Dreaded desire

Three years ago★

★★Amelia Earhart Cole's first year in college★★

They say it doesn't take long before your life is fliped up side down

A moment, not even a freaking second and everything is all over, poof!..... just like smoke

She should have known, if she had, she would have done things differently

She would have turned around sharply and walked away

Maybe her tale wouldn't have ended up the way it did

But you see the thing about "maybes?", They are freaking useless!

Stepping out of her Dad's SUV as she rounded the other side and he was already out, tucking his hands in his pockets as Aunt Milicent brought out Amelia's luggages from the back

That's right, the name of our pretty princess and female lead is Amelia Earhart Cole, a blonde haired beauty with ocean blue eyes, perfect set of lips and long legs that matches her petite figure, she's the only daughter of Earhart Cole, a renounced business tycoon who dropped out of the business world after a huge rusty image that almost claimed his life

Currently, they're living a very comfortable life, even though her Dad isn't deeply into the business world again, Amelia never lacked anything, well.... except for some self reserved control

She graduated high school a year ago and was luckily accepted into the prestige Arizona Landmark College, the biggest college in the whole of US, surpassing a wide range of students, both athletic, Art, music, business and all sorts of careers opportunities

Even though Amelia is a sparkling ray of sunshine, there's a big black hole in her heart, her life isn't as normal as it seems, she smiles brightly a lot to shield those demos lurking deep inside of her, but like always, nothing stays in the dark forever

"I'm going to miss you so much, Melia!" Aunt Milicent cooed as she grabbed Amelia in a bone crushing hug

"Aunty, I'm not a little girl anymore, and stop making baby faces at me" Amelia snorted as she freed herself from Aunt Milicent hug

"Nonsense, you will always be our little princess, no matter what happens or even if you are in college now" Cole, Amelia's father churned and Amelia exchanged looks with Aunt Milicent

"Dad, are you still mad that I'm gone?" Amelia asked with a cheesy smile as her Dad stood straight and pulled her close

Cole might be in his middle forties, but there's absolutely nothing old about this man, he still has his sharp blonde hair and nasal blue eyes, a straight nose that compliments his strick face, Amelia doesn't look like her Dad much but rather a carbon copy of the "who shall not be named"

"You know, we've never been apart from you and it's just.....I don't know, are you going to be alright?" Cole asked as he stroked Amelia's hair and she gulped

It's true that there's absolutely nothing normal about her, she's a complete definition of weird and deep inside that beauty is a ugly demon who's struggling to be set free, it's caged so deep that it gives her nightmares sometimes and her nightmare episodes are not a good sight to behold

"You can always go back to Dr Kir for consolations, just because you are now in college now doesn't mean your subconsciousness is older, you are still healing, Melia" Aunt Milicent pointed out and Amelia stared at the two people who genuinely cares about her

"I don't want to go back there, I promise I will be fine, I can always come home whenever i start losing it" she said as a huge lump form in her throat and her Dad kissed her forehead tenderly

Despite the fact that she's nineteen years old, her Dad still treats her like a little princess and even though it's kinda annoying sometimes, she still loves it

"Awww, my Melia is all grown up, I'm definitely going to miss you and yes, I'm happy that you are finally owning up to yourself, be good" Aunt Milicent hug her for the final time, whilst peering kisses all over her

Amelia giggled as she suddenly felt light again, mood lightening up as both guardians pulled away from her and entered the car

"Don't forget to take your pills and no junkies, I'm sure they serve healthy food in the cafeteria here" Cole scrunched his nose as Aunt Milicent poked her head for Amelia to see

"I sneaked some vitamins just Incase the food here are junk and don't forget to call if there's anything you need, you can always visit too" she said and Amelia held her chest with adoration trailing her features

"Yeah, I'm not going to be coming home, you guys can survive without me" she said and Cole raised his eyebrows

"I heard students are allowed to come home during the weekends and stuff like that, Milicent, I thought you checked" Cole pointed out and Aunt Milicent rolled her eyes

"She's not a little girl anymore" Aunt Milicent scolded

"But she still needs us" Cole argued and Amelia laughed, dragging her luggages close to her with a backpack strapped to her back, her blonde hair wrapped in a straight ponytail as she dressed in a pink gown and short heels, complimenting her height

"I will be fine guys and also take care of yourselves!" Amelia yelled as Cole reived the engine and Aunt Milicent won't stop waving

Amelia sighed as they drove off , that's when it hits her that she's now truly on her own

No father to sing her to sleep

No Aunt to make her healthy meals

When Aunt Milicent said, "she's all grown up", she doesn't have to say it twice before Amelia read the meaning behind those words

Amelia looks so much like her Mother, while Aunt Milicent looks like her ginger haired grandfather and Amelia Mom's took over their blonde Mother

Or that's what she's been told

The ache that never died resurfaces like a demon from the dark, murky water

Time heals everything, is a big fat lie!

Despite all these years, she still feels the loss to her bones

It aches!

It hurts!

It brings back terrible frightening nightmares

"Put it together, Amelia, you said you can handle it now, you've been doing fine for the past few months, just breathe" she cooed, taking sharp breath in and out as her heart stopped racing fast

She's completely on her own now with kids of her age range and above

She turned around sharply, her eyes bulging out as she stared at the massive building in front of her.