Chapter 4 Regrets

Susan's POV

The thought of what had transpired between Sarah and me made me feel sick. How on earth would I have allowed such? Having an intimate moment with a lady and not just anyone but my best friend. The guilt I felt has overshadowed the euphoria of that moment, and now I don't know how to feel.

My conscience was too damaged to tell if the pleasure was worth the aftermath guilt. I sighed heavily as Larry approached the parking lot of my apartment.

"Welcome, Miss Susan," Larry greeted and approached me to get my baggage and I flashed a smile.

"You came so early today; hope all is well? " he asked with concern, and I nodded.

"I will be attending a party tonight, so I figured it would be nice to get a few hours of rest before getting ready for the event. You will be accompanying me as my chauffeur. The driver will be taking tonight off. The last thing I want is to kill myself while trying to drive back home drunk," I said sarcastically, and Larry nodded with a smile. Even though my heart was troubled, I have trained myself to always look cheerful in the presence of people.

Immediately I entered my room, I took off every piece of clothing and sighed in relief.

"Where is my panties?" I checked through my bag, brought it out, and threw it in the trash. I have always wondered how Maggie manages to do my laundry with how I change clothes at intervals. But that's what she was being paid to do, and the washing machine did most of the dirty jobs.

I hurriedly showered and threw myself on the bed, completely naked. It was almost four in the evening, and the cool breeze from the window relaxed my nerves. I frowned as I reminisced on all that had happened that day. It was a dramatic hell of an event.

I had a rollercoaster of emotions in less than twenty-four hours. I chuckled at the thought of everything. I woke up feeling horny and contemplated who to call for the evening. From Stephen, the sex weakling as I had named him because he couldn't satisfy me, to Chris, the clingy one, and then the thought of adhering to Sarah's dildo advice and then thinking of considering my obsessed receptionist Ken to meeting a fine guy during the conference meeting who was a bit dramatic and finally getting fucked by Sarah and her dildo. Even if she denies it, she fucked me, although with the help of her dildo.

I dozed off while reminiscing on the day's event.

The rumbling sound of my alarm woke me up.

"Oh my goodness!" I screamed and looked at the clock. I rolled my eyes; I was an hour late for the party.

The last thing I wanted was to disappoint Dr. Mark by being absent. My confused thought was interrupted by my phone's ringtone.

I sluggishly stood up and walked to my table and sighed in relief when I saw the caller's ID that it was Larry and not anyone from the party.

"Larry, I'm late. I overslept," I yawned.

"I thought as much, ma when I didn't receive any call from you. You still have enough time to meet up. You will be surprised you were early when you arrived," He assured me, and I smiled.

I hurriedly freshen up. I felt so refreshed as the water ran through my skin that I spent more time in the shower.

I heard a voice from my room and knew that it was Maggie. She was the only one allowed to enter my room without permission.

"Miss Susan, you are late for the party," she announced with her usual motherly tone. Maggie was in her early forties and has been my caretaker for over a decade.

"I have the perfect dress for you tonight. Do you have a date?" She asked as she checked my wardrobe.

"Nope! I don't do dates," I replied as I walked out of the bathroom with no clothes on.

"As usual," She said fondly, and I smiled and reached for my towel.

"Yes, you don't do dates, but you will surely bring a man home," she said as she winked at me. I wasn't surprised; Maggie always had the nerve to tease me in such a way no other staff could.

"I don't need a man tonight. I'm satisfied already," I replied, hanging the towel.

Maggie narrowed her eyes as she stared at me confusedly and walked towards me in a green bodycon gown.

"Here, ma'am. This should compliment your beauty for tonight," She said with a smile while I nodded.

"I don't need a man today; I just want to party, " I answered absentmindedly as I took the gown she had selected.

"I know how having maximum satisfaction at this time of the month means a lot to you," She said bluntly, and I felt awkward.

"Or have you gotten one? " She asked.

The last thing I would do was tell Maggie about Sarah and myself.

I smiled without uttering a word to keep her from asking further questions.

Within a few minutes, I was radiantly ready for the party. I stared at the mirror to ensure I had my breathtaking magic look.

"You look dashing as always, Miss Susan," Maggie complimented, and I smiled.

"Thank you, Maggie,"

"Kindly inform Larry that I'm ready," I told Maggie while I searched around for my cell phone.

I contemplated if it was an excellent idea to still send Sarah the address as I felt guilty. Not sending her will make her feel bad since I had promised her. I grunted as I picked up my cell phone.

Sarah wasn't the first girl I had kissed. Jessica, a high school classmate, happened to be my first, but Sarah's Intimate moment was more passionate.

"Ma'am, Larry is waiting for you," Maggie interrupted my thoughts.

"Is he going with you?" She asked inquisitively.

"Are you bothered you will be lonely?" I questioned, observing her body language.

"No, ma'am. Not at all. It will be better for you this way to avoid a hangover after the party, " she said with a smile.

"You are a darling, dear Maggie," I kissed her on her cheek.

"You look magnificent as always," Larry complimented as he saw me approaching.

"Thank you, Larry,"

We headed for the garage, and within a few minutes, we were set to leave.

As soon as Larry ignited the car engine, I remembered I had yet to text Sarah the address, and she hadn't called to ask. There was no need for her to come. My guilty self wouldn't be bold enough to look at her.