because I'll have a red marker on my certificate! This
is so unfair, Lulu! I'll end up scrambling to survive now!"
'It's
alright, Heaven. Can't you get other jobs? I told you dancing
shouldn't have been your career-'
'Lulu,
hang
up.
You don't have to teach her everything,'
someone mumbles from the other side of the call right before it
disconnects.
Heaven
stares at her screen speechlessly. The person who just interrupted
Lulu sounds too much like Hector, Heaven's boyfriend. That makes
her uncomfortable, added to the fact that Hector's not picking up
his call.
Hector
lives just
across the bridge,
so
Heaven quickly hails a cab.
As
she arrives at her boyfriend's studio
apartment, she calls him again even though she has been doing so the
entire time in the cab.
He
still doesn't pick up.
Now
she stands on the last step that leads to his door, about to knock
before her hand hangs in the air on hearing faint noises coming from
inside. Curses. Constant body slamming body. Moans and pants.
But
she can't be too sure.
Heaven
goes ahead to place the knock.
No
response. The noises persist.
She
knocks harder, and the noises suddenly stop.
Then,
after a while, the door opens to reveal Hector standing akimbo and
sweating profusely.
He
looks tired, but the first thing Heaven notices is his dick standing
tall.
"Are
you here to rant again, Heaven?"
he asks boorishly.
Heaven
huffs, her brows creasing with a frown of disbelief as she replies.
"Are
you serious? I've been calling you." She
glances
past him to the room and
finds no one else. But
there's his laptop on his bed. "Did you put the porn so loud you
couldn't even hear your phone ringing?"
"I
guess my phone's tucked away somewhere." Hector shrugs.
"I
was going to tell you I failed my project."
"Well,
Lulu told me that already. But why go about telling us? We weren't
the ones who asked you to choose
dancing as a career."
"Lulu?"
Heaven asks, her eyes squinting with curiosity as she tries to get
into the house. But Hector slides into her way, casually blocking
her. "Why aren't you letting me in?" she queries again, about
to force her way in before Lulu steps out from behind the door,
standing naked at Hector's back.
"Heaven,
hi," she says nervously, her shoulders tense as she hesitantly
waves at Heaven. "I didn't expect you'd come, but it's a good
thing you did."
Heaven
analyzes the Blonde with a dirty look. "Are you guys doing what I
think you're doing?"
"Yes?"
Hector chips in, then adds mockingly, "given the fact that we are
in a
'boring
relationship'."
Heaven
looks at Lulu with unbelief
streaked on her face. She had told the girl how she was slowly losing
interest in her relationship with Hector. But she thought her
'bestfriend'
would keep such matters between them.
"That
was a private thought that I trusted you with, Lulu."
"If
you want to term it as private, you should have come to me. It's a
matter of you and I, after all," Hector scoffs. "Well, since the
relationship was uninteresting, why don't we spice it a little
then? You, Lulu, and I."
Heaven
huffs. The next second, she turns and walks away, but not without
hearing Lulu calling behind her.
"Come
on, Heaven, don't be a coward. It's going to be fun!"
"Leave
her be. Let her go dine with her sordid misery," Hector spits. "I
don't need such a bad vibe with me anyway?"
Heaven
looks back a couple of times, hoping her bestfriend would at least
come after her. She couldn't care less about Hector. She never even
loved him and only tried to force herself to feel normal by being in
a relationship, since she kept feeling like she didn't belong in
the human world.
But
Lulu... Lulu was like the sister she never had. Lulu was everything
to her, which is why it pains her that she would do such a thing.
It's
not about her having sex with her boyfriend behind her back. It's
more of she trying to convince her to have a threesome-even after
seeing how displeased she was about it-knowing well about her
history with men.
Sleeping
with Hector was hard enough, let alone having one more body rubbing
her. It would only remind her of those painful times when two or more
men took her at once. She had just gotten over the trauma of that and
doesn't want to relive it again.
Now
she is well and truly lonely, and has no one she can rely on.
Heaven
approaches another apartment and sits down on the stairs leading to
the door, still hoping Lulu would come after her. But seconds soon
stretch to minutes, and minutes to hours.
Even
the weather curses her existence with striking lightening and
thundering storm as the earth rumbles, heavy patters of rain
flourishing all over the place and splashing on Heaven, who cares
less about it.
Just
then, a black limousine pulls up in front of the building.
On
her way here, she had noticed this same car following her cab, but it
was the least of her problems then. Now, it's bothersome.
The
tinted window of the back seat winds down, and Heaven sees who is
being driven-a very unfamiliar face. Had he been stalking her?
Looking
in her direction, the stranger
slides off the pair
of black shades
he wore, revealing the full view of his rectangular,
well-defined face to Heaven.
Still
shocked and unable to move, she watches as he opens his door, slowly
stepping out while pulling free a black umbrella.
He
takes gradual gaits in approaching her. For a moment, Heaven sees him
walking in slow motion, the rain as mere showers of his glory.
She
has never seen a man look so ethereal-not the pure, empyrean kinds
that are dazzling, but the kind that seems like a spectral; the one
crawling into her brains and knitting together with her wits, leaving
her heady and spellbound by such a figure that has the aura of a
devil walking the night.
In
her state of amazement, the stranger stands in front of her, both his
body and his umbrella shielding her from the raindrops that once
lashed at her.
"If
things fall in place now, how would you feel?" he
asks.
At
first, Heaven doesn't react. She lets the voice sink in. Low-toned.
Velvety. Sounding like an ancient being from the depths of an ocean.
Then,
the next minute, she shudders on realization while jumping
to her feet.
The
stiff
stranger
towers above her. And, despite that she's gazing up at him, Heaven
can't grip the actual looks of his face. One thing she notes,
though, is his expression. It
lacks a smile.
Doesn't
a gentleman's handbook instruct that a man should smile when
meeting a lady for the first time-at least to strike a feeling of
comfort that could urge her positive response?
Yet,
should she be surprised by that? It's in the nature of her kind to
shit on politeness, after all.
She
can smell his essence, though it's not as strong as she read an
Alpha's would be. Surely, he sensed hers too before approaching
her. Any wolf would recognize another wolf even if it's in the
human world.
"Happy?"
she responds to his question anyway, shifting
back so that her backside is now pressed against the door behind her.
"But it's best not to hope." Her eyes divert to his
left hand that holds the umbrella.
He has no scar on
the back of that hand.
"Even
so, do you believe in the possibility?" the man presses on.
Heaven
shakes her head. "Nope. My life is already ruined. There's no
mending it, unless I can find a witch who would make the judges
forget what they saw, so I'll redo my project. But a witch would
kill me on sight."
The
man lets an echoing laugh roll out of his lungs, giving Heaven chills
for a moment. "Do you really imagine your wolf is growling,
princess? No witch would know your wolf nature unless she tested you
with silver, or checked your healing span."
Heaven
squints her eyes at him. Is he trying to insinuate that her wolf's
presence is too weak? Can he really say it out that loud without
considering how it would make her feel?
"But
you do not need a witch for this one," the stranger continues, "all
you need is a place to stay, a job without certificate, and food to
eat."
Heaven
huffs. What a nice way to add fuel to fire. "Can you even hear
yourself? Does a job without certificate sound realistic to you?"
"You
have lived too long in the human world, Heaven." Wait. He knows her
name? "Why not return to the other world and refurbish
your mind on the existence of magic and wonders?"
The
man searches his coat pocket and tucks out a small black card. Pinned
between his index and middle fingers, he thrusts it to Heaven's
direction.
"I'm
in search of a dancer, specifically a wolf. I watched you move
earlier, and have deemed you capable of teaching my kid," he
mutters. "She is seven and not problematic. You just need to teach
her dance, and you will have food and a place to stay. Is that
understood?"
Heaven
nods hesitantly before taking the card with slow fingers. She stares
at it as the stranger adds, "I will give you time to think. Call me
with that number when you come to a decision."
The
man turns to walk away. He had already taken about three steps before
Heaven suddenly realizes something.
"Wait!"
she calls. The stranger obeys instantly, but doesn't turn back to
look at her. "You know my name. Don't I get to know yours, at
least?"
Subtle
silence.
Whispering
wind.
Calling
birds.
"Ziason,"
he mumbles, still without turning. "Ziason Father is my name."