The moonlit clearing deep within the forest hosted a gathering-some as supporters and spectators, others as potential mates.
As a werewolf turns eighteen, they are all gathered on the ancestral ground for the moon goddess to help them choose their mate.
But in cases where two werewolves have a strong relationship, the moon goddess usually blesses their union. And tonight marked my official meeting with my friend Jacob.
Standing on my tiptoes, I scan the mass of nervous youths for a particular face.
Finally spotting her, I quickly pushed through the crowd to meet my best friend.
"Oh my God, Charlie! I have been looking for you the whole time. Where have you been?" I called out, making her jump.
"Are you alright?" I asked, concerned by her reaction. "I'm fine," Charlie replied, shoving her hands into the pocket of her jacket while averting her gaze away from me.
"Are you sure? Because you don't look fine to me. You literally jumped out of your skin when I called you," I pointed out, trying to make her smile.
"And I said, I am fine," she retorted, still maintaining her stony look.
"You know it's ok to be nervous. I mean, practically everyone here is."
"Will you just drop it already?" she snapped.
"You think everybody is like you. Well, guess what? I am not," she finished, while glaring at me.
The smile on my face froze at her outburst.
"Where is all this coming from?" All of a sudden, the chill in the air became more obvious, making me fold my arms around myself in a hug. "This is not about me, and you know it."
"And how do you know that? Huh," she snapped.
"Have you been avoiding me?"
She chuckled "Can you look at that? She thinks I'm avoiding her," she said sarcastically.
"I decide to get some alone time, and it turns out that I am avoiding you."
"Aren't you?" I insisted
"You know what? Just leave me alone," she said, turning away.
"Now, that is not fair. You can't throw that in my face and then push me away without explaining what is going on." I said, quickly moving to her side.
"Leave! Me! Alone!" she yelled in my face. Her face contorting in suppressed anger. "There is nothing to discuss. Just go; I need some space."
And with that, she stalked off, leaving me more confused than I have ever been in my life.
My head buzzed with all sorts of thoughts on what could have elicited such behavior from Charlie on a night like this.
My aunt Rachel walked past, looking rather pleased as she gave me one of those dirty looks.
What is she doing here?
She was one of the last people I expected to see here. Her being here meant my uncle was too. I narrowed my eyes at her and instantly swirled around to follow Charlotte, but a sudden clap stopped me.
A sound that drew my attention alongside that of others came from an elderly woman who stood in the middle of the clearing.
"Gather around, my dear Fateds." Said Martha, the clan's oracle. "I am sure we all know why you are gathered here today. I don't need to explain anything further." She said, her voice clear and serene, commanding attention.
"It's okay to be nervous. I was once like you, and I perfectly understand how most of you are feeling right now." She continued, her voice resonating as she walked around.
As I watched her speak, my excitement returned, making me temporarily forget my confusion.
I quickly edged my way forward to get a better view of her. "I must add, it's not everybody here that will get paired with their mates today. As you can see, some of you were part of last year's mating ceremony, and yet here they are again."
Noticing how some of the fated looked away, she added, "There is no need to be ashamed. I waited almost three turns before I was finally chosen. Man, you should have seen how excited I was," she said with a smile.
Then she paused, allowing the small chuckle that erupted from the crowd to subside. "As I was saying, some of you will have to wait a bit longer, unfortunately. Now with that in mind, let the ceremony begin." She finished.
Looking around like I was on top of the world, my eyes landed on Jacob, my mate. I knew within me that I was not one of those people who would have to wait another turn.
My eyes still on Jacob, I watched as he and the other male werewolves lined themselves up in preparation to step into the circle drawn by Martha, each with a moonstone like the ones we, their female counterparts, held.
As they took turns to enter the circle, the moonstone they held was supposed to glow once inside, alongside one of the others held by any of the females, allowing them to identify their mates.
But my resolve began to shake as I watched Jacob take some actions I did not understand.
He seemed to intentionally put himself at the back, allowing others to go before him.
Questions filled my mind.
Shaking my head a little, I scattered the thoughts of doubt that assaulted me as a possible reason for his action came to mind.
I watched as he murmured to those around him, probably giving them some encouragement as the tension on most of their faces eased a little.
He probably wanted to use this moment to fraternize a little and build his influence as the future alpha of the pack.
Why would I have to leave here without him as my official mate after all we've been through together? A number of answers came to mind, but I quickly smothered them out.
This is not the time to entertain such thoughts.
After a few hours that seemed to be an eternity passed, with some werewolves getting mates while others left with none, it finally reached Jacob's turn.
Immediately he stepped into the circle, the moonstone in his hand and the circle around him glowed pure white.
The moonstone in my hand also glowed, resonating with his. Relief washed over me, and my stiff muscles quickly became relaxed.
The glowing of the moonstones solidified everything. I released the breath I didn't know I held as it got to his turn. I was worried for nothing.
Fueled with passion and love, I bolted out of the crowd towards him.
"Stop!" a voice I did not recognize commanded, surprising me.
After a short pause, Jacob, who had his back to me, turned to face me.
His whole body was stiff, and his dark head was bowed. For the second time that night, I was utterly baffled.
Raising his head, Jacob's pupils glowed red, making him look otherworldly and dangerous. "I reject you as my mate," he declared with the same voice that sent shivers down my spine.